My world seems to be wrong

"No, don't be tired, I say no, just don't."

"What should I do if you're tired?"

Dazai's expression was a little hard to describe in words, but Nasu really realized how much he cared about him.

In the end, he just stretched out his hands and wrapped them around the boy's waist.

"I can move forward 99 steps and let you wait for me at the same place, but I can't take 99 steps forward and you are still going backwards."

"There is no one who does not feel tired."

Like allowing him to hold on to so many worlds.

Tired?I must be tired, but I just feel that as long as I work harder, as long as I finish this journey, I can see everything I want.

But the feeling that Osamu Dazai gets along with him is that no matter how he advances, he still has no way to touch him at the shortest distance, because he is always going backwards.

This really doesn't work, whether it's friendship or anything else.

"Hey, little orange, let's make an agreement."

"What agreement?" Nasu let go of him, and looked up at the sly boy in his eyes.

Osamu Dazai pressed his head, rubbed his soft hair, and said, "Hey, what Little Orange has always wanted is the life of ordinary people, right?"

"so what?"

"So do you mind if I appear in your ordinary life? After all, falling in love is very common for ordinary people, and you are already in high school now, and you haven't been in love in high school yet, but really It’s very unusual, by the way, 70% of men in Japan will solve their virginity in junior high school and high school.”

Nasu: ...

"I don't really want to know this kind of data."

"But I know, I want to tell you this kind of thing when I know." Sharing, it is to share all the information I know with you, and I hope you can know everything I think is interesting from my mouth.

"And then?" Nasu blinked at him.

"Do you want to solve this unusual daily routine together?" Osamu Dazai still pressed his head, as if he would just push Nasu's head off if he disagreed.

"Dazai." Sensing his nervousness, Nasu called out his name lightly.

"Ok?"

"Are you inviting me to have a relationship with you?"

"Yes." A bright smile appeared on Osamu Dazai's face.

"That's it."

"I want to have a relationship with you, a relationship that will never break up, how about it?"

Nasu paused.

Osamu Dazai's expression also changed instantly.

"No way, I finally took the initiative to take a step towards you. Do you want to refuse? Do you want to refuse?! Do you really want to refuse?!"

It seemed to be telling Nasu that he would regret it if he refused.

"I, the legitimate Zhengtai, have grown to 1 meters, and I'm not considered a gentleman, but no matter what, you are still a minor who has not yet grown up."

"Are you sure the relationship is really good?"

"That is to say, you are not going to reject me!?"

"Why refuse?"

"I was just an ordinary person."

"Studying in an ordinary way, falling in love in an ordinary way, and seeing everything in this world clearly with you in an ordinary way. Although the world itself is special, we are just ordinary people."

One of thousands of people.

No matter what kind of existence I am in the eyes of others, since I belong to all beings, it shows that there is nothing special. One is not the only one.

Dazai understood.

It doesn’t matter whether Nasu’s last words are telling himself or dissuading him, Dazai only remembers that one, “Why did you refuse?”

"If you don't refuse, you agree."

"That means we're together, right?"

Nasu nodded, but his expression was somewhat awkward, "Actually, I really want to know why you care about me?"

"Probably when I saw the book recording your life for the first time."

"99 worlds, that book records everything about you, including all your experiences and all your psychological transitions, I know everything about it." Osamu Dazai said, "Although I don't know it later Why can't I find the existence of that book, then I just took that book as a story, until you appeared in front of me."

"I understood it at first glance."

"You are the hero of the story that tugs at my heartstrings."

"It is a person who can make me understand that no matter how desperate the world is, I will be strong and move towards my goal. If there is no goal, then create a goal, and now I have created a small goal , say,

...and spend the rest of my life with you. "

It was an amazing story, but it was just a story, but when the protagonist appeared in front of him, he really couldn't help but want to chase after him.

"...I don't think this is a small goal." Nasu broke free from his hand.

Instead, he squeezed the white-looking but somewhat cold and pale hand in his own, and felt it quietly until the temperature was gradually soaked by the temperature of his own hand.

"And after the rest of your life, what will happen to your soul?"

"Let's think about such things later. Don't we still have the rest of our lives to go? Set a small goal first, so this is just a small goal. Only after completing one goal can we determine the direction of the next goal. What do you think? "

"Well, as long as you are happy."

"I think so too." Osamu Dazai smiled.

"Speaking of which, what did you read in that book?" Although Nasu knew that he had read the records about his own life, he didn't feel much about it.

But I also wonder what my life is like described in the text.

"I don't think you want to know too much, Little Orange."

"why?"

Dazai showed a troubled expression and said, "Do you really want to know?"

Nasu: "... I always feel that you may be conspiring to say something like this. I don't want to know now."

"No! You must want to know!"

Dazai said with a bright smile.

"The deepest memory is probably when you entered the first world."

"That was when the story of that book unfolded, and it was also when you gave me the deepest memory..."

The moment the 13-year-old boy's soul was brought into the main god's space, fear and worry all kinds of negative emotions invaded.

Especially when the first world that is about to go is the world of Battle Royale.

The little boy tried to choose to find some teammates who could help him.

Someone agreed.

But when faced with overwhelming zombies, he pushed him into the crowd without hesitation, and said with an exaggerated smile, "Who would treat a child as a teammate? After all, it is just a child used as bait or a stepping stone It's just a joke."

"Don't be naive."

What the man said was exactly the same as the boy's inner voice at that time.

What was Dazai thinking when he saw this?I'm afraid he himself has forgotten.

But he remembered one thing, that is, he felt the amazement from Nasu, and the amazement from the protagonist of a story.

Nasu has been sad, regretted and sad, and even felt that he was too stupid and too naive.

But he can still stand up.

When he was bitten to death by a monster and returned to the Lord God's Dimension, the 13-year-old boy had completely changed his way of thinking, and was thinking about how to kill the person who used himself as a stepping stone. In the No.18 world, he really succeeded.

Many, many worlds, that book is like a person's autobiography, and also like a person's life.

Besides the first world, Dazai's favorite is the last world.

Standing on the throne of the gods, the young man watched all the gods quietly, fought with each other in front of him, and finally died in front of his eyes.

The battlefield of the battle of the gods is full of blood, but he has never been stained in the slightest. He is always the original 13-year-old boy, praying to return to the embrace of his family.

"It's just Little Orange, do you mind if you have an extra me in your family?"

"Wouldn't it be better to have as many family members as possible with me for the rest of my life? In that case, you won't be lonely. Speaking of which, did you heal yourself? As far as I know,"

"The existence of Osamu Dazai should be hopeless, barren, empty and even longing for others to save him."

"Then the existence of Tachibana Nasu should be plain, powerful, calm and even hope that others will hold him back so that he will not let himself stand alone on a high place."

"It's very cold at high places." Dazai Osamu added, and the smile on his face was extraordinarily beautiful.

Nasu: "Is that so?"

Osamu Dazai: "Yes."

"Let's go home, we have class tomorrow." Nasu turned his head, his face was slightly red.

"This way of changing the subject will only make me feel that Xiaojuzi is really super slow in terms of emotions. He is obviously an old monster who has lived for countless years, isn't he?" Osamu Dazai smiled and held him hand.

"Then what are you who can pull yourself out of the filth? Succeeded in self-healing in the late stage of the second disease?" Nasu tilted his head to look at him, and the sun shone on his side face, making him feel a kind of The transparent texture may even disappear in front of your eyes at any time.

Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand without hesitation, pinched his face red before saying, "Then my god, would you like to be my medicine and cure me for the rest of my life?"

Nasu didn't care about the flushed face from being pinched, and just said, "Where did you see this kind of earthy love talk?"

"Eh?! I'm saying this very seriously, and I really think so." Osamu Dazai said dissatisfied.

"Then I'm here to tell you, I don't want to be your medicine, and you are not a patient who needs medicine to be cured, you are Osamu Dazai, just so happens to belong to me." The boy's voice was clean and pure, his orange eyes Like the sun that can shine on the world, it is so beautiful and dazzling that people can't help but chase after it.

The other teenager who heard these words, just as well, blushed.

The other eye that was blocked by the bandages was the same pure joy in the one that was revealed.

"You're really good, little orange, and it happens to belong to you." Osamu Dazai blushed obviously, but he was still able to say such words without changing his face, as if breaking the stage.

"If you continue to fight like this, I will throw you back to Yokohama." Nasu said with a blank expression, "At this time, you just need to be happy, and if you talk nonsense, you will really be beaten."

Osamu Dazai: "Hey..."

...

Since the relationship was established, the two of them got closer, but there was no big difference in their usual behavior, except that occasionally, Nasu would habitually hold Dazai's cold hands in his own.

I really didn’t say to him until I was warmed by my own hands, “Occasionally you should learn from Mr. Chuya, at least he still wears gloves when his hands feel cold.”

"...Damn it, the dwarf doesn't wear gloves because he thinks his hands will be cold!"

"Or, because you think my hands are cold, you dislike me?"

Hearing these words, Akashi, who was sitting not far away, kicked Dazai Osamu's desk corner in distaste, the movement was not big, but for a well-educated heir of the chaebol since childhood, such behavior is also very incredible up.

"Can you two pay attention, it's still in class!"

"I can't..." Oh, before Osamu Dazai finished speaking, Nasu covered his mouth.

Nasu and Dazai, two bored people who graduated from Luoshan and a top-notch lawyer in Japan, participated in the public class, but they didn't expect that most of the people in this class were acquaintances.

The elite man on the stage was frantically poking Osamu Dazai with his sharp eyes.

Nasu felt that he might have learned recently, how to dub other people's voices, for example,

Who is that?who is it? !who is it? ! !

How dare you get so close to my Oududou, it's unforgivable.

Another example: Public lectures are all ghosts. What’s the point of coming to high school to teach public lectures? Even if you teach public lectures, you will go to college. Let's take a look at Oudoudo.

Damn bandages!The gentleman on the stage who looks very good is really going to explode with anger.

Osamu Dazai: Ehehehehe.

It's just happiness. Seeing that people related to Nasu are unhappy, Dazai feels happy.

I just like the way you can't understand me and can't kill me.

Now he thinks like this, when the man on the stage invited Nasu to go home for a meal after the open class, and Nasu agreed and decided to take him with him...

Osamu Dazai: ...Suddenly I can't stop laughing!

There are more than a dozen men in that family, can this day survive? !

I always feel like I'm going to die.

Uh-huh--

When asked by Asahina Ukyo, "What is the relationship between Dazai-kun and my brother?"

Dazai could not change his face, and even said with a smile, "It's a couple relationship."

But when sitting in front of Asahina's family, Asahina wanted to ask: "Who is on the top and who is on the bottom between Mr. Dazai and our younger brother?"

Osamu Dazai: ...

"...Is this question really appropriate to discuss in front of everyone?"

"Of course it's suitable. My eldest brother is a doctor and can provide some medicines that are much more convenient." Asahina wanted to half-naked her shoulders, looking like a flowery monk.

"Of course I'm on top!" Osamu Dazai said this with a bright smile.

"Then I know." Asahina wanted to look at Asahina Ukyo who was in the kitchen expressionlessly and shouted, "Brother Youkyo, the young man who came to our house as a guest has some endocrine disorders recently, cook more spicy food, try to fight the virus with fire try."

Osamu Dazai: ...

Nasu sat calmly on the sofa and watched the 13 members of the family persecute Osamu Dazai one by one.

When Dazai Osamu was almost bullied, he added silently, "I still have nearly a hundred knives at home, are you ready?"

Osamu Dazai: ...I prepared a ghost!

I always feel like I can't get through this day.

When did you have to be prepared to pass the nine-nine-eight-one difficulty in falling in love?

The most important thing is Xiaojuzi, are you bullying that I have no family behind me? !

At this time, Fukuzawa Yukichi should say: "Oh, you said Osamu Dazai is with you... what, he is with you?! Good boy can't pick up boyfriends in the trash can, you can try to change A person, such as my family Luanbu, is very good."

Edogawa Ranpo: "...Don't bother the president, what we should think about is how to prepare enough gifts for Nasu-kun."

"Well, it should be something called a bride price."

Fukuzawa Yukichi: "...It seems that the detective agency's turnover needs to be increased."