I Love You the Most in the World [Entertainment Circle]

Every scene he saw was true, and every love he felt was true, so he had doubts, but he overturned his doubts.

Cheng Yu interpreted a lie with his true feelings. According to his own heart, he did what he wanted to do a long time ago, and seriously liked Lin Anlan as his lover, so Lin Anlan really regarded him as his lover.

His desperate gamble was finally pushed to the crossroads of victory by the person he likes.

Lin Anlan knew it was inappropriate, it was too irrational.

However, he really couldn't hate him.

Reason told him that he should stay away from Cheng Yu and the man who deceived him.

But in his heart, he couldn't help but think of him all the time, and felt that there was nothing wrong with him.

All his mistakes stem from liking himself, liking himself too much.

He had already planted him in his heart, how could he be willing to hate him and blame him.

When reason cannot restrain emotions, and the reluctance in his heart breaks through the barriers of reason, Lin Anlan knows very well that Cheng Yu has become a special existence in his place.

An existence that he could not deal with rationally.

An existence that he knew that the other party had made a mistake, but he was unwilling to pursue it.

Cheng Yu put all his eggs in one basket and went to a dead end. He knew it was a dead end, so when he left, he said "You will not come back again".

He is so smart and knows himself so well, how could he not know how dangerous and paranoid what he is doing.

But Lin Anlan couldn't bear it, so he changed his direction and gave him a new way out of the dead end.

He is the only referee in his gamble, only he can determine Cheng Yu's life and death, when he is willing to give Cheng Yu a way out, Cheng Yu's death situation will be solved easily.

Lin Anlan sighed, and he said, "So you don't have to be too sad, and you don't have to be afraid that I hate you. I didn't come back because I didn't make up my mind. I didn't pick you up because I was already asleep that day. I saw the message on WeChat. It's the next morning. You're fine, even if I'm not with you in the end, you're fine, and I'll remember that my first love was you."

Cheng Yu listened quietly, he didn't expect Lin Anlan to say this to him, what he said was open-minded and transparent, gentle and generous, he thought Lin Anlan would blame him and hate him, but Lin Anlan wanted to comfort him.

Obviously he was the one who was deceived by him, but he was comforting him.

His An An has always been the most gentle and kind person in the world.

With him like this, how could he give up on him.

"Then since you don't hate me and think I'm good, why can't you be with me?"

"We're finally together, isn't it nice too?"

Lin Anlan blinked, but did not speak.

After a long time, he whispered, "Let's eat."

He lowered his head to drink the porridge and didn't speak again.

Cheng Yu looked at him and didn't ask any more questions.

After a meal, the two ate in harmony. Lin Anlan left Cheng Yu's house after eating and washing the dishes.

Cheng Yu wanted to send him off, but Lin Anlan refused, "You should have a good rest, don't worry about it, I'll go back by myself."

Cheng Yu had no choice but to send him into the elevator reluctantly, "Will you come tomorrow?"

Lin Anlan didn't know, in fact, his coming here today was not in his plan.

If Xie Hui hadn't appeared suddenly and said that Cheng Yu was ill, if he hadn't been really worried about Cheng Yu's sudden illness, he would not have appeared here at this time.

He didn't answer.

Cheng Yu stared at him bewilderedly, "Aren't you coming?"

"Let's talk about it later." Lin Anlan said helplessly.

Cheng Yu nodded and smiled, "Then I'll wait for you."

His eyes were shining brightly under the light of the corridor, and he stared at Lin Anlan intently.

Lin Anlan was so watched that he felt that his thoughts had nowhere to hide. He pressed the first floor, and the elevator door slowly closed. Lin Anlan lowered his head and let out a breath unconsciously.

Cheng Yu watched the elevator start to go down, then turned back silently and went back to the room.

He sat on the sofa, thinking about everything that had just happened, and felt like a dream.

When Lin Anlan came back, he said that he didn't hate him, and he didn't hate him. He also said that he was fine and that he was his first love.

Cheng Yu couldn't believe it, he wasn't hated?

Did he not be disgusted by Lin Anlan for doing such an outrageous thing?

Therefore, Lin Anlan also likes him.

The five months they were together not only affected him, but also Lin Anlan. Jiang Xu lied to him, and he was so disappointed that he didn't want to see him again.

But he also lied to him, but he took the initiative to visit him.

In fact, he also cares about himself.

For the first time, Cheng Yu felt that maybe he was favored by fate.

He was born towards death, a death journey of knowing his mistakes and making mistakes, but at the end, when the train arrived at the station, he unexpectedly drove to the distance he wanted to reach.

Lin Anlan, who had always favored Jiang Xu, chose to favor herself for the first time when her memory was complete, and gave herself and Jiang Xu completely different results.

He gave him a way of life, a way of life that Cheng Yu never dared to look forward to, but has been looking forward to every day for more than five months.

At this moment, he regained his courage and faith, and decided to take the initiative.

With Lin Anlan, he has never been discouraged, never complained, persistent and firm.

Lin Anlan didn't give him anything, and he could rely on his own liking to walk alone on this lonely road for eight years. Now, Lin Anlan gave him a way to survive, an obvious favoritism, Cheng Yu instantly seemed to have his own Armor and shield, got the ticket to this love, no more scruples.

In this world, the only person who can stop his love is Lin Anlan. Once Lin Anlan stops blocking him, he will have no other worries or reluctance.

Cheng Yu smiled slowly, the more he laughed, the happier he became.

He stood up and walked towards his bedroom. He didn't take any medicine, but quietly stared at Lin Anlan's oil painting.

He kissed his index finger and middle finger, and then pressed his index finger and middle finger on the face of the teenager in the painting, "Good night, Ann."

"If you don't come to see me, I'll see you." He said softly, "I want to be with you."

Lin Anlan returned home in the dark, he got into the elevator, and when he got out of the elevator, he saw Jiang Xu waiting for him at the door of his house.

"Why are you here?" He was slightly surprised.

"I'll come and see you." Jiang Xu said, "We haven't seen each other for a long time, I miss you."

Lin Anlan looked at him and smiled, he opened the door and walked in.

Jiang Xu followed him and asked him, "Why did you come back so late?"

"Go out for a trip."

"Work?"

"Well, I took care of some personal matters by the way."

"What personal matter?" Jiang Xu was curious.

Lin Anlan picked up the glass and took a glass of water, walked to the sofa and sat down, "This has nothing to do with you."

Jiang Xu was a little unhappy when he heard this, "Isn't your business my business?"

"Really?" Lin Anlan asked him back, "I thought my business and your business had been separated long ago."

"Xiaolan, what do you mean?" Jiang Xu panicked, "You, haven't you forgiven me yet?"

"Forgive what?" Lin Anlan took a sip of water, "Forgive you for meeting Cheng Feng so many times without me, or forgive you for wanting me to deceive Cheng Yu's feelings? Forgive you for betraying my trust, or forgive me You don't think about me at all?"

"I already knew I was wrong." Jiang Xu approached him, "Xiao Lan, after such a long time, you should calm down, right?"

"Do you think that no matter what you do, I will forgive you? I will calm down?" Lin Anlan asked him, "So you dare to say anything, dare to do anything, you can not do what you promise, and you don't promise Mine can be done indiscriminately. For so many years, the relationship between us is just to make you want to do this?"

Jiang Xu froze for a moment, he looked at Lin Anlan, the Lin Anlan he was familiar with, and couldn't be more familiar with.

This is not like the previous Lin Anlan, this is more like the Lin Anlan in his memory before he lost his memory.

He was stunned suddenly, "You...recovered your memory?"

"Yes." Lin Anlan said frankly, "I have recovered my memory."

He looked at Jiang Xu, "Do you want me to restore my memory?"

Jiang Xu nodded. Of course he hoped that Lin Anlan would recover his memory. Only when Lin Anlan recovered his memory would he leave Cheng Yu, ignore him, and treat him as a liar who lied to him.

"Of course I want you to recover your memory."

"Why? Because I will leave Cheng Yu after recovering my memory? Will I remember my relationship with you for more than ten years? Will I favor you?"

"No." Jiang Xu said quickly, "I just don't want you to be deceived by Cheng Yu all the time, he is a liar, he is too good at pretending."

Lin Anlan sneered, "Be humble, Jiang Xu, you don't give up much when it comes to pretending? You are so good at pretending, and you have kept it from me for so many years. If it wasn't for my amnesia, I wouldn't even know that you went to see Cheng Feng , you really have a close relationship with him, even if he hasn't raised you for a day, you still miss him in your heart."

"An'an, I know I was wrong. I haven't seen him anymore."

"That's such a pity, you want to be reunited with him so much, you don't hesitate to let me deceive Cheng Yu's feelings and you have to recognize him, so it's a pity that you don't go to see him like this?"

Jiang Xu said anxiously, "I was just talking nonsense for a while, I didn't mean it, I didn't really want you to go."

"You are!" Lin Anlan said word by word, "You may be talking nonsense for a while, but you did it on purpose, you really wanted me to go, otherwise I would appear next to Cheng Yu, and you would see me and Cheng Yu When we were together, why didn't you come to me, why didn't you persuade me to come back?!"

"You think I went there for you, you think I support you, that's why you let me stay by Cheng Yu's side all the time, don't you?"

Jiang Xu wanted to argue, but couldn't say it out. He was right, he really thought so.

Lin Anlan looked at him disappointedly, "You really don't know me at all."

"I understand you." Jiang Xu said, "How could I not understand you?"

"What do you know about me?" Lin Anlan asked him back, "If you know me a little bit and care about me a little bit, you won't say such things! You don't think I would be willing to do such things for you!"

"Jiang Xu, in my life, what I hate the most is deception, and what I hate more than deception is emotional deception! I thought you were the same as me, because you were hurt emotionally, and your mother didn't say a word when she left you , left nothing, left you and ran away with others, because of her leaving, because of her leaving without saying goodbye, depressed, depressed, unhappy, you know what it feels like, how dare you let me deceive others? Let others suffer from this kind of emotional pain?!"

Jiang Xu was stunned and did not speak.

"Cheng Yu didn't apologize to you, why did he suffer this kind of pain? It's not about gaining and losing, but it was fake from the beginning, never got, and always lost! Don't you think about yourself at this time? You are very Your mother, but in the end, you are the same as her, you only use feelings to hurt others, but your mother hurts you, and you hurt a completely innocent person who has no mistakes and no one who is sorry for you! "

"You want to hurt people, and you want me to be your knife. Then, you still say you understand me? In your heart, am I the kind of person who can use myself as a tool to hurt others at will?"

"You don't understand me." Lin Anlan said in a deep voice, "Not only do you not understand me, you also don't care about me, let alone love me."

"Why don't I care about you?" Jiang Xu sat next to him, holding his arm and said, "Of course I care about you, I care about you most, you are my best friend, the one I trust most Man, how could I not care about you, I care about you, and I like you too."

Lin Anlan shook her head, "You don't care about me, and you don't like me either. Maybe I am really important to you, but you care about yourself more, and you love yourself more."

"I do not have."

"You have." Lin Anlan said calmly, "There are many people who say they love me in this world. My parents love me very much, Cheng Yu loves me very much, and some of my fans love me very much, but you are not, only you, you I don’t love me as much as you said, you only love yourself. For you, everything about you is far more important than my emotions, so you can say it, and you don’t care whether I will be sad, so you think I Will do it because you want me to."

"no."

Lin Anlan took his hand down, "It's like this."

He sighed, stood up, and sat on the other side, "Jiang Xu, we have known each other for so many years, I was with you when your mother left, and you were with me when my parents left , we have witnessed each other's growth and accompanied each other through the troughs again and again."

"I used to think that we would be friends for life, that we could trust each other and support each other forever, but in the end, you wanted me to be a knife to hurt people for the sake of a father who never looked at you in the eye. Maybe this is The charm of time, time will make precious things less precious, and precious things will become worthless. I am no longer someone you think is worth caring about, so you treat me unscrupulously and don’t care about me at all. feel."

"You did this kind of thing, do you still expect me to continue to be good brothers and friends with you as if nothing happened? How is that possible?" He smiled, "I have no trust in you, so, we In between, it can only end here."

Jiang Xu stared at him blankly, in disbelief.

"But don't worry, I will release your WeChat account from the blacklist when we meet after all. When we meet in the future, we can also get along as ordinary friends or colleagues. It's just that I can't talk to you like I used to. Restrain you, remind you, just treat me as a normal friend, we can still meet and greet each other, and say hello to each other."