The story of forest cultivation

Time always slips away quietly inadvertently, like fine sand between fingers, no matter how hard you grasp it, it will eventually pass away.Those who came back left, and those who left returned.I went back to school, and it was warm in the sky, and the begonias on the campus also bloomed pale pink flowers. The spring breeze passed by, and the pleasant fragrance permeated the air. road.When the wind blows again, Vientiane will be renewed, but it will never be erased, the figure of your company in the past.

Xiao's condition is really as I wished, gradually improving, and his complexion is much better, but he has not yet found a suitable bone marrow.If you naively believe that if you sincerely make a wish, God will make it come true for you, you are very wrong.I was still in class that day, and I received a text message from Du Yunfeng: Xiuyu, Xiao's condition suddenly deteriorated, come quickly.Before get out of class was over, I rushed out of the full-stacked lecture theater in full view, and rushed to the hospital desperately, Xiao, you must be fine, wait for me!

When I got to the hospital, Du Yunfeng was standing at the door of the emergency room, and Xiao's mother was crying in Xiao's father's arms.I stepped forward and asked Yunfeng nervously,

"What's going on? Isn't everything getting better? Why did it suddenly get worse?"

"The doctor said that while chemotherapy kills diseased cells, it also causes huge damage to normal cells. In addition, this is the last stage of leukemia. If there is no bone marrow transplant, Xiao may be..."

I was at a loss, is this really going to be the last time I spend with him?Xiao Junhuai, what about the promised life?

Half an hour later, the doctor pushed Xiao out and saw that the needle and water bottle was hanging, and his head was not covered by a white cloth. I was relieved again.The doctor took off the blue mask and said to us,

"The patient's condition is deteriorating, and now it is only temporarily slowing down the condition, but the actual situation is far from ideal. If you still can't find a suitable bone marrow, it will only take a month at most. Please be mentally prepared."

One sentence suddenly changed from a lifetime to a month, a huge gap, no one can accept it.Xiao's parents stayed by Xiao's side, I took Yunfeng out for a walk, but he smoked desperately, I didn't stop him.In the past three months, he has been haggard a lot. His body is as thin as a stick, his beard is unshaven, and his eyes are sunken. He is no different from a well-qualified drug addict.

I didn't eat anything all day until the afternoon, when Youran came home and called me to ask where I was, I told him I was in the hospital, I didn't say anything, just asked him to pick me up.As soon as I entered the house, my tears were so heavy that I couldn't help but burst out of my eyes.One more month, no, only one month?The road that was originally long is now shortened very short, and it is so close. I am afraid that if I take another step, all the light on the road ahead will be extinguished and I will fall into boundless darkness.

A month later, a dream broke my original peace.I dreamed that there was no needle on Xiao’s hand, and all the testing instruments on his body were cut off. Then, the nurse pulled the blood-stained, red and white sheet to cover his body, and Xiao’s parents cried excitedly. Then, Yun Feng sat on the ground and leaned back unbelievably, as if he was terrified by seeing a devil, while I stood at the door, trying to shout desperately but couldn't make a sound, suddenly my eyes went dark, and I fell unconscious.

When I opened my eyes again, I found that I was in my bedroom, sitting beside me leisurely and quietly watching over me. It turned out that I was just dreaming, an extremely real dream!I told Youran the dream, and Youran stood up without saying a word, and put her arms around me,

"Xiu Yu, his funeral is three days later, I'll go with you!"

It turned out that this was not a dream, but a real thing, no wonder the pain was so painful that I couldn't cry!

Today is April 2016, 4, Monday, and the sun is shining brightly.I stood on the emerald green mountain, overlooking a rippling lake, and the birds passed through my head, leaving a poignant call.The sun scatters the earth, illuminates every corner of the world, dispels the fog, and makes everything so clear and bright. I have searched all over the world, but I have not seen you.It can be seen how many bones were buried under the land where I was standing, and tens of thousands of bones were swallowed up over time, before it was refined into today's piece of birdsong and flowers. The project is huge and it is not easy.Therefore, the god of death still used a dark and curved sickle to harvest another person's soul.Xiao Junhuai, you finally broke your oath and left me!

I put on sunglasses, because in this way, others cannot see those bloodshot eyes.I bent down and put down a bunch of freshly bloomed white roses in front of the grave, thinking of us four years ago, like this bunch of roses, blooming at a delicate and beautiful age, able to run with the wind, calm in the world, and I can look at you I can be embraced by you with such a smile, thank you for accompanying me for three years, unforgettable!But now you have gone to another place, where the sun is dark and cold, and even the rose petals scattered there can only be the fate of waiting to rot and fall. I wonder if you can get used to the life there?

It is also you who thoroughly explained to me what pain is, the feeling that occupies every cell, erodes every drop of blood, tears the whole body, and integrates with me. I don't want to experience it again in this life.You explained it very thoroughly without compromising, more thoroughly than any expert, but I would like to hear you explain what hope is. Is it okay?

Randomly, I remembered a sentence Zhang Ailing said:

"I want you to know that there is always someone waiting for you in this world, no matter when, no matter where, anyway, you know, there is always such a person, there is no feeling in this world that is not riddled with holes. "

I bent down and bowed three times, secretly thankful that I was only a monument away from you.

In this life, I have only said to two people all my life, one is him, one is you, one is my eternal love, and the other is my eternal best friend!

"Fix the rain, fix the rain,"

A hand shook my shoulder.I stare at the black tombstone, at his name,

"Youran, two months ago he told me that the friends in this life have not been enough, he still has to watch me stepping into the red carpet of the church, wanting to be with the one he loves, a lifetime is enough, I also promised him that when he recovers, I will be a neighbor with him and be a good friend for a lifetime. I used to have two people in my life, but now, you are the only one left in my life, leisurely , promise me, don't leave me, even if you want to leave, take me with you, I don't know how long I can last my whole life without you, "

"Okay, I promise you, I promise you whatever you say."