Rebirth 31 days

In the direction, the dense floor-to-ceiling windows blocked the figure, and it was not clear.Barely able to recognize Lu Yan's posture, he even waved at him when he saw him stop, and Sheng Jing responded back.He remembered Lu Yan's focused gaze when he was leaving just now, he stared at his face for a long time, with obvious concern in his eyes, he said: "Shengjing, you should pay attention to rest, you look like a dead person .”

Yes, I did die.

I finally melted a piece of ice, but I can no longer continue with him.

"Goodbye, my dear boy, I hope I can see you again next time."

It was actually too early for him to come out of the jurisdiction. After all, he had already been here once when he was alive, so there was nothing special to observe this time.Shengjing stood at the intersection and wanted to take a taxi home. He regretted that he didn't drive out in such a cold day. Fuck the nightmare, who knows who is cold!

The place where he was standing was actually very close to the passenger terminal, and the short-distance passenger terminal was just around the turn of the next street corner.There was a pair of mother and son who didn't know what happened. The mother kept nagging her son, while the son strode forward with a big bag on his back. If he walked fast, he would stop impatiently. keep going fast.

"You dead boy, you want to exhaust me by walking so fast."

"The train will start in less than 15 minutes. If you don't hurry up, we won't be able to catch up."

Sheng Jing stared at the two leaving figures in a daze. His mother had been away from him for almost ten years. During these ten years, he struggled alone and managed to survive.Sometimes I couldn't stand it any longer, so I went back to his mother's grave and cried. Except for him, that poor woman probably didn't even have anyone to visit her grave.Shengjing pursed his lips and smiled, forget it, I'm going to die anyway, let's go home and have a look.

He went to the short-distance bus station. His home is in the vicinity of City C. It takes an hour's drive to arrive soon.Shengjing bought a ticket and sat in the crowded hall, listening to the cold female voice announce the train number.The ticket he bought had 1 minutes left before the departure time, so he just stared at the blue ticket stub, lost his mind again.

In fact, what happened back then was quite chilling. His mother's cancer was at an advanced stage, and the two-month treatment cost was huge.The family didn't have much money, and his mother insisted on being discharged from the hospital, so she gave up in life. She borrowed almost all the relatives who could borrow it, with little gain.His father gave him 2 yuan, which was his best effort, but how can such a small amount of money be possible? In the end, Shengjing had to withdraw the medicine. He just wanted to go home the next day, but his mother went there that night.

In the end, he could only sell the house to pay off the debt, and then continued to go to school without saying a word.

After so many years, I have never cried in front of others.

But in fact, he still misses that home.

The author has something to say: Me!want!abuse!up!

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In addition, the small daily life of Lu Yan and Yan Su after meeting:

1:

Lu Yan quickly sat in the co-pilot's seat, then took out his mobile phone and said seriously to Yan Su, "I don't have your phone yet."

Yan Su: "..."

"Didn't you call me before and tell me the most critical information about the case?"

Lu Yan seemed to have thought of this too, so he put the phone away in annoyance, his voice sounded frustrated, "Well, I lied to you."

Yan Su: "..."

2:

Yan Su carried the thick quilt over, and then found a loose T-shirt for Lu Yan, "My mother bought this one, she really overestimated my height, so you should be able to wear it." Lu Yan then He took it and changed his clothes in front of him.Yan Su glanced at him when he was changing clothes, um, eight pack muscles, that little girl Fan Lijuan should have screamed when she saw it, Lu Yan stopped to look at him at this moment, and pulled up the clothes he was wearing again pull.

Yan Su: "?"

"Do you like what you see?"

……

"Where did you learn all this nonsense!"

3:

"No, wait for me."

Lu Yan grabbed his hand when he stood up, Yan Su looked down at him, Lu Yan was still typing on the keyboard quickly, and didn't slow down because he gave out a hand. "What's the matter?" Yan Su sat down again, because he couldn't see what he was doing clearly from a distance away, so Yan Su moved the stool closer.

Then he noticed that Lu Yan raised one corner of his mouth happily because of his action, "Soon," he spit out softly, the voice sounded very happy, "I'm preparing a surprise for you."

Yan Su: "..."

As for the "Get Out, You Old Hooligan!" ", I won't tell you that it's what I want to write next, 233~

☆, the fifth day

When Shengjing was very young, his parents divorced, and his father found another one, and he belonged to his mother.

The mother-in-law's life was very hard, her husband's family didn't pay any alimony, and his mother couldn't bear the shame to ask his father for it, so all these years, his mother has been raising him alone.

He was young and didn't understand human affairs, but his vanity was quite strong.At that time, boys started to wear clothes, especially shoe-making.At that time, Shengjing especially wanted a pair of basketball shoes, which cost several hundred yuan, worth half a fucking month's salary.

Shengjing's mother discussed with him, "No, let's go to the East Market Wholesale. I think the shoes there are also pretty good." Let go.In the end, his mother still gritted her teeth and bought it for him. The new model was not discounted.

Shengjing remembered that he was so happy at that time that he couldn't wait to hug the shoe when he went to bed at night.Woke up early the next morning, couldn't fall asleep, and dreamed about going to school today.

His mother had already gone out at that time, and Shengjing always knew that his mother would leave early in the morning, so he left all the food in the pot, and he finished eating and went to school by himself.

He remembered that it was only after 4 o'clock, and it was also winter, and it was still dark outside.He opened the window to look, and the cold air made him shiver.It was too dark outside to see if the fucking bicycle was still there, Sheng Jing put on his clothes and went downstairs, went to the carport to have a look, sure enough, no, "So early?"

But at that time, he was too excited, and didn't think about why his mother left so early. It felt so good to wear brand new sneakers. He didn't even eat a good meal, so he went to school after just a few bites.

"Damn, Shengjing, your shoes are not bad."

As soon as he entered the school, the sneakers in the classroom immediately attracted the attention of his classmates. A group of boys huffed and circled around his sneakers, and several of them were still greedy.

"This is a new model. I just saw it in an advertisement two days ago."

"Well, that's really expensive, so don't discount it."

"What do you mean by a discount? Come on, come on, give me a try. I haven't worn such good shoes yet."

A group of people chirped around him, saying nothing but compliments, just to try on his sneakers one by one.

Sheng Jing's vanity was unprecedentedly satisfied, he stood barefooted like an old man, raised his head and exhaled from his nostrils, "Try everything, try whatever you want."

His buddies who usually play well ran in from outside, dragging him to run, "Hurry up, when I first came, I saw that my aunt seemed to be hit by a car at the intersection, and the people haven't left yet, go and have a look."

Shengjing's head exploded with a "buzz" at that time, and he followed others downstairs before he had time to put on his shoes.

Fortunately, the place where the accident happened was not far away.

When they went, the people were still there, Shengjing threw the bicycle aside, pushed the crowd away, and saw his mother was kneeling on the ground picking up scattered newspapers, her hands were scratched and blood was oozing fast, he Mom rubbed it on the clothes and continued to pick them up.

"Mom! How are you, what's going on!"

Shengjing rushed over to hold his mother's hand, looked up and down, "Is there anything wrong? Where did it hit? Where did it hurt? What did you do!!"

When his mother saw that it was him, she was stunned: "Hey? Xiaojing, why are you here?" Then she noticed that he was not wearing shoes, "Where are your shoes? Prodigal stuff, new shoes, where are they going?"

Shengjing said, for school, I forgot to wear it. "What's the matter with you? My classmate said you were hit, but it scared me to death."

His mother said nothing, nothing to be afraid of.By this time the crowd had dispersed, and the bicycle owner who hit him also picked up the remaining newspapers, stacked them and handed them to her: "Sister, are you alright?" The newspaper was newly published this morning, and it hasn't been delivered yet. It's good now, and it's all dirty. Why do you want me to give it to others?The man said I'm sorry, I'm sorry big sister, I'm in a hurry, and if it wasn't for you riding backwards...

"What's wrong with me riding backwards? I rode backwards so many people didn't hit me, but you hit me. I don't care. Anyway, you have to pay. You crashed all my wages for this day. You have to pay for it." I."

At that time, the wage level of the whole people was not high, and Shengjing watched his mother choke there for more than half an hour in order to ask for an extra [-] cents.In the end, the man finally gave it, so his mother put it in her pocket contentedly, and saw him when she turned her head: "Why are you still standing here, not going to class? You don't wear shoes in winter, you wait If you catch a cold, see how I can deal with you!" As he said this, he was about to drive him away, and he patted his dirt-covered pants, picked up the car and went to work.

She ignored her bleeding hands the whole time.

"You said that you will never enjoy happiness in your life. When you were young, you were my dad, and then you were for me. After all, I was about to go to college, and I was diagnosed with the disease. You too, if you knew you were sick, why? If you don’t see it earlier, if you insist on standing there alone, I’ll tell you why you always get up and hide in the toilet in the middle of the night, it hurts so much, how can you bear it?”

He sat by his mother's grave.It was cold, and the whirling north wind swirled and blew on his face, and he got into his clothes when he got the chance.When Shengjing came, he was in a hurry and didn't bring anything, so he bought two pancakes, made of cornmeal, and carefully placed them in front of his mother's tomb.

"I've been eating for a lifetime, but I still can't get enough."

He just sat there blankly, with his back against the fucking tombstone, his eyes staring straight at the sky, and he couldn't say what he was thinking about, just staring like that.

"I was so ignorant back then, why didn't you talk about me? I want to beat myself up when I think about it now, but you are still used to me. If the mother meets something not going well, she grabs the child and beats her up. It's better for you. You haven’t touched me with a single finger, and you’ve bought me books every day, and I’m ashamed to tell you that your reference books are useless, and they’re not as difficult as our exercise books.”

"And my classmates, I don't know what to do now, I haven't had much contact with them since I went to college. I met Xiaopang a while ago, Xiaopang, do you remember, they always came to me to play with that in the first year of high school. Let’s have a meal at our house. Hey, I’ll go. He’s not fat anymore. He’s tall and thin. He also drives a Land Rover. He’s so domineering. Why do you want to invite me to dinner? Done."

"My current roommate is always arguing with his boyfriend, quarreling every day, fighting if they disagree with each other, but the two of them still can't get along. Don't you think it's annoying."

"And my cat, I brought it here to show you before, guess what's going on now, it's getting fatter, it can eat better than me every day, I can't afford it anymore."

"And my dad called me a few days ago. I didn't know what he was going to do, so he asked me a few words, and then hung up. He didn't come to see you either. His son is about to take the college entrance examination Yeah, it must be pretty busy."

Sheng Jing turned around and faced the fucking tombstone. The tombstone was old, and the words on it were not as clear as the ones engraved just now.

He wiped his fucking name with his hands back and forth, "It's lonely over there alone. It's been so many years, and I only occasionally come to talk to you. You too, why leave so early, stay with me more A few years, at least wait until I have a job and save enough money to enjoy a few years of happiness before leaving. Now it’s all right, I’ve been lying here alone for so many years, thank you. But it’s okay, I’ll come to accompany you in a few days, when How about burying it next to you when it’s time, so we can still talk if it’s okay.”

He looked at the gray sky, and raised his hand to wipe the tombstone twice.

"It might snow in a while. When I came, it was already snowing heavily in C City. It's been cold recently. I listened to your advice and put on more clothes, so you don't have to worry about me getting a cold all the time. Just lie down here. Come on, wait for me to come."

"I'm leaving. If there is a next life, let's be mother and son again."

Let me honor you for once.

Shengjing stood up, took one last look at his mother's tombstone, and left the garden.Sure enough, there were snowflakes in the sky, falling sparsely, and the tiny ice crystals fell on his face, bringing a slight coolness, and they melted in an instant. He reached out and wiped his face, and his face was wet.

Still reluctant.

Before leaving, he couldn't hold back, and abducted back to his old house.

Now this family is no longer the one that bought his house. It has been replaced by an elderly couple. The old couple seldom see their children come back.

Shengjing didn't get close, so he sat in the small park he often went to. The small park has been renovated a few years ago, and now it has been expanded a lot, a large square has been built, and a lot of sports equipment has been newly installed. There will be several The square dance is quite lively.

But at this point, there are basically no people.

He was sitting at the place where he picked up Qibao, silently watching his old house.It was refurbished, the government paid for warmth, and a new layer of exterior walls was painted.There was a young baby running tremblingly in front of the building, his mother followed behind, helped him up when he fell, and did not stop him.There are also old people chatting in front of the building, two or three sitting together, they don't know what they are talking about, and burst into laughter from time to time.Shengjing is actually not a smoker, and he rarely touches cigarettes, but at this moment, in such a situation, he really wants to have one.

"Little... scene?"

An old male voice tentatively called him from behind, and Sheng Jing knew without turning his head that the voice was too familiar, it was his father.

"Well, it's me."

From being uncertain at the beginning to being affirmed, the man came to him in disbelief.

"Why did you come back?"

Shengjing slowly raised his head to look at him, and stretched out his hand in front of him: "Come on, give me a cigarette."

The man was still smoking the five-dollar Honghe, and he handed the cigarette to him, feeling quite embarrassed, "How about I go buy you a box?"

"Need not."

He lit the cigarette, and the acrid gas rushed into his chest, causing him to cough for quite a while. His father looked at him worriedly, and after a while, he asked, "Why are you here?"

"what?"

The man looked at him with a hesitant expression, and after a while he said to him: "Then what, I'm laid off."

"?"

"Isn't this a bad benefit? Employees over the age of 40 are all bought out, and they are paid tens of thousands of dollars. It's not easy to do anything, so I will think about it and find another job."

"Oh, did you find it?"

"No, I'm too old, and people don't like to use it. Besides, I've been working on lathes all my life, and I don't know anything else. I can't even apply for a plumber. It's normal if people don't like it." After he finished speaking, he said embarrassingly Scratching his head, "I made you laugh."

"No."

Sheng Jing took a deep breath on his cigarette, and continued to stare into the distance.Seeing that he was silent, his father opened his mouth twice, and finally chose to sit beside him.

He counted that he hadn't seen his father for almost two years, and the last time he saw him was when he came back to visit the grave, but his father didn't see him at that time, he was with his later wife, taking his son buy a bike.

Shengjing stood across the road and watched, seeing the family of three happily carrying the car.The young guy was taller than his father. He rode his bike around the road twice and gave them a "yeah". After his son nodded, his father happily handed over payment.

At that time, the man was still very energetic, his clothes were neat, his face was always smiling, and there was no trace of sadness.

But now, in just two years, the temples have become noticeably whiter. I don't know how long I've been out today. With a tired face, Sheng Jing couldn't bear it, and greeted: "Dad."

"Huh? I'm listening."

The man looked at him in surprise, but after he called out, he didn't know what he was going to say.So he took a while and asked dryly, "How is your family doing recently?"

"Oh, your auntie, she is helping in the cafeteria, she is very tired, and suffers from back pain all the time. And your little brother Xiaofeng, he is about to take the college entrance examination, and his grades are not bad in the second half of the year, so please pay attention We don't know which school is good, so we can't help."

Sheng Jing couldn't say, I applied directly to the medical university at that time, and didn't consider anything else.You still ask him what he likes to learn. "Besides, I'm leaving soon, and it won't be until then."

What did his father say, are you leaving?Where are you going? Go abroad?

Shengjing said yes, anyway, he will never come back again.His father repeatedly said it was a pity, "Xiaofeng has been yelling to find you after the exam, he has always wanted to see you."

Shengjing said yes, let him study hard.He stood up, took the card out of his wallet and gave it to his dad, "It's just over 2 yuan, I saved it in the past two years, you can keep it, the password is my mom's birthday." His dad hurriedly said no, I'll take your money Why, keep it for yourself.Shengjing didn't need it, "I won't need it anymore anyway." His father just accepted it, and showed that embarrassed expression again: "Then what, if you come to my place at night, I will ask your aunt to do two more A dish, let's have a drink?"

Shengjing couldn't say, "I still have something to do."

He remembered that when he was very young, when he first entered the kindergarten class, the brothers in the class bullied him and made fun of him for not having brothers and sisters.He came back and cried to his parents, "Everyone has younger brothers, why don't I?"

At that time, his father smiled and patted his mother's stomach, "Don't worry, there is Xiaojing's little sister here. We have already thought of the name, so we will call it Xiaoqing."

"Dad, the name Xiaoqing is actually quite nice."

He waved his hand and said goodbye to the town.

The author has something to say: Look at my thick and long update today.

however.

There is no second update.

It feels like the body is being hollowed out.

There is no wave in my heart, I just want to abandon the pit. ╮(╯_╰)╭

☆, the fifth day

It was nearly five o'clock when we left the station, and hadn't eaten much all day, and Shengjing felt almost hungry.I am considering whether to buy two skewers of fried squid pads. There are quite a lot of snacks outside the bus station, such as grilled cold noodles, finger cakes, and tofu skewers in chicken soup. They all seem to be delicious.

He was hesitating when someone behind him honked his horn twice, "Didi..."

Ok?

Shengjing turned around.

"..."

"I said, Master Han, why do I meet you so frequently recently?"

Han Shaoyang lowered the car window, "Stop talking nonsense, I just happened to pass by, or do you think I came to pick you up on purpose?"

"Yeah, so I guess you are actually a private car, and this service must be a five-star review."

Han Shaoyang said, thank you so much, please remember the number, and call me next time.

Shengjing: "..."

He drove a Porsche Panamera today, a 14-model 4S Executive 3.0T, black. Ever since he saw this car, Sheng Jing couldn’t get off the cover of the machine, and he didn’t care about the mentally retarded eyes of others, and he groaned: “Fuck, Mr. Han , your car is too flamboyant, is this your car too?"

Han Shaoyang said get out, come in quickly, don't embarrass the master.

"My friend, my car was driven to the airport by them last night, and I won't be able to come back for a while. Please sit down quickly and tell me where you are going. I still have a game in a while."

Shengjing said to go home, "Master Han, do you still have such friends, please introduce me to two."

"To shut up."

The road they are driving now is extremely congested, the morning and evening rush hours are almost motionless, and three parking spaces have been moved at one red light.Han Shaoyang was speechless staring at the distant traffic light, but he was quite at ease in the scene. Sitting here, touching and prodding alone, it was extremely rare.

Seeing that he likes him so much, Han Shaoyang asked him: "I remember hearing from your director that you have a car, why don't you drive it? It's interesting to freeze into a dog in the cold?"

Shengjing said, Mr. Han, do you think it's easy to talk when you get to know me well? What about the temperament of a big turtle?

"I'm not... Well, keeping a car is sugar, so sweet that it's sad, boss, you don't understand."

Han Shaoyang "Bah", and gave him a particularly disgusted look: "You deserve it for freezing to death."

The two of them crawled slowly on this road like two turtles, and when they had enough of the scenery, they played music casually. Master Han, you are quite fashionable."

"I told you this car is not mine."

Han Shaoyang gave him a strange look: "You seem to be particularly talkative today?"

"Hey, is there?" Sheng Jing touched his nose in embarrassment: He also felt that he had indeed passed today. "Then what, I probably didn't take the medicine. What's the matter, are you bothered?"

After finishing speaking, he really closed his mouth, Han Shaoyang raised his eyes to look at him, stretched out his hands to pinch his face, "Other things, keep talking, I love to listen."

Oh, you are sick.

The two were chatting when Sheng Jing's phone rang suddenly, he took it out to have a look, but he didn't answer.

Han Shaoyang asked him, "Fang Mingyuan?"

"Ah."

"Didn't I warn you to stay away from him?"

"Didn't I warn you to leave my affairs alone?"

Han Shaoyang glared at him, "It's exciting, isn't it?"

Shengjing ignored him, and the phone was still ringing persistently. He took advantage of the gap between hanging up to check the time—November 2015, 11.

Oh, this day.

He frowned and thought for a while, on this day, if he remembered correctly, he would meet that woman again.

It's not fun anymore.

Shengjing felt very disgusted.

Extremely disgusting.

It's a waste.

Obviously from the beginning it was just an appointment, a non-interference relationship, but I was stuck in the mud, insisting on getting involved in any relationship, whether I love it or not, to put it bluntly, I am stupid, and it is useless to find these The reason for using it is that I don’t know it after being played.

Shengjing, you are so fucking stupid.

He picked up the phone, and Fang Mingyuan asked him over there: "What are you doing, why did you answer the phone?"

"Oh, in the car, I didn't hear it just now."

Fang Mingyuan said "hmm", "I'm at Mansion No. [-] at the intersection of Jingyang Road and Downing Street, do you want to come over?"

Sheng Jing said yes, "I'm a little far away from your location now, and there is still some traffic jam on the road, so I might be late."

Fang Mingyuan said it's okay, I'll wait for you.Shengjing hung up the phone.

Before that, Fang Mingyuan had never let him into his circle.They have always lived their own lives, except for hookups, they basically don't appear in each other's lives.Occasionally going out for a meal, watching a movie, etc., is only limited to two people.It was purely an accident that Weiran met Fang Mingyuan, and this time, it was the first time that Fang Mingyuan introduced a friend to him.

Shengjing knew that his decision was wrong, he shouldn't have passed, and he also knew what would happen once it passed.But he can't control it, he just wants to go.

He asked Han Shaoyang to stop at the next intersection, and Han Shaoyang asked him: "Why, are you going to find him?"

Sheng Jing said yes, "Mr. Han, please pull over."

"Now you call me Mr. Han again?"

Han Shaoyang's face darkened, and Sheng Jing had a lot of opinions about the unhappily breaking up this time.That narrow-minded Han Shaoyang actually threw him in the middle of a one-way street. Whether he was going forward or backward, he had to walk for more than ten minutes before he could catch a taxi.And that bastard Han Shaoyang kicked the accelerator and disappeared, Sheng Jing stared and cursed again, and then walked forward resignedly.

He had only heard of the club he was going to, No. 7 Downing Street, a well-known high-end club, but he didn't know what it was about.

It is said that the secrecy inside is quite strict. All vehicles coming and going in and out are covered with license plates, and the coverings are only removed after driving out of the street for a certain distance.

The taxi he took stopped at the entrance of an old alley. The guild hall was in the innermost part of the alley, in a remote location, an independent compound.At the door, a doorman came to introduce him. Sheng Jing only reported Fang Mingyuan's name, and he was taken into a car. Rows of sweetgum stand on both sides, gardens, rockeries, fountains, dozens of koi swimming leisurely among them, although it is the middle of winter, the place is full of spring.

Sheng Jing looked very curious, but he was afraid of being laughed at as old-fashioned, and he didn't dare to be too blatant.I just feel that the car has gone about another [-] meters. After passing through an arch, the scenery is different from the outside.

If the place just now was a garden-style villa, it is now a completely modern entertainment place.

Three connected three-storey buildings are in the shape of a square, with transparent large floor-to-ceiling windows. There seem to be two more behind them, but given the current location of Shengjing, they cannot be seen carefully.There are faint pedestrians walking around in the building, both men and women.There was a big pot of Albizia Julibrissinus at the entrance of the main building, and the doorman had already changed. The car had already stopped when it reached the arch, and another person came to pick him up. After hearing his name, he took him to a room on the second floor.

"Please sir."

The man smiled at Sheng Jing, bowed his body, and retreated quietly.

Sheng Jing pushed open the door, and they were playing mahjong in the room. Fang Mingyuan was in the dealership. When he opened the door and came in, the opponent just played a card. Fang Mingyuan said, "Nonsense."

"Xiao Jing, you are here."

He got up and came to meet him. There were four men including him in the room, two older and one young, handsome.

Fang Mingyuan pulled him to the mahjong table and introduced him one by one, "This is Brother Yu, this is Guo Qin, and this is Brother Zhao." Guo Qin is the handsome one.The two eldest brothers looked at him with a smile and nodded at him, only Guo Qin kept a cold face the whole time and didn't lift his eyelids.

Sheng Jing sat down. Fang Mingyuan had already won a lot before, so he switched to him, "I've been playing all afternoon, and my shoulder hurts from sitting."

Shengjing said, "But I can't."

"It doesn't matter, you just need to find a way to lose all the money back."

He stood up and went to the wine cabinet to pour a glass of red wine, then turned around and asked the other three people, "Which one of you will drink?" Brother Yu said to bring him a glass, so Fang Mingyuan came back with two glasses of wine, gave them to Brother Yu, and sat down by himself. Watching beside Shengjing.He didn't speak, just savored the wine slowly all the time, and just smiled when he saw the scene being fired continuously, and couldn't tell what he was thinking.

Sheng Jing didn't know how big they were playing, and the chips they all used, but he had already lost a stack in his hand.He looked at Fang Mingyuan, "Why don't you play, I really can't." Fang Mingyuan said it's okay, and patted his hand reassuringly, "You continue to play", but he will mention which one he has at the right time The cards are raw cards.

After playing two laps like this, Shengjing looked at his watch and felt that the time was almost up, "Sorry, I'm going to the bathroom."

This private room is designed like an apartment, with three bedrooms, two living rooms and two bathrooms, two bedrooms at the east and west ends, a study in the middle, one bathroom in the big bedroom and one next to the study.Shengjing entered the one outside, put down the toilet seat and sat down, the teasing sound from outside came in clearly, it was brother Yu's movement: "I mean far, I haven't seen you bring anyone to my brother in all these years Let's take a look, this is the first time, the child looks good, very delicate, why, have you paid attention to it?"

Fang Mingyuan didn't speak, and he couldn't know what he was doing now through the scene in the bathroom.He stood up, let go of the faucet and washed his face. The slightly cool water permeated the skin with a hint of coolness, which finally calmed down his agitated heart. Even if he listened to it again now, the words still It made his heart beat twice fast unstoppably, so it is conceivable that when he was alive, when he heard these words, he felt so much emotion in his heart.

Shengjing knew that it was at this time that he decided to follow his own heart, even if he was severely dumped by this man in the future, he admitted it.

Stupid or not?

He looked at himself in the glasses with self-mockery, his eyes were red, and there were deep dark circles under his eyes, and his tired face couldn't be blocked.He raised his hand to touch his heart in the mirror, and asked: You haven't even seen this man's heart, but you decided to take out your own heart, are you stupid?

☆, the fifth day

When Shengjing came out, there were two more people beside the mahjong table, a man and a woman, sitting beside Brother Yu and Brother Zhao respectively.

The boy is well-behaved. He sits obediently and peels apples for Brother Yu. He looks quite serious. After peeling, he cuts into small pieces and feeds them to Brother Yu. Occasionally, Brother Yu smiles at him, and he will quickly She blushed and gave him a sweet smile back.

And the girl was about 22 or [-] years old, with long hair and slightly curly hair, wearing a plain long dress, sitting there all the time, playing with her mobile phone intently, not talking the whole time.Brother Zhao asked her a question and then agreed with a hmm. When he got tired of asking, he raised his head to look at him, and leaned over to give him a deep kiss.

These two people are both excellent in appearance and figure, especially the girl with particularly charming eyes.It was clear that the clear soup was bland, but when she raised her head and frowned, she forcibly showed a different kind of youthfulness on such a thin and cold face.Shengjing felt that among all the girls he had met, she alone was the most unforgettable.

It's not that she looks so outstanding, but that feeling alone cannot be imitated by others.

"So you are too easily deceived by superficial phenomena. When we go back next time, I will call them the two. Then you will know that life is far from being as simple as it seems."

He remembered what Fang Mingyuan said when he mentioned it to Fang Mingyuan later.There was even a mocking smile on his usually cold face.But he didn't think about it at the time, and the words were quickly diverted, and after a long time, he forgot about it.

But today, when he was in this situation again, Sheng Jing felt that it was rare for Fang Mingyuan to tell him the truth.

He came to Fang Mingyuan and sat down. Fang Mingyuan was about to get up, but he held him down. "Don't continue?" Shengjing said no, you can play, and I will just watch.He secretly counted the time in his heart, it will be a little while, the woman will come in a few minutes.

The good show is about to begin.

Since rebirth, although every day has passed, Shengjing still feels particularly unreal.Obviously, it all happened to him, but like a spectator, he stood silently from a peripheral angle, watching in a deep voice how the farce unfolded.

It's not that I haven't thought about changing it, but after trying it, I found that it can't be transferred by my own will.

This feels so bad.

The woman opened the door and came in. After seeing the people sitting in the room clearly, her expression didn't change.He just casually walked to Fang Mingyuan's side, sat down, Sheng Jing stood up and stepped aside, Fang Mingyuan looked up and saw her, and smiled gently: "Why are you here?"

"Well, come and talk about a project."

"Finished?"

"Yes."

Her hand naturally rested on Fang Mingyuan's shoulder. Fang Mingyuan took it off and held it in his palm.She chatted with him Yanyan, her expression was very natural, and she talked about irrelevant gossip, but there was always one point that made Shengjing feel very awkward.

But if he really wanted to elaborate, he couldn't say it.

He has been standing aside, secretly waiting for the woman's next reaction.He knew that in 10 minutes at most, the woman would slap him on the right cheek for refusing to pour water for her. The woman's nails were quite long and scratched him.

He waited quietly.

Because of the excitement, his body even trembled slightly.

It’s like you lost a battle before, and when you go home and lie on the bed, you start to feel all kinds of annoyance: Fuck, why were you so cowardly at the time, it should be like this, if you say this, do this, if he does anything, I will do whatever, shit, regret ah!Same, but you don't get the chance to do it all over again, and he does.

Sheng Jing had even imagined in his mind hundreds of ways to deal with what happened, each of which included Fang Mingyuan in it.He has been comparing Fang Mingyuan's attitude all the time, and he must make a statement when he is sure.he secretly