Sheng Shi Merciful Light

Emperor Tianshou burst into tears, greedily remembering this beautiful and gentle smile.

no more regrets...

In his whole life, he has loved deeply and been crazy; he has won and lost; he has won the world and lost to the rules...

At the last moment, all the grievances and obsessions were put down...

Emperor Tianshou looked at his son.

Scenes of the past flashed before his eyes.

——meeting for the first time:

Jiulang walked out of the cold palace, drenched and bruised, but fearless and awe-inspiring.

"It's not my fault that I was born too beautiful and not submissive enough."

"I don't give in, I don't bow my head, I don't beg for mercy, and it's not a crime."

"You ruined my mother, you ruined me...you are the one who hurt you!"

"I don't forgive!"

Then, he bumped into the prince's cold sword!

——Mu Ci wakes up, father and son talk for the first time:

Jiulang's face was as pale as snow, and his expression was indifferent. Under the fragile appearance, there was a stubborn charm like his mother.

"Yan Nu is my mother's nickname. She hoped that I would be born in a peasant family and be as free as a wild goose."

"I read Di Bao because I want to know what the world is like."

"I know that my life is in your hands, but it doesn't affect my desire to express myself—don't touch me!"

"If you want to make up for me because of guilt, you don't have to."

"You don't need to feel guilty, and you don't need to make up for anything. It's not necessary. You didn't regard me as a son, and I never thought of seeing you as a father. I have no demands on you, so I can't resent you. At best, we are two strangers , not to mention any debt compensation.”

"Or do you feel that you are 'condescending', accommodating me, patient with me, I should put on a 'grateful' attitude? You are going to be disappointed, and I will not beg for mercy from anyone, as long as I am willing to go against my will, let go If you don't have dignity, you won't make yourself into such a ghost..."

Then, Emperor Tianshou made a promise for the first time: "Jiulang, father...will never disappoint you again!"

——The first time I cared, but was ruthlessly rejected.

Jiulang's body was so weak that he couldn't handle even a trace of the medicine, so he refused to take the medicine and everyone's concern.

"I refuse to drink medicine, and I also refuse your concern."

"I've been forced to get used to a lot of things... Enough is enough, I don't want to force myself to get used to more things that I don't like."

After instructing the chef to cook: "Don't ask me why I know this, I don't bother to make up lies, and I don't know how to explain, because... I do anything, I just do it, and I don't need to give anyone an explanation."

"Some things, don't ask! You don't need to know too much!"

Then, Emperor Tianshou was intimidated by Jiulang's powerful aura, and when he remembered the origin of his "Dragon descending to earth", he looked at Jiulang slightly differently.

——For the first time, Kuro was exposed to government affairs.

Jiulang has a strong heart in business affairs, but emotionally, he still completely refuses.

Jiulang touched the memorial book: "Show me all these." "It's your thing, you need your permission."

"This memorial uses 720 nine characters, only 54 of which are meaningful. And all the data are inaccurate, and the words 'about' and 'yu' appear. You are the highest authority in the country, and the government affairs carried by these memorials Affecting the whole country, shouldn't it be more efficient and rigorous?"

"In terms of official affairs, I have no right to interfere with the official affairs of an emperor. I only have the right to make suggestions that ordinary people should have. However, since I am not familiar with your social system and operating rules, I cannot be sure that my suggestions will be adopted. I will not express any opinion on the impact on the country in the future - that is irresponsible."

"If you're talking about it in a private capacity, I... have nothing to say to you." Mu Ci's tone was slightly cold, she turned and left...

——For the first time father and son eat together.

The concern of Emperor Tianshou was still ruthlessly rejected.

"Don't eat!"

"You are the master of this palace. Every plant, tree, palace and room here belong to you. I have no right and can't refuse you. That's why I never waste my efforts. This seems to have misled you, thinking that sooner or later Can impress me."

"I understand that even my life belongs to you, but if you allow me to live for a day, then every breath and every heartbeat of mine belongs to me only. I am 16 years old, not a three-year-old child, I am mature , have their own way of thinking and conduct, and know how to arrange their own lives without the supervision of elders. So..." Mu Ci's tone was cool, "I don't need you to interfere in my life in the name of caring, you have already lost Anything that could interfere with my position."

"I read the memorial, just to have another way to understand the world, don't use your thoughts to speculate on my purpose. You allow me to read, I thank you, but don't think this is a kindness. Imperial power is your natural power, It is also your responsibility and obligation to this country. It is not honey in your hands, which emits a sweet fragrance to tempt someone to swarm over and bow their heads. If you hold this kind of thinking, then I think I can't watch it again .”

"You don't interfere with me, so everyone is fine, and you and I understand people."

Then, Emperor Tianshou tasted the pain of being completely rejected and dismissed... Jiulang, how can I love you?

——For the first time, father and son discussed state affairs together (Qiu Jue Q&A).

Emperor Tianshou was disliked if he got close to him; he was also disliked if he pardoned criminals in order to please his son!

"You smell too strong, stay away from me!"

"You can't pardon casually. The ancestors of a family have their own laws, and each country has its own legal rules. As the highest-level criminal judge, you can pardon whoever you want according to your own whim, and put the country's laws and regulations wherever you want. ?”

"The reason for the emperor is that I can't bear it, so he pardoned all these people. But I think that 'the Son of Heaven is selfless'. As an emperor, it is not benevolence to bend the law for personal reasons. It will destroy the country's laws and regulations and reduce the country's reputation. Even a small The family should also be rewarded and punished according to the family law. Parents relying on selfish favoritism will cause enmity between brothers;

Then, Emperor Tianshou discovered Jiulang's talent and sensitivity in government affairs, and discovered Jiulang's greater value...

——For the first time, the father tried to teach his son calligraphy by hand.

Emperor Tianshou wanted to get closer, and taught his son "hand in hand"... The big hand leads the small hand, holding a pen and writing a word together, which is his ultimate dream of "happiness".

But was rejected again!

"Let go! Don't come near me!"

"Do not touch me!"

"This is the last time I repeat: don't touch me!"

"I don't want to, I don't want to, do you need any other reasons?"

"You have power, I don't; you have soldiers, I don't; you have great power, I don't; therefore, you can override me, disregard my will, imprison me, suppress me, force me, I do whatever I want."

"I can't resist, so I have to bear it... But, remember! I don't want to, I won't give the slightest response."

Then, Emperor Tianshou was too eager and hurt Mu Ci again... This child who used a calm and extremely soft appearance to cover up his cold and hard nature, which was as cold as ice and hard as a heart, could not be warmed at all. Softened hope.

My child, I just want to teach you how to write... I want to get close to you, hug you... I want to... love you.

——For the first time, the father sent his son down.

Kuro's weak appearance seemed to be broken with a poke, but he still stepped forward to protect his subordinates, choking with his father.

"Old Cui, get up, you have done nothing wrong, you don't need to kneel down. No one has ever been sentenced to death because of 'incompetence', and even a misdiagnosis can't just let the doctor pay for his life. You stand up!"

"Emperor, how many people do you plan to kill to silence the crowd? Don't use your power to do this kind of thing."

"In the future, don't flaunt your prestige in front of me."

"These two people are the ones who take care of me closely and are my subordinates. They didn't make a mistake, you can't move! Even if you made a mistake, there are laws and regulations... Even though you are the emperor and the master of this palace , You must first talk to me, the responsible person, and you can't bypass me and directly attack my subordinates."

"Personally, I don't like being touched, and the cats and dogs around me don't like being touched by others."

Then, Emperor Tianshou discovered that Jiulang was not only proud, but also had the potential to be an excellent leader... What could make an aging emperor happier than finding a potentially outstanding heir?

—For the first time, the father tried to get his son to meet his other siblings.

However, Jiulang had no intention of seeing him at all, not because he was afraid, but because he didn't care at all.

"It's not avoiding, it's that I don't want to see you."

"Which law stipulates that if she wants to see me, I must see her? Don't I have the right to refuse people who don't want to see me?"

"I'm not your new toy, not for whoever you want to show it to. I can't go out of my way to meet someone I don't even want to meet and laugh at her for reasons like 'be polite' .”

"Birth? So what? Emperor, the blood relationship cannot be erased, I admit it, but it doesn't mean that I have to have the obligation of 'father and son' and 'brotherly love'. Your children, apart from me Half of them are of the same blood, and the rest... have nothing to do with me, understand?"

"Yes, because I refused to see them, disobeyed, it was 'too rude', and I should be bullied, abused, and killed..."

"If you made a mistake, shouldn't you be punished? The prince made a mistake, and you have to protect it. Now your daughter doesn't pursue it... It turns out that the bad habit of disregarding other people's wishes and wantonly committing crimes, disregarding the laws and regulations, and committing crimes arbitrarily, is rooted in you."

"You are not a qualified parent, but you accuse me of not fulfilling my obligations as a son and younger brother."

"If I'm not good enough to make you feel interesting and useful, I'm afraid I won't be alive today... I don't believe you are right, and I shouldn't have even the tiniest expectations of you."

"I don't believe it! You have no principles in doing things, and I can't believe you. Don't talk about feelings with me. Your 'love' is terrible. My mother died in the cold palace. It's not just me. I'm afraid no one will dare Talk to you about your feelings."

"My life and death depend on your thoughts, Emperor. I don't believe in you, and I don't forgive you, but the only person I can rely on is you."

Then, Emperor Tianshou handed over the three hundred feather forest guards to Jiulang, which guaranteed his safety to a certain extent, and got Jiulang's first "Thank you."

——For the first time, under the shadow of conspiracy, the father and son had a crisis of trust.

Although, Kuro never trusted him...

"Jiulang, father has a happy event, you are going to be an older brother."

"Congratulations!"

"Can you be quiet?"

"Qin Shan doesn't lend out!"

"Really? It won't shake my position?...Then what do you mean by losing your temper at me?"

"It's still the same sentence, Qin Shan won't borrow it. If you don't want me to bury your unborn Shiro with you, don't take Qin Shan or any royal chef who has a relationship with Qin Shan, and don't let me have anything to do with that child."

"I advise you, it's best to find out who told you, or the pregnant concubine, to ask Qin Shan to go there. Also, don't blindly hope that things will develop in the best direction, and do the worst. plan."

"You know what your harem is like and what the situation is now. It's a certainty that this kind of thing will be taken advantage of. The happier you are now, the sadder you will be when something happens. Such a big emotional gap is easy. Destroy the will of a person..."

"It's inevitable to frame me by the way. Everyone will say that I'm jealous of that kid who stole your favor. I can't argue with it."

"You lost two at once... You are not young, and your health has not been good in the past two years. You can't bear the stimulation of such great sorrow and joy."

"You really have the guts to ask, your woman, your child, if you can't protect yourself, what should you do if you come to ask me?"

"Will you protect me?... Do you know? It's not interesting to hear too many good words."

After that, Emperor Tianshou seldom said anything like "Father will protect you and never let anyone hurt you." The words of promise are always so pale.