Help each other with "silence"

Shen's father extra episode ([-]):

I joined the military right out of high school.

I thought that the mother who is not in good health can reduce the burden.

But at the end of the second year after joining the army, I received a call from a neighbor to the military region.

I still remember that day, I had just finished training, wrapped in a military overcoat, panting for heat, listening to the sighing voice of the neighbor's wife amidst the noisy electric signal of the military area.

She said, "Xiao Yi, your mother is gone."

In those days, I was still thinking about when I would return home.

After all, the sun has set.

After my mother left, I didn't know where to walk, and I suddenly felt that everything was meaningless.

Who do I live for and fight for.

Just like that, in a daze of confusion.

Until, I met Ah Qian and the others.

They were three years younger than me, and the first time they saw A-Qian was when they were inspecting newcomers.

I led the team, looked for the way, and looked at A-Qian who was walking in front of the team, a little embarrassed.

At that time, I just felt that this young man was quite persevering.

Although his face is pale and tender, he looks weak.

The training for newcomers in our military region is very hard. It is not for them to win any honors, but to persevere.

I was surprised when I saw Ruyan not far behind Ah Qian.

It's been so long since I've been here, it's rare for female soldiers to be so resolute when they first come.

After my mother left, I always didn't like to talk.Even if the chief praises me and respects me at the same time, I am always reluctant to say more.

I live according to what my mother told me, all the hard work.

Officials are fearless and do not seek wealth.

But I don’t know whether it’s fate or God’s will, I’m in charge of leading A-qian, Ruyan and Xiaojian.

I remember that at that time, I was holding the form and looking at the three people sitting on the ground resting, I was indifferent for a long time.

Suddenly, A-Qian looked up at me and grinned. I looked at his dazzling smile representing the sun, and was stunned.

He smiled and said to me: "Instructor, your eyes are so beautiful."

I stared at him in a daze, and suddenly thought of the distant gentle voice in my mind.

"Xiaoyi, your eyes are as gentle and beautiful as your father's."

The memory associated with that voice line should be the gentle and loving expression and smile of a middle-aged woman.

I closed my eyes and looked at A-Qian's smile, his tired and stiff face suddenly softened in his eyes.

Listening to what A-Qian said, Xiao Jian also looked into my eyes, rested and panted, and said with a smile: "Hey, really, instructor, your eyes are beautiful, like that..."

"Amber." Ru Yan, who had been silent all this time, looked at me suddenly and said, looking into my eyes, it was good.

I brought a lot of newcomers, and I was always told about devils and facial paralysis. Even if they didn't tell me, they didn't like to follow me.

For the first time, I heard someone other than my mother praise my eyes.

I should have softened my eyebrows.

I can feel that there is a stream in the depths of my body that always seems to be dry.

A small, cool, sweet stream.

I didn't pick up this topic, I always don't know how to chat, and I talked about training.

My training was a little more difficult than that of other squad leaders, and I was not good at speaking. In the end, the new recruits always wanted to escape from me as soon as possible.

I also thought at that time, after a while, Ah Qian would not smile at people like me again.

Unexpectedly, Aqian and Ruyan and Xiaojian soon became familiar. After daily training, they always wiped off their sweat, and the three of them came up behind me, finding topics to talk to me.

I was not used to it at first.

They followed me all the way to the cafeteria, even when eating, they followed me and asked me many, various questions.

A-Qian is very fond of laughing, Ruyan seems to be quiet but actually gentle, Xiaojian is more impulsive but also determined.

Later, I seemed to get used to it. After training every day, I stood aside and waited for a few people to pack up and go to eat together.

On the way, Ah Qian and Xiao Jian always liked to ask me some questions, Ruyan always didn't ask these questions, but she was also interested in my answers.

I am very happy with these three people.

A-Qian's smile is always so cheerful and true, Ruyan's smile is always so gentle and soft, and Xiaojian's smile is always so bold and open-minded.

Every time I talk to them, they always like to look into my eyes without moving my eyes.

The eyes are full of youth and sincerity.

Gradually, as I became familiar with them, their questions began to make me reluctant to answer them.

Ah Qian and Xiao Jian always ask me if there is a girl I like.

I always frown and shake my head.

A-qian always looks at me shaking his head and grinningly says: "It's coming soon, it's coming soon, there will be Brother Yi."

I don't know when, I found the arc of laughter from them.

I looked at their smiling faces chatting, and there was always a smile inadvertently.

I always smiled and said, no hurry.

I always smiled and shook my head and said, not yet.

But I don't know, a few years later, I will meet her.