The Wenhui ended in June, and the weather was already very hot at this time, and Ping An lay in the room to recuperate every day, as if living in a big steamer, sweating profusely. ——At his level, he is not qualified to use ice.

That's all, it's best to bear it when it's hot.But he still had wounds on his body. The weather was so hot. Even though he had used good medicine, part of the wound was inflamed and filled with pus, and the entire wound was swollen.

Ping An didn't want to bother Youtai, or to be ashamed in front of Youtai, so he had to endure it.He wanted to handle it himself, but the location was really inconvenient.

Occasionally when she gave up on herself, Ping An felt that it was meaningless to let the wound be left alone.Pain wakes up.

But when the thought passed, he would hold up the mirror with difficulty and toss the wounds he could touch.How do you say that?It's better to die than to live. When I passed through, my eyes were dark and I survived. It's too bad to die now.

Sometimes, Ping An couldn't take it anymore, and would even cruelly want to tear off the entire scar, clean it thoroughly, and let it dry in the sun and wind, maybe it would be healed.

It's just that I couldn't do it in the end.

This day, Ping An was lying on the bed in a daze.The weather is too hot, I can’t sleep, but my head is dizzy, the left side is filled with water, the right side is filled with flour, shake it, and it becomes a paste of the head, and I fall on the bed in a daze .

When Tai came to deliver food, I couldn't wake him up. When I touched him, I realized that he had a fever!

This is amazing, the secretary of the gang is the lowest-ranking yamen in the palace—there is also a clothes washing bureau at the bottom, but the clothes washing bureau is not in the palace, but outside the palace.

At the lowest level, even if the errands here are sick and in pain, they can only survive by themselves.If you can't make it through, just throw a roll of mat out.If he was seriously ill and couldn't die for a while, he would simply move out of the palace, and when he could come back, let's talk.

For the vast majority of people, getting sick is a terrible thing. Even if their lives are safe, there is no telling when they will come back after going out. ——For the vast majority of people, working in the palace is a part of their bodies, but the treatment is much better than outside the palace.Backed by the wealth of the family, even if it is the dirtiest and most tiring job, it is very respectable to say it.Instead, she went out, neither male nor female, it was not easy to find an errand.

Those like Ping An who were able to recuperate in the palace were rare.Others had to work on errands even though they were injured, and if they couldn't, they would be sent out. Naturally, more people would come to take on this errand.

So now even if Youtai is willing to help, let alone an imperial physician, he can't even get ordinary antipyretics.

Fortunately, there is another way to go.

……

In fact, Ping An didn't fall asleep, but was drowsy and couldn't open his eyes, but his consciousness was still clear.

He felt that someone lifted his quilt, and the hot wind rolled in all of a sudden, causing another layer of sweat to break out on his back.Then the clothes seemed to be taken off, and someone was speaking vaguely, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't hear clearly.

Maybe Youtai is here, Ping An thought in a daze.He wanted to say hello, but he couldn't make any sound.

So I can only let people fiddle with me in a daze.

Only when there was a sudden pain in his butt did Ping An realize what had happened.Someone found his wound and was cleaning himself up.

This was an extremely shameful thing, Ping An was a little uneasy, and moved his body to wake up, but it was in vain.Soon he fell into a coma again, and he was no longer conscious.

It's just that there is a familiar feeling that suddenly appears in my mind, but I don't have time to think about it.

When he woke up again, he found that the room was very cool.Ping An was startled, opened his eyes suddenly, and was sure that he was still in the small room of the gangster.But how can it cool down?Not to mention the fact that the sun is setting and the sunset is thousands of miles away, even in the dead of night, it is still very hot.

Ping An moved his body, and found that after this scene, his whole body was sore and painful.Enduring the soreness, he turned his neck with difficulty and looked into the room.Then I saw people who should never be here.

His expression changed immediately, "Didn't you say that you would never appear in front of me again?"

Zhao Can's face didn't even change when he heard that, "Who made you so stupid that you can't even take care of yourself? If I don't come, you will die."

Ping An's eyes froze, recalling the feeling when he was in a daze, and feeling his body again, it seemed that it was indeed much refreshed than before, obviously it had been cleaned by someone.And this person, apart from the Seventh Prince Zhao Can in front of him, did not think of anyone else.

It's hard for him to grow up as a man of gold and jade, and the biggest grievance he suffered was that he was not taken seriously by everyone in the palace. Now he can clean up the affected area himself without avoiding the mess.

Ping An felt that he could not even express his temper.After a pause for a while, I had to say, "What do you mean, how do you know?"

"Of course I have my own way." Zhao Can said.

Ping An really didn't ask.But among the gangsters, who else is the one who really knows his physical condition and is convenient for reporting at any time?Except for Youtai, he had never seen anyone.

Ping An is a little funny.

I thought it was because after I fell down, I met a sincere person, which gave him a subtle sense of belonging, and felt that this is the "human world", and this is where I should be.Now it seems that this world has also been infiltrated by "heaven".

That's right, the entire palace is filled with servants of the royal family. If His Royal Highness the Seventh Prince wanted to inquire about something, some of them would inform him.

But... why?

After saying that and saying goodbye, Ping An originally thought that there would be no interaction between him and Zhao Can in at least a year or two.If he stays in this bastard in the future, maybe he won't meet again in the future.

As a result, less than a month later, Zhao Can appeared in front of her again.

And saw how embarrassed he was.

Ping An took a deep breath, "Then you see it now? I'm not dead, so don't worry about His Highness the Seventh."

Zhao Can snorted, "If I came a few days late, you would have died! In such a hot weather, you don't let the wound ventilate, but keep covering it in the quilt until you have a fever—could it be you? I really don't want my life!"

If this method wasn't too brutal, Zhao Can would have suspected that it was Ping An's trick to show his weakness.

Just looking at Ping An's attitude now, it is obvious that it is not some bitter trick, he is just that stupid.Maybe it's because he doesn't want to be seen, maybe he's too lazy to move, maybe it's because it's inconvenient to change his medicine—in short, he almost killed himself.

When Zhao Can left that day, he really gritted his teeth and vowed that since Ping An couldn't accept him, he would never bother with Ping An again.As a result, it didn't take long before Baba sent someone to inquire about the news, so he followed.

Explain a thousand times again that I was only worried about Ping An's injury, not that I still cared about him, and it was useless.

Hearing Ping An's understatement now, he was even more furious.

How much he cherished this person before, how much he hates him now!What did Pingner think of himself, so ignorant of self-love, ignorant of pity on himself, who did he want to play for? !

"It's just festering." Ping An said lightly, "No one can die."

Zhao Can gritted his teeth, "Aren't you always strong? You have never been willing to show weakness to others, and now you are making such a gesture, which makes me look down on you, Ping An."

Suddenly, Ping An felt a shudder in his heart.He quickly lowered his head to prevent Zhao Can from seeing his expression, and used this movement to endure the feeling for a moment.Zhao Can is right, he has always been strong, and he refuses to let anyone see that he is weak.Unexpectedly, at the worst moment, Zhao Can gave him a serious look...

He took a deep breath and tried to make his tone seem indifferent, "I was wrong in the past." He heard himself say, "What's the use of being strong? I'm a servant who serves my masters, I can't complain, I can't hate... Thunder, rain and dew are all due to your grace."

Zhao Can once thought that Ping An's decisive attitude that night was enough to hurt people.It seemed that he had never believed in himself, understood himself, and when he got close to him and then moved away again, Zhao Can gritted his teeth with hatred, wishing that Pingan could also experience the torment he suffered at that moment.

However, when Ping An said these words in such a flat voice today, Zhao Can realized that his heart was so numb with pain that he couldn't even feel the pain anymore.

"Ping An..." He finally couldn't help but said, "I've already admitted my mistake, what on earth do you want?"

What else?Ping An doesn't know.He just felt tired and felt that he would never be able to bring up the spirit he used to.Maybe he was wrong from the very beginning, so what if he worked hard to the extreme in the palace?The same is just the object of the royal family's life and death, and it can't change anything.

"I want..." he said slowly, "I want to live in peace."

Zhao Can walked over to him, he pulled the chair, sat down on the bedside without avoiding suspicion, stretched out his hand to touch Ping An's face, let him look at him, and then asked again, "What did you just say?"

"I said I want to live in peace." Ping An said again.

Zhao Can suddenly became furious, "Live peacefully? Do you think you can still do it? Ping An - how did you tell me before? You said you want to do something, so that everyone in the world can read. You said you want Help me get what I want, you said that you look forward to the day when I become famous! You can almost turn the entire imperial city upside down by yourself! Now tell me, you want to live in peace?"

"Can't you?"

"Others may be able to, but you can't!" Zhao Can said firmly.

Ping An suddenly smiled, "Your Highness... I can't even tell who is more pitiful between the two of us. You can think of those things in the past as my delusions, forget about it."

"How did you become like this?" Zhao Can's voice was full of pain.

Ping An unexpectedly smiled, "Maybe it's because...you woke up from the dream."

Knowing from time travel to now, it seems like a big dream.He used to think that as a time traveler, even if he wasn't the protagonist, he would be able to turn the clouds upside down, so he was arrogant, self-satisfied, and tried his best, just like Zhao Can said, thinking that he could turn the sky upside down.

Then the dream stopped abruptly, and it was time for him to open his eyes.

Zhao Can didn't understand what he meant, and he didn't believe that Ping An really only wanted to live a good life.So I just thought it was Ping An's prevarication to me, and seeing that he was still refusing to change his words, he finally said without hesitation, "Okay, you don't care about me or yourself, so don't you even care about your master? "

"Your Highness!" Ping An suddenly raised his head and stared at him, "Don't make me hate you."

"I'd rather you hate me!" Zhao Can felt like a fire was burning in his heart, making it impossible for him to keep calm.He said so many words, but Ping An only responded to Xu Wenmei's matter, making him—how could he not be jealous?

What kind of person is Ping An willing to wrong himself for him, endure pain, and even dare to commit the crime of deceiving the emperor!

Zhao Can has never met Xu Wenmei before, and only thinks that this person is the most hateful person she has ever known in her life.

However, after all, he is not a person who can let anger sweep over his reason. After the flames of jealousy pass, all that is left is a handful of ashes.

Zhao Can also felt cold, and said, "If you still care about him, cheer up. If you continue to be so weak and don't take your own life seriously, that one will reveal the news of Xu Wenmei in Jiangnan to His Majesty." !"

Ping An was slightly taken aback, and then knew that Zhao Can deduced it from what he had said before.

But Xu Wenmei didn't go to Jiangnan, so after he was stunned for a while, his expression relaxed again, "It's up to you."

Zhao Can frowned, staring at Ping An.Is this really the high-spirited one he knew, who would never give in, even if he was demoted to be a cleaning eunuch, insisting that he knew what to do to be safe?

His soul seemed to be taken away suddenly.

What Zhao Can couldn't accept was that he didn't know what happened.Even if the matter of Xu Wenmei was exposed, Ping An beat up the emperor, even if he investigated Xu Wenmei and later alarmed the emperor but did not tell Ping An, but instead concealed him and seduced him... Even if all this is added up, it should not be able to hit safe place.

Zhao Can thought that Ping An hated her so much that she would find ways to repay her.He had been waiting for that day, but now seeing such peace, he suddenly panicked.

He lost his former peace.

It's frustrating that I don't know how I lost it.

Once Ping An showed such an attitude of not caring at all, Zhao Can knew that the bargaining chip in his hand was useless.Of course, it is even more impossible for him to actually go to the emperor to inform him in order to test safety.Probing and threatening are the same thing, but actually taking action - Zhao Can already knows where the bottom line of peace lies.

In the end, Zhao Can rushed over anxiously, and left with a cold face.

With such invulnerability, he didn't know what to do.

……

But Zhao Can's words should be of some use to Ping An after all.He began to heal his injuries seriously, no longer covered the wound with a quilt, and pretended that there was nothing wrong with it.Even when Youtai pretended not to look sideways, he deliberately led him to talk about his injuries.

There is nothing to avoid, isn't it just to annoy His Majesty and get beaten up?Talking about it should be something to brag about.After all, it is a crime of disrespect to provoke His Majesty, and there are not many people who can survive in bed and lie on the bed for a period of time, but Ping An is one of them.

Then Ping An stated his purpose: Please ask Youtai to rub the medicine for him in the future.

After all, most of the places I can't see even if I hold a mirror, and even if I see it, I can't apply medicine at all.In the past, it was just a matter of breaking the can and smashing it. Now that I realize that this is wrong, it is naturally impossible to continue.

In the end, Youtai didn't say yes or no, and ran away in a hurry.

It was only then that Ping An remembered that this eunuch with a sincere face was Zhao Can's eyeliner.

But peace is not afraid.According to Zhao Can's angry appearance that day, I'm afraid he won't come again.Maybe he is not even willing to listen to the news, after all, he is no longer the peace he used to be.

As a result, they never expected that Zhao Can came again at night.

When Ping An saw him, he didn't know what to say.

Zhao Can didn't seem to have any intention of talking to him, and started to give him medicine on his own.Feeling a little ashamed, Ping An buried his face in the pillow, neither looking nor saying anything.

After applying the medicine, Zhao Can did not leave immediately, but suddenly said, "The injury is not serious at first, take good care of it, and it won't take long. If you make such a fuss, I'm afraid there will be scars in the future."

There was a sense of regret in the tone.

Ping An only felt that the blood was on his head, and his whole face was completely red.

A mistake has caused eternal hatred, and I don't know what kind of insanity he committed at that time, he would be tempted by Zhao Can, and more importantly, he would hand over his body without reservation!Looking back now, I feel unbelievable when I think about Ping An. During that time, it was as if I was brainwashed by Zhao Can. It was very scary!

So now that Zhao Can talked about the injuries in the secret parts of his body in such a teasing tone, it made him feel like his head was about to smoke.

"What's none of your business?" Ping An gritted his teeth, "Anyway, His Highness won't need it anymore!"

"That's not sure." Zhao Can seemed to be suddenly happy, and said with a bit of teasing, "You are no longer a celebrity in front of His Majesty, why don't you let me flatten and round you? Ping An, I want you to come here How about going to Maoxin Hall?" He asked in a low voice.

Ping An suddenly turned to look at him, "How dare you?"

"Why don't I dare." Zhao Can looked at him with a smile, "Didn't you say before—thunderstorm, rain, and dew are all due to Jun's kindness?"

For a moment, Ping An didn't know how to respond.After a pause, he said, "I'm clumsy, I'm afraid I can't serve His Highness well."

Zhao Can smiled ambiguously, "I think you've served me very well. It's an endless aftertaste."

Ping An was about to get angry, but soon realized something was wrong.Zhao Can was clearly teasing and making herself angry!He is a smart person, and after thinking about it, he understood that Zhao Can had thought of a new way to provoke him after hearing his previous "no-promise" remarks and temporarily retreating.

But...even if he sees through this point, Ping An has to admit that for any man, the stimulation in this aspect is enough to make people lose their minds.This aggressive method is very effective.

At least now he has the urge to slap Zhao Can on the face.

Ping An took a deep breath, "Your Highness, you don't need to spend so much time on me. A stupid person like me can't afford it."

Zhao Can laughed, "If you're stupid, I'm afraid there are no smart people in this world." He said, "I didn't think it through before, but now I'm officially telling you, Ping'an—offended me, don't you think it was you? Can you go back if you say back?"

He was too impatient before, which allowed Ping An to gain the upper hand, but once Zhao Can reacted, it was impossible for Ping An to suppress him forever.

Ping An had to admit that Zhao Can's endless entanglement seemed annoying, but it made him become more and more silent, as if the heart that was about to die at any time had signs of resurgence.

Sure enough, he is not a good man who is law-abiding, nor can he live a peaceful life.

But Ping An didn't intend to let Zhao Can know this.So he became serious for a while, and said to Zhao Can, "You just hope to return to the peace of the past. But you are wrong, how can a person stay in the same place forever? Always make progress, always move forward. I Once it has become the present peace, it is impossible to go back to the past.”

"I cherish my body, and I will try my best to live every day well. Your Highness really doesn't need to take such a big trouble for me. Your status is precious, so don't come to this kind of place again in the future."

Zhao Can was silent for a moment, then insisted, "Unless you promise me, you will go back one day."

"Okay, I promise you." Ping An replied casually.

Even oaths can be deceptive, let alone this kind of casual promise?I want to be safe.However, for some unknown reason, my heart suddenly felt a little heavier.

Not because of the promise, but because of Zhao Can.

What he did far exceeded Ping An's expectations.

In the past, Ping An always felt that Zhao Can hadn't thought about the future of the two of them. They didn't confess their love to each other, they didn't promise each other, and they maintained a subtle tacit understanding: sooner or later they would separate.But judging the present by the future is unfair to Zhao Can.At least at that moment together, Zhao Can was absolutely sincere and serious.

Even though Ping An said so many hurtful things later, he didn't really make up his mind, and kept away from each other forever.

It was completely different from Ping An's impression of him.

Ping An didn't want to narcissistically think that he changed Zhao Can, but other than that, what explanation is there?

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