I Love You the Most in the World [Entertainment Circle]

When the rice was ready, Cheng Yu helped him carry out the dishes.

Lin Anlan scooped up the porridge and put it in front of him.

"You eat, I'll go first."

Cheng Yu looked up at him in astonishment, "You...don't you eat together?"

"I won't eat." Lin Anlan said softly, "You are done eating, go to rest early."

Cheng Yu didn't want to eat in an instant.

He stood quietly, expressing his emotions silently.

"Let's go together." Cheng Yu said softly, "I haven't had dinner with you for a long time."

In fact, it wasn't too long, Lin Anlan thought, it was only a few days when they separated, less than ten days, not a long time.

Cheng Yu turned around and went into the kitchen, took a bowl, scooped a bowl of porridge for him, and put it on the opposite side of him, "Let's go after eating, it's time to eat."

Lin Anlan had no choice but to sit down and have a meal with him.

He cooked the rice, so it was naturally to his liking. Lin Anlan sipped the porridge with her head down, not knowing what to say.

Cheng Yu knew what to say, he said, "I haven't eaten such a delicious meal for a long time."

Lin Anlan looked up at him, thinking that he was really sweet.

It's just home-cooked food, so he thinks it's delicious, "Then eat more."

"Yeah." Cheng Yu smiled at him.

He smiled beautifully, probably because he was still sick, his face was pale, with a sense of innocence and purity, like a child.

Lin Anlan looked at the clarity in his eyes, pondered for a long time, and whispered to him, "Cheng Yu, I have recovered my memory."

Cheng Yu's smile disappeared instantly, replaced by shock and anxiety.

He stared at him blankly, his whole body was stunned, and there was fear in his eyes visible to the naked eye.

"So, I'm still thinking," Lin Anlan told him, "I haven't figured it out yet."

Cheng Yu nodded unconsciously, then hurriedly lowered his head, hiding his uneasiness and not daring to look at him.

He didn't expect that Lin Anlan would recover his memory. Lin Anlan who recovered his memory and Lin Anlan who lost his memory were different to him.

He dared to admit his mistakes like Lin Anlan who had lost his memory, and hoped that he would forgive himself, because he knew that Lin Anlan loved him during the days when they were together.

But he didn't dare to look directly at Lin Anlan who had recovered his memory, let alone hope that he would forgive him, because he knew that Lin Anlan before amnesia didn't love him, at least, he didn't like him in terms of love.

They have only been together for five months, and Lin Anlan avoided him for eight years. Compared with the two, five months seems so insignificant, not enough to make him feel that Lin Anlan can shake Lin Anlan's mind.

What's more, he was still with him for five months on the basis of cheating.

"I'm sorry." He lowered his head, "I'm so selfish, I'm sorry."

Seeing that he was about to bury his face in the bowl, Lin Anlan smiled softly, "You have already apologized many times, and I have received it, so there is no need to apologize again."

Only then did Cheng Yu dare to look up at him, and saw him drinking porridge with a calm expression on his face.

"Do you hate me?" he asked.

Lin Anlan had heard about this question before, and Zhuo Siya had asked him about it.

His answer at the time was that he didn't hate it that much, and his answer now is still the same.

"I don't hate that much." He said, "As I said, both of us are responsible for this matter. My fault is that I should not have taken the initiative to lure out your desires and selfishness. Your fault is that you should not have done it for your own selfishness. And desire really deceived me. So I am the inducement, you are the main reason, but after all, you are more responsible, so I can't think that you are not wrong at all, but if you want to talk about hatred, you can't say it."

Hating this feeling is too serious and extravagant. Lin Anlan didn't want to impose this feeling on himself. He hated his mother when he was a child. Later, he lived happily in the Lin family, so he erased his hatred. Along with erasing his mother.

He didn't want to give the other party any more affection. He left his feelings to his adoptive parents. In his life, he only had one mother, and that was Mother Lin. forget.

She had already abandoned him, so how could she deserve such deep hatred from him.

Not caring is her best response.

So he will not hate Cheng Yu, not to mention, Cheng Yu really has nothing to make him hate.

The days when he lost his memory were very happy, Cheng Yu did his best to him, if he already had someone he liked before he lost his memory, or if he and Cheng Yu didn't deal with each other, then maybe he would hate him, But he has nothing.

He has no one he likes, and he doesn't hate Cheng Yu, so things are much simpler, not to mention, Cheng Yu also taught him love.

He finally has a yearning and understanding for love, instead of having no expectations for love as before, stuck in his own castle, not accepting other people's love, and not taking the initiative to love others.

Cheng Yu has become a very important person to him.

In a person's life, there are three kinds of emotions that are the most sincere and most lingering, family affection, friendship, and love. Among these three emotions, family affection is inherent, blood is thicker than water, the most reliable and the easiest to obtain.

Lin Anlan's family love is a bit more difficult than others, but fortunately he has obtained it, so he respects and loves his adoptive parents, and his adoptive parents will always be the people he loves the most in his heart.

Friendship and love are feelings obtained in interpersonal communication. These two feelings are not related by blood, so they need to be maintained artificially, and because he was born in interpersonal communication, many times, the first friend, the first A lover becomes an existence that is very important to oneself.

Jiang Xu was Lin Anlan's first friend, a friend who had accompanied him through time and experienced many ups and downs, so he was once very important, and Lin Anlan trusted him very much.

As for Cheng Yu, Cheng Yu was the first person Lin Anlan liked and the first person who taught him love, so Cheng Yu became Lin Anlan's most important person in the field of love.

He is like a person who has just set foot on a new territory, with confusion and longing for the unknown field. He hesitates on this territory, not knowing whether to move forward.

But fortunately, he has a very good lover, a man who is willing to wait patiently for him and always loves him.

So Lin Anlan still had time to think, to let himself think slowly.

Of course, before that, he had to make sure that his boyfriend would not be so trembling and uneasy.

"I should actually hate you," he said looking at Cheng Yu, "after all, you really lied to me, you are so courageous, no one has ever dared to lie to me like that, you know, I hate cheating, I I don't like being cheated, especially when you threaten others not to tell me that I was cheated."

When he said this, he couldn't help looking at Cheng Yu, "Why didn't I see that you are so powerful before, and you dare to threaten other people's wives and children. You are much more powerful than I imagined."

Cheng Yu: ...

Cheng Yu lowered his head and apologized, "I was wrong."

"Of course you are wrong, and very wrong."

Cheng Yu lowered his head even lower.

"But it's also very strange," Lin Anlan said, "I know very well that you are wrong, but I can't blame you too much."

Cheng Yu looked at him in shock.

Lin Anlan looked down at the porridge in the bowl, stirring it slowly with a spoon.

"The day I left, I was more sad than the anger of being cheated. I was sad that you lied to me. I don't think you should lie to me, but if you don't lie to me, how do I know what kind of you you are? Man, should you, will you?"

"The more I like you, the angrier and sadder I am. I haven't recovered my memory at the time, so I'm confused. I don't know if I should forgive you. Is it qualified to forgive you for me who has no amnesia? So I choose Leave, I want to calm down and think about this matter."

Cheng Yu listened quietly without speaking.

"Later, I recovered my memory. In fact, I recovered my memory. On the contrary, it was much easier than before. At least I have a complete memory. I can take full control of it, so I am actually a lot more relaxed."

"You are also very lucky." He raised his eyes and glanced at Cheng Yu, "Before I lost my memory, I never liked anyone else, I didn't have a boyfriend, I didn't have a girlfriend, I didn't even have a crush, even though I avoided you , but it is also because your father and Jiang Xu have nothing to do with you, let alone hate you, in this case, you have become my first love by mistake."

Lin Anlan remembered that when they recorded the variety show, he said that he was his first love.

Although the origin is not correct, he is indeed his first love, but the time between the two of them has been too long. Eight years ago, Cheng Yu fell in love with him, and eight years later, he finally fell in love with Cheng Yu.

Although they were both the first love of the other party, it was the first time in eight years, spanning the two stages of teenagers and youth.

"I tried to find your shortcomings, your mistakes, so that I can hate you a little more, but I searched and searched, but I couldn't find it."

Lin Anlan looked at him, "You are fine."

He said, "You are a very good person, a very good lover, a very good boyfriend."

"I was very happy to be liked by you, so I was very happy during the time when I lost my memory. Although I was cheated, I was really happy. I have had happy memories for more than five months. I can't find your shortcomings and mistakes. , and I can’t find any reason to hate you other than you lied to me at first.”

He thought, if he hadn't come to look for Cheng Yu at that time, if he had gone home alone, or gone to Jiang Xu, then maybe he would have passed the amnesia period peacefully and smoothly, but perhaps, it would not have been so pleasant comfortable.

Cheng Yu brought him not only love but also a sense of security, so although he has amnesia, he is not afraid of anything. He knows that he can go to Cheng Yu when he encounters difficulties, and he can ask Cheng Yu when he encounters doubts. You can also consult Cheng Yu about things you want to know but don't know.

Cheng Yu knows everything, everything about him, everything about other people, and he is willing to do anything, as long as it is what he wants.

He's not stupid. If Cheng Yu hadn't been too reliable and trustworthy from the beginning to the end, if Cheng Yu hadn't been full of tenderness and consideration for him from the beginning to the end, how could he have never doubted the relationship between them? relation?

The best way to fool someone is to tell the truth in everything you say and tell the truth in everything you do.

When everything is real, then there is no so-called illusion.