Promotion Letter for the Chief Executive

The room is quiet and quiet, it is really a good place to think.Although Ping An's head was dizzy due to the pain in his body, Ping An couldn't sleep all the time, and could only think about this matter over and over again.

He remembered the first time he met Zhao Can.At that time, he was wearing a eunuch's uniform that was several sizes too big, and he fell on the edge of the rockery in the garden, looking pitiful, and would say "I'm hungry" foolishly.

Probably because the image at the beginning was too ingrained, even though he later found out that Zhao Can was a scheming person, not just a child, but Pinna still believed that he did those things only when he had to. will do.In essence, he is still a well-behaved and kind-hearted boy.

In the end, he was too confident, so he fell headlong into the trap prepared by Zhao Can.

Knowing the result, it is much easier to go back and deduce the antecedent.Many clues that were not noticed at the time, or even if they were noticed, became the truth.

All the places that once felt wrong also have reasonable explanations.

Ping An wrapped his arms around his shoulders, feeling a little pity for himself.He suddenly felt a little cold.Because he didn't know how many things Zhao Can had concealed from him.

In this chaotic feeling, Ping An fell asleep in a daze, but almost instantly, he woke up again.When I opened my eyes, I saw a person who should never be here.

Zhao Can was sitting on the bed, staring at him worriedly.

Seeing that he woke up, there was a bit of a smile on his face, but it quickly turned into a worried look, "Are you awake? I have applied medicine to your wound. If you rest more, you will recover soon."

"Why are you here?" Pingan stared at him and asked.

Zhao Can forced a smile, "Knowing that something happened to you, I'm naturally worried, so I want to take a look."

Pingan smiled mockingly, "Knowing that something happened to me, I thought you would hide away, but I didn't expect you to dare to come to see me. Seventh Highness, do you know why something happened to me?"

Zhao Can's heart trembled. "I'm sorry." He said with difficulty.He's already regretting it, it's just too late.

"Why do you say I'm sorry?" Ping An said with a flat face, "What is there to be sorry for? Shouldn't you be very proud? You are so smart, calculating and meticulous, and nothing can escape your palm... You not only play with people's hearts, but also play with you." Feelings, how amazing are you?"

"I didn't play with my feelings!" Zhao Can immediately retorted.

Ping An turned his head and did not look at him, "Is there really no one? Zhao, Can, no one is a fool, and you still refuse to tell me the truth? How dare you say that when I live in Maoxin Palace During those days, you didn't deliberately resort to tricks to make me obsessed with you and forget about the outside world?"

"I..." Zhao Can wanted to explain, but at this moment, her articulate words suddenly became clumsy, and she couldn't even say a single good word.

"You can even take advantage of your own beauty... I don't know what else you dare not do!" Ping An gritted his teeth and looked at him, "Or tell me, how many people have you used it on?" This trick?"

Finding that he couldn't control the situation, he wanted to tie the two of them together in the future. How did he come up with such a stupid idea?

"There is no one else." Zhao Can frowned, "Who do you think I would use this method against except you?" Ping'an's speculation made him very unhappy.

"Even if it's just me." Ping An didn't argue with him, "Why didn't you tell me the truth? We can work out a solution together. Even if we can't, at least let me be mentally prepared. Why didn't you tell me?" Not only Not to mention, this kind of method that Ping An didn't even know how to evaluate was used.

"Let me tell you, because you think you can hold me, don't you?"

Ping An turned to look at Zhao Can, "You think that as long as we have a further relationship, I can't leave you. Even if I know the truth, it's the same. You won't admit defeat, you won't admit your mistakes, and you won't humble yourself in front of me." A head, right?"

"Peace!" Zhao Can called his name, "Stop talking."

Ping An lowered his head, and said after a while, "I'm very disappointed, really."

He watched Zhao Can grow up, and he thought he understood him, but now it seems that those are all illusions.What he understood was only what Zhao Can was willing to show him.

"I know you're smart, but I told you before that you can't involve innocent people because of your faults. It must be funny when you hear me say that, right? But you should know that no matter how smart people are, they will stumble time. The human heart cannot be played with."

"If others can't make you understand this, let me tell you. I, am not the kind of person you can control."

Zhao Can's whole body was cold, and she couldn't utter a single word of explanation.He already knew he was wrong, but now he was suffering and couldn't tell.Ping An was never an innocent outsider to him.He is the best person to Zhao Can, and seems to be able to tolerate him forever, so he has become more and more carefree.

Forgetting peace actually has a bottom line.

"Don't do this, Ping An." Zhao Can grabbed Ping An's hand, "I know I was wrong, give me a chance, I won't do this again in the future."

Pingan shook his head lightly: "I said I was disappointed just now, not because you lied to me, but because, I will never trust you again. I don't know how many people you have used this way, even if you promise not to I will do it, I don’t know if it’s true, if you really hide it, I won’t find out at all..."

"So, there is no next chance. You go, and you will treat it as if you have never met."

After Ping An said this, he closed his eyes, turned his head to the side of the bed, and stopped looking at him.

His gesture of resistance was so clear that Zhao Can understood it at a glance.The words of peace echoed in his mind, and the panic in his heart grew more and more.He knew what Ping An meant, and he might have even guessed the result before that, but he subconsciously didn't want to believe it. He always felt that Ping An would not be really angry with him, and would give him more chances.

But when Ping An said "there is no next chance", he could no longer deceive himself.

"I didn't hide it from you on purpose." He finally said slowly, "I just didn't dare to tell you. If you found out, you would definitely run farther away. Be safe...you talk to me."

However, no matter what he said, Ping An didn't give any response.Zhao Can wanted to reach out to touch him, but was also worried about touching the wound on his body, so she could only sit by the side helplessly, staring at Ping An.

I don't know how long it took, but he seemed to finally understand that Ping An was serious, and it was impossible to get a response no matter how long he waited, so he finally stood up.

"At least one thing you said was wrong, Ping An, facing you, I have never pretended to be from the beginning! I am such a person..." Why did you treat me well at the beginning, but now you leave me?Since you can't accept me all the time, why did you approach me in the first place?

After a pause, he finally said, "I won't come to you again."

Then he turned and walked away quickly.He didn't know why he said the last sentence, maybe that would make it look less ugly...

Ping An didn't seem to care, but in fact, his body was tense from the beginning to the end, and he didn't relax until Zhao Can left.After relaxing, I felt the burning pain in the wound, which was unbearable.He suddenly became irritable, and really wanted... really wanted to find some channel to vent, smash things, hit people or something else.

But he could only continue to lie on the bed obediently to recuperate.

After a while, Ping An closed his eyes again, and said in a low voice, "Who cares!"

Count it as a response to Zhao Can's last sentence.

Then he forced himself and fell asleep again.

The reason why he was able to sleep was that he had suffered a lot after coming to ancient times.When he first came here, the conditions at Jiang Kuaidao were really not good, and there were injuries on his body. After Ping An decided to live well, he tried hard to force himself to sleep and eat to keep his body healthy.

Unexpectedly, this method is still useful now.

Then Ping An had a dream.In the dream, Zhao Can was exposed as well, but he didn't cautiously come to apologize, instead, he brought others with his head high and high, and came to show off his might.

In the dream, Zhao Can's eyes were cold, without the slightest affection that he had seen before.He looked at Pingan with disgust, "What do you think you are? It is the blessing you have cultivated in several lifetimes for me to condescend to have your body. Could it be that you have other extravagant wishes? You really think I have a crush on you." ?”

Then a lot of people appeared around at some point, pointing at him and laughing loudly, saying some unsightly words.

Ping An felt severe pain in his body, and only then realized that he was still being beaten with a stick.

Zhao Can ordered those people, "Hit harder, let him see his position clearly."

The self in the dream was also much tougher than in reality. He gritted his teeth and kept silent, just staring at Zhao Can with his eyes, not for a moment.

Zhao Can seemed annoyed by him, and said sternly, "What are you looking at? You are a lowly person, do you still want to rely on me? I am going to be emperor soon, how can I leave such a stain like you? Give me Hit hard!"

Ping An was awakened by the pain.

When I woke up, I realized that it was already dark.I don't know if anyone has come to see him, anyway, the room is pitch black and there are no lights on.

Ping An shrank himself under the quilt, and suddenly shivered all over, which is the appearance only when it is extremely cold.

When he faced Zhao Can, he was very calm, and he accused him one after another, but in fact, Ping An was also afraid...

He was afraid that Zhao Can, like in the dream, had no so-called feelings for him at all, but instead was full of disgust, only showing intimacy for the sake of taking advantage of him.He was even more afraid... One day when Zhao Can ascended to that position, he would feel that he was a stain that had to be erased.

So it's not that Ping An is so firm and decisive, he just took advantage of that day before it came, and hurriedly separated the relationship between the two.In this way, Zhao Can will not be able to hurt him.

In fact, after thinking about it calmly, Pingan knew that this was actually a manifestation of her cowardice and selfishness, but she chose to blame Zhao Can and blame the other party for all her mistakes.But is this really the case?When Zhao Can tempted him, if it wasn't for his own heart to loosen, how could it be so smooth?He also had delusions and thoughts that he shouldn't have, which led to that result.

Ping An didn't dare to admit it before, but now Zhao Can has been driven away and will never come back.Instead, he was suddenly able to face up to this despicable self.

There are still too many problems between him and Zhao Can. They can't be honest with each other, and they can't stand on an equal footing. It is destined not to last long.So it's okay to separate.

……

The door was knocked suddenly.Ping An woke up from all kinds of thoughts, raised his voice and asked, "Who?"

He thought he was loud, but in fact his voice could barely be heard by people outside.Then someone opened the door and walked in.Along with those who came in, there was also a faint yellow light.The visitor put the lamp on the table, lit the lamp here again for Ping An, and then sat down, "Is your name Ping An? I'm Youtai. I met you during the day, remember?"

Pingan nodded indiscriminately, he actually didn't remember at all.He was in a mess when he came during the day, and besides the pain on his body was terribly painful, of course it was impossible to pay attention to the people here.

Youtai laughed, "Eunuch He asked me to bring you food. I came here once before, you may be sleeping, so I will go back."

"Thank you." Ping An said.

You Tai opened the lunch box for him, "I heated the food next to the stove, it should still be hot, but the taste may not be that good." Overheated food, if you touch it, it will all be rotten, so naturally there will be no good smell.

But Ping An just shook his head, propped up his body vigorously, and ate slowly while holding the chopsticks.

Naihe's body was in severe pain, and she had no appetite at first, so of course she couldn't eat such a meal.He took two bites, then pushed away, "I'm full."

Youtai glanced at it twice, but didn't say anything.Anyway, eunuch He asked him to deliver meals, and take care of him when he has time, and forget it if he is not free.Youtai didn't mean to please anyone, and Pingan said he didn't want to eat, so he immediately stood up and packed up, "Then I'll go back. I'll bring you food tomorrow morning." After a pause, he asked, "What do you think?" When can I wake up?"

Ping An said, "It doesn't matter if I wake up or not, you just put it on the table."

"Hey!" Youtai immediately agreed.

Ping An didn't sleep well that night, he was still dreaming intermittently, so when Tai came over, he really didn't wake up.When he opened his eyes, the food was completely cold.It's better to be cold than overheated, so Ping An put it down after taking two bites.

It's okay to lie down, Ping An doesn't want to think about his own affairs anymore, so he starts to think about Youtai.This person is quite interesting. Yesterday he heard Zhang Dongyuan asked Eunuch He to take care of Ping An, but he didn't mean to please him. Ping An asked him to put him here, and he really let him go.

It is really rare that there are such honest people in the palace.

The ones Ping An saw before were eight or nine-year-old children, and he wished he had a delicate heart.For example, Qing Wen, who used to do odd jobs for him from the former Imperial City Secretary.Later, he was supported by Ping An, and now he is an important figure in Wang Congyi's staff department.

Fortunately, I finally had a hot meal for lunch.He is not the eunuch of the chief of ceremonies now, and he has no rank in the general secretary. He is the lowest-level eunuch who does chores and boils water. Naturally, the food portion is not good.Almost once back to before liberation.

When he first entered the palace, eating such food was completely unacceptable to Ping An, and because of this, he gave birth to infinite ambitions, and he must work hard to climb up and eat better food.

Later, I really ate well, but I didn't care about food so much. What I thought about in my mind were all other things. I was very busy, and in the end——

In fact, thinking about it calmly now, Ping An feels that his previous "big ambition" is actually a bit ridiculous.It sounds more noble than others to work hard for power and status, but in fact there is no difference at all.It's just because I haven't done anything that is really beneficial to the people so far, but I have been spinning around in this center of power.

Maybe I have been corrupted long ago, but I don't know it, and I look down on others with a proud face.

Up to now, finally eating the lowest portion of the meal again, Ping An's heart has calmed down, and the food is actually delicious, and it is not as hard to swallow as I thought.

Maybe he just chose the wrong path in the past.

If he had always been just an unremarkable little eunuch, would he and Zhao Can have come to where they are today?If it wasn't for his self-righteousness, he felt that there was nothing wrong with matching Zhao Can, so he wouldn't blindly jump in.She blamed Zhao Can before, but now that she has thought it through, Ping An feels that she is more responsible.

He is much older than Zhao Can, and he is not really a teenager. He claims to have a wider vision and know more, and he is not used to fool other natives.If he hadn't been so flamboyant, nothing would have happened.After all, he was the one who misled Zhao Can.At the beginning, didn't Zhao Can still think about getting a wife?

Seeing Ping'an feeling emotional while eating, Youtai couldn't help but ask, "What are you thinking?"

"I was thinking... the food is still hot and delicious." Pingan said, "If I don't wake up when you come, please wake me up. Thank you."

"You're welcome." Youtai scratched his head, "You're hurt, and you'll heal faster if you sleep more. I heard what Eunuch He said."

Ping An twitched the corner of his mouth, so the news that he is sleeping all day has spread to the whole gang?Wait, "How many people are there in total?"

"I don't know." Youtai said honestly, "Anyway, there are quite a few people."

The servant must provide all the hot tea and hot water for the entire palace, almost day and night. According to the rules of the palace, although they all gather together, in fact, who is in charge of which palace is divided. Also lest someone prevaricate.If something goes wrong, someone can be found responsible.

In addition to the masters and eunuchs, the rest of the court ladies and eunuchs are also responsible for the water.

Calculated in this way, although they are only boiling water and have no technical content, the number of people may not be small.

"Then where are we in charge?" Ping An asked again.

You Tai said, "We are responsible for everyone's bath water. If someone wants to carry it by himself, as long as the fire is not extinguished, there is not much to do." If Ping An can lie here so peacefully to recuperate, You Tai still has time What about bringing him food?

"It's a good job." Ping An swallowed his last bite of food and concluded.

Youtai chuckled, "I think so too. Others think I'm worthless, saying that if I work here, the master won't see me, so there's no benefit. We didn't enter the palace as errands for any benefit. The person who boils water Someone has to do the work, right?"

"Well said." Ping An laughed, "When I recover from my injury, I will come to be your companion."

I don't know if it was because of saying this that Youtai made him a confidant. Anyway, since then, Youtai's attitude towards Ping'an has become much more enthusiastic. With a cheerful look, he mentioned many times that he hoped that he would recover soon.

This kind of simple thought made Pingan feel very at ease, as if he had finally found a sense of belonging in this bastard, and began to recover from his illness with peace of mind.

The medicine was left by Zhao Can when he came last time.At first, Ping An was stubborn for two days and didn't want to use it.But then it hurt so badly that I couldn't care about it anymore.The medicine is a good medicine. After a few days, the wounds on my body are covered with thin scabs.

Then Ping An began another life of suffering: new flesh began to grow in the wound, and it was so itchy that he wanted to reach out and scratch it.

This feeling was more unbearable than simple itching, Ping An felt uncomfortable all over, couldn't lie down on the bed at all, and hadn't reached the time to get out of bed, it was extremely tormenting.Every day, I anxiously wait for Youtai to come to deliver food, because that is the only time when I can talk to someone and distract myself.

It's a pity that Youtai is also very busy, and there is very little time to talk with him.So more often, Ping An had to endure this feeling alone.Time seems to be stretched, and every little bit of pain is magnified infinitely. In such suffering, Ping An unexpectedly tasted a bit of indescribable joy.He suspected that he had Stockholm Syndrome, otherwise how could he appreciate the joyful things from the pain?

Sometimes in the dead of night, Pingan can't help but think that compared with the physical pain, the spiritual pain seems to be nothing at all.

In this day-to-day torment, the old past gradually faded away, and the affairs with Zhao Can were slowly put aside, and the bland, almost boring new life of the boss was in front of him all the time. Expand bit by bit.