Rebirth 31 days

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At that moment, he was almost ecstatic and thought: I succeeded?

However, Fang Mingyuan's call came right after.

"Received yet?"

"Well, thank you."

Fang Mingyuan smiled, his usual smoky voice became a little hoarse: "I have something to do and can't accompany you that day, I hope you enjoy watching it."

Shengjing: "...Oh."

"Angry?"

"how come?"

He squeezed the ticket into a ball and clenched it tightly in his hand, fixed his eyes on a certain point on the ground, and said as calmly as possible: "The ticket is very difficult to get, thank you."

Fang Mingyuan still laughed, he was so domineering that he couldn't refuse him only when he was in bed, and he was basically a very gentle person at ordinary times. "If you're bored, you can call Wei Ran. I only need two tickets, so don't worry about him taking his boyfriend there to get in the way."

"Okay, got it."

"Ah."

Then Fang Mingyuan coughed unnaturally, and Shengjing asked, "Have you caught a cold?"

"Yeah, a little bit."

"Then remember to take your medicine."

"it is good."

The phone just hung up.

Sheng Jing looked at the ticket stubs that he had squeezed into a ball, and then slowly smoothed them out again. He remembered what Fang Mingyuan asked him - "Are you angry?"

No, no.

Not angry.

Just a little disappointed.

He took the ticket to find Xiao Zhang, her office and his were on opposite corners of this floor, he was on the east and she was on the west.When he went to find her, he even ran into two other colleagues on the way and had a chat, so he was delayed for another two or three minutes.

After he finally arrived at Xiao Zhang's office and knocked on the door, he entered.

When Xiao Zhang got the ticket, he sent a sincere thank you to him.

He suddenly figured it out: if it's not yours, don't try it beyond your means. Delusion is the most stupid extravagant hope in this world.

You are already wrong and deserve to be punished.

☆, the fourth day

When Shengjing returned to the office, he wanted to call Fang Mingyuan and tell him that he had changed hands of the tickets.But after thinking about it later, it seems that it doesn't matter if you say it or not. Fang Mingyuan never mentioned it again after that, so he hung up the phone again. He sat on his seat and smiled self-deprecatingly: What a self-indulgent fool.

He recalled the dream he had last night. He couldn't remember the face of the person in the dream clearly, and he couldn't even remember whether it was a man or a woman.The only thing I clearly remember is the cold touch from the muzzle of the gun, which was firmly pressed against his temple, and the man's voice without a trace of emotion lingered in his ears over and over again: Do you know why I didn't just kill you?

Because I disdain.

For the first time in the past few months, Shengjing felt that he should examine his behavior.

He and Fang Mingyuan, two grown men, had originally made an appointment to meet their physical needs. They would not procrastinate, and they would break up after the sex, without owing each other.

But the problem is, he and Fang Mingyuan didn't break up after having sex.

Fang Mingyuan is undoubtedly a very good person, whether as a lover or as a friend with benefits, he is gentle and caring, has a good wit, and knows how to advance and retreat.At the beginning, Shengjing was even lucky to be able to date such a high-quality man on the first date, which is amazing!However, the more we get along, the worse it gets. He is undoubtedly attracted to the other party, likes him, and there is a tendency to deepen it.But Fang Mingyuan didn't seem to be, at least he didn't see it before he died.

And after getting along for a long time, he also slowly saw some problems.

First, a person.

Shengjing had previously attended an unexpected over-max gathering. Qian Xiaofeng and his boss had just completed a real estate project, and the response was particularly good. In addition, his son returned from studying abroad, and the old man was so happy that he held a buffet banquet.

In fact, to put it bluntly, I just wanted to introduce his son.

Wei Ran came to him: "Come on, let's go eat, anyway, no one knows him. Qian Xiaofeng said, this time, he invited a Michelin star chef. It must be delicious. Do you regret missing it?"

Sheng Jing said that you should show some face, isn't it embarrassing to be found out?But in the end he was dragged away.The two of them walked and ate like two idiots, without saying a word to anyone else from the beginning to the end.Sheng Jing was still lamenting that this fucking celebrity chef is really different, it's delicious enough to cry!Wei Ran poked him quietly: "Who do you think that is?"

Shengjing: Huh?Eyes turned to the door.

Fang Mingyuan came in with a woman in a red dress on his arm. Because she arrived late, she was particularly eye-catching.

He was wearing a black suit and a wine red bow tie today, which matched the skirt of the woman beside him.When Boss Qian Xiaofeng saw them coming, he hurried up to meet them, and called his son to him before saying a few words. The four of them talked and laughed for a while. It hasn't changed since the beginning.

She is very beautiful, tall and tall, with curly hair reaching her waist, and her facial features are more beautiful than ordinary people, so she will look even more gorgeous after wearing makeup.From the beginning to the end, he stood by Fang Mingyuan's side, neither protruding nor overly concealed. Standing Tingtingly, there was always a slight smile on the corners of his eyes and brows, neither pretentious nor overly intimate.

Wei Ran said: "Mist grass, Fang Mingyuan even brought a female companion?"

Shengjing said, "Well, it seems so."

"do you know?"

"Do not."

At that time, Wei Ran only saw Fang Mingyuan once, and it was still at Shengjing's house.One day when the two of them were rolling, he bumped into him. The kid only knew that he had hooked up with a boyfriend with sex recently, but didn't know that the external conditions were so good, so after Fang Mingyuan left at the beginning, he even brainwashed him for a while, making him Make sure to take this guy down.

"This fucking is just a walking hormone." He remembered what Wei Ran said at the time, but now, the boy's eyes widened again: "Looking at the situation, the two of you have a good relationship."

Shengjing said, "Well, yes."

"I said mirror, he can't be a fucking twin, right? Do you really know this man?"

Sheng Jing said, "Shh, don't shout." He quietly dragged him to the corner of the room.

"I'm telling you the truth! Just look at the virtues of the two of them. Anyone with a discerning eye will know what's going on at a glance. Looking at the posture of the people around, it seems that this matter has been made public. I said Shengjing, you won't If you are cheated on by someone, you should still treat him as someone who is deeply in love with you."

The more Wei Ran talked, the more excited she became, and many people had already noticed their side.Shengjing hurriedly covered his mouth, and smiled apologetically at the others, "Sorry, sorry."

"Shut up, do you still want to eat!"

Qian Xiaofeng's boss didn't pay attention, he was all focused on Fang Mingyuan, and he was pulling Fang Mingyuan to talk freely.

But Fang Mingyuan looked over, glanced at them very naturally, without even stopping for a second, and then turned in another direction.

As for that woman, she didn't even bother to look around.

Sheng Jing pulled Wei Ran out of the venue, and Wei Ran was still talking behind him persistently, Sheng Jing said: "Stop talking, let me be alone for a while." Wei Ran asked him if you already knew Yes, or has he been hiding it from you?Shengjing said no, "I also just found out."

Since then, Wei Ran never gave Fang Mingyuan a good look.

Sheng Jing thought about it, it seems that Fang Mingyuan really didn't mention anything about the reception after that, and when they meet again, they still set a place and go to bed as usual.And he never talked about his life, never introduced him to any of his friends, and never did anything unrelated to dating.So after a long time, Shengjing also forgot about that incident.

But now he remembered it again, and he was 100% sure that he had indeed seen him at that time.

But I am too lazy to say.

In this aspect, he is really similar to that woman, and he simply dismisses anything that is meaningless to him.

And the one who makes love with sex, I'm afraid I'm the only one.

Shengjing didn't see Han Shaoyang's car when he got off work. He even turned around deliberately to make sure that there was no Belsin S600, and then he went to the bus station contentedly.

Why did the master finally come to his senses?

Knowing that Lao Tzu is not so easy to chase, he finally retreated despite the difficulties?

Fa Fa Fa Fa...

He walked ahead contentedly, and Han Shaoyang followed behind.

He wants to see how stupid this kid can be.

He just picked up the car this afternoon. At three o'clock in the afternoon, the brother from the 4S store drove it to their company in person.

When he went to return the car keys, the funny British kid even hugged him and pretended to cry for a while, "Oh my dear old man, didn't you say you were in love? Could it be that little beauty is particularly rich-hating and can't see it?" You drive such a nice car? Oh, that’s okay, I can apply for a 70.00% reduction in your salary, just keep it with me, if you need money urgently someday, you can borrow it from me, after all, love is important, love is so great, Such a good girl is hard to find now."

Han Shaoyang pushed the person away: "Shut up, idiot, didn't I tell you that I'm gay?"

"Oh my God, Han, at this moment you are emphasizing these things with me, are you trying to say that the person you fell in love with is actually me? Oh no, no, no, I already have Martha, I swore before God."

Han Shaoyang was too lazy to talk nonsense with him: "Fuck off, old friend, you must know that gays are also very picky, I can't stand the body odor on your body."

So now, Han Shaoyang drives his own car, an SUV—LX570.

And that stupid boy Shengjing has been circling around the car since he came out, never even glancing at him.

Do you recognize people by car?My face is white?

Han Shaoyang was a little depressed again. It was really the first time in history that he was so completely ignored by one person, and he was ignored twice.

He followed him dejectedly, seeing him walking in front of him, with a stupid face, his tail was about to wag to the sky, so happy if I didn't come to you?

So Han Shaoyang, who was provoked again, honked the horn viciously: "Hey, get in the car."

Shengjing: "..."

(Where am I? Who am I? Why am I here?)

Play like this with or without it! ! !Didn't you promise not to show up?It's troublesome to follow others quietly like this!where!Sample! !Also changed the car!What a car!The local tyrants are amazing!

Huh, changed car?

Shengjing looked at the brand new black premium luxury SUV in front of him, and couldn't help but whistled in admiration: Although it is a bit worse than the S600, this one is really great!handsome!La!

He got into the car without waiting for Han Shaoyang to make a sound again. After sitting down, he touched this and looked at that, and he liked it so much.

If it wasn't for Han Shaoyang sitting there, he would even want to get in the driver's seat for a test drive!

No way, man, there is always a special plot for a good car.

He molested the interior of the car back and forth, and then praised with satisfaction: "Boss Han, you still have some advantages. You can get in all kinds of luxury cars with you. Do you have any other models? You can buy them some other day." Come out and take me for a ride?"

Han Shaoyang glanced at him: "Why, Fang Mingyuan's car is not luxurious enough?"

One sentence choked Shengjing half to death.He blinked his eyes and stared dryly for a long time. After a long time, he muttered in a low voice: "Can I take back what I said before, Mr. Han, you are not very cute."

Hehe, Idon't care.

They had been driving a long way, and Shengjing realized belatedly, hey, where are they going, why not go home?

"Where are we going?"

"go to eat."

"Didn't I ask you out last night, and I'll take you to eat delicious food today."

Shengjing said, but I also rejected you, "I said, Mr. Han, let's eat whatever we want. I have something to do when I go back."

"Oh, what's the matter?"

"Watch the ball."

Han Shaoyang frowned and thought for a while: "Why don't I remember what kind of ball is there at this point?"

"NBA recording, the Rockets lost to the Knicks."

"Well, like Harden?"

Shengjing looked at him strangely: "A prostitute, what's there to like?"

Han Shaoyang: "..."

"That?"

"Howard, the little boy in my heart forever!!"

Han Shaoyang is also quite strange: "It is reasonable to say that in the past few years in the NBA, such traditional centers have gradually withered, and it is difficult to have dominant big men like Yao Ming and O'Neal back then. Instead, they prefer to play small ball, two guards and three forwards. , and Howard is no longer at his peak, I thought you would prefer a flexible player like Curry."

Shengjing shook his head: "NONONO, you don't know, Howard's muscle mass is simply too charming, you can't help but be fascinated."

Han Shaoyang: "Oh? Can't tell, you actually like this type?"

"Yes, yes, I have always imagined that there is a mighty and majestic man waiting for me to fuck on the bed with his ass pouted."

Han Shaoyang: "..."

The author has something to say: I'm sorry to all Deng Ge fans, kneel down and apologize!

I actually like big beards, trust me! ! ! !

I also like Mengshen. It's a pity that I didn't win the championship this year. Is there anyone who stands together?

Another: Zhou Qi was selected by the Rockets! ! !

so thin! ! !

Will it be knocked into the air if it passes by? ? ?

Emma, ​​I feel so sorry 2333~

☆, the fourth day

What Han Shaoyang took him to was a Hokkien restaurant, which was reserved in advance, in a private room with a quiet environment.

The waiter came in and served the tea, then closed the door and went out, with a strange scene: "Don't you need to order?"

Han Shaoyang said, "I've ordered it before."

"..."

So you don't ask me for my opinion, wow!

He absent-mindedly played with his mobile phone. Han Shaoyang was very worried when he saw that he had been so out of touch: "You didn't even ask me why I asked you out today? Actually, I have something very important."

Shengjing: "?"

"It's my birthday today."

Ha ha.

"Master Han, can you stop using this kind of tricks on me all the time? I'm not a fan girl, so I can't be teased."

Han Shaoyang said, "I'm serious."

He took out his wallet and took out his ID card to him, but Shengjing only paid attention to the thick stack of cards in his wallet, "This is the world of the rich? Kahao?"

Han Shaoyang raised his eyelids to look at him, hesitant to speak again, Sheng Jing hurriedly waved his hand to stop him: "Don't you want to say that Fang Mingyuan has no card? To tell you the truth, I haven't seen it."

Han Shaoyang looked at him amusedly: "When did I talk about him? I mean, would you like it? If you like it, I can give it to you."

He flipped the stack of cards to him with a "snap", Sheng Jing picked it up and took a look, XX health care, XX hotel, XX club...there are quite a lot of types.

"what?"

Han Shaoyang continued to laugh: "The membership fee ranges from one thousand to tens of thousands. If you like, you can recharge it yourself to play."

Shengjing: "..."

At this time, the waiter just came in to serve the dishes, and Han Shaoyang ordered all the special dishes: Buddha jumping over the wall, sea mussels in chicken soup, lychee meat and drunken chicken, as well as Quanzhou meat dumplings, southern Fujian bean skin rolls and Xishi tongue hibiscus eggs.Shengjing took a sip, the taste was pure, the color and aroma were complete, and the size was not too big, but even so, it was still too much for two people.

"Did you call someone else?"

Han Shaoyang said no, just the two of us.

"Then you order so much, can you eat?"

Han Shaoyang opened his eyes again: "I said it was my birthday, how can I deal with it!"

Misty Grass, or seriously?

Only then did Shengjing think about looking at Han Shaoyang's ID card—it was really today.In the photo, Han Shaoyang's hair is longer than it is now. It was all styled at the back of his head with hairspray, and the upper ten centimeters from his temples were shaved off, leaving only a short stubble.His facial features are still very three-dimensional. I wonder if it's because of the change of hairstyle, but he looks much more yuppie than he is now.

"You still have such a fashionable time?"

Shengjing returned his ID card to him with a smile, and Han Shaoyang gave him a quick look: "You mean I'm ugly now?"

"..."

You clearly know I don't mean that! !

"No no no, I mean you look more stable now, that is, uh, handsome uncle?"

"That means I'm old?"

"..."

Shengjing decided to shut up and concentrate on eating.Han Shaoyang still asked him relentlessly: "Hey, I'm asking you something, don't just eat it, I'll pack it for you if you like it, and order two more! Tell me now, how am I?"

Shengjing gave him a piece of lychee meat, "Master Han, try it, this dish is very delicious."

Han Shaoyang blocked his chopsticks: "Don't change the subject, it's boring."

Hey……

Shengjing was helpless: "I said Boss Han, can we be more mature?"

"You mean I'm naive?"

"Snapped!"

He threw his chopsticks on the table: "If you still want to eat, I will leave!"

Only then did the person on the other side show a smiling face: "What are you talking about, kid, why are you so angry?"

Shit!

The two of them didn't drink because of driving.Shengjing has always had a strong mouth, and he tastes delicious in everything he eats.Seeing that he was eating vigorously, Han Shaoyang kept feeding him vegetables, so after a meal, most of the vegetables went into Shengjing's stomach.But there is still a lot left.

Sheng Jingxin's dripping blood: "It's too wasteful!! If you want me to say that you don't need to order so much! Pack it all up and feed Qibao at home!" Han Shaoyang asked who Qibao was? "My cat."

"What? Cats still eat this now? Are you sure?"

Sheng Jing said of course, "I think back when I was poor and had no money, I always ate this product with my brother. I ate whatever I ate, and I was not picky at all. Back then, a steamed bun was broken in half, I half and the other half, you see Have cats ever eaten steamed buns? My Qibao eats them."

He smiled smugly as he spoke, "Even though that kid ate so badly, he still managed to lose a bit of the scale. Once he weighed it, he gained two catties. Don't you think it's amazing?"

Han Shaoyang said that was true, "Why were you so poor at that time?"

"Do you think everyone like you is born rich? There are many difficulties in life. I just don't like to talk about it. Otherwise, this autobiography will be popular all over the world."

Han Shaoyang scolded him, "You must be poor." Sheng Jing changed the topic hahaha, and when he wanted to ask him again, the boy opened the door of the private room and asked the waiter to pack up.

Tsk, the mouth is quite strict.

On the way back, Han Shaoyang said: "Since you ate my birthday banquet, you should show something, right?"

Shengjing covered his chest in horror, "Damn it, you don't want to be sympathetic, are you a showman rather than a person?"

"Tsk, do you have art to sell?"

Shengjing tilted his head and thought for a while: "It's true, forget it, I won't be selling myself or myself."

After he got out of the car, he even patted Han Shaoyang's car roof: "I said, Boss Han, I think you are a good person. You can eat when you eat, and there is no routine at all." Han Shaoyang glared at him: "Why, what do you mean? Opening a room? It’s very busy, why don’t you go directly to open a room, what to eat is a waste of time.”

Shengjing: ...

"Forget it, when I didn't say it."

Han Shaoyang got up the car and wanted to leave, and asked him, "What do you want for breakfast tomorrow, and the steamed stuffed bun?" Sheng Jing shook his head, "I have something to do tomorrow, so I won't go to work."

"Where are you going then?"

"Can you keep your privacy?"

"casual."

He started the car, saw that Shengjing hadn't closed the car door, and asked him, "Is there anything else?" Shengjing stood there for a long time, hesitating to speak, quite embarrassed.

"I said Brother Han, I won't eat the birthday party for nothing, and I will make it up for you later when I think of it."

Han Shaoyang continued to slap him: "Forget it, I still want you to sell yourself."

Bang!

"It's good to leave."

When he entered the house, Qibao was rarely in a good mood, and walked around at his feet all the time.Wei Ran hadn't left yet, seeing him coming back and carrying food, his eyes disappeared from laughter: "Oh baby, you are so kind, how do you know that brother is going to starve to death?"

Shengjing said, "I'm feeding Qibao."

"How can it eat so much with such a little bit?"

Wei Ran ignored him, and poured out the food and put it on a plate by herself. Two dishes were cold, and even heated them up in the microwave.

Shengjing yelled: "Hey, hey, don't forget to call Qibao."

"Understood, don't worry."

So Shengjing went to change his clothes, came out to change the water for the cat, carried Qibao to the table, and watched it eat.

He asked Weiran: "Didn't you and Qian Xiaofeng reconcile? Why do you rely on me?" What are you moving here for?"

"Isn't it just to torment Qian Xiaofeng?"

"No, no, I really love you."

Sheng Jing hehe said with a smile on his face: "That's okay, the monthly rent is 2000, and the utility bills are shared equally. Since we know each other so well, the property fee will not be charged to you."

Wei Ran said shit, "You're going too far."

"Then get out of here."

He went back to the room, and when he was washing his face just now, he couldn't help but lifted up his clothes and looked at it again. He didn't know if it was his own illusion. The bruise on his chest seemed to be bigger than before, and it was no longer simply blue, and even started to bruise. purple.Sheng Jing thought it was quite funny. As a medical student, he was naturally very interested in this kind of supernatural reaction. He even looked forward to what would happen in 31 days if he left it alone?

Oh no no no, it's not 31 days, it's another day.

Qibao opened them up and came in. This kid has perfected his door opening skills, basically he can freely enter and exit any room in the house he wants to enter, including the bathroom.Every time he and Weiran take a shit, it has to watch by the side, lock the door is not enough, people screaming outside is heart-piercing.Shengjing himself is naturally used to it. As a shit shoveler, he still needs to be self-aware.But Wei Ran is not used to it, every time it enters the toilet, it can hear the young master's screaming - Fuck you, please take care of your cats, you don't want to play with the young master's beauty, I finally used some strength to make it shrink back after being frightened, okay! ! ! ! !

Shengjing felt that these words were too filthy, and seriously damaged his soul.He went in and carried Qibao out, "Your mother's nose is out of order, you can stay with this shit so stinky?" Wei Ran said, "What do you know, I call it good digestion."

Qibao jumped up and landed on his lap.They used to like to stay in this position, Shengjing smoothed its fur over and over again, and Qibao would make a snoring sound on his lap.When I am happy, I will hold his hand and lick it for a while.

Shengjing said, "Hey, I'll find you a new home in two days, lest I die and you have to go home again."

Qibao raised his eyelids to look at him, then sat up in an unclear manner, his two light golden eyes looked at him for a while, and then stretched his body, putting his front paws on his shoulders.

At that moment, Shengjing felt like crying for no reason.

When he picked up this kid, it was the most helpless moment in his life. His mother died, and the hospital still had a large amount of treatment fees to pay, and he didn't have a penny in his pocket. He didn't eat two meals, and it was raining heavily. , he sat in the park he always went to before, thinking of death for the first time in his life.

"Since life is so difficult, it is better to die."

But at this time, a little kitten crawled over from nowhere, with a baby voice, lying on his shoe and barking weakly at him.Mottled patterns, obsidian eyes, and the hair on his body are all wet by the rain, making him look thinner, and the sum may not be as big as his two fists.

"Hey poor boy, I can't support myself now, I can't take care of you."

The kitten was still meowing on his shoe, Wuyang Wuyang, which was different from ordinary cat meowing.In the end, Shengjing was still soft-hearted, and picked it up, and this grasp felt that it was even smaller, as if he could strangle it to death with any force.Feeling the warm body temperature on his hand, the kitten blew again, found one of his fingers, and began to suck it.

Shengjing thought, it seems that I can't die yet, and there is such a poor guy waiting for me to feed.

He held the kitten and sat quietly for a while, then stood up and went home firmly.

That kitten is Qibao.

Wei Ran also followed in, seeing the state of one person and one cat: "Mist grass, what kind of affection are you playing, humans and beasts?"

Shengjing glared at him: "What are you doing here?"

"Of course I want to be an angel brother."

"My own feelings are still in a mess and I don't have a clue. I will be your chicken feather angel brother."

Wei Ran said that it was not easy for you, and she broke up with Fang Mingyuan.

"Hehehe, according to what you say, there is no sadomasochism in this world."

Wei Ran smiled: "You fucking deserve to be called sadomasochism? Those family ethics dramas shown on TV are not as bloody as you."

"I thought you would be nice to me for the sake of at least sleeping in my house?"

Wei Ran hehe, curled her lips disapprovingly: "I'm just talking about the facts."

"Go away, I see you are annoying."

Before going to bed at night, Fang Mingyuan sent a text message: What happened during the day, I was busy at the time.

Shengjing thought for a while with his eyes wrong: he pressed the wrong one.

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Add more around eleven o'clock.

Ask for comfort.

☆, the fifth day

Sheng Jing was going to see Lu Yan today, the subject of his thesis research, so he arranged shifts with Qin Guodong early and took turns to rest.

When I got up in the morning, it was snowing outside, and it was a vast expanse of white, accompanied by the whistling north wind. I didn't feel it when I went out at first, but it got colder and colder as I went out.Shengjing stood at the entrance of the corridor for a while, but finally went back and changed into a down jacket.After thinking about it, I wrapped a big towel around it.

He was going to a jurisdiction, and his location could not be revealed, so Sheng Jing got off the car when there was still a long way to go.The snow fell more and more, and the ground had already accumulated a thick layer. When he stepped on it, there was a creaking sound. Shengjing tightened his scarf and walked alone for more than 20 minutes, before he came to an independent white western-style building. before.There were two guards guarding the door, and Shengjing was allowed to enter after showing his ID and registering.

He pushed open the door, walked through the gray copper-colored old painted gate, walked through the mottled wall, and walked for about 5 minutes before arriving at the front of the building.

This building was originally designed as a detached courtyard, and a separate fence was built inside the overall wall.It is also milky white, which complements the overall exterior design of the western-style building.This time, there was no one guarding the door, so he pushed it open with a sigh of relief. He saw a large and empty living room with sufficient heating and very little furniture. Except for the simple and necessary tables and chairs, there was not even a single extra decoration. No.

A young man was sitting in front of a large French window, wearing a light gray wide-necked sweater, his slightly long hair tied behind his head with a rubber band, a book on his lap, and a glass of wine on the coffee table beside his legs. Black tea that is steaming slowly.The white and slender index finger turned over the pages from time to time, occasionally took a sip from the teacup, the whole person was elegant and clean.

Handsome is Shengjing's first impression of Lu Yan.

Indifference is Shengjing's final impression of Lu Yan.

He came across from him, moved a chair and sat down.After thinking about it, he got up and poured a cup of hot tea.

Holding the warm teacup in his hand finally gave him a warm feeling, and Sheng Jing calmed down to observe Lu Yan, and found that the young man never looked up at him from the beginning to the end, but continued to flip through the book The movements are the same frequency, and they are not distracted by his arrival.

"How are you lately?"

Shengjing asked him.Knowing that it is useless to ask, whether it is good or not, the young man will not tell him directly.This is the first time he has come into contact with patients with this type of deep interpersonal disorder. These people usually show that they do not like to communicate with others, resist talking, hate being the focus of the crowd, have strong psychological hints and doubts in their hearts. At the point he can accept, he immediately keeps a distance from you.

It also took him two years to finally convince Lu Yan that he was harmless and could contact him.

But still cold.

Sheng Jing took a sip slowly with his teacup in his hand. The environment here is very good. Through the large floor-to-ceiling windows, you can have a panoramic view of the courtyard in front.In summer, people will plant flowers of various colors in the flower beds, big and small, colorful and colorful.In midsummer, they are competing to open, and it is always a pleasing scene to look at.

But now, in such fragrant tea, surrounded by sufficient heating in the house, watching the snowflakes falling one after another, the sky and the earth are connected into one piece, paved into a pure white silver snow scene, the heart of Shengjing, unexpectedly Followed by inexplicable quiet down.

He said to Lu Yan: "Xiao Yan, don't panic, you will be free before the end of the year."

Lu Yan raised his head and looked at him: "Who told you I was panicking?"

You will say so when I come back next time.

But Shengjing didn't answer him, he looked at Lu Yan, changed his angle, and kept facing him.

Such directness made Lu Yan a little uncomfortable, he frowned, and finally held back his gaze.

Sheng Jing said: "You may have to change the attending physician soon, and I can see you one more time at most."

Lu Yan: "Huh? Where are you going?"

I'm dying.

Shengjing still didn't answer him, he still smiled, remembering the things he mentioned to him the last time he came to see him.

They have been in contact for more than two years, and it was the first time he saw the young man so excited, smiling, and the joy he could not hide from the corners of his eyes and brows.

Shengjing asked him, "Did you find that person?" Lu Yan said yes, "How did you know that?"

You told me.

He sat a little closer to him. At this stage, this distance is completely acceptable to Lu Yan. "You didn't tell me the whole thing back last time, come on, tell me again, what kind of person is he?"

Lu Yan looked at him suspiciously: "Last time?"

Shengjing was very appreciative of this response.

He remembered that a long time ago, when he tried Lu Yan like this, the young man's reaction was to reject him quickly and directly, and immediately became vigilant.

And kept a distance from him for a long time to come.

But now, he just looked at him in such a simple and suspicious manner, with a slightly dazed expression, as if he was trying to recall whether he had really said it before, and he did not have any doubts about his words at all.

This is undoubtedly an affirmation of his successful treatment, indicating that he has indeed successfully approached him.

It's a pity.

Sheng Jing sighed, pulled himself together and continued to ask Lu Yan questions.Lu Yan was only confused for a while at first, but was immediately hooked by his tone, and told everything he had recently found out.

In fact, I have been holding back for a long time, and I urgently need to find someone to talk about it.

He always knew that Lu Yan was just a little boy with a simple mind.

"Look at you, you talk about him so well, how do you know that he is not a human face, but a scumbag?"

Lu Yan said scum?bad guy? "No, no, brother Yan is impossible, he has always been a good man."

Shengjing smashed and smashed his mouth: "Then who knows, after all, it has been many years since he saved you, and people will always change."

"It's just impossible!"

Sheng Jing sighed again: "Okay, okay, you are a young man with deep roots in love, I can't compete with you."

Lu Yan: "Huh? You mean I like him?"

Shengjing: "Huh? Don't you like him?"

"No, no, I like him."

He frowned and thought for a while: "I must like him to care about his little things, and I must like him to care about his life. I want to get news about him all the time. I got it." Then he was full of joy, but he couldn’t sit still if he didn’t get it.”

"Is this liking? This kind of feeling that has no place to rest, nowhere to go, and nowhere to vent, is liking? I like him, and Lu Yan likes Yan Su. This sentence is so good."

Shengjing's teeth were almost sore when he heard that, "Have you read any strange novels or TV series recently?"

"Hey", Lu Yan lifted the book on his lap to show him the cover: "Is this book strange?"

Shengjing took a look, "Go away, you old rascal!" ", "Hehe, what do you think?"

When he left, the snow had almost stopped, but the wind remained undiminished, blowing head-on, still hurting like a knife.Sheng Jing stood on the open ground and shivered twice, Lu Yan sat down again and continued to read the novel, wondering what it would be like to be molested by Yan Su's strange words when he saw him.Shengjing even looked forward to the scene of their meeting, "It would be great if I could see it with my own eyes."

He looked back at the house again