My crush wants to introduce me to my partner GL

In the first half year after An Xin got married, she never saw Ning Chu once.After she was busy with her marriage and school affairs, she realized that she and Ning Chu hadn't seen each other for half a month or even three weeks.It just so happened that the second movie theater in the city was newly opened. I heard that it is very grand inside, much better than the old movie theater.An Xin wanted to go see it with Ning Chu, so she called Ning Chu.The voices on the phone were noisy with various dialects from all over the world, and Ning Chu yelled at the phone: I am out of town now, I have something to go back and talk about.Even with such a loud voice, An Xin pressed her ear tightly to the microphone to hear it clearly, and then there was another rumbling sound, she opened her mouth to say a few words to Ning Chu, but Ning Chu couldn't hear a word, An Xin had no choice but to Hang up the phone and call again when she comes back.

After a week or so, Anxin thought that no matter how long Ning Chu's business trip took, he should be back in a week, right?On Friday afternoon, as soon as the school bell rang, I used the only landline in the office to call Ning Chu. "Beep beep... The person you dialed is busy, please call again later." There was a mechanical and indifferent tone from the microphone.

An Xin didn't give up. Before, whenever she called her, she would pick up in three seconds at the latest. It has never been like this, and every time she can't find it, she can't find it.Every day around 04:30 in the afternoon, she called Ningchu: The user you dialed is currently on the phone, please call again later.The user you dialed is busy, please try again later.The user you dialed has turned off the phone. Please press 1 to leave a message. Hello, the user you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please dial again later...

The teachers in the office have all been to the new cinema to watch movies, and when they came back, they all said that the viewing effect was awesome!Much better than the old cinema.Her husband also wanted to take her to the movies again and again, but she stubbornly refused. She just wanted to go to the movies with Ning Chu.

She made a lot of phone calls and couldn't get in touch with Ning Chu by accident, so after taking a shower at night, she was very pleasantly surprised to hear the landline in the living room rang and it was Ning Chu's phone number.As soon as the phone was connected, An Xin, who hadn't chatted with Ning Chu for nearly two months, made a crackling call, complaining that she was really busy recently and didn't have time to meet up.

There was a slight rustling sound on the phone, Ning Chu seldom spoke, it was she who was talking, only when Ning Chu's occasional laughter came into her ears through the phone line, An Xin felt that Ning Chu was listening to her carefully.

A strange male voice came from the opposite side, rough and not unpleasant, speaking to Ning Chu faintly.An Xin subconsciously closed her mouth, and listened to the voice on the other side with her ears upright. The voice over there was extremely quiet, and she could only hear a few vague promises from Ning Chu.The big owl clock on the dark oak cabinet was ticking, An Xin glanced at it, it was five past nine.It's so late, how can there be a man by Ning Chu's side?

My heart was suddenly depressed, and the joy of receiving her call also drifted away intermittently with the male voice. The man's voice kept circling in my head. I thought it was quite magnetic just now, but now I feel it is too rough and crazy. It is estimated that he is also three to five thick, not worthy of Ningchu.This side of the head was thinking, and the other side of the mouth asked first: "Ning Chu, why is there a man's voice on your side? Are you still outside?"

"No, at home. That's my colleague, helping me deliver something. It's already so late, you have class tomorrow, go to bed early."

"Oh, don't hang up the phone yet, I want to talk again. Well, there's a new movie theater on the street, have you gone to see it?" An Xin sat on the sofa, curling her drooping hair with her slender fingers. His eyes are half-closed and he looks very relaxed.

"Well, I've seen it, it's pretty good." Ning Chu said.

"I want to invite you together..." Going to look, the words were on the edge of her mouth, An Xin held up the microphone in a daze, she has already been there?Why didn't you ask me to go see it with you?

"You went to see why you didn't invite me together?" The hair on her fingers became more and more curled up to her ears, and she followed her finger movements to cover up her inner unrest.

"Well...that was my colleague's treat, and...don't you have a husband?" Ning Chu didn't seem to feel her sudden ups and downs, and said as usual.

An Xin was speechless, her newly comfortable body seemed to be tired again after taking a bath, she echoed muffledly, and after chatting for a few more words, she heard Ning Chu's uncontrollable yawn, and hung up the phone on her own initiative.

I don't know if it was her illusion, but Ning Chu became indifferent to her.During the phone call at night, the attitude in it was completely different from before, cold, silent, and a male colleague.

After that night, Ning Chu couldn't get in touch again. He was either on a business trip or working overtime. He was so busy that he didn't even have time to meet.Once, twice, three times, it can be said that he is very busy with work, but four times, five times, and six times, he can't get an appointment. This is because Ning Chu doesn't want to see her at all.

After calculating that Ning Chu didn't want to see her, An Xin felt that the sky was going to collapse.

don't want to see her...

She didn't know why Ning Chu did this suddenly, and she didn't know where she offended her and made her unhappy.Although her life was not long, she spent one-third of her time with Ningchu, and in her imagination, one-third of her time in the future would be attributed to Ningchu.Even if they get married, they are still good sisters, best friends and good partners, and they will never be separated for the rest of their lives.

However, Ning Chu didn't want to see her...

After thinking about it, she didn't understand why Ning Chu suddenly became cold and fell in love?Made friends?Ever thought that the friendship between love and gold just faded silently like this?

She is sad.

After getting married, I saw her again in the golden autumn of October, and there was an incomparably long six months in between.When the class was about to end, there was a commotion among the students in the back row, whispering one after another.An Xin was writing something on the blackboard. Hearing these noises, the chalk hit the blackboard heavily. She turned around and glanced sharply at the restless back row.The students were frightened by their eyes, and immediately sat upright and looked at the blackboard. There were still a few bold boys who secretly tilted their heads and looked at the corridor from the window.

An Xin wants to see what is beautiful outside the window, which sucks the soul of this class of students away.She squeezed half of the chalk tightly, if there were mischievous students from other classes who finished early outside the window, she would not be polite.

He raised his eyes and looked out of the window angrily, and bumped into a pair of Jianshuiqiu pupils, his eyes were like streamers.Ning Chu has lost a lot of weight. She is slim in a light brown peaked cap, a long windbreaker, and a pair of boots.The anger disappeared, and the corners of her tensed lips softened.She coughed lightly at the students to signal them to continue with the class, and the beauty who swept her eyes all the way out the window looked at her without blinking. Wherever she went on the podium, that light and gentle gaze followed.An Xin, who didn't break a sweat after a class, actually got wet on the back under this shallow gaze.

When the school bell rang, An Xin hurriedly finished the last point and announced that get out of class was over.Usually, these students who were more noisy than monkeys packed their schoolbags one by one, and said goodbye to her politely with a sweet and lovely smile.

Ningchu, you are back.

As soon as Ning Chu came back, her focus of life and work seemed to be back on track.She didn't explain her avoidance for the past six months, and An Xin didn't want to ask. She would rather regard the indifference for the past six months as an illusion, as long as Ning Chu returned to her side, and her eyes remained gentle.

The two returned to their former close relationship, but An Xin couldn't see Ning Chu sometimes staring at her sadly.Later, Ningchu spent all her savings to buy the house they rented before, and moved out of the house to live there.

After Ning Yi was born, the child's father resigned from his job as a teacher in the iron rice bowl to start a business. From then on, he went out of town to find clients every three days, and he had very little time left.After he left, An Xin hugged Ning Yi to Ning Chu's house to have dinner, TV, and bed.

Ning Chu is also willing to take care of Ning Yi with all her heart, and treats her like her own daughter.

After Ning Yi grew up a bit, she found that Aunt Ningchu was always taking medicine, and she was able to hug her when she was young, but she stopped hugging her later. The fried dishes were her favorite food, but her mother didn't like it, and she always disliked Ningchu. Auntie Chu made it clear.He also often said something to her that she couldn't understand, but she probably understood the meaning. In short, he just wanted to be with his mother and Ning Yi for the rest of his life.At that time, she was still smiling happily, and reminded her aunt that she forgot to add Ning Yi's father into it, and she wanted Ning Chu's aunt, mother, Ning Yi, and father to stay together for the rest of her life.Auntie Ningchu had a gentle smile on her face, but she didn't remember whether she added this sentence or not.

Ning Chu's health gradually became poor, she was tired at every turn, and couldn't sleep well at night, so An Xin played the flute to Ning Chu almost every night to let her sleep peacefully.Because of this matter, her husband had a fight with her, and the husband burst out the anger of these years in his heart with red eyes: "I've been around Ning Chu all day, Ning Chu Ning Chu Ning Chu, you are so good with her, why are you so good?" Don’t marry her! Do we still want to live?! You accompany her during the day, and you accompany her at night, where am I?!”

This was the first time they had quarreled since they got married. In the past, when she went to Ningchu's place, he would always agree with him with a smile, but now it seems that he is smiling but holding his breath in his heart.

Once a man who is rarely angry gets angry, his anger is not easy to dissipate. An Xin patiently explained to him at the beginning: "Ning Chu is sick now, she is my only close friend. It can be said that she has the same status in my heart as my family. People are generally important. What happened to taking care of her during this period of time? I came back with peace of mind when she was well."

The man only grunted and sneered, and settled the old score with her.In the past, it was because of Ningchu that I postponed my marriage until I graduated from college, and it was because of Ningchu that I postponed my wedding after graduation. "You just think that Ning Chu is more important than her husband and her daughter, right? Does she have no family to accompany her? Can't her mother accompany her? Can't her sister accompany her? Do you have to accompany her? What the hell are you talking about?" Only the flute can sleep? Do it?!"

An Xin was trembling with anger, and the veins on her forehead were bulging. She took a deep breath, picked up the coat on the shelf and the flute on the side with a livid face, and walked out, saying coldly: "I will do whatever you want , I just can’t say Ningchu, I’m going out.”

The man sitting on the sofa had eyes flashing with anger. Seeing that she wanted to leave, he immediately stood up with his long arms, stretched out his long arms, grabbed her arm and yanked it back severely.An Xin couldn't stand, and was dragged backwards on the spot and fell to the ground, her calf hit the sharp-edged cabinet pillar with a "bang".Ning Yi screamed, and immediately ran to his mother, hugged his painful foot, and rolled up the bottom of his trousers, only to see a huge purple cyan appeared on his fair calf and swelled up.

When Ning Yi saw the shocking purple color, tears fell and she called her mother.An Xin sat on the floor with her hands propped up, her eyes glistening with pain from being bumped, she took a breath and said to the standing man in a harsh voice, "You are satisfied now."

The man stared at the wound, regret flashed in his eyes, he wanted to reach out to help, but moved his palm in front of him a few times before letting it go, and snorted coldly: "It's up to you!"

An Xin relied on Ning Yi's strength to stand up slowly, her calf was extremely painful at that moment, but she didn't want to shed tears in front of the man, so she flicked her eyelashes to force the tears back.She put on the coat she just took, said goodbye to Ning in a low voice with the flute in her hand, and limped slowly out of the house.

The man was full of displeasure, and stepped on his slippers and said to his daughter, "Don't worry about your mother, she just loves your Auntie Ningchu, don't want us, and we, father and daughter, will be fine together."

Ning Yi looked at the closed door, fixed her bright eyes on her father, with tears on her face, and said angrily: "I don't want you either!" Turning her head and entering the room.

"Tomorrow morning I want to drink the porridge you cook yourself." Ning Chu closed the book in her hand, and said to An Xin with a smile.

"Okay, okay, it's just not very tasty, so don't blame me." An Xin hurriedly peeled the apple for her and agreed, the fruit knife spun quickly on the apple, and a long and beautiful apple peel came down, she will peel it clean He handed her the apple, paused when it touched her hand, and said worriedly: "Ningchu, don't do well in this afternoon's operation, I always feel a little uneasy."

Ning Chu took a bite of the sweet apple, smiled when she heard her words, handed the apple to An Xin's mouth and saw that she also took a bite, and said: "Don't worry, the doctor who operated on me is my father's friend, and he is very good at medicine." It’s gone, and it’s not a major operation, it’s not that dangerous.” Ning Chu didn’t care, she just looked at the two teeth that were very close to the apple, and gnawed down between the two teeth marks as if nothing had happened.

This operation has been scheduled for a long time, and the director performed it himself.Ordinarily, there was really no risk, but her heart was still beating a little, as if she was hanging in the air and couldn't land.

It was originally just a minor operation, but it could be completed in an hour, but it was delayed until night. The long waiting time made the family members waiting at the door anxious.

An Xin washes the rice at home, she doesn't know what porridge to cook for Ning Chu, so she has to wash all the ingredients that can be cooked in the kitchen and put it aside, the evening sun is gradually setting, Ning Yi is doing homework in the living room, Li is cooking.

The oil was smoky, and An Xin pinched the handle of the wooden pot to stir-fry. She was restless and didn't know if the dishes were cooked, so she suddenly dug a spoonful of salt and sprinkled it with two drops of soy sauce, and finally sprinkled some MSG, and she was done.She hastily turned off the gas, took off her apron, and ran to the living room to tell Ning Yi that there is food in the pot, you will move the stool up and beat it out of the pot later, and eat like this at night, and now I am going to the hospital, be good at home.

She became more and more anxious, her left eyelid kept twitching, she had to go to the hospital immediately to check the situation, it must be an illusion!

The rain outside gradually started to get heavier. As soon as Ning opened her mouth to remind her mother to take an umbrella, she saw that the door was empty and only the cold wind was blowing.She froze for a moment, feeling a little cold.

Ning Chu did not come out of the operating room in the end, because the wound infection caused massive bleeding and died after rescue.

In the mourning hall, An Xin stood quietly in an unobtrusive corner, holding a girl in hemp by the hand, both hands were covered with black veil.The mourning hall is huge, and on the wall is a picture of a still smiling person. Such a fresh and beautiful person is now hanging alone on the wall, guarding her own emptiness.An Xin grieved unbearably, Ning Chu left in a hurry and decided to leave in an unexpected way. When the family was arranging their belongings, they couldn't find a portrait that could be used as a posthumous photo. The one hanging on the wall is from her and It was taken from An Xin's group photo. Originally, Ningchu's family thought it was inappropriate. After all, the other person in the photo was a stranger, so An Xin insisted on using this one.

You were with me when I was born, how can I leave you alone now?

Swollen eyes as big as walnuts, a pair of black and white photos, and Ning Chu's smiling eyes started to burn hot again, her limp hands were gently shaken, and Ning Chu, who also had red eyes and red nose, carefully took it out of his pocket. Passing the towel to her mother, An Xin felt a sore nose, and hot tears washed away her sore and painful eyeballs. She knelt down weakly and hugged her little daughter tightly like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw. She was very sad and said hoarsely: "Ning Ning Ning Ning, mom will never see Xiao Chu again, mom lost her... never see her again."

Ning Yi, who was crying profusely, hugged his mother awkwardly, "Mom, you still have me, you still have me." He raised his head and kissed her mother's trembling eyelids lightly, "Mom, don't cry, Auntie is watching you."

In the photo, Ning Chu's body is slightly sideways, her gaze is gentle and calm.

Later, An Xin divorced her husband and lived alone with Ning Yi.Borrowing money from here and there, I bought Ningchu's house from Ningchu's mother.

One day, when An Xin was tidying up Ning Chu's study, she found Ning Chu's diary from it.They bought that diary together when they were in high school, An Xin had a blue one, and Ning Chu had a green one.It's been a long time, and the notebook has become old, and I don't remember much on it, less than half of it.

All the content is about An Xin, and the last one is written by An Xin during the six months after her marriage:

If you can't bear it, then run away, far away.Escape to the moment when I will no longer feel heartache when I think of you, escape to the moment when the waves will not rise again, the jealousy will disappear, and the moment when I can see you calmly.

Half a year later: I can't do it.

On the blank page at the end of the book, there was An Xin's mischievous signature, flamboyant.

Add a line there: some love can only end in the lips and teeth, hidden in the years.

Ningchu.

The author has something to say:

I don't care, that's it! !

Rolling, or the writing is too perfunctory, spread your hands.

It ends here! ! ! !

Sprinkle flowers! ! !

Afterwards, Ning Yi and Sanzhi, see you later! ! ! ! ! !

Good night! ! ! ! ! !