I'm in Delingha tonight

Chi Nian never thought that his brand new love would face separation just at the beginning.

New Year's Day, Line 3, heading for Jiangbei Airport.

In the first light rail car in the morning, there were more passengers than Chi Nian had imagined. He guessed that many people might have to catch the early flight.Xi Shan's backpack was the one he had seen before when he went to Qinghai. It contained several clothes. Because of a temporary trip, there were still some folds on the edges of the bag that he hadn't had time to tidy up.

Bai Xiaowan set off from Shiziping in advance, planning to meet Xi Shan directly at the airport.

They had no place to sit, and stood in a corner with relatively few people.Xi Shan held the pull ring, Chi Nian leaned back on the frosted metal bracket next to the seat, and gave Xi Shan an earphone.

When the light rail passed the big turn from Tang's courtyard to Shiziping, Chi Nian couldn't stand still, and reached out to grab Xi Shan.

No one noticed the weird atmosphere between them, so Chi Nian simply put his hand into Xi Shan's coat pocket to hold him, pinching him lightly and hard.

After pinching for a while, the inertia of the brakes caused Chi Nian to slam into Xi Shan. Xi Shan protected him, and when he lowered his head, his eyes were not only tired but also doubtful about his small movements.

"I'm so reluctant." Chi Nian said, feeling Xi Shan wrapping his fingers.

Perhaps the passers-by sitting next to them saw them holding hands secretly. At this time, Chi Nian didn't pay any attention to others, and raced against time to enjoy the time with Xi Shan.

Xi Shan whispered, "It won't be long."

"I know, but I still can't bear it. When I think about waking up from a nap today, I won't be able to see you, and no one will take me for supper..."

The more Chi Nian talked, the more wronged he became. It wasn't that uncomfortable at first, but his emotions began to flood.

Xi Shan didn't really want to leave at first, but when Chi Nian felt aggrieved, he almost said impulsively, "Then I won't leave"-this is not comparable to other temporary situations in work or business, and you can find a substitute, for the sake of feelings Sacrifice money and time just because his little turtle won't let him go.

But on the other side of the long route, there is also a feeling that he refuses to give up.

Having been indifferent to each other for so many years, he rationally knew that maybe both parties were waiting for a chance to ease the relationship.After meeting Chi Nian, Xi Shan suddenly had expectations for other things that he didn't care about before.

"I'll be back as soon as possible." Xi Shan said as if promising, "When it's settled, no matter what the situation is over there, if you don't need me anymore... before the Chinese New Year at the latest."

Chi Nian's heart slapped blankly, and he said in a daze, "Oh."

It turned out that it was almost Chinese New Year.

When it comes to Chinese New Year, Chi Nian can't help recalling Beijing. It seems that this is the first time that Chi Nian won't celebrate Chinese New Year at home.If Xi Shan didn't go back to Chongqing to accompany him, then he would be alone and alone - this realization made Chi Nian very, very depressed.

Thinking of Beijing, I couldn't help but resent my parents.

After the initial energy of running away from home was completely over, Chi Nian thought several times whether he should bow his head to Ding Li first.He knew that Ding Li loved him, and if he took the initiative to contact him, the other party would definitely forgive him. If he acted like a baby again, Ding Li immediately relented and told him to go home quickly and apologize to Lao Chi. Nothing happened.

But Chi Nian didn't want to deny himself at that time.

What's more, even if his parents forgive him, after going back this time, will he tell Lao Chi again that he has a prospective boyfriend in Chongqing?

Lao Chi must have been so angry that he had a heart attack.

So Chi Nian sighed.

His stubbornness is inherited from Lao Chi and Ding Li, even worse.The elders in the family often say that Chi Nian looks soft-tempered, and once he becomes stubborn, he will not give up on the south wall.Later, Chi Nian hit the south wall, but still didn't look back. Until now, he and his parents are trying hard to wait for the other party to show weakness first.

Occasionally without sleep in the middle of the night, Chi Nian would think, so what if he shows weakness?

When I first came to Chongqing, it was indeed useless to show weakness. In the eyes of my parents, Chi Nian was still a failed protester.He didn't get anything, he was disheartened, and his nose was ashamed.

But now it's different, he wants to prove to his parents that he can have an excellent lover and they will be together for a long time.

So maybe when the relationship is stable, he bows to his parents for Xi Shan and himself. Unlike Xi Shan and his father, he and Lao Chi and Ding Li have no unforgivable hatred or uncompromising contradictions. After all, they are still a family. If possible, Chi Nian hopes to have room for balance.

For more than half a year, will Ding Li miss him?

Chi Nian silently rested his head on Xi Shan's shoulder.

Speechless all the way, Xi Shan shared Chi Nian's earphones, which played a brisk Japanese song.

Chi can't read Japanese, and occasionally understands the meaning of one or two words, but he doesn't know exactly what he is talking about.He put it in the playlist just because he likes the rhythm and arrangement. The song is very short. After a while, it will be played, and the light rail will broadcast to Changfu Road Station, and he will be able to arrive at the terminal building soon.

The earphones automatically switched to the next song, the slow guitar prelude, and Chi Nian hurriedly glanced at Xi Shan after realizing whose song it was.

The other party didn't realize it, and still closed his eyes slightly, resting on his wrist to catch up on sleep.

There was not much talking in the car, so Zheng Jun's whispered singing was played along the earphones, and it was magnified into a love letter in black and white in his mind.

"Love is something no one understands, love is the eternal melody.

"I kept your back to myself, but I gave myself to you."

……

The singing ended, as if this song was also his confession to Xi Shan.Chi Nian's cheeks were slightly hot, thinking whether to clarify the relationship between the two of them before Xi Shan left...

He usually takes the initiative, but when it comes to the most important moment of "I love you", he is timid.

Because he has never lacked a life of being pampered since he was a child, he is a person who waits for love.After meeting Xi Shan, Chi Nian first showed his sincere heart to him.

"Look, I love you so much, can you love me too?"

With three simple words on his lips, Chi Nian pursed his lips, his heart beat faster, and he raised his head: "Brother Xi..."

He never said it.

Because Xi Shan gently pushed him on the back and hugged him into his arms.

"Jiangbei Airport T2 terminal is here, passengers getting off the bus, please bring your belongings..."

The light rail announcement sounded at the right time, and the people around stood up from their seats with tired or excited faces, picked up their suitcases and backpacks and lined up at the door waiting to get off.

Only Xi Shan and him did not move, Chi Nian was forced to lean on Xi Shan's shoulder, raised his hand hesitantly, and finally patted Xi Shan on the shoulder: "Brother Xi, we've arrived, should we go down first?"

The arrival broadcast reported again, Xi Shanchang sighed, without saying a word, he pulled his backpack and turned around to follow the flow of people.

Chi Nian caught up with him and looked at his expression curiously.

Xi Shan seemed a little too tense, was he nervous?

He secretly wanted to see the clue from Xi Shan's expression, but why was Xi Shan nervous?

After getting out of the carriage, Xi Shan stood in the middle.Everyone was crowded towards the elevator, queuing up, and the voices suddenly became louder. The subway station became full of bustling winter mornings. Occasionally, someone called a mobile phone and wished a happy new year loudly into the phone.

The line waiting for the elevator is getting shorter and shorter, and there are still four or ten minutes before Xishan's flight takes off.He didn't check in his luggage, and he didn't need to go through too complicated procedures, but he had to set aside time for meeting Bai Xiaowan, so he couldn't waste a long time.

"Aren't you leaving?" Chi Nian asked.

Xi Shan's lips were pursed into a sharp line, and his eyes were fixed on him.

Chi Nian asked again: "Do you have something to say to me?"

Is there anything I can't say when I meet Aunt Bai later...

Want to tell me now?

The reverse train pulled into the station, and there were crowds of people waiting in the queue.The mechanical sound of the station announcement was ruthless, prompting the same precautions, and some people who were too late ran down the stairs in a hurry.

Amidst the whistling sound, Xi Shan suddenly opened his mouth.

"Yesterday..." He paused, as if recalling what happened in the early morning, his eyes moved slightly, he was a short distance away from Chi Nian, lowered his head, and brushed his fingers over Chi Nian's side face, "Forget it, I didn't want to say that. "

The other party's overly serious expression gave Chi Nian an inexplicable premonition. He wanted to hide his embarrassment, so he simply smiled.

"what?"

"When I come back from Delingha, read it," Xi Shan said, "Be my boyfriend, okay?"

After he finished speaking, before Chi Nian agreed, the gentle force of his fingers suddenly increased, and he squeezed Chi Nian's face.Then Xi Shan turned his head and ran, stepped into the upward escalator in two or three steps, stepped up the moving steps with his long legs, his back only flashed in his sight a few times, and then disappeared at the end of the escalator.

Chi Nian's cheeks were tinged red, and his mouth was half-opened in astonishment.

Half a minute ago, Xi Shan spoke very softly but he didn't miss a single word. After receiving the message completely, he didn't allow himself to say "OK", Xi Shan ran away again.

So, is he... shy?

Or are you worried that if you don't agree, you will run away quickly, and if you don't hear it, you will default?

Chi Nian laughed out loud.

"Why is this person like this!"

Seeing Xi Shan's attitude, there is probably no need to send him to the security checkpoint.Chi Nian walked to the opposite side to take the light rail back. This time he was lucky to have a seat. He took out his mobile phone and found Xi Shan's chat box.

"Okay", "Why are you running", "Are you afraid that I won't agree", "I really want to be your boyfriend"...

He only thought about confessing but not how to agree. After writing several versions, Chi Nian was still dissatisfied. He simply dug out the soft and cute rabbit emoticons that both Xi Shan and Xi Shan loved to use, carefully selected them for a long time, and clicked randomly in the last two sent one out.He hoped that Xi Shan could understand what he meant, after all, it was very clear.

Facing Xi Shan, he couldn't say "NO".

——Little rabbit compares heart.jpg

After sending it out, I didn't receive a reply immediately, but the excitement supported Chi Nian, staying up late and getting up early, but he wasn't sleepy at all.After two stops, Xi Shan was probably free, and the phone prompted him to send an emoji.

Chi Nian opened it, and it was the exact same "Little Rabbit Bixin.jpg".

Typing with a smile on his lips.

Chi: I don’t need to wait for you to come back

Xi Shan: ah

Chi: Congratulations to Mr. Xi for being the cutest boyfriend in the world

Pool: [Little Rabbit Scattering Flowers.jpg]

Xi Shan: Thank you

Xi Shan: I am so honored

Xi Shan uttered a very teasing sentence, which seemed solemn.

Chi Nian sent him many hearts in a row, and Xi Shan replied with a "cute" default expression after a while.Looking at the time, he was probably about to board the plane, so Chi Nian said, "Sleep well on the plane and leave me alone."

Xi Shan: Okay, tell me when you get home.

Chi: I'm starting to miss you [流泪猫猫头.jpg]

Xi Shan: Think about me

Xi Shan: Come back and bring you delicious food

Chi: [The puppy nods.gif]

Finally, after sending a kissing expression, Chi Nian quit the chat interface between the two of them.He didn't think about it for a long time, and clicked in again as if he didn't think it was enough. He read these simple conversations three times from beginning to end, took a screenshot, and smacked Xi Shan's line "Be my boyfriend" huh?" The joy was almost beyond words.

Chi Nian thought that he must have smiled silly, buried his head very low, and didn't want to be thought crazy by the passengers in the same compartment.

But, he is so happy!You have to find someone to share your joy with.

Chi Nian desperately poked Zhuo Pei'an.

The other party was probably still asleep, and he persistently "patted" him twenty times, and he yelled back impatiently: "I'm sick! It's only 08:30, are you crazy!"

Chi Nian covered his ears, thankful for a second that he didn't impulsively let it out just now.

Pool: Hey

Chi: [chat screenshot]

Xiaopei: ...

Xiaopei: That's it?

Xiaopei: I don't want to watch the pure love drama, so I fell asleep.

Chi:? ? ?