Me and my Apollo husband

As soon as Mu Ze said this, Zhou Meng was stunned. For a moment, he even thought it was four years ago.

"……What did you say?"

"Some time ago, a newcomer came to the company, who looks a bit like me." Mu Ze said coldly, with a look of disgust on his brows.

Zhou Meng's heart turned cold, he didn't expect Mu Ze to care about A Bai's appearance so much, but A Bai did bring City A from City C by himself.He opened his mouth, a little helpless: "I..."

"This person came over to strike up a conversation with me for no reason, and do you know why?" Mu Ze's eyes became sharp in an instant, so similar to that night four years ago, Zhou Meng subconsciously wanted to escape .

Mu Ze almost gritted his teeth and said these words, which was frightening: "He said, he is your friend. He also asked me why the two of us were childhood sweethearts, but we didn't get together in the end."

Zhou Meng was shocked and couldn't wait to defend himself: "Why would he ask you that? I never told him this!"

"Then did you tell others outside that we were together?!"

"I didn't! I never said that!"

"But have you ever refuted when someone said something like this?"

"I……"

Mu Ze's eyes were cold, "You didn't."

Zhou Meng didn't want to quarrel with him, so he took a deep breath and said, "Mu Ze, I admit that I liked you before. But I never told anyone that we were together—"

"But other people would think that, and you put up with the misunderstanding."

"Then what can I do?" Zhou Meng said, "I can only explain as much as I can, but there are times when I can't explain it. Besides, don't you think it's a bit like this place has no silver 300 taels? We obviously don't have that kind of relationship, I If you explain again and again, it will attract the attention of others. I have tried my best to protect you, what do you want from me? Do you want me to post Weibo now and tell everyone that I have nothing to do with you ?”

Mu Ze was silent for a while, "You know that when he asked me that, there were many other people at the scene. Zhou Meng, I don't like to have scandals. Especially with men."

"Then what do you want me to do?" Zhou Meng looked at him weakly.

The night wind was gentle, blowing their hair.

The city is bustling, the crowds in the central square are constantly flowing, and he is standing with him like this, just like four years ago.

Quarrels, anger, doubts, grievances, just like back then.

"That Ah Bai, did you bring it to City A?" Mu Ze asked.

"Yes." Zhou Meng looked directly into his eyes.

Mu Ze smiled lightly, "Zhou Meng, I thought you had become motivated, but in fact you are still the same as before. No, you are worse than before. In the past, you just didn't want to make progress, but later you were willing to degenerate, and now , You have learned badly from those dubious people. You know that I hate those dirty methods the most, especially when they are used on me. "

Mu Ze looked at him, frowning slightly, his eyes full of disappointment: "Especially, that person is still you."

One word and one word, if the ice pick pierced Zhou Meng's heart.

Zhou Meng wanted to control himself very much, but he couldn't.

He couldn't stand Mu Ze's eyes like this. There was always a world of difference between him and him, which Zhou Meng dared not admit throughout his youth.When the conflict between them was so bloody torn apart, Zhou Meng found that he still didn't have the courage to face it.

He turned around and wanted to run, trying to get out of here before his emotions collapsed.

But Muzel held him back.

Zhou Meng struggled, "Yes, I myself am a dubious person. I admit that I am dirty and dirty, and the most unforgivable sin in my life is liking you." He tried hard to restrain his voice and body, "I'm sorry Mu Ze, I'm really sorry for causing you so much trouble. It was the same then, and it's the same now..."

"Then what are you going to do? This matter." Mu Ze still held Zhou Meng's wrist tightly, as if to prevent Zhou Meng from escaping.

There is a very obvious scar where he is holding it, under the cuff of Zhou Meng's Zhongshan suit.Muze saw it, but he didn't ask.

"I will go to Abai to make it clear, and I will tell him that we have never been together."

"I can believe that you didn't do it on purpose, but I don't trust anyone else. That Ah Bai will still talk nonsense, and I guess he will use this to make a fuss."

Zhou Meng closed his eyes, his voice trembling: "Then what do you want me to do? What should I do to minimize the impact of this incident on you?"

Mu Ze was silent, his thumb rubbed the scar on Zhou Meng's wrist and rubbed it lightly for a while, Zhou Meng gradually felt the temperature on the wound burn, as painful as if the scar had been torn open.

Mu Ze didn't know what he was immersed in, and he didn't speak for a long time.After a while, I finally said softly: "Don't meet that Ah Bai again, don't talk to him, don't reply to his messages, and cut off all contact with him. Can it be done?"

Zhou Meng nodded.

Mu Ze wanted to say something, but when he let go of Zhou Meng's hand, Zhou Meng ran away like a rabbit.

Zhou Meng didn't want to face Mu Ze like this, it reminded him of the gloomy days four years ago.Not only about his feelings, but also about his cruel native family - that period of despair, life is worse than death.

Mu Ze never liked him and they were never together.

Zhou Meng has had a crush on Mu Ze since junior high school, and later they were in the same class and at the same table in high school. Although Mu Ze was discovered by a scout in the second semester of high school, he was directly sent to the United States by his family for further studies, but the two have always exchanged emails.

Zhou Meng graduated from university four years ago. On the one hand, he wanted to escape from the shadow of his original family, and on the other hand, he knew that Mu Ze would return to China soon.So Zhou Mang worked his best to enter the Al company, and was very lucky to become one of Mu Ze's agent assistants.At that time, Mu Ze had just returned from further studies in the United States, and he was the key training target of Al Company.Because of Zhou Meng's outstanding performance, he was also appreciated by Qin Huai, the leader of Al Company at that time, and Qin Huai had always intended to promote him.

But soon, Mu Ze found out that Zhou Meng liked him.Zhou Meng was very scared at first, but at that moment Mu Ze remained calm and did not expose him.Zhou Meng was lucky, thinking that Mu Ze also liked him, after all, they have been in contact with each other since junior high school to high school.With such a mentality, he treats Mu Ze doubly well, and it becomes more and more difficult to hide his feelings.Although Mu Ze didn't respond to him, he always accepted it silently.So for a while, Zhou Meng really naively thought that he was in a relationship with Mu Ze.Although Mu Ze never said he liked him, he didn't reject him either, did he?Zhou Meng even felt that he didn't need any response, as long as he could always be by Mu Ze's side like this, as long as Mu Ze would allow him to like him, he could live like this for the rest of his life.

But he was so naive then.

Someone in the company soon discovered their ambiguous relationship, and people began to point fingers at them.At this time, Mu Ze began to express his attitude.He told Zhou Meng that they were just friends, and he hoped that Zhou Meng would grasp the scale well.Although Zhou Meng was a little sad, but thinking of it for Mu Ze's good, he did as well.

But ten years of secret love, the person you like is by your side, this is not so easy to control.Moreover, Zhou Meng's mother was always crying on the phone at that time, so Zhou Meng knew that his father had started beating his mother again.He didn't know what he could do, he could only run away.

Avoiding and avoiding, he felt very guilty again.He wants to save his mother, but he doesn't know how.Once he couldn't help crying in front of Muze, and Muze gave him a hug to comfort him.Then tell him that he should be strong and take his mother out.

Zhou Meng is very grateful to Mu Ze for his comfort and advice, but he hasn't had time to follow suit.The company's executives want to fire Zhou Meng because they received a report that Zhou Meng was entangled with a same-sex artist, which would affect the artist's future.

Mu Ze suggested that he go home and settle his mother's affairs first, and leave the rest alone.Zhou Meng returned home, but his father proposed that if he wanted to take his mother away, he would have to give him at least 50 yuan as a "redemption fee", otherwise she would have to die in front of him even if she died.

50 is a sky-high price for Zhou Meng now, let alone back then.Zhou Meng had no choice but to return to City A with guilt towards his mother and despair brought about by his native family, hoping to earn more money to bring his mother out as soon as possible.

But when he managed to prepare himself mentally and returned to City A with hope, when he returned to Al, he was told that he had been fired.

Zhou Meng couldn't accept this, so he went to Mu Ze.But Mu Ze was very busy at that time, he had accepted several plays, and his schedule was full, so he didn't have time to see him at all.However, Zhou Meng's only hope at that time was Mu Ze. He ran to find him where he was filming, and went to find him where he was filming commercials.He begged him to give him another chance.

"Please tell the company, I, I really need this job. I swear I will never like you again, and I will not affect your future. Please, Ze, I need money to save me Mom, I have to work..." Zhou Meng cried sobbing, without dignity, and even gave up years of relationship.

He will always remember the way Mu Ze looked at him and what he said to him.

"Zhou Meng, I can promise to give you 20 yuan." Mu Ze looked at him with complicated eyes, like pity, and contempt, and other things, all complicated, and finally converged into a decisive language: " In the future, don't pester me anymore. Is it done?"

Zhou Meng was shocked.He couldn't believe that Mu Ze would say this, let alone imagine what kind of image he was in Mu Ze's eyes at this moment, which made Mu Ze say such words.

He weakly let go of Mu Ze's sleeve, and sat down on the ground like a wild dog.

"The 20, I will call you twice. I will give you 15 first, and I will give you another 20 when my salary is paid." Mu Ze said, "I don't know if you need How much. But [-] is the limit I can give, the limit of our friendship for so many years, and I will not ask you to pay back the money. I can only help you so much, and you will not come to me again..."

What Mu Ze said later, Zhou Meng could no longer hear him.He grabbed his backpack and left in a panic.My sister called him and said that because he had had a big fight with his father when he went back, this time his father had seriously injured his mother and had already entered the intensive care unit of the hospital.Moreover, the mother was found to have breast cancer and needed 10 yuan for surgery.My sister asked Zhou Meng to go back and find a way.

At that moment, Zhou Meng knew that he had never escaped from his native family.

His family is like a big gray net, his ignorant university, his decadent youth, his seemingly promising dream, all of these, under this huge gray net, There is nothing to hide.

What's absurd is not that he fell in love with someone he shouldn't. What's absurd is that he has always lived in hell, but he deceived himself to live in a beautiful world like everyone else.Pretending that he is an ordinary child loved by his parents with a happy family, pretending that he is like others, that he can squander his youth and pursue his dreams.

But suddenly, he discovered that everything was just an ignorant dream he had.

Reality, after all, is reality.

Zhou Meng returned to City C.He was 23 at the time, fresh out of college, just breaking out of the ivory tower he had made for himself.He looked for someone to borrow the operation fee everywhere, and finally Mr. Li lent it to him.Zhou Meng gave the money to his sister, and he went to the hospital to visit his mother who was beaten and out of shape.When he saw his mother who had worked so hard to raise him lying on the hospital bed, with crooked mouth and slanted eyes, and nosebleeds constantly dripping from her nose while eating, Zhou Meng's last memory of this world completely collapsed in his heart.

Since you can't get out of this hell no matter what, let's destroy this hell.

He went to buy a knife and planned to die with his father.