Help each other with "silence"

Chapter 61:

We are always on our minds, wanting to know the past of our lover.

It was a period of time without my own participation, and it was a period of time that I had no way of knowing.

So we want to explore and inquire about her past from the lover, from the signs that can be found.

But we don't know, we always suspect that period of past, and then hide our past, stagnate in place, hesitate and stop.

Gu Yimo watched the pale lips move, and spoke slowly.

The eyebrows are long and slender, and they are draped weakly due to illness, silently looking into those dark pairs, with an expressionless face.

"Mo...your mother..." Gu Yimo bit her lips, looked at Mo Mo, dodged her eyes, and finally asked.

Shen Mo glanced at her, then looked away, staring down at the pure white quilt with the smell of disinfectant, silent.

"If you don't want to tell, I won't ask." Yes, hesitating in a cautious and soft voice.Gu Yimo was afraid, she didn't dare to ask about Silence anymore, she was afraid that if she asked again, that person would be forced to leave again.

Shen Mo could hear the timidity in those words, she moved her lowered head, but did not lift it up, she took out her hand that was under the quilt, stared at it with downcast eyes, and breathed lightly.

"That year, they divorced, and she left home." After being silent for a while, when Gu Yimo was about to give up and felt unbearable, Shen Mo squeezed his fingers suddenly and opened his mouth.

"I didn't catch the leaving figure." Silence's slender five fingers slowly clenched and slowly spread, like this, several times, "I can't always catch something."

She raised her head and looked at Gu Yimo, the amber color fell into the moist black, full of bloodshot eyes.

"I can't even catch you in the end." Mo Mo twitched the corner of his mouth, snorted softly, closed his eyes mockingly and looked away.

Gu Yimo heard Shen Mo's humming with a wry smile, her eyebrows trembled, her lips were pursed, and she stepped closer to Shen Mo, walking hesitantly.

"Don't think about it, apologize." Shen Mo opened his eyes, and glanced at Gu Yimo who was walking towards him, his face indifferent.

"No, I didn't think about it, I kept apologizing." Gu Yimo walked to the side of Shen Mo's bed, bent slightly sideways, his eyes traced the morbid delicacy pitifully, and his fingers trembled, "I just thought, in the end, everything will be fine." It was me who didn't catch it."

"You don't always speak for me, you are always so kind, and you stand up to your mistakes alone." Gu Yimo looked at the silently moving lips, raised her hand and stretched out her index finger to gently rest on her lips, she Gently looking at her raised eyebrows because of her actions, she said: "You told me to trust me, I promised, but I was suspicious; I should have listened to your explanation, but I hurt you with words; you wait for me In that month, if I can let go of my reserve, you and I don't have to."

Thinking of those powerlessness, Gu Yimo withdrew his hand and retreated to his body, his eyes were sad.

"Even, for the last week you left me, I was waiting for the notification from the front desk at the airport." Gu Yimo turned around and took out a box from the bag on the stool beside him, but hesitantly did not turn around.

"When I saw the note you left, I knew that I had completely lost you." Gu Yimo smiled wryly, opened the box that seemed brand new, and looked inside that seemed to still have the warmth from that person's wrist. Watches, unable to speak.

Silence looked at Gu Yimo's back, her left hand on the quilt trembled suddenly, she looked down at the empty wrist, and sighed in her heart.

"Yimo, you actually...don't need to blame yourself like this." Shen Shen sighed, and looked up at Gu Yimo, the amber color was full of helplessness.

"No, every day, every day after you left." Listening to the tone of silent sigh, Gu Yimo smiled and turned around, looked into the pair of ambers, stretched out the hand holding the watch, and said : "Every minute and every second of every day, everything in me is filled with your breath. I have no way to stop myself from thinking about you."

"I always can't let go of those things, and I'm afraid that even if I go to find you, I will be turned away."

"Oh, but I don't want to, you always put everything down and wait for me, according to me, and treat me." Gu Yimo approached Shen Mo, and stretched out the hand holding the watch in front of Mo Mo, trembling slightly.

"I don't ask for it now, you can forgive me immediately." Looking at the silent and indifferent expression, Gu Yimo bit his lips, "I only hope that even if this watch is no longer on your wrist, you can still put it on." where are you."

"This watch is yours. It was yours more than a year ago. I'll return it to you now. If you don't want to see it, throw it away. At least, it's still in your hands in the end."

Shen Mo frowned, looked at the things he left behind when he left, looked up at Gu Yimo's flickering expression, and sighed.

"What are you afraid of, Yimo?" Shen Shen sighed and raised her hand to take the watch. She heard Gu Yimo's voice in her ear as if she was relieved when she took the things away. Leaving the brand new watch behind, he opened his lips helplessly: "Are you afraid that I will run away?"

Gu Yimo's body instantly stiffened following those words, she couldn't see the expression of silence, she could only be stiff, not knowing how to speak.

"I said, I'm not leaving." Shen Mo raised his head and took away the packing box from Gu Yimo's hand, put the watch in and put it on the cabinet beside him, then looked at Gu Yimo, his eyelashes fluttering.

"I didn't come here to hide from you, and naturally I wouldn't leave just to avoid you." Mo Mo looked at her stiff face, and looked away at the snow that was bending the branches outside the window, trembling, and scattered one by one. grains of snow.

That snow block will eventually fall.

"Actually, I have never understood what you like about me, just like me, I don't know what I am waiting for."

Mo Mo looked at the snow blocks as she imagined, under the trembling of the branches, they were scattered cleanly.

"I thought at the time, you were looking at my appearance, that indifference and gentleness." Shen Mo retracted her gaze, looked at the dazed and haggard face in front of her, and curled her lips, she raised her hand and gently brushed the man away With hair scattered on her face, she looked into those dark eyes and continued, "But I'm not as good as you think, I'm weak, I'm timid, and I'm not good at words."

"I'll just hide in a corner and wait without saying a word, but I won't take the initiative to contact you."

"I'm just so weak and powerless."

"So, when I did see you, I was surprised." Shen Mo withdrew his hand, looked at the dark pair of eyes that gradually became brighter, smiled, unable to mock, "You know what I look like, but you still follow me , I never understand."

"Go back, Yimo. I won't leave. If you want to see it, then come. If you don't want to see it, then don't come."

Sitting silently, looking at Gu Yimo, the corners of his mouth retracted, and his expression returned to indifference.

"I don't know when I can leave the hospital with this body. You should be able to see me whenever you come."

"Don't even think about when I will forgive you."

"I never blamed you."

"It's just simple, you and I are not destined, that's all."

Gu Yimo felt that Shen Mo's voice, which seemed weak due to illness, was slowly caressing his ears, with a sigh and a calm voice.

She seemed to hear, she said, go back.

She seemed to hear, she said, I never blamed you.

She seemed to hear, she said, you and I are not destined.

You and me, missed.