Sheng Shi Merciful Light

The Emperor Tianshou completely relaxed, all the fame, wealth, grievances and entanglements are far away from him...

His mind was at peace.Really, he never thought that when he was dying, he would be able to face it so calmly and peacefully without fear or resentment.

He knew that such strength came from his son.

The son's eyes, which are calm and clear at any time, seem to have frozen the years and the world of mortals, calmly accepting everything, making people forget the glitz, let go of the past, and atone for sins.

Emperor Tianshou's heart is at ease.

He held his son's hand and looked at his beautiful dark eyes... Very similar to Ah Qi, both mother and son had gentle eyes.He smiled: "Xiao Niuer, tell me... how will future generations evaluate me?"

"It will be said that you are good at martial arts and martial arts, and you work hard to govern. Although you show off your ingenuity, you still have a heart. You have all the people in the world, and your merits outweigh your faults." Mu Ci commented.

Mu Nian knew that this was the last time for his father, so he felt depressed and uncomfortable. He felt that the ninth brother was too sincere, and he didn't know how to say something nice, so it would be good to coax him.

Emperor Tianshou didn't care about it: "That's it... that's fine."

Although he was not satisfied, he knew that this was the best evaluation.He believed in Jiulang the most, because although his youngest son had a poisonous tongue and a tough tongue, he was the most sincere and honest person, and he would speak the truth when he opened his mouth.

And he also believed in Jiulang's vision, this evaluation is probably not bad from the later generations.

He originally wanted to be the father of "Eternal Emperor", but now... he still has some slight regrets.

Emperor Tianshou glanced at Mu Nian who was in grief, and he didn't want to worry about this regret. Maybe there would be no "eternal emperor", but there would definitely be a good story of "brothers unite and protect great fortune", which is enough.

Emperor Tianshou asked again: "Yan Nu, will your mother see me?"

At the last moment of his life, Emperor Tianshou discovered that the fame before and after him was not so worth worrying about, he just started to miss it.

He has missed half his life, and what he cares most about in the bottom of his heart is only the most pure and passionate relationship.

He wanted to say something in his heart to Ah Qi.

Sorry, I was wrong!

If life can be repeated, I will try to learn to let go...

If I still can't let go in the end, then I will do my best to cherish you...

Don't let yourself be so sorry.

Emperor Tianshou has a lot to say to Ah Qi, but he is afraid that he will not be able to see his beloved even if he dies.

Mu Ci sighed, this cold, capricious and selfish emperor who was full of scheming, calculated gains and losses, and balanced interests every day, wanted to talk about feelings at the last moment of his life, so let's talk about feelings.

In one's life, sometimes you really can't care too much.

Mu Ci shook her head: "I don't know, but if you sincerely want to apologize, mother will listen to you."

"Really?"

"She is a good woman, you go and tell her well, she will forgive you." Xie Qi has never been a woman who harbors hatred, she is so beautiful... people are reluctant to let her live in this cruel world all the time.

The Heavenly Granted Emperor whimpered and began to cry.

Yan Nu looks like Ah Qi, really, not only in appearance and character, but also in heart.

"Treat her well, it's not like you don't have a chance." Mu Ci was not entirely consoling. Maybe Xie Qi had fallen in love with the Emperor Tianshou later. See".

But there is no way to prove it.

"Really? She will..." The God Granted Emperor's eyes lit up.

Mu Ci just said: "Will it matter to her? I only know that if you really love someone, you can't give up just by saying give up, so just give it a try and do your best. But in the end...don't Force the result, even if we can't be together in the end, we still have to try to wish each other happiness. Because... deep down in our hearts, we still love each other."

Mu Ci said this to Emperor Tianshou, and also to himself.

Mu Ruosong also understood, his heart warmed, trembled, and ached again, and he clenched the hand that held Mu Ci tightly, as if he wanted to hold Mu Ci firmly and never give up.

Mu Ci shakes back.

Without a happy ending, Emperor Tianshou would have felt sad and painful, but after being told by Mu Ci, he felt that being able to love someone deeply is a helpless and beautiful thing, but it is more open-minded... Indeed, love should be like this .

— Try to grab it, but don't force it.

He didn't understand this truth until he was old-he forced it, but it ended in tragedy in the end.

However, even though Xie Qi's "betrayal" made him painful and angry, but after so many years, the love has not diminished with time, on the contrary, it tortured him so much that he couldn't bear to live.

Instead of that, it was better to let go and bless Ah Qi back then.

At least... If he let go, the woman he loves is still smiling... Even if the person smiling is not him, but another man.

Emperor Tianshou smiled wryly. If time went back, the young self, who was full of spirit and thought that the world was under his control, probably would never choose to let go.

Therefore, a knot will always be a knot.

"Son, you haven't been willing to say a nice word to coax me up until now." Emperor Tianshou smiled wryly, and struggled for a bit of strength, "Father is reluctant to let you go, and Father will not be able to protect you in the future. You should protect yourself well and don't be hurt. Wronged, don't bow your head to anyone."

"it is good!"

Emperor Tianshou waved to Mu Nian, and with tears in his eyes, Mu Nian walked over and extended his hand to Emperor Tianshou.

"Father..." He was so choked up that he couldn't speak.

Emperor Tianshou always didn't like big men crying, but he never reprimanded Mu Nian again, and told him lovingly: "Sanlang, you are a good boy, do your best, and don't let your father down."

"Hmm..." Mu Nian nodded.

Emperor Tianshou grabbed Mu Ci's hand again, handed it to Mu Nian, and earnestly instructed: "Sanlang, father gave you the world, and also gave you Jiulang. You have to take good care of him. Don't bully him, father." In the sky... looking at you, watching your brothers."

Mu Nian grasped Mu Ci's hand tightly: "I will, father, don't worry, I am the elder brother, I will take good care of the ninth brother, I will not bully him, let alone let others bully him... I swear!" Unable to speak out, she repeatedly said to Mu Ci, "Ninth Brother, I will treat you well and take good care of you... Believe me, I will definitely treat you well!"

At this moment, no one doubted Mu Nian's sincerity.

Emperor Tianshou tried his best to raise his hand, and patted Mu Nian on the shoulder: "Okay...you are a good one, Father knows."

Mu Nian grew up so old, he rarely got the approval of his father, tears fell down in an instant...

Father, for every son, is a mountain to look up to.

Although this father had neglected him and his love for him was so stingy, at least the father would intervene in his homework, never owed him material things, and gave him all the status and property that should be given.

During the years when Mu Nian was by Xie Qi's side, this father would also smile at him lovingly, teach him knowledge, riding and archery, touch the top of his head, pat him on the shoulder and praise him, "It's a good job. my son."

In the end... the world was returned to him, the throne was given to him, and the ninth younger brother was also handed over to him.

However, the father fell down.

I have pursued a benchmark for more than 20 years, admired a monument for more than 20 years, and longed for a kind of warmth for more than 20 years...now I will lose it.

Mu Nian was startled to realize that he never hated his father, and that his love and reluctance for his father was more than he imagined... More Mu Nian wanted to cry, but remembered that his father didn't love him, so he wiped away his tears , suppressing the sob tightly in his throat.

……

Emperor Tianshou was still worried, not at all, and shouted: "Linyuan, come in, Linyuan... Linyuan..."

Mou Yu immediately entered the door and rushed to the bed of Emperor Tianshou.

Emperor Tianshou stared at him hard, and hissed: "Linyuan, you swear, you swear to your father, you will always be by Jiulang's side, always by his side, never leave an inch, don't let him out of your sight, don't let anyone Hurt him." Even if this deprived a man of the opportunity to make contributions abroad, he couldn't care less, he could only trust Mou Yu.

In this world, Mou Yu is the only person he can trust Jiulang with confidence.

Mou Yu bent his knees, knelt in front of the Emperor Tianshou, and said sonorously: "I swear by my blood, my life, my dignity, and my honor, that I will guard Mu Ci for the rest of my life, and put him in my place." Within sight, in the center of my heart, never leave, never betray, protect him, respect him and love him. He lives! I live! He dies! I die! If you break your oath, you may be punished by God , the soul flies away, never reincarnated."

The Emperor Tianshou said repeatedly: "Okay... okay... Father is watching you in the sky." Then he said, "Linyuan, Father grants you permission to carry weapons, even if you are in the forbidden palace, above the court hall, anywhere You are allowed to bring any weapon... any weapon." He stared at Mu Nian again.

Mu Nian nodded without hesitation: "Okay, yes."

Mu Ci let go of Mu Ruosong's hand and pulled Mou Yu up without saying anything or stopping her.Just pull him behind you.

Mu Ci himself can't tell what it's like in his heart. He thinks that his old soul has long since become calm and hard, invulnerable to all poisons;

Unexpectedly, at this moment, being shaken by his father and brother made him feel sad, distressed, happy, bitter, mixed with five flavors, contaminated with the hot dust and smoke of the mortal world, almost made him cry.

But almost, he didn't cry.

He never cries.

Only then did Emperor Tianshou relax a little, and smiled gratifiedly. He stared at Mu Ci for a while, and saw his son's slightly red eyes, and his heart was so sore for a moment... His son had deep feelings for him. .

"Son, you really don't think about the marriage I arranged?" Emperor Tianshou looked at Mu Ruosong and sighed slightly.

Why is it a man, and such a sensitive identity.

Mu Ci shook her head: "I can't do it, and I don't think I should apologize. I don't love women. It's not a mistake. It's just a choice of life, an emotional tendency, and it doesn't hurt anyone. But no matter what the purpose is , I will not marry a woman. Because wasting an innocent woman's life is the only harm. Father, please understand... I didn't intend to hide it from anyone, but I just couldn't bear to make you worry, so I never confessed .”

Emperor Tianshou knew that once his son made a decision, he could not change it, so he sighed faintly: "Forget it, Father will not force you, you can love whoever you want, as long as you feel happy." Emperor Tianshou waved to Mu Ruosong, "Zi Ren... come here."

Mu Ruosong glanced at Mu Ci, who nodded.

Mu Ruosong hesitated, took a few steps forward, gritted his teeth and placed his hand in Mu Ci's palm, his ears were red and his heart was beating like a drum.

Although the roots of his ears were red, Mu Ruosong did not bow his head and faced everything bravely.

This kind of courage made the emperor take a look at it.In fact, this motivated and hard-working young man was liked by Emperor Tianshou very much. He patted the hands that the two had been holding together: "Be together well, don't let it down easily." Others, he didn't know what to say.

Mu Ruosong said firmly: "This body will not be martyred, and will never be held responsible." This is tantamount to admitting him, Mu Ruosong felt happy, and gave Mu Ci a bright and joyful smile.

Mu Ci was even more delighted with a smile. The two held hands, fingers intertwined, never letting go...

Mu Nian kept staring at the side, watching the two big men swear to each other, and wanted to say something in his heart, but he couldn't say anything in the end - he felt that he had no position to interfere.

Mou Yubafeng didn't move, he knew about it a long time ago.

Mu Ci ignored others, and said frankly to Mu Ruosong seriously: "I can't promise 'forever', but I can tell you clearly, Ziren... Even if we have many difficulties, even I am not sure that we can go hand in hand. How far, but I will try my best to go as far as possible.

The two held hands tighter.

Mu Ci said to Emperor Tianshou again: "Father, although I don't need to tell a third person who I love and who I'm with, I'm still very happy to have your understanding and blessing."

Emperor Tianshou was also happy, and wished: "Be happy! Son."

Mu Ci, at this moment, was truly touched by this father.

"Father, don't worry, I will live a good life and work hard to be happy." A smile slowly bloomed from the corner of Mu Ci's lips...

This was the first time he smiled at Tianshoudi.

The Emperor Tianshou seemed to see thousands of flowers in full bloom, a hundred birds coming out of the forest, golden sunlight shining all over the forest tops, and a beautiful scenery appeared in the morning mist... This is the beauty in his dream, the last tenderness of the soul's refuge Township.

His Kuro, at the last moment of his life, smiled at him.

This life... no regrets!