I'm in Delingha tonight

It was rare for Xi Shan to open up to anyone, and after being comforted by Chi Nian, he suffered from insomnia for most of the night.

After the insomnia, he was not so heavy, as if the psychological burden that had weighed on him for many years disappeared without a trace overnight.He had a weird personality in his early years, and he was more mean to the more important people. Later, after a series of changes, he finally learned to maintain a peaceful appearance, but he would always show his true nature to people he cared about.

The reason is that Xi Shan's heart is not strong enough, saying that he doesn't care, but in fact, he may not really care.

A stone, a scar, and a rainy day, together they weave a chain and handcuff Xi Shan, holding him back, making every step extremely difficult.

Chi Nian brought the key to open the keyhole, and Chi Nian said, "I won't change back to my previous self."

Because Chi Nian not only persuaded, but the hand they held together was very real.

Xishan showed him the most deeply involved scar, and Chi Nian was not afraid at all.

New Year's Day is approaching, and Chi Nian's students are driven crazy by the pressure of the unified exam. After the unified exam, they have to prepare for the school exam and even the teachers work overtime, so they almost don't live in the studio.

"Is the little teaching assistant so busy?" Zhu Yiming picked up the white wine bottle and poured it for Xi Shan.

Xi Shan pressed the rim of the cup to stop his movements: "Don't."

"Wow, you didn't drive." Zhu Yiming remembered the problem when he said this, and asked suddenly, "Yes, Brother Xi, did you put your car on the roof?"

"Chi Nian borrowed it. His students have been taking the unified exam for the past two days, and they are in a hurry to send it to the test center. They went out to pick up people at six o'clock in the morning." Xi Shan frowned when he mentioned Chi Nian's recent schedule, "After the exam, he went to the studio , What are you going to do... what kind of targeted training, specializing in the topics of his school."

Zhu Yiming, a former art test victim, heard a pain in his ear, and interrupted: "Okay, okay, what does it have to do with you if he does his own thing, we haven't had a drink for a long time, how about it?"

Xi Shan refused resolutely: "After dinner, I will go to the studio to pick him up."

Zhu Yiming: "..."

Xi Shan: "He was tired all day and drove late. I'm afraid of accidents."

He said that it was hard to persuade Zhu Yiming, so he could only turn to Qi Xing who had been watching the fun, "Sister Qi, can you please condescend to have a few drinks with me? I'm so depressed."

Qi Xing picked up the glass generously: "Come on, fill it up."

"That's right!" Zhu Yiming said, and cut Xi Shan's words while the iron was hot, "Unlike some people who value sex over friends... Brother Xi, but when will you officially introduce your little boyfriend to us?"

"Not yet." Xi Shan said.

"Yeah, no, yes—" Qi Xing grasped the point, "That's it!"

Zhu Yiming made a fuss: "It's also possible that they are lying to us, they live together, 'not yet', do you believe Xing Xing?"

"I definitely don't believe it, unless you show me."

Qi Xing and Zhu Yiming almost made a scene of demons dancing wildly, Xi Shan couldn't laugh or cry, picked up the tongs for the barbecue and almost gave them a bite.

The barbecue restaurant has chosen a new location, the relocation is imminent, and it is the end of the year, Zhu Yiming invites Qi Xing and Xi Shan, two good friends who started the business together, to make an appointment in advance. Hold a small farewell bachelor party for Qi Xing in advance.

They sat in the innermost small booth, and there was a lot of people around, and the smoke from the barbecue stained their clothes and hair without caring.

On the desktop, Qi Xing's mobile phone turned on the video, and they were separated by hundreds of kilometers. While taking off his white coat, Jiang Hai took time to chat with them: "Congratulations, Xing Xing, when are you going to get the certificate?"

"New Year's Day, I want to win a good fortune."

"Then it's summer's turn to serve wine?" Jiang Hai said.

Qi Xing smiled: "Yeah, I'm planning to go to his house to choose a venue before the Chinese New Year."

"Beach wedding?"

Zhu Yiming didn't think it was a big deal to watch the excitement: "Brother Hai, you said before that the stars are getting married, and you can give twice as much red envelopes as I give. Then you have to wait, my red envelopes will not be small!"

Jiang Hai: "Did I say that?"

Xi Shan interjected without losing the opportunity: "I said so."

Jiang Hai laughed: "Okay, I will do what I said! But time flies, Xing Xing is getting married..."

Hearing this sigh, Qi Xing unnaturally made a big wave.

When they were hanging out together in Shapingba, she was the only girl in the gang, and everyone protected her and spoiled her like a little princess.But gradually, everyone changed, and she couldn't help, so she could only choose to show Zhu Yiming the chat records between Sixian and herself back then, so that he could understand that Sixian really didn't regret that fruitless crush.

For Yu Sixian, keeping friends with Xi Shan is the best distance.

At that time, Zhu Yiming bowed his head in silence for a long time, and finally asked her: "Xing Xing, can you print a copy for me?"

Later, Jiang Hai became more and more busy, Zhu Yiming kept going around the hot pot restaurant, and when he found time, he would visit Sixian's mother, Xi Shan opened a new restaurant, and met a child who would always laugh when he was mentioned.

Of course, this kind of life is not as good as when he was in college, but Qi Xing thought, there is nothing wrong with it.

Everyone has a bright and sunny tomorrow.

After drinking for three rounds, the topic gradually opened up.

Zhu Yiming looked at Xi Shan, he was very sober, but he insisted on pulling out the tiger's beard, and asked Xi Shan in a troublesome way: "Hey, what happened to you and Xiao Chi?"

"That's it." Xi Shan said, cutting the pork belly on the charcoal fire into small pieces.

"What is that like?" Zhu Yiming was dissatisfied, and insisted on Xi Shan to give an explanation, "Seeing that you two are sticky when eating, and when you make a joke, the two of you are competing to see who shuts up the fastest. It's almost there, Xi Brother, the embarrassment period, the ambiguity period, and the cold war period are all over, now it must be the love period?"

The plot he imagined was so complete that Xi Shan couldn't help laughing: "No, we're still friends."

Qi Xing used his alcohol to push Xi Shan violently: "Can you do it?"

"how?"

"It's been so long, are you still friends?"

"I don't know what he thinks." Xi Shan surrendered, feeling that his inner dilemma was no longer there, and he was able to confide a little bit of his heart in front of his friends, "But if... if, if you want to confess, what time do you think is better? Before I wanted to wait, now I think it will be too late."

As soon as these words came out, Zhu Yiming and Qi Xing fell silent at the same time, their four eyes became searchlights, scanning Xi Shan up and down, as if trying to understand the structure of every cell in him.

Xi Shan was uncomfortable seeing them, and became angry from embarrassment: "What's wrong, I can't take the initiative?"

"No, you can." Zhu Yiming said seriously, and turned to Qi Xing to seek approval, "But you are not only taking the initiative, but you are also in such a hurry, there is a problem. It is the first time to create the world, right?"

Qi Xing nodded frantically: "It's too rare, it needs to be recorded in the calendar and recorded in history."

"Is that an exaggeration..." Xi Shan was speechless.

But after thinking about it carefully, there is nothing wrong with what Zhu Yiming said.

Due to his personality and his overemphasis on security, Xi Shan never weighs a relationship with his future life as a weight.Before this, he had never met someone who was so excited that he would actively think about "confession" and "together".

Chi Nian was the first.

Qi Xing said in an official tone: "Kiss, I suggest you call now and say 'I like you'."

Xi Shan pondered for a moment, actually thought about this possibility, and then gave up: "No, he's been very busy these days, I doubt he'll reply me with an 'oh' if you just say that."

"There must be a difference between actions and words." Qi Xing spread his hands, "Otherwise, what's the point of having a long mouth and long hands? I'm afraid he won't agree with you, so don't let people stay in your house so early."

Xi Shan stared at the Bozi soda bottle, and pinched the tip of his nose for a long while.

Qi Xing finally said: "Brother Xi, in your current situation, it's hard to end without being together!"

It was almost eight o'clock after eating the barbecue, and when I walked out of the store, I realized that it was raining outside.

In winter, the rain is not as powerful as midsummer, nor as lingering as spring and autumn. It always falls and stops for a while, and is blown obliquely and slowly by the wind. Occasionally, it looks like fine snow.The ground was wet, and the lights became the colorful waves of the sea, winding and fading from near to far.

Qi Xing's boyfriend heard that she was drunk and drove from the South Bank to pick him up.In Xi Shan's memory, this was the first boyfriend Qi Xing introduced to them.

"Sorry, sorry." Qi Xing's boyfriend kept apologizing, "I'm bothering you."

When they drove away, Zhu Yiming leaned against the back of the bus stop sign, not caring about getting wet on his clothes: "This guy is not a local, he sounds like a Fujianese accent."

"You can ask Qi Xing directly next time." Xi Shan said, he was not interested in these things.

"Do I care? I said this to tell you that he stayed here because of Qi Xing, and they can get married." Zhu Yiming patted Xi Shan on the shoulder, "What about you?"

"I what."

"How old is your little friend this year? 22 years old, how young." Zhu Yiming paused, then frowned and asked Xi Shan, "What if he gets tired of staying in Chongqing in the future?"

Maybe the two of them have untied their hearts. They were honest before, and now there is nothing they can't face.

Xi Shan told the truth: "I am also worried."

Zhu Yiming didn't expect him to consider this level, he was surprised for a moment: "Damn, are you serious?"

"I like it, shouldn't I think about it?" Xi Shan asked back, continuing in Zhu Yiming's shock, "You're right, Xiaochi didn't mention the family conditions, but it can be seen that it won't be too bad. His willful It's different from me. Our family conditions, to put it bluntly, are not in the same class at all... I am well-off at best. When I graduated from college, I couldn't afford hundreds of thousands, and I didn't dare to run away from home at that time. "

"I'm going... you, have you picked up the little princess?" Zhu Yiming was speechless, "Then, he... just in case, no, brother Xi, I don't mean to be optimistic, just in case -"

"I understand, and I'm also worried. He has shown that he likes me very much now, but no one can tell what will happen afterwards." Xi Shan lowered his head and took out the cigarette case, thought about it, and put it back again, but didn't smoke.

"You have to be mentally prepared, doesn't that mean?"

Xi Shan didn't answer yes, nor did he deny it.

Zhu Yiming: "So Brother Xi, you decided to hang yourself on a tree?"

Xi Shan glared at him and walked a few steps forward, reaching out to stop a taxi.Opening the back door, he turned his head and said goodbye to Zhu Yiming: "Let's go, I have to go to Huangjueping to pick up someone."

"If you move your heart, you will move it for the rest of your life, right?" Zhu Yiming smiled, "If you want to put it this way, I think someday Xiaochi will return to Beijing, and you will be appointed to chase after him."

Xi Shan closed the car door with a bang, and gave him the middle finger from the window.

It was a light rainy day and it happened to be at night, and the road was not particularly congested. Xi Shan arrived at Tao Yi's studio earlier than expected, just in time for the students to leave downstairs with tired faces.

Xi Shan didn't choose to go upstairs, he leaned against the car door and sent a message to Chi Nian.

After a while, a head poked out from the window sill and waved at him: "Brother Xi! I'll put things back in two minutes."

The "2 minutes" that Chi Nian said was exactly 2 minutes, and Xi Shan snapped his fingers back.As soon as he opened WeChat and scrolled down a few circles of friends, the sound of hurried footsteps in the corridor occupied his auditory nerves.

"Brother Xi!"

The greeting was the same as before, Xi Shan raised his head when he heard the sound, Chi Nianzheng jumped down the last two steps in one step, and threw his backpack behind him: "Let's go!"

"Car keys." Xi Shan stretched out his hand.

Chi Nian handed it to him, and hooked his arm intimately by the way—he was sometimes clingy like a little girl in love, physical contact was natural and ambiguous, Xi Shan wanted to enjoy it, and never refused, at this time I feel that Zhu Yiming's metaphor actually has some truth, "little princess".

Simple experience, kind nature, arrogant but easy to forgive others, little princess.

The more Xi Shan thought about it, the more he felt that it was very appropriate, and he stretched out his hand to pinch Chi Nian's ear.

"What are you doing!" Chi Nian said in a gruff voice on purpose, "Every day, you know what to do, next time I will collect money."

"Please recharge a VVIP directly."

Chi Nian whispered: "...you have a good idea!"

Xi Shan smiled, and turned on the bluetooth speaker.

In a classic love song of Sunset Speed, the street scene recedes and is blurred into colorful blocks of color.