Clear Feather of the Ring

The next morning, Long Tianyu was carried back by Uncle Zhang. Taking a lot of medicine for a long time weakened his body's resistance. Yesterday, he had a high fever in the middle of the night just by sweating and taking a shower.If Uncle Zhang hadn't arrived in time, I don't know what unimaginable consequences would have deteriorated.

After Long Tianyu came back from the apartment, he felt a lot more depressed than before. Except for the rehabilitation tasks that he had to do every day, for the rest of the time, he preferred to be alone in his bedroom, playing games and staring in a daze.Such days continued until the arrival of summer vacation and the end of rehabilitation.

Although it took more than a year for Long Tianyu's body to return to normal, compared to when he was lying in the emergency room before dying, Long Ma was still very relieved.Although I have lost a lot of weight and my spirit is not as good as before, as long as I spend more energy on recuperating, the ten catties I lost will always grow back.It's just that Long Ma is worried about Long Tianyu's sluggish spirit.

"Tianyu, let's go for a walk, don't be bored at home all day. Isn't Zhang Liang and the others all on summer vacation, go out and have fun with them." Long Ma persuaded.

Long Tianyu didn't answer.He also knew that Zhang Liang and the others were on vacation, but they were all in pairs now. Naturally, there were two people's plans when they were on vacation.Rather than watching others show affection alone, he wants to spend time alone slowly.

Although Long Tianyu had no intention of going out, Zhang Liang and a group of brothers would definitely not let him go.After two weeks of vacation, Long Tianyu received more than a dozen calls, all calling him to go out to a party.One or two refusals was acceptable, but if there were too many refusals, not only did a group of brothers have objections, but even Long Tianyu himself was a little bit sorry, so naturally he had to bite the bullet in the end.

The eldest brother escaped death, a group of brothers were very excited, and specially organized a party for Long Tianyu.Amidst the noise and feasting, Long Tianyu found a corner of the sofa to sit down after dealing with the warm greetings from a group of people, and just quietly watched the group of people having fun.

The people at the party didn't know who invited it, but Wang Xinqin also came.Long Tianyu didn't notice her at first, until when he was resting on the sofa, Wang Xinqin brought a glass of mineral water to him: "Are you okay?"

As soon as Long Tianyu raised his head, he recalled it in his mind for a long time before he said, "Wang Xinqin?"

Seeing his surprised look, Wang Xinqin smiled embarrassedly, put the cup into Long Tianyu's hand, and sat beside him: "I cut my hair short, can I not recognize it?"

"A little bit." To be honest, the moment he saw Wang Xinqin, Long Tianyu became a little dazed.Unexpectedly, only two years after graduating from high school, if the person I dated before stood in front of me, I'm afraid I would never remember such a person again in my life.

After his accident, Wang Xinqin also came to the hospital to see him, but Long Tianyu was still in a coma at that time, so naturally he didn't know about it.He didn't know, and Wang Xinqin wouldn't specifically mention it.I and Long Tianyu have long been in the past tense, Wang Xinqin is very clear about this.What happened between Long Tianyu and Yi Qing, I also learned more or less from Qing's mother.Of these two people, one is his ex and the other is his good friend. Now that the situation has become like this, Wang Xinqin didn't want to see Long Tianyu in this situation.The term "ex" was already embarrassing, not to mention that I was still friends with the boyfriend who broke up with him, which was even more embarrassing.

It's just that in today's round, she was entrusted by others, so she calmed down. "After the summer vacation, will you go back to school for your sophomore year?" Wang Xinqin asked tentatively.

"En." Long Tianyu took a sip of water and put the cup back on the table.The music was a little louder, the smell of smoke was a little too choking, the air was a little stale, and my head started to hurt again.

Long Tianyu got up and wanted to leave, but suddenly remembered that Wang Xinqin was still sitting next to him, turned his head and glanced, she seemed to have something to say, and sat back again: "What? What else is there?" I don't want to have any expectations, but my heart is faintly clenched at that moment.Could it be that she knows Yi Qing's whereabouts?

Seeing Long Tianyu's face showing a completely different brilliance from before, Wang Xinqin suddenly regretted that she spoke too badly, which caused people to have undue guesses for no reason.Now that she wants to break other people's illusions by herself, Wang Xinqin can only use a smile to hide her inner regret: "I have something for you."

After speaking, he took out a letter from his bag and handed it to Long Tianyu.

There was nothing on the white envelope, but the moment Long Tianyu saw it, his heart almost stopped beating.His hands couldn't be controlled because of his excitement, and it took Long Tianyu a lot of effort just to pull out the letter paper inside from the envelope.He read the letter back and forth several times, until the words were engraved in his mind one by one, and then he slowly folded the paper again, trying to put it back into the envelope, but because his hands were too tight, It was trembling so badly that it was never stuffed in.

Wang Xinqin watched that he didn't get it in for a long time, and carefully took the letter from his hand: "Let me help you." After folding the letter neatly and stuffing it into the envelope, he gently Put it in Long Tianyu's hands, "This is the last email Yi Qing sent to my family. Qing's mother asked me to hand it over to you, do you understand the meaning? Qing's mother wants you to forget the past, okay."

Long Tianyu tightly held the envelope in his hand, as if holding his own heart with his own hands.The envelope was suddenly clenched into a ball in his hand, and it was wrinkled, but he only held it tightly, and the blood vessels in his hand burst out.He took out a cigarette from the cigarette box on the table and put it in his mouth. The hand that pressed the lighter shook badly, and he didn't light the cigarette in his mouth for a long time.He finally couldn't take it anymore, dropped the cigarette in his mouth, and didn't bother to say hello to the brothers in the room, took the letter and left.

He walked out, sat on the bench by the street, and slowly smoothed out the crumpled letter with his hands again, and clumsily pulled out the letter paper again. Read it word by word.

His heart began to twitch again.This was the first time I heard about Yi Qing after more than a year.He finally knew that Yi Qing had a good life, as he said in the letter, he had fully adapted to school life, joined the literary club, and worked as a volunteer... It was really colorful.Yi Qing said that he has started a new life.He also said, I have also figured out what happened before, and only now do I understand what is most suitable for me. Compared with my previous life, I am more satisfied with my current state.

Long Tianyu knew he should be happy, after all Yi Qing said he was doing well.Yi Qing didn't get picked up when it rained like he feared, he didn't catch a cold on a cold night, and he wasn't harassed by any pervert...

However, when I realized that this person can live well even without me, what came to my heart was inexhaustible bitterness.It turned out that when I was struggling to find that person and waited for that person, others were already planning to forget the past and start a new life.It turned out that I was the only one standing foolishly in the past, hopelessly waiting for a person walking in the future to turn back.It turns out that those past events that I can't forget in my heart have long since become worthless past clouds in the eyes of others.

Yi Qing, are you really so fickle?

Long Tianyu stood up and looked up at the circles of flying insects surrounded by the halo.Yi Qing is that light, he is like a flying insect, he does not hesitate to shatter his body and fly towards the light again and again, longing for a moment of warmth and light, but in the end, it is just futile.It was dawn, and the flying insects died under the lamp, but the light, day after day, would come on again and stay on.

Yi Qing, how I wish I was blind so that I would not be able to see your light.

He raised his head, and only lowered his head when his eyes were about to burst into tears under the glare of the light.He left the letter paper and the envelope on the bench, and walked along the quiet street, under the dim street lights one by one, stepping on the poor corpses of those who died early, and walked aimlessly.

Not far from the bench, a black car was parked concealedly. Several people in the car silently watched Long Tianyu's back getting farther and farther away, and then glanced at the letter that fell on the bench.

"Auntie, will Tianyu believe it?" Wang Xinqin turned her head and asked the people in the back seat of the car.

"He should have believed it a long time ago. Yi Qing has finished with him and started a new life. This is a fact. Tian Yu has been unwilling to believe it. I just let him face it in the name of Yi Qing." Long Ma from the dark He moved his body in the back seat of the car, "Xinqin, thank you for this matter. Only if you do this matter, Tian Yu will not doubt it. It can be regarded as doing Tian Yu a big favor. I am really afraid that he will be trapped for the rest of his life. I can't get out of it. I hope this letter can make him think about something."