My crush wants to introduce me to my partner GL

When the love was shallow, it was allowed to grow wildly, but now the deep-rooted love has no power to return to heaven, and it can no longer escape.

There is a book about a man who has been in love with his classmate for eight years, watched his classmate find a boyfriend for four years in college, watched his classmate get married after graduation, and watched his classmate get divorced after four years of graduation, when he finally mustered up the courage to pursue At that time, the classmate fell in love with a woman of the same gender as her, and the heart-piercing and tragic emotions were beyond words.

Ning Chu didn't think her situation was any better than this man's. She had a crush on her since she was a student, and she also watched her get married. A man can wait until his classmates get divorced or even fall in love with a woman of the same gender, but she can't wait until she can feel at ease.

So when she opened her eyes on the hospital bed and saw An Xin anxiously, and learned that she had postponed the wedding date for herself, a sudden complaint arose in her heart: You married yours, and I got my illness, what has it to do with you?What does it have to do with me?But in the next moment, she was overwhelmed by great joy. Look, you are still very important to her, even more important than her fiancé, but cannot be replaced.

Her sorrows and joys all revolved around this woman named An Xin, and she even learned to act without a teacher.

An Xin postponed the wedding for a year without much explanation, and her father was furious, saying that the more she read, the more rebellious she became.The two had constant conflicts at home, and it happened that Ningchu wanted to move out of the house after recovering from illness, so An Xin and Ningchu rented a house at the east gate, 5 minutes' walk from the school and 15 minutes from Ningchu's company, very close.

After the two lived together, Ningchu cooked and bought vegetables with peace of mind, and walked the dog together in their spare time. Yes, they also raised a dog, a small black dirt dog picked up in the alley.Playing the piano, playing the flute, singing and dancing in duet, delivering meals when busy, and supervising each other so that they don't get too tired.

Especially An Xin, she just started her internship, and she had a lot of trouble with her family because of her marriage contract, so she had to achieve some results at work to silence her father.In the beginning, I corrected homework after get off work every day, and after eating, I was thinking about tomorrow's handouts, silently recalling the situation of each student so that I could prescribe the right medicine and teach students according to their aptitude.

Ning Chu saw it in her eyes, and was afraid that she would be in poor health after sitting at the desk for too long, so every night after dinner, she would take her for a half-hour walk, and after getting up early in the morning, she would go for a walk after breakfast. She gets up to go for a morning run, taking her body very seriously.

These days are the happiest days of Ningchu. Every morning, she wakes up to cook for the person she likes, wakes up the person she likes, and eats with the person she likes. You can see that she just woke up and her face is pink and tender like a spring peach. , you can see her relaxed and natural home decoration, you can see her happy together, you can see her smiling face like a flower.After get off work, in this small world, they are the masters here. Ning Chu plays the piano, and An Xin will stand in the middle of the living room with the textbook in his hand, and sing out the content of tomorrow's class in a singing tune until Ning Chu laughs. Take a breath, and then sing along to the rhythm.They even made up a ensemble in their free time, playing the duet of the piano and the flute. And the bomb is.

It’s just that this time was stolen after all. Usually, An Xin would not mention her fiancé in front of Ningchu, nor would she allow her fiancé to come to their house. Only when the time between meetings was too long did she reluctantly agree to a date. I went home after dinner and didn't even want to watch a movie.

Although An Xin didn't mention it, Ning Chu didn't mention it either.But she still has a fiancé after all, and she will put on a wedding dress for him in the coming time, and become someone else's wife from then on.well.

On the day of the wedding, the bride puts on her clothes and puts on makeup, and the groom is about to come to greet her with joy, but everyone can't find where the bridesmaid is.The bridegroom will be there immediately, but the bridesmaids have disappeared, so anxious An Xin's mother circled around and mobilized a group of women watching the excitement in the bride's room to look for them everywhere.An Xin found her in the bathroom. In the dark and damp bathroom, the festive bridesmaid Ning Chu sat on a small stool facing the wall and shrugged her shoulders.

Low-pitched sobs wafted through the small enclosed space.

An Xin stood silently at the door, resting her hand on the half-open doorknob to stop.There was always the sound of hurried footsteps outside, and there were two middle-aged women at the corner complaining about the ignorance of the bridesmaids, and the gossip about An Xin's college postponement of marriage, gloating and scornful.

Before the two middle-aged women arrived, An Xin stepped into the bathroom and gently closed the wooden door.When Ning Chu heard the sound, she wiped away her tears with her hands in a panic, before turning around, a pair of warm hands rested on her shoulders, and the sweet aroma poured into her nose.

She hated these so-called strong fragrances when they got married, which completely covered An Xin's pleasant light fragrance.If An Xin hadn't been begging her to attend the wedding as her bridesmaid, she wouldn't even take a step here.The protagonist in the movie can frankly attend the wedding of the one he loves and sincerely wish both parties, which is completely deceptive.

More than once in her mind, it would be fine if An Xin's fiancé died suddenly. If it wasn't for An Xin's fiancé, if it wasn't for An Xin to get married, she would never know that Ning Chu, who was so frank and sincere in people's eyes, would actually be Such dark and vicious thoughts.

Because one person even wants to deprive another person of his life, and wants to destroy another person's happy marriage and family.She despises herself extremely, hates herself extremely for having such insidious thoughts, because she can't see other people's emotions, and even curses the marriage of the person she loves the most.In order to prevent herself from finally breaking out because she couldn't bear the jealousy, she also thought about leaving An Xin's side day and night. There was no way to be a lover. To keep a distance and see her smiling face every morning, I can't help but collapse, forgetting to give her all my attention.

Chaotic thoughts flashed through her mind, and the closer the wedding day was, a thought popped up in her mind from time to time: confess to An Xin, and fly away with her.How many times did she want to open her mouth, but was frightened away by her calmness in tidying up her clothes quietly.

An Xin will not agree. She has the courage to resist her parents' orders, but she will not refuse marriage. She has never imagined or considered that there will be love between two women, and they will be together for the rest of their lives. If she really speaks, There is really no going back.Compared with the failure of her confession, what she can't tolerate even more is An Xin's rejection of her confession will even lead to refusing to associate with her, erasing her from her life.

She is afraid!

There was a rustling sound, and the tissue with the scent of green bamboo was gently pressed against her eyelids.She was silent for a while, the choking sound gradually subsided, and she took the other tissue lying in front of her eyes to wipe her sore and swollen nose.The light makeup she put on before was washed away by the tears, and the mascara was wet and fell off, and her face was white and red at the same time.

She lightly brushed off her hand on the shoulder, and said with a forced smile: "Ha, ha, for some reason, I actually feel sad about marrying my daughter. Hey, I won't have a daughter in the future, so I can't bear it. Don't worry, you go and accompany her first." Your mother, she must be very reluctant, I will touch up my makeup here, and I won't make you wait for a long time. "

An Xin, who had been silent all this time, looked at the shiny black hair under her hands. Although her white and elegant face was painted with gorgeous rouge, she was still not happy. After being brushed away, she lowered her curly long eyelashes and responded in a low voice, but her body did not move.

In the quiet, narrow and dark bathroom, Ning Chu, who was sitting on a small stool, took out a small mirror and touch-up items, and carefully dabbed on her face in the dim light. Exquisite waist.

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