Lu Yingchen was so moved that he was about to cry.
Since a long time ago, he no longer expected to hear Tang Yuchen say such affectionate words to him one day.
But now he not only heard Tang Yuchen say so himself, but also hugged Tang Yuchen himself, feeling the warmth of his body.
Lu Yingchen really wanted to just agree, and then tell Tang Yuchen that without him, he would not find the meaning of living.
However, this will not work.
Although this made him struggle even more than when he lost Tang Yuchen, he still had to personally uncover the cruel truth of reality and illusion.
"Yu Chen, I love you, I really love you." He was caught in a false scene that was hard to let go, but his heart still maintained the last trace of clarity, "I owe you so much. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I know you are willing to give everything for me, and now I can, and I am willing. I am willing to use everything I have in exchange for your safety. If I can, I also ask for your...forgiveness. Yu Chen , all I want in this life is you, and I only want to be with you in this life. But...but everything is fake...I can't stay here..."
"You don't want me?" Tang Yuchen's tone was obviously sharp because of his anxiety.
"No! It's not that I don't want you anymore, I want you! The only thing I want is you!" Lu Yingchen felt that every time he spoke, the trembling of his chest pulled the deepest and most severe pain inside, like someone It's like picking out his bones with a knife, "But it's because I want you that I'm leaving...I love you, Yu Chen. So I have to go back to reality, find the real you, and truly make up for all the harm I caused you .”
"But wouldn't you rather meet me in fantasy when you are in reality? Now we are all in fantasy, and we don't have to be separated anymore, but why are you shrinking back?" Tang Yuchen hugged him tightly, "It's true Well, it doesn’t matter if it’s fake, what’s the difference? Now what I see is you, what you touch is me, what could be more real and more important than this? Is it because of my face...Is it because My appearance has become like this, so you don't want me anymore..."
"Nothing!" Lu Yingchen was caught in this trap unknowingly, and only focused on explaining to Tang Yuchen, "No matter what your appearance becomes, I will never let you go! Yu Chen, as long as you can To be safe and healthy is the greatest gift to me!"
"Then why do you still say such things to make me sad? Don't you love the real me, but don't you love the me in front of you?"
"No, no..." Tang Yuchen's words were too serious, and it made Lu Yingchen panic all of a sudden. He didn't know what he was answering. He just wanted to prove that he loved Tang Yuchen, loved him deeply, and made Tang Yuchen uneasy. Doubt this any longer.
"Then why do you have to leave here?" Tang Yuchen's voice was weak and weeping, Lu Yingchen felt that it was more uncomfortable than stabbing him in the heart with a knife, "Did you forget that we said before Did you forget about all the things we did together?.. We haven’t had time to see the aurora together, see the night view of Santorini together, see the unique waterfalls in Romania together.. You said we were going to explore together Let’s see if there really is another parallel world in Thor’s Well Waterfall in the United States, and we’ll go to Bolivia’s Sky Mirror together. You clearly promised that you would accompany me to wherever I want to go in the world, why? Now it's just a door of a ward, you don't even want to step in for me?"
Tang Yuchen's cry was like countless dense, thin, sharp soft needles piercing his heart, and the pain was layered on top of each other. It hurt when he moved, even when he blinked, and even when he breathed.
He has completely given up the ability to distinguish reality from fantasy.
The last sliver of clarity also disappeared with the complete collapse of the defense line from the bottom of his heart.
He hugged Tang Yuchen tightly.
It doesn't matter if time is distorted, space collapses, or everything in the future is destroyed and ceases to exist.
He doesn't want anything anymore, he doesn't care about anything anymore, he just wants to hold Tang Yuchen tightly like this forever, and hold the one he loves like this until the last second of his life.
"I am willing, I am willing..." He hugged Tang Yuchen, wishing he could just merge into one body with him, "I am willing to do anything for you, I can do anything..."
"That's great..." Tang Yuchen hugged him even harder, his words were full of joy, "This way we will never have to separate..."
The temptation is gorgeous and illusory, but it makes him willing to give up everything and sink.
There were tears in Lu Yingchen's eyes, so he didn't open them, and he didn't dare to open them - he just hugged Tang Yuchen like this, so that he could have the satisfaction and peace of the whole world.
Whether it is real or fictional, the balance of truth and falsehood turns into the humblest dust at this time, just an existence that will be blown away by the wind.
If he admits that everything in front of him is what he desires and cares most in his heart, he will be trapped in an infinite paradise and cannot return, then he is also willing to live in an illusion that can be broken at the touch of a touch.
As long as there is this person by his side, he will recognize it.
Before the feeling of satisfaction could overflow his whole body, Lu Yingchen felt heavy suffocation again.
It was as if something strangled his neck and pulled him up.
No!
Feeling the increasing distance between himself and the person in his arms, Lu Yingchen shouted in his heart——
Don't keep them apart anymore, they have been apart for a long time!
But the power to hinder them is so strong, even if he used all his strength to fight against it, he couldn't get rid of the cruel fact that he was being pulled further and further away.
Lu Yingchen even felt that his hands were forced to bid farewell to Tang Yuchen's shoulders held by the ring, and then bid farewell to his cheeks, and bid farewell to the wet and cold liquid on his face... Those were his tears...
Lu Yingchen almost shouted loudly from the bottom of his heart, don't pull him away!Tang Yuchen was crying!He is hating himself!
But it didn't help.
He still felt that he had lost his world, the once beautiful and nostalgic world.
Lu Yingchen opened his eyes in suffocation, darkness, and depression. His mind went blank, and he couldn't tell whether what he saw was the real world or the gentle phantom that Infinite Paradise gave him.
He found himself kneeling on the ground, surrounded by Xiao Mumu, Yan Mufeng, Tang Shaofei... Even Shen Yansheng, who left Infinity Paradise first, was standing there.
He just felt stuffy and disgusting, and all the characters and scenes seemed to be spinning rapidly.
Xiao Mumu put away the whip in her hand - she used this thing to pull Lu Yingchen back from Infinite Paradise just now.At this time, she was still very upset, and she became angry when she saw Lu Yingchen's useless appearance, so she said to Shen Yansheng next to her, "Go and make him sober."
Lu Yingchen's current state can't arouse any sympathy and softness from anyone present. On the contrary, they will feel that Lu Yingchen's performance this time is really too bad - especially Shen Yansheng, who was originally dissatisfied with Lu Yingchen, heard Xiao Mumu say so After that, he went up and kicked him hard in the stomach: "Wake up, Lu Yingchen, you're back."
return?Back to where?
Lu Yingchen couldn't stand up with his own strength at all, he just felt that everything was spinning, and he was spinning too.
The pain could no longer stimulate him to wake him up. When he saw Shen Yansheng, he instinctively had only one reaction - why is Shen Yansheng here?What about Tang Yuchen?Didn't he still hug Tang Yuchen just now?Where is Tang Yuchen now?
It was the self-reacted cognition that gave Lu Yingchen the strength to stand up.
He looked around at the person in front of him, his eyes searching quickly, where is Tang Yuchen?Why no Tang Yuchen?
He grabbed Shen Yansheng's shoulder and asked anxiously with a dry and hoarse voice: "Where's Yu Chen? Where's my Yu Chen? Where is he? I saw it just now? Why did he disappear?"
Xiao Mumu couldn't stand listening.
——This person who can't tell the difference between reality and infinite paradise in the end, she really doesn't want to admit that he is the first generation genetic warrior of their CH01 area.If others find out, their entire CH01 area will be ashamed.
Xiao Mumu winked, and Shen Yansheng understood from afar.
"Wake up! Lu Yingchen! This is reality! You have returned from Infinite Paradise!" He grabbed Lu Yingchen's collar and shouted at him, "I don't care which one you saw Tang Yuchen hugging and kissing just now Which one! I can only tell you now! You have come back from Infinity Paradise! Wake me up! If you don’t wake up, I will beat you!"
But Shen Yansheng's roar seemed to have no effect at all, and Lu Yingchen still looked like he had lost his soul and soul.
Xiao Mumu sighed, and said helplessly: "Forget it, I expected it to be like this a long time ago. Without Tang Yuchen, this guy only knows to cause trouble for others."
"Dr. Yan." She said to Yan Mufeng, "Please send Mr. Shen to the psychologist...Although I expected such a result in advance, I still think it's too disgusting to see it with my own eyes..."
Yan Mufeng's expression was always cold, without any emotion: "I see."
After he finished speaking, he walked over and left with Shen Yansheng alone, helping Lu Yingchen to leave.
"Alas." Xiao Mumu sighed melancholy as he watched their backs going away, "The first-generation fighters in our district have all been reduced to this. I'm really worried that we won't be able to compare with CA02 district in the future..."
"..." Tang Shaofei said silently, "You still have a first generation by your side..."
"Oh, I'm sorry I forgot about you." Looking at their backs, Xiao Mumu suddenly laughed again, "Hey, I suddenly discovered that the three of them can form an alliance."
"What alliance?"
"Wife-seeking alliance hahaha." Xiao Mumu couldn't stop laughing after finishing speaking, "It's just that you and Yan Mufeng are already married, otherwise it would be more vivid."
Tang Shaofei: "..."
So where is this woman's focus?
The author has something to say: I myself want to sigh that I have finally come out of Infinity Paradise!If I don't come out again, I will go in by myself! OTZ!
Since a long time ago, he no longer expected to hear Tang Yuchen say such affectionate words to him one day.
But now he not only heard Tang Yuchen say so himself, but also hugged Tang Yuchen himself, feeling the warmth of his body.
Lu Yingchen really wanted to just agree, and then tell Tang Yuchen that without him, he would not find the meaning of living.
However, this will not work.
Although this made him struggle even more than when he lost Tang Yuchen, he still had to personally uncover the cruel truth of reality and illusion.
"Yu Chen, I love you, I really love you." He was caught in a false scene that was hard to let go, but his heart still maintained the last trace of clarity, "I owe you so much. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I know you are willing to give everything for me, and now I can, and I am willing. I am willing to use everything I have in exchange for your safety. If I can, I also ask for your...forgiveness. Yu Chen , all I want in this life is you, and I only want to be with you in this life. But...but everything is fake...I can't stay here..."
"You don't want me?" Tang Yuchen's tone was obviously sharp because of his anxiety.
"No! It's not that I don't want you anymore, I want you! The only thing I want is you!" Lu Yingchen felt that every time he spoke, the trembling of his chest pulled the deepest and most severe pain inside, like someone It's like picking out his bones with a knife, "But it's because I want you that I'm leaving...I love you, Yu Chen. So I have to go back to reality, find the real you, and truly make up for all the harm I caused you .”
"But wouldn't you rather meet me in fantasy when you are in reality? Now we are all in fantasy, and we don't have to be separated anymore, but why are you shrinking back?" Tang Yuchen hugged him tightly, "It's true Well, it doesn’t matter if it’s fake, what’s the difference? Now what I see is you, what you touch is me, what could be more real and more important than this? Is it because of my face...Is it because My appearance has become like this, so you don't want me anymore..."
"Nothing!" Lu Yingchen was caught in this trap unknowingly, and only focused on explaining to Tang Yuchen, "No matter what your appearance becomes, I will never let you go! Yu Chen, as long as you can To be safe and healthy is the greatest gift to me!"
"Then why do you still say such things to make me sad? Don't you love the real me, but don't you love the me in front of you?"
"No, no..." Tang Yuchen's words were too serious, and it made Lu Yingchen panic all of a sudden. He didn't know what he was answering. He just wanted to prove that he loved Tang Yuchen, loved him deeply, and made Tang Yuchen uneasy. Doubt this any longer.
"Then why do you have to leave here?" Tang Yuchen's voice was weak and weeping, Lu Yingchen felt that it was more uncomfortable than stabbing him in the heart with a knife, "Did you forget that we said before Did you forget about all the things we did together?.. We haven’t had time to see the aurora together, see the night view of Santorini together, see the unique waterfalls in Romania together.. You said we were going to explore together Let’s see if there really is another parallel world in Thor’s Well Waterfall in the United States, and we’ll go to Bolivia’s Sky Mirror together. You clearly promised that you would accompany me to wherever I want to go in the world, why? Now it's just a door of a ward, you don't even want to step in for me?"
Tang Yuchen's cry was like countless dense, thin, sharp soft needles piercing his heart, and the pain was layered on top of each other. It hurt when he moved, even when he blinked, and even when he breathed.
He has completely given up the ability to distinguish reality from fantasy.
The last sliver of clarity also disappeared with the complete collapse of the defense line from the bottom of his heart.
He hugged Tang Yuchen tightly.
It doesn't matter if time is distorted, space collapses, or everything in the future is destroyed and ceases to exist.
He doesn't want anything anymore, he doesn't care about anything anymore, he just wants to hold Tang Yuchen tightly like this forever, and hold the one he loves like this until the last second of his life.
"I am willing, I am willing..." He hugged Tang Yuchen, wishing he could just merge into one body with him, "I am willing to do anything for you, I can do anything..."
"That's great..." Tang Yuchen hugged him even harder, his words were full of joy, "This way we will never have to separate..."
The temptation is gorgeous and illusory, but it makes him willing to give up everything and sink.
There were tears in Lu Yingchen's eyes, so he didn't open them, and he didn't dare to open them - he just hugged Tang Yuchen like this, so that he could have the satisfaction and peace of the whole world.
Whether it is real or fictional, the balance of truth and falsehood turns into the humblest dust at this time, just an existence that will be blown away by the wind.
If he admits that everything in front of him is what he desires and cares most in his heart, he will be trapped in an infinite paradise and cannot return, then he is also willing to live in an illusion that can be broken at the touch of a touch.
As long as there is this person by his side, he will recognize it.
Before the feeling of satisfaction could overflow his whole body, Lu Yingchen felt heavy suffocation again.
It was as if something strangled his neck and pulled him up.
No!
Feeling the increasing distance between himself and the person in his arms, Lu Yingchen shouted in his heart——
Don't keep them apart anymore, they have been apart for a long time!
But the power to hinder them is so strong, even if he used all his strength to fight against it, he couldn't get rid of the cruel fact that he was being pulled further and further away.
Lu Yingchen even felt that his hands were forced to bid farewell to Tang Yuchen's shoulders held by the ring, and then bid farewell to his cheeks, and bid farewell to the wet and cold liquid on his face... Those were his tears...
Lu Yingchen almost shouted loudly from the bottom of his heart, don't pull him away!Tang Yuchen was crying!He is hating himself!
But it didn't help.
He still felt that he had lost his world, the once beautiful and nostalgic world.
Lu Yingchen opened his eyes in suffocation, darkness, and depression. His mind went blank, and he couldn't tell whether what he saw was the real world or the gentle phantom that Infinite Paradise gave him.
He found himself kneeling on the ground, surrounded by Xiao Mumu, Yan Mufeng, Tang Shaofei... Even Shen Yansheng, who left Infinity Paradise first, was standing there.
He just felt stuffy and disgusting, and all the characters and scenes seemed to be spinning rapidly.
Xiao Mumu put away the whip in her hand - she used this thing to pull Lu Yingchen back from Infinite Paradise just now.At this time, she was still very upset, and she became angry when she saw Lu Yingchen's useless appearance, so she said to Shen Yansheng next to her, "Go and make him sober."
Lu Yingchen's current state can't arouse any sympathy and softness from anyone present. On the contrary, they will feel that Lu Yingchen's performance this time is really too bad - especially Shen Yansheng, who was originally dissatisfied with Lu Yingchen, heard Xiao Mumu say so After that, he went up and kicked him hard in the stomach: "Wake up, Lu Yingchen, you're back."
return?Back to where?
Lu Yingchen couldn't stand up with his own strength at all, he just felt that everything was spinning, and he was spinning too.
The pain could no longer stimulate him to wake him up. When he saw Shen Yansheng, he instinctively had only one reaction - why is Shen Yansheng here?What about Tang Yuchen?Didn't he still hug Tang Yuchen just now?Where is Tang Yuchen now?
It was the self-reacted cognition that gave Lu Yingchen the strength to stand up.
He looked around at the person in front of him, his eyes searching quickly, where is Tang Yuchen?Why no Tang Yuchen?
He grabbed Shen Yansheng's shoulder and asked anxiously with a dry and hoarse voice: "Where's Yu Chen? Where's my Yu Chen? Where is he? I saw it just now? Why did he disappear?"
Xiao Mumu couldn't stand listening.
——This person who can't tell the difference between reality and infinite paradise in the end, she really doesn't want to admit that he is the first generation genetic warrior of their CH01 area.If others find out, their entire CH01 area will be ashamed.
Xiao Mumu winked, and Shen Yansheng understood from afar.
"Wake up! Lu Yingchen! This is reality! You have returned from Infinite Paradise!" He grabbed Lu Yingchen's collar and shouted at him, "I don't care which one you saw Tang Yuchen hugging and kissing just now Which one! I can only tell you now! You have come back from Infinity Paradise! Wake me up! If you don’t wake up, I will beat you!"
But Shen Yansheng's roar seemed to have no effect at all, and Lu Yingchen still looked like he had lost his soul and soul.
Xiao Mumu sighed, and said helplessly: "Forget it, I expected it to be like this a long time ago. Without Tang Yuchen, this guy only knows to cause trouble for others."
"Dr. Yan." She said to Yan Mufeng, "Please send Mr. Shen to the psychologist...Although I expected such a result in advance, I still think it's too disgusting to see it with my own eyes..."
Yan Mufeng's expression was always cold, without any emotion: "I see."
After he finished speaking, he walked over and left with Shen Yansheng alone, helping Lu Yingchen to leave.
"Alas." Xiao Mumu sighed melancholy as he watched their backs going away, "The first-generation fighters in our district have all been reduced to this. I'm really worried that we won't be able to compare with CA02 district in the future..."
"..." Tang Shaofei said silently, "You still have a first generation by your side..."
"Oh, I'm sorry I forgot about you." Looking at their backs, Xiao Mumu suddenly laughed again, "Hey, I suddenly discovered that the three of them can form an alliance."
"What alliance?"
"Wife-seeking alliance hahaha." Xiao Mumu couldn't stop laughing after finishing speaking, "It's just that you and Yan Mufeng are already married, otherwise it would be more vivid."
Tang Shaofei: "..."
So where is this woman's focus?
The author has something to say: I myself want to sigh that I have finally come out of Infinity Paradise!If I don't come out again, I will go in by myself! OTZ!
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