Me and my Apollo husband

At that time, Zhou Meng was in a state of distrust in the world, and nothing was important to him.He didn't know whether it was right or wrong for him to do this. He just wanted to cut off the root of the crime that had brought him the deepest pain for so many years. He also thought that as long as he and his father died, his mother and sister could get rid of all this forever up.

Zhou Meng bought two catties of liquor, invited his father to dinner, and said he would give him 50 yuan.The man was very happy, drank wine happily, got dizzy from drinking, and asked Zhou Meng to give him money.Zhou Meng said, it's all in my bag, and I'll give it to you right away.

As he spoke, he opened his backpack, and what he took out was a sharp knife.

He slashed at him hard, stabbing his father in the left shoulder.The man turned up and wanted to run, but Zhou Meng knocked him to the ground with a chair.

At this time, my sister came back from the outside, she rushed in and stood in front of her father.She hugged Zhou Meng's leg, crying and begging him.

"Mang, if you cut this knife, you will be finished for the rest of your life! Mom is also finished, and so am I! Ah Meng, let go, let go. Let's find a way together. After so many years, aren't we all alive? Mom Still lying in the hospital, her only hope is you. What if you are arrested by the police and go to jail?"

Zhou Meng said, "I'll kill him, and I'll kill myself again. Both you and Mom will be better off in the future."

"Nonsense! You disobedient child." The sister hugged his legs tightly, knelt on the ground and cried to death, "I tell you, today you killed dad and you died here, tomorrow you believe If you don’t believe my mother, she will crash her head to death on this roof! Are you going to let our house have no children and grandchildren, are you going to let the whole family die on this roof!”

My sister's words made Zhou Meng hesitate.Seeing this, the elder sister hurriedly scolded her father, "Don't you hurry up and say something, don't you hurry up and say that you will never beat your mother again, you really want to die!"

My father had already woken up most of the wine, and he kept saying in fear: "I won't fight anymore, I dare not fight anymore."

Later the police came, and Zhou Meng was taken away. The neighbors said that the child of the Zhou family was so evil that he wanted to kill his father. This time, he would definitely be sentenced and shot in the head.The elder sister was terribly frightened, so she asked her father to come to the police station to plead for help.The father threatened his sister that unless he was given 50 yuan, he would let the police shoot Zhou Meng to death.The elder sister had no choice but to agree, took out all her savings and borrowed [-] yuan from east and west, and then the father went with the elder sister to beg the police to release her.

In fact, the police learned about Zhou Meng's specific situation at that time, knowing that his father had been abusing his mother for a long time, and this time he sent his mother to the intensive care unit of the hospital. They were very sympathetic to Zhou Meng, and they had to deal with it lightly.And Zhou Mang didn't kill anyone, at most he educated him for a few months.

A few months after Zhou Meng came out of the bureau, he already felt that things were different.His mother's operation had been completed, so he took her out and rented a house for her in C City.Mother knew that he was arrested by the police because he was going to kill his father, she was so frightened that she shed tears every day, and said that she almost died in the hospital and could not get out.

"Boy, it's mom who is sorry for you. Don't bother yourself. If something happens to you, mom will have to kill you."

Zhou Meng comforted his mother. He said that he would never do stupid things again, and his mother would never go back to that house when they were together.My mother is an honest rural woman who has long accepted the idea that men are superior to women and women are inferior to marry and obey their husbands.Enduring long-term domestic violence and dare not say a word, let alone run away from home.If she had the courage, she would not have been persecuted to this day.The mouths of those three aunts and six wives, the husband who has been crushing her for a long time, the feudal natal family, and the concepts she has accepted since she was a child, these are all deeply imprisoned by her mother, making her unable to resist.

But after this time, Zhou Meng's impulsiveness scared her to death. When people said that Zhou Meng went to kill his father with a knife and was arrested by the police and was about to be shot, her three souls and seven souls were all broken up.At that moment, the first thought in her mind was: It would be great if I went to kill people and the police shot me.In this way, Zhou Meng will be freed, and he will not become a murderer now.

So now that Zhou Mang came out, she listened to whatever Zhou Mang said.Whether it's moving out, not recognizing that family, being gossiped by others, or being scolded by her natal family, she is not afraid now.Compared with Zhou Mengyi, those are nothing.

And Zhou Meng also accepted the 20 yuan that Mu Ze sent him one after another, and handed it all over to his sister for her to deal with.

Later, when Zhou Meng came to C City, he couldn't go back to al, but he still had to continue working and earning money.He was working as a waiter at Tini's bar and met Tony.Tony said he was good-looking and could go to the movies.Zhou Meng said that he is not an actor, he used to be a manager.Tony was very happy and said that he was short of an agent there.Zhou Meng went with him.Only after I went there did I realize that it was a pornographic film.He was glad that he did not choose to believe Tony's 'making a movie' that was full of train running.

Later, Zhou Meng stayed in Dabaojian.He gave up suicidal relief, but at that time his whole state was almost surviving.Dazed and groggy, sometimes I stay on the set for a whole day, and when I come out, I don't know what day it is.In such a flash, it was four years.

For four years, he never contacted Muze again.He thanked Mu Ze for giving him the 20 that year, so he always remembered Mu Ze's warning not to cause trouble for him.

If it wasn't for Da Baojian's cooperation with Al this time, Zhou Meng might never have contacted Mu Ze.Contact Muze again, and by phone.Mu Ze on the phone is sometimes so gentle.

Sometimes Zhou Meng secretly had fantasies about the relationship between the two in his heart, until this evening, until this moment.

Zhou Meng ran to the bathroom to hide. He saw the scars on his wrists left by someone who committed suicide by cutting them, so he stretched out his fingers uncontrollably to pick them.This scar not only represents his absurd and hopeless first love, but also the imprint of his entire childhood shadow caused by his original family.

After he was caught in the police station for his attempted patricide, the police hired a psychological counselor for Zhou Meng because he refused to confess and committed suicide by cutting his wrists many times.In the end, it was determined that Zhou Meng had serious psychological problems and even had the potential for depression.

The consultant said that the failure of love affairs and work was just a fuse, and the real reason was the childhood shadow imposed on Zhou Meng by his native family since he was a child, that is, his father's long-term domestic violence against his mother.He wanted to protect his mother, but he was afraid of his father, so he could only escape, deceive himself, and ignore what happened to his mother.But this kind of behavioral evasion and indifference, on the contrary, aggravated Zhou Meng's subconscious sense of guilt, resulting in incomplete and even distorted personality development.

Childhood experience will affect a person's lifelong development, and no one knows when the time bomb planted will detonate in the future.For example, at that time, it was the two extreme acts of patricide and suicide.In later life, after encountering the fuse, the possibility of uncontrollable self-mutilation or even mental breakdown is not ruled out.

Zhou Meng didn't quite understand what the consultant meant when he said that he had timed explosives buried in his body. He also felt that he was angry with his father at the time, and he couldn't think about it for a while.But just now, after facing Mu Ze's questioning and scolding, at this moment——

He understood vaguely and horribly.

There is only that obvious scar in his wide-open eyes, which he can't control, he doesn't even know the pain, it's just mechanical, trying to erase this scar.He didn't even know why he did it!His mind went blank!

Suddenly the bathroom door was slapped hard, "Zhou Meng! Zhou Meng!"

Someone is calling him.

But Zhou Meng couldn't tell whose voice it was. In his eyes and heart, there was only the bloody wound torn by him.

Then with a bang, the door of the bathroom was kicked open.

Zhou Meng was pulled up, and his hand was forcibly broken away, "Zhou Meng!!"

Only then did Zhou Mang raise his head, staring blankly at the person coming.He opened his mouth and silently called the man's name.

hansome.

"What are you doing?" Yingjun asked very angrily, he held Zhou Meng's rotten and bloody wrist that had been picked.

Zhou Meng's lips were pale, his eyes trembled, "I, I don't know..."

Zhou Meng's wrist was bleeding, Shuai frowned and took a look, then turned around and picked him up on his back and ran out.

"Get out of the way! Get out of the way!"

This time happened to be the end of the banquet, and many celebrities and superstars went out.People only saw that handsome blond man who sat in a corner and didn't talk to anyone, ran out in a panic with his manager on his back.

"Brother Huang, Tony wanted to make a big news, but now it's his own person." There were two people standing in the corner, one of them said.

Huang Guke looked at the figure walking away, with a meaningful arc on the corner of her lips, "Let's go."

Naturally, the media would not let this scene go, and the cameras clicked.The next morning, when Tony saw on the news that "Dabaojian's latest artist has a sadomasochistic entanglement with his manager", he couldn't laugh or cry, and was filled with joy and anger.Of course, this is something for later.

Yingjun didn't take Zhou Meng to the hospital, but to the dormitory.He put Zhou Meng on the sofa, took out the medicine and bandages and bandaged Zhou Meng.

Zhou Meng nestled on the sofa and did not speak, his face was full of tears.His behavior in the bathroom at that time was in a daze. When he came to his senses, he was already lying on the handsome back.He listened to the handsome heartbeat, panting while running, and for some reason, tears flowed out.But in this way, Zhou Meng's mood has almost stabilized.

"Zhou Meng." Yingjun called him softly, his voice was low and gentle.

Zhou Meng looked at him blankly.Handsome raised Zhou Meng's wrist, licking the wound little by little.Zhou Meng wanted to withdraw his hand.

A little bit of medicine was applied, and then carefully wrapped with a bandage.Handsome knelt on the ground and said seriously: "Zhou Meng, if you are bullied, you can tell me. I will avenge you. I am very powerful."

The green eyes are shining brightly, and there is a deep belief on the beautiful face, just like a child pretending to be strong after imitating an adult, with a look of innocence and bewilderment in his resolute face.

Zhou Meng smiled slightly, and raised his hand to touch his handsome cheek.

"You..." It must be an angel sent by God.Zhou Meng said in his heart.

Handsome didn't speak, he straightened up and held Zhou Meng's face, and put his forehead against Zhou Meng's forehead.Wordlessly comforted him.Zhou Meng did not refuse, no one could refuse such heart-warming comfort and embrace.

The two just pressed their foreheads to each other silently, and after a while, Yingjun began to kiss him.

From forehead to nose, from eyes to mouth.His tongue brushed Zhou Meng's tightly closed lips. Seeing that Zhou Meng didn't respond, he stretched out his hand and gently squeezed Zhou Meng's jaw.When Zhou Meng's lips parted, he slipped in, licking and sucking gently.

This is really a gentle kiss to the extreme, Zhou Meng felt very comfortable, as if his restless soul was soothed by this kiss, and gradually calmed down, immersed in the powerful and warm lips and tongue, he did not want to leave.

"Oh my god!" Xiaolu and Yuan Dahan opened the door and saw such an exciting scene, and there seemed to be other colleagues outside.The two quickly turned over to block those people out and closed the door.

"What are you two doing, didn't you agree to come back for a drink!" The people outside slammed on the door.Yuan Dahan pushed against the door, Xiaolu turned around, and the two were still kissing on the sofa so hard to tell you apart.

"Hey, can I trouble you two to go to the house and make out?" Xiaolu is so anxious, Zhou Meng and Yingjun are still managers and artists, and they are still cousins. OK

Fortunately, Zhou Meng has already reacted, pushed Yingjun away, and let him enter the room first.The people outside were already getting angry, Yuan Dahan opened the door, those people walked in, and Ju Ziqing was still inside.

"I said Brother Zhou, are you in the room?" Ju Ziqing jumped over, "Just now they said they saw Yingjun carrying you to the hospital. Hey, what's wrong with this hand?"

"It's okay." Zhou Meng smiled and hid his hands behind his back, "I accidentally scratched it. It's a small injury. You don't need to go to the hospital, just bandage it and it will be fine."

"That's just right, my contract with Da Baojian officially expired today. I called out a bunch of brothers, let's not get drunk tonight!"

"Yes! If you don't get drunk, you won't go home!"

"Brother Zhou, are you coming too?" Ju Ziqing hugged him affectionately.

Zhou Meng said with a smile, "I can accompany you, but I can't drink too much."

"Okay, if you don't drink, don't drink. Come and sit next to me, you are not allowed to drink brother Zhou's wine. I think back then, when I first arrived in City A, I was poor and couldn't afford food, so I gave it back to you." I was tricked into being a duck. I managed to escape, and was chased and beaten by the underworld. If Brother Zhou hadn't kindly taken me in..."

The people outside began to chat from all over the world. Everyone talked to each other, drinking and eating meat.This pissed off the handsome guy who was locked in the room.He muttered and complained to the moon father-in-law outside the window: Why do you always get interrupted at critical moments, saying that I am the most handsome, the most beautiful, the most handsome, the most charming and the most handsome?

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