The story of forest cultivation

Today is December 12th, the 30th day of the year, and also Youran's birthday.Since Xiao was admitted to the hospital half a month ago, I went to the hospital to see him except for class all day long. He woke up, finally woke up, and escaped the claws of death.After waking up, he found out about his illness, but he didn't show any abnormal anxiety or disappointment. When he saw Du Yunfeng, he would still show a smile.

"Yunfeng, why are your eyes so red, your beard has grown, and you've lost weight,"

He touched Yun Feng's face distressedly, Yun Feng hugged him excitedly,

"It's okay, it's good to see you wake up, Xiao, hold on, don't leave me again,"

"Okay, I will never leave you, how can I be willing to leave you, I have been lying down for so many days, I still saw you in my dream, saw you waving to me, then you hugged me, you said you would always be by my side I,"

"Yes, no matter where you go, I will accompany you."

Xiao's parents next to him were confused, but they guessed a thing or two.I was so focused on talking to Yun Feng that I forgot to introduce my parents next to me.

"Yunfeng, I forgot to tell you, this is my parents, you haven't seen each other for so long, dad, mom, this is Du Yunfeng, it's mine, mine, my boyfriend, parents, I'm sorry, Never told you, I like men, I like him, will you feel ashamed? Sorry, parents!"

Xiao's mother closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, her eye sockets were already moist, but she still managed to force a smile,

"No, we never felt ashamed of you, son, we don't blame you, we don't blame you, we love you too!"

Without the influence of the rich and powerful, arrogance and prostitution are useless in him, and without the influence of the flashy world, let him retain the most natural taste.Dare to admit this feeling that is not accepted by the majority at this time is the best proof that he loves him, so his smile is from the heart, don't worry about him deliberately forcing a smile to hide his inferiority complex!

I came to the hospital to see Xiao. He had just finished chemotherapy and had the side effect of vomiting.

"Drink some water, how about it, are you still uncomfortable?"

"fine,"

His jet-black, fluffy hair had been shaved off, and even if he didn't want to, chemotherapy would have shaved it off.I touched his forehead, and he dodged back with some resistance, and pulled my hand to pillow,

"Wood, now the master has no hair, it's good to teach you the method of scratching the head, otherwise it will disappear, haha,"

"What nonsense, you will grow new hair in two days. Next time, I will comb your hair for you. If you don't learn your essence, you can't blame me,"

"Okay Mumu, when did I blame you, ha, actually Yunfeng was never angry about this before, he said that I always love to help you take care of you, I don't treat him like that, I don't know, I still have a chance to see you Does he look jealous?"

My nose was sore when I heard this sentence, I took two deep breaths to stabilize my trembling lips, and thought to myself: I shouldn’t have learned it in the first place, I want you to help me comb it all the time.I suppressed the sadness in my heart and tried my best to respond positively to him.

"I'll see. You still have the rest of your life to live. I'm afraid it's annoying to see you, but he's still by your side,"

"Haha, I won't bother you. I still have to bicker with him, protect him, and take care of him. You don't know. He doesn't know how to take care of himself. Sometimes he will come back with scars all over his body. I will apply medicine for him." Bandaging, others are careless, they like to kick the quilt when they sleep, I have to help him cover it several times a night, I really think this is a dream, when I wake up, I am still sleeping in that warm chest."

If God can hear my prayers, then don’t torture this person. He was originally kind and happy, and he didn’t fight for anything that doesn’t belong to him. He just has the happiness that everyone should have. It's just like a cup filled with water, no more, no less just fits the mouth of the cup.Are you going to cruelly deprive him of his rights because this is just right, and why do you want to sacrifice him?

After chatting with him for a while, he still smiled optimistically until he left the ward.Walking out of the door of the ward, I saw Yun Feng standing at the door with his back against the wall, holding a small box in his hand, presumably to bring food to Xiao.He looked confused, the corners of his eyes seemed to have just been moistened, with watery light, did he hear what we were talking about?It's good to hear, let him hear with his own ears how much Xiao loves him.

"I'm leaving, you stay with him and take care of yourself."

He nodded blankly, and carried the small box into the room.I only took two steps before I heard Xiao's laughter, the contented laughter of having a lover by my side, I hope I can keep listening to this laughter.

The university holidays are early, and we freshmen have an early holiday, and we have a holiday after the final exam after New Year's Day. The weather in City A in January is not good, very cold, and the gusts of wind that blow from time to time are still extremely biting, but the stations, streets, and shops are crowded with students returning home, with large and small bags in their hands, and their faces are swollen. eager smile.Even if there are so many people gathered in this city, I can't feel a little warmth. Instead, I worry that if they are all gone, there will be stronger wind and frost.I stood on the corner of the street listening to the prelude to the loneliness of the empty city, and in a blink of an eye it leisurely came to me,

"Get in the car, repair the rain, have you been waiting for a while?"

"No, did you just get off work?"

"Yeah, the company was delayed by something, so I came late. Is it cold after standing outside for a long time? I'll turn up the heater,"

"You are busy with work so you don't need to pick me up, it's hard work,"

"I agreed to take you to dinner, how could I bear to let you stay at home alone in such a cold day."

He pinched my face, and there was a string of delicate bracelets hanging on his exposed wrist, even in the dead atmosphere of winter, it was still dazzling and shining.

"You're still wearing it, it doesn't match your clothes at all, take it off quickly,"

"I think it fits very well. I like it very much. When I see it, I feel that you are by my side, so I don't want to take it,"

"Of course I'm by your side. I'm scared when I see Xiao's situation. I'm afraid that one of us will leave each other first. This life is not enough. I don't want to leave. I don't want anything. I have to be selfish for you. , leisurely, I am destined to live without you, "

"Xiu Yu, we won't be separated, don't think about it, Xiao Junhuai will get better soon, you have to believe that everything will pass, it's okay, don't think about it anymore, you have been haggard a lot recently, Don't worry me, okay?"

The end of the year is approaching, those who should leave have left, and those who should come back have also returned.On New Year's Eve, Xiao's parents took him home and let Yunfeng accompany Xiao to celebrate the New Year at his home.Xiao's parents made a large table of dishes, usually Xiao vomited and couldn't eat anything, but today he ate a few more mouthfuls, and Yunfeng also showed the happiest smile in the past few months.After eating, Yun Feng stood in front of the window with his arms around him, watching the fireworks flying all over the sky, bursting out with bright light, which reflected some life on Xiao's pale face, the whole family was happy, and the whole country was celebrating.

Leisurely took me on a trip abroad, and stopped by to see my parents. Before I left, I met Xiao Yiyi. Xiao's condition has stabilized. Hearing that he was very happy to be able to go home for the New Year, I was a little out of breath tone.This year is not bad, and everything is going well, so my New Year's resolution is: I hope everything gets better soon!