self-awareness

The moment Li Mingchuan kissed Ye Tang, he finally realized that he already had desire/desire for Ye Tang.

And when Ye Tang was kissed by Li Mingchuan, his mind was blown to scum in an instant, and he lost all reason. Li Mingchuan's lips were scorching hot, and the temperature was about to melt him.

Ye Tang was the first to recover from the shock, and pushed Li Mingchuan away. The two stared at each other in the dark hall, panting heavily, as if they were both shocked by what happened just now.

Ye Tang thought, he must be crazy, to ignore Li Mingchuan's words!Now what is this! ?What should he do next! ?

Li Mingchuan tilted his head, thinking that he had finally found Ye Tang's correct activation mode. It was really bad for him to be cold-eyed before, but now he is so embarrassed, angry and forbearing, obviously at a loss but with an expression of forced calm, he really saw it. comfortable.

Li Mingchuan admired Ye Tang's expression, enjoying the other's embarrassment and helplessness very much.

Ye Tang gritted his teeth and made an extraordinary move.

Li Mingchuan seemed to only see the moonlight flashing on Ye Tang's face, and then, he was thrown to the ground by the man, and Ye Tang rode on him!

Ye Tang closed his eyes and kissed himself, but the kiss was random, almost jerky, he could feel the trembling of the man's body, and he didn't know if he was too nervous.

But no matter what his skills were, Ye Tang's initiative still made Li Mingchuan's pores explode. He hugged the man and kissed him back fiercely. Soon he felt an uncontrollable tremor all over his body.

The two fought from the ground to the bed in the bedroom

Their first sex/event was a bit of a world-shattering posture, neither of the two wanted to be defeated, and it was like fighting to the death and swearing to the death.

Li Mingchuan raped Ye Tang several times in one night, and he didn't stop until he was exhausted and passed out.

That night, he got unprecedented satisfaction from Ye Tang. He seemed to have heard Ye Tang say something cautiously in a trance, but he forgot all about it afterwards.

Phuket Island, the beauty of the sunset is breathtaking.

Looking at the endless beauty of the sunset, Ye Tang stretched contentedly.

This is the tenth day he has stayed on the island. He originally asked Gu Biao for a week's leave, but in the end he and Gu Biao risked being bombarded for a few more days.

During these days in Phuket, he did not surf the Internet or turn on his mobile phone. It can be said that he basically cut off contact with the outside world. He drank coconuts every day, basked in the sun, and floated for a while, and soon his bronzed skin appeared. Because of the contrast in skin color, the teeth were white, and even the smile looked brighter.

The little Thai boy would still come to learn Chinese with him every day, and he would take the trouble to teach the boy some popular jokes. When he finally left Phuket, the boy’s Chinese had improved by leaps and bounds, and he seemed to have got it. Well rested and refreshed.

With this good mood and dressed in holiday black, Ye Tang finally boarded the flight back to Beijing with his head held high.

Li Mingchuan was shooting the cover of a magazine when he received a text message:

"Ye Tang has returned to the company."

Li Mingchuan took a deep breath, and greeted Chai Bing: "Abing, go and ask how long it will take to finish work, I will go back to the company later."

Chai Bing stared at the boss, "Brother Li, you have a radio interview later, I'm afraid it's too late to go back to the company, right? It's going to take two hours to go back and forth on the way, in case there's another traffic jam along the way."

Sensing Li Mingchuan's unfriendly gaze, Chai Bing quickly stopped and said, "Okay, I'll check it out right now."

Two hours later, Li Mingchuan strode into Chengxing Building and went straight to Gu Biao's office.

In the office, only Gu Biao was on the phone. Seeing Li Mingchuan come in, he hastily ended the call.

Li Mingchuan asked, "Where is Tang Ye?"

Gu Biao shrugged, "He's already gone. He's going back to the company today to sell his holidays. If he doesn't have a job, he'll go back first."

Gu Biao saw Chai Bing behind Li Mingchuan, and said casually, "Xiao Chai, on the table over there is the hand-tossing gift that Ye Tang brought back for everyone, you can share it with everyone!"

Chai Bing picked up a bunch of food and play, and exited Gu Biao's office. After the distribution, Chai Bing found that Ye Tang actually bought something for himself. There was a delicate box with his name written on it, and he opened it. At first glance, it was a string of Thai-style incense beads. He believed in Buddhism, but he just mentioned it casually, and it was rare for Ye Tang to keep it in mind.

Chai Bing played with the Buddhist bead, couldn't put it down, turned around, but found Li Mingchuan behind him, and he yelled out in fright, "Brother Li? What's the matter?"

Li Mingchuan stared at the Buddhist bead in Chai Bing's hand for a few moments, then touched his chin, "Did Ye Tang bring it for you?"

Chai Bing smiled "hehe", "Yeah, it's no wonder Brother Ye is still thinking about me!"

Li Mingchuan looked elsewhere, pretending not to care, and asked, "Have you finished dividing up the things Ye Tang brought back?"

"The division is over." After Chai Bing finished speaking, Li Mingchuan turned his face, looked at himself with a dark face, and shrank his head subconsciously.

Li Mingchuan suddenly felt that his actions were ridiculous. What was he expecting?It was he himself who told Ye Tang that he didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore. Now that man is obedient and really doesn't appear anymore, and even disappeared, why is he scratching his head again?

Li Mingchuan cursed in his heart, and walked away.

In the middle of winter, Beijing finally ushered in a belated first snow on the eve of the Lunar New Year.

On New Year's Eve, Ye Tang called Li Yang to pay New Year's greetings. The scene of Li Mingchuan singing in the Spring Festival Gala was playing on TV. While watching, he said auspicious words to Li Yang.

Li Yang said: "Xiao Tang, you haven't been home for a long time, come back to eat dumplings tomorrow, the first day of the Lunar New Year."

Ye Tang hesitated.

Li Yang: "You can bring your Aunt Qin and Xiao Feng together, it will be lively."

Ye Tang: "They went back to Aunt Qin's mother's house for the festival, and they're not in Beijing."

Li Yang: "Oh? Are you celebrating the festival alone? Then you have to come tomorrow! You children, you don't want to go home when your wings are stiff! Mingchuan is the same. During the whole Spring Festival, he said that he had a job outside and even went home. No!"

Ye Tang asked: "Ming Chuan can't go home?"

On the TV, Li Mingchuan was singing affectionately with his eyes closed. Under the high-definition TV screen, he couldn't find any flaws in his facial features. It was shockingly perfect.

Li Yang's tone was full of disapproval, "Don't mention that bastard to me, he is not serious all day long, his mother told him to go home so many times, there is not even a shadow of him!"

Ye Tang said: "Then Uncle Li, I'll be there early tomorrow morning."

If Li Mingchuan has been working outside, then it is not illegal for him to go back to Li's house, right?

On the first day of the new year, Ye Tang returned to the Li family's mansion with a bunch of New Year's goods.

The gate of Li's house was pasted with blessing characters and Spring Festival couplets, and Li's mother came to open the door for Ye Tang in person, with a smile on her face.

"Xiaotang is here, come in!"

"Hello, auntie, where's uncle? Happy New Year to you both!" Ye Tang handed the things in his hand to the servant, and changed into slippers.

"Waiting for you inside! Come on, go in and get warm, isn't it cold outside?"

Ye Tang hung the coat in the entrance, bypassed a screen, and came to the living room.

But after seeing the people in the living room clearly, he suddenly stopped in his tracks.

Li Yang said: "Xiaotang is here! Come and sit down! Today is really not easy, everyone is gathered together, and Mingchuan just arrived early in the morning."

Li Mingchuan was wearing a loose beige sweater and was sitting on the sofa watching TV, looking as handsome as a sculpture.

Ye Tang quickly concealed his embarrassment, and said hello, "Uncle, New Year greetings to you."

Li Yang smiled kindly, and pointed to the empty seat next to Li Mingchuan, "Sit down and eat some fruit."

Ye Tang gritted his teeth, bravely walked up to Li Mingchuan, and greeted Li Mingchuan, "Mingchuan, Happy New Year."

Li Mingchuan raised his eyes and glanced at Ye Tang, as if he heard it.

Ye Tang sighed in his heart. He thought that there was nothing left to do, but he didn't expect Li Mingchuan to come home suddenly today, just by chance.

Since the last meeting at the company, he hasn't seen Li Mingchuan in person for about three months. Of course, three months doesn't seem to be that long, because he can always see Li Mingchuan on TV. The image of Li Mingchuan is actually It's everywhere, on the Internet, in magazines, on billboards, on the packaging bags of various endorsement products... Ye Tang thought bitterly, Li Mingchuan himself is still more handsome.

After this period of adjustment, he has been able to see the past between himself and Li Mingchuan.At least Li Mingchuan never lied to him from the beginning to the end. They had negotiated the conditions from the very beginning. If you like me, I will, but he has been harboring evil intentions from the very beginning, always expecting to get something other than the conditions, but that It shouldn't be what he coveted.If he agreed to this condition, he would have to bear the consequences, so it would be ridiculous if he felt resentful that Li Mingchuan had played with his feelings.

Ye Tang was not surprised by Li Mingchuan's indifferent reaction. Before he touched the sofa, he said, "I'll help in the kitchen."

Li Yang said: "No, your aunt is making dumplings with them, and you are not needed, so you can watch TV and play for a while."

The corners of Ye Tang's mouth twitched, Li Yang might still think of himself as a child, play for a while?How to play?Li Mingchuan's displeasure was written all over his face. If he stayed any longer, he might have to wear himself out.

Ye Tang immediately decided to finish the meal quickly, and then left as soon as possible. Regardless of Li Yang's politeness, he got into the kitchen.

In the huge Chinese and Western kitchen of Li's family, Li's mother was busy with two servants, and the table was already covered with ingredients, Ye Tang looked dumbfounded: "I have prepared so much."

Mother Li said beamingly: "It's rare that both you and Ming Chuan go home, I'm happy! You can't let the two young men go hungry!"

Ye Tang joined the battle familiarly, wrapped up his apron, and made dumplings with Li's mother.

Mother Li: "Xiaotang, how many days will you stay at home during the Chinese New Year?"

Ye Tang evaded, "No, Auntie, I'm causing you trouble."

Mother Li: "What's the trouble? The room is ready for you. I just changed the bedding for you. Listen to Auntie and stay for a few days. You don't have a job during the Chinese New Year, right?"

Ye Tang thought about his poor workload. Other artists were busy with appointments at the end of the year, and were overwhelmed with all kinds of end-of-year events and celebrations. However, because of his image of negative favorability, he had no fate with these jobs.

"No..." Ye Tang replied.

Li's mother: "That's fine, stay at home, and Auntie will cook for you."

Ye Tang: "..."

Li Mingchuan went to the kitchen to fetch water, and what he saw was such a scene. Ye Tang and his mother were busy talking and laughing in the kitchen, with warm expressions on their faces.

He suddenly thought, this is probably the case for a man with a wife. His lover and his mother get along harmoniously together, and they are busy preparing the New Year's dinner together. It doesn't feel bad.

Li's mother found Li Mingchuan leaning against the door frame holding a cup, and said, "What is my son looking at?"

Li Mingchuan didn't feel guilty about being caught peeping at all, "Look at the beauty, Mom, I found that your figure is getting better and better."

Mother Li giggled, "You kid, you can speak nicely, are you hungry?"

Ye Tang tried not to look in the direction of Li Mingchuan, and buried his head in wrapping the dumplings in his hands, but Li Mingchuan came over, stopped by his side, and chatted with Li's mother.

"Is there anything to eat?" Li Mingchuan asked.

Mother Li turned around, picked up a piece of meat with chopsticks, and handed it to Li Mingchuan's mouth, "Taste salty?"

Li Mingchuan leaned forward and ate the meat into his mouth, "Well, it's a bit bland."

Mama Li was a little unsure, she turned around and took another piece, and this time it was handed to Ye Tang's mouth, "Xiao Tang, do you taste it? Is it just right for me to eat?"

Seeing Li's mother holding the same pair of chopsticks, Ye Tang hurriedly opened her mouth to evade, but who knew that a piece of meat was stuffed into it as soon as she opened her mouth.

"I……"

Ye Tang's mouth was stuffed with meat, his cheeks puffed up, and he heard a chuckle from the people around him.

Mother Li asked, "Is it light?"

Ye Tang was hurt by Li's mother's tossing, and said: "It's not bland, maybe the seasoning hasn't been mixed."

This time, Mama Li picked up a chopstick of shredded cucumber, which was also from the same dish, and handed it to Li Mingchuan again: "Would you like the dish to be light? If the dish is also light, I have to add more ingredients."

Ye Tang watched in horror as Mama Li took the chopsticks that had been stained with her own saliva, handed them to Li Mingchuan's mouth, and stopped in time: "Auntie! Don't..."

The next moment, Li Mingchuan had already eaten the food, and wiped the corner of his mouth disapprovingly, "Oh, the food is not bland, maybe it really wasn't mixed."

Ye Tang looked at Li Mingchuan worriedly, fearing that his strange addiction to cleanliness would come up again, but unexpectedly Li Mingchuan didn't respond, and wandered back to the hall.

Li Mingchuan really didn't pay attention to the chopsticks, as if his body had automatically recognized Ye Tang's saliva and Ye Tang's body/fluid as a part of himself, without any instinctive xenophobic feeling at all.When he realized it afterwards, he also felt very strange.

During lunch, the three members of Li's family, plus Ye Tang, sat around the table and started chopsticks for the sumptuous dumpling feast.

Li Yang and Li's mother sat on one side of the table, while Li Mingchuan and Ye Tang sat side by side across from each other.

Li Yang asked: "You two are not young, and you will be 30 after this year. Do you have any plans for the future?"

Li Mingchuan frowned, "Dad, is 30 very old? What does the future plan have to do with thirty or not?"

Li Yang glared at Li Mingchuan, and when he looked at Ye Tang, his face softened again, "Xiao Tang, is there anyone you're getting along with now?"

Ye Tang drank half of the soup in one gulp, choking so much that he almost spit it out.

"Are you all right, Xiaotang?" Mother Li handed over a tissue.

"Sorry! It's a little hot..."

"Don't worry, drink slowly." Mother Li advised.

Ye Tang: "Uncle, I'm too busy right now, I don't have time to fall in love."

Li Yang waved his hand, "Business is no excuse, is there someone you like now?"

Li Mingchuan said: "Dad, this is someone else's *, can you stop asking?"

Li Yang said dissatisfied: "Little brat, why are you talking to your father?"

Li Mingchuan rolled his eyes, "You, can you not ask me?"

Li Yang ignored Li Mingchuan, and said, "Xiaotang, don't blame uncle for taking too much care of you. Since your father entrusted you to me, I will take good care of you. Uncle will take care of your marriage. There are concerns about that.”

Ye Tang smiled gratefully and said, "Thank you Uncle. But I'm still single now and have no plans to get married."

Li Yang sighed, and Li's mother took over the conversation: "Have you ever met someone suitable at work? Is there anyone you can get along with better?"

Li Mingchuan lowered his head to eat, but his ears perked up.

Ye Tang replied: "No."

Mother Li was not too disappointed, "Well, I have an old classmate's daughter, who is about the same age as you, with good conditions and single, I will show you the photos later."

Li Mingchuan shouted: "Mom!"

Li's mother said: "You will also come in a while, you two should think about the important things in your life.