Clear Feather of the Ring

On the drive here, all he wanted was to see him soon.But when he got here, he was afraid again.Lu Ming's words ignited a fire in his heart, melting away the thick outer layer of ice, revealing the soft and fragile atrium inside, trembling and aching from the heat of the fire.If what he said is true, then Yi Qing still loves herself, and Yi Qing has always loved herself.Such a thought made his heart burst like crazy.

However, if it is fake, can he withstand such a blow again, forget everything and start again like before?

He saw the ashes-like love for Yi Qing floating from the bottom of his heart floating in front of his eyes, with gorgeous flickering light spots, tempting him to stretch out his hand and couldn't help but touch it.

He stood a few more steps forward, stood in front of the door, and knocked lightly three times.

After knocking, he stepped back again, raised his neck to see if the lights on the second floor were turned on, and carefully opened his ears to listen to the movement upstairs.

He waited for a while, but nothing happened.

Knock three more times, harder and louder than the previous one.

At two or three o'clock in the morning, there was no one person or car in the Hutong street, only a warm yellow street lamp accompanied him, and the crisp knock on the door was a little abrupt in this silent moment.

Still no effect.

"Yi Qing?" He raised his head and called out to the balcony on the second floor. The word "Qing" could be heard so vividly in the night sky that his ears were numb.

A cat came out from the alley next to it, leaning against the corner of the wall, its eyes glowing green, it glanced towards Long Tianyu a few times, gave a "meow", and then walked slowly over without making a sound.

Except for the meow, Long Tianyu heard no other echoes.

"Yi Qing." He raised his voice, trying to control the excitement in his heart, and shouted again.

He has always slept lightly, and would be awakened by the slightest sound.He shouted so loudly this time, he must have heard it!Long Tianyu thought to himself, and couldn't help but glance upstairs several times.

No, still no.

He felt a little uneasy, afraid that he wouldn't see Yi Qing tonight, and he didn't care about other things, so when he walked to the door, he knocked hard, shouting Yi Qing's name while knocking hard.

The continuous knocking on the door and successive shouts broke the tranquility of the area, and the ups and downs of dogs barking began to be heard from several homes in the distance.

"Brother Yu, stop knocking. He's not at home." Zhang Liang drove over in his car, saw Long Tianyu knocking on the door like crazy, got out of the car and ran over before turning off the engine.

He pointed to the lock on the door to Long Tianyu: "Look, the door is locked."

Long Tianyu looked down and saw that it was really locked.I wanted to see him just now, and after knocking for so long, I didn't even find this.

Lost, he knocked on the door half angrily, and sat down against the door, without saying a word.

"Brother Yu, let's go back." Zhang Liang stood in front of Long Tianyu, watching him hang his head.

"You go back first. I'll wait here. He will definitely come back tomorrow morning."

Zhang Liang sighed, and sat next to Long Tianyu, "Brother Yu, he has returned to France. Tonight's plane has left early."

Long Tianyu turned his head suddenly, grabbed Zhang Liang's shoulder, and forced him to face him, staring at him, unable to say a word.

"It was Lu Ming who said it." Zhang Liang added.

He let go of his hand, and his heart sank quickly like a stone weighing several thousand catties was tied.

"Do you believe Lu Ming's words?" He didn't look at Zhang Liang, but said this directly to the air in front of him.It seemed that he was not asking Zhang Liang, but himself.

"I don't know." Zhang Liang scratched his head, "After hearing what he said, my mind was very confused, and I couldn't figure out many things. Why..."

"If it's true, what would you do?" Long Tianyu said again.

He lowered his head and buried his face in his hands.

Zhang Liang saw his shoulders shaking slightly, he wanted to stretch out his hand to pat Long Tianyu's back, but he couldn't fall down after stretching several times.He had long been used to Long Tianyu's grand brotherly appearance in front of himself and a group of brothers, but occasionally he would be embarrassed and didn't know what to do when he faced his fragile side.

"Brother Yu, let's go back first. We'll talk about it tomorrow if we have anything to do."

Long Tianyu raised his head, turned to look at Zhang Liang, his eyes were red, and his voice was choked up: "Liangzi, if what Lu Ming said is true, then what I did to Yi Qing... "He turned his head away and didn't go any further.

"Brother Yu, it's not your fault. You don't know anything." Zhang Liang was still thinking about how to continue to comfort him, when he saw Long Tianyu stand up, walked to the flower bed next to him and bent down to pick up something The thing was in his hand, and at first glance, it turned out to be half a discarded brick.

"Brother Yu, what are you doing?"

"Smashing the door." Long Tianyu took the brick, headed towards the locked floor, and smashed it hard against the lock beam.

Zhang Liang stood up abruptly, and shouted in a low voice: "Why are you going in now? Everyone else has gone, and it's useless to go in."

"I just want to go and see."

"I'll wipe it." Zhang Liang was really afraid that if he made such a big noise, someone would see him, and he had to call the police and arrest him as a thief. He was about to grab the brick in Long Tianyu's hand, when he heard a 'dong', The lock fell to the ground, and even the chain slipped to the ground.

Long Tianyu opened the door and went in.The faint light coming in from across the road barely allowed people to see the general orientation of the house.Zhang Liang followed Long Tianyu, turned on the flashlight in his mobile phone, and took a photo into the room.It was empty inside, except for a few rows of empty bookshelves in the middle of the house, there was nothing else.

Long Tianyu didn't care to look too much, and walked directly towards the stairs.When he went up to the second floor, he stopped knocking on the door and raised his foot to kick it.

"Brother Yu, wait, this will really shock people." Zhang Liang hurried up, stopped him, and hurriedly pulled out a card from his wallet to face Long Tianyu: "I'll try this, No, you kick again."

This lock is actually a very common kind, not difficult.When Zhang Liang was hanging out with Li Jinghao and his brothers for a while, he used to learn a few tricks of lockpicking with Xiao Wu, but he didn't expect it to come in handy today.

He bent over and fiddled there for a while, just when Long Tianyu was waiting impatiently and was about to pull him away and kick him up, Zhang Liang straightened up, pushed the door in, and smiled at Long Tianyu: " Done."

Long Tianyu walked in and turned on the lights in the room.He turned to Zhang Liang and said, "Liangzi, you go back first, I want to stay here alone."

Zhang Liang stood at the door, answered, and then closed the door gently.

Long Tianyu walked to the center of the living room, took off his coat and put it on the sofa, and looked towards the balcony.The balcony that was once lushly covered with all kinds of flowers and plants was empty, and the large and small furniture in the living room were covered with dust-proof and gray cloth, which reflected pale light under the incandescent lamp.

Standing there, he remembered the first time he and Yi Qing met in this living room.At that time, he was also standing in this position, and Yi Qing was standing a few steps away from him. He remembered that water was still dripping from his head, and when he met him, he stopped wiping his hair in astonishment for a moment. I still remember the faint smell in the air after taking a bath from him...

He suddenly regretted a little, regretted that he hadn't said anything at that time, turned around and walked away without doing anything.If it is possible, if he is asked to do it again now, he must go straight to him, hug him tightly, and tell him how much he misses him.

He stood there blankly remembering for a while, and after a long time, he walked to the door of the bedroom, turned the door open and walked in.

Like the living room, the bedrooms were all covered with white cloth.He pulled off the dust-proof sheet on the bed, and sat on the clean, neat white sheets that didn't have a single wrinkle on the floor.

In this room, there is still a trace of his smell, his body temperature, floating in the air, warm and refreshing.

He casually lifted the white cloth from the bedside cabinet, and there were a few books neatly placed on it, and a few pens stuck in the pen holder next to it.He imagined that at night, Yi Qing was sitting on the bed like this, covered with a quilt, reading a book and taking notes by the light of the bedside lamp.He has seen such a scene countless times with his own eyes, so that when he closes his eyes now, he can imagine Yi Qing sitting on this bed and reading a book.

Until today, he thought he had completely forgotten about Yi Qing, at least since he decided to give up on him, he never thought about anything about him.

In fact, how could I forget, I just don't want to think about it anymore.Everything I did with him, every little expression on his face, was so clearly and deeply imprinted in my heart, and melted into my blood, just thinking about it, pulling me The nerves of the whole body are aching together, so it is necessary to cover it with layers of ice and snow to numb it, so as not to accidentally miss it and set off a storm in the bottom of my heart.

He lay on the bed for a while, then opened the drawer again, wanting to see what would be inside.All these years, he has been blank for everything about him.How did he live, and how well did he live? After he came back for so long, he never asked him once.

He opened the drawer and saw that there were still books in it, and a few tablets of pills were scattered in the gaps.Long Tianyu picked up the pills, and stared at the description in the small text behind them. They were all anti-inflammatory and pain-relieving medicines, and there was a small box of stomach medicine.He put the medicines back into the drawer, and just as he was about to close the drawer, he saw a half-folded paper on the top of the book.He picked it up, turned it on, and looked at it by the light by the bedside.

It was the agreement signed by Yi Qing and Long Ma. Long Tianyu read it word by word. When he saw that the column with the compensation amount was crossed out and he saw the familiar handwriting at the last signature , chest pain.

Lu Ming's words rang in his ears again. "Do you know how Yi Qing got here in the past few years? Do you know what he suffered? If it wasn't for you, he would live a thousand times better than now, ten thousand times..."

Is that so?Seven years ago, was he forced to leave like this by his mother and his family?