self-awareness

The days passed quickly, news from the entertainment industry kept coming out, Li Mingchuan's popularity only increased, but Ye Tang was still hacked by countless netizens.

Someone stood up and issued an apology statement before, explaining to the media that some news about Ye Tang was fabricated out of thin air, but that statement did not cause any splashes. The past news is in the past tense, and netizens are spending their energy on Put new black material on it.

Ye Tang has entered an era where everything he does will be hacked. If he takes a picture, he will be disliked for having too big nostrils. If he drinks water, he will be said to have an ugly posture. If he participates in a variety show, he will be said to be a scheming boy. Many netizens took out old and new photos of him and spared no effort to compare the details, saying that he is a ghost of plastic surgery.

In short, Hei Yetang has become a trend among netizens. It seems that if you don't criticize him, you will fall behind.

Gu Biao has already used the company's resources to hire a navy army for Ye Tang, and slowly cleans up the whitewashing, but reshaping Ye Tang's image requires a process, and it cannot be rushed.

Having developed to this point, Ye Tang himself has been able to use the spirit of entertainment to look at all kinds of complaints from netizens. He even found a post bar on the Internet dedicated to hacking him. Have fun.

On this day, Gu Biao called Ye Tang to the office to discuss the whitewashing plan, and finally confessed: "Ye Tang, when you pass by the practice room, hand this document to Ming Chuan for me, he is showing the newcomers over there, you Also go and see this batch of new trainees, if there are any good ones, let me know later."

Ye Tang was stuffed with a file bag by Gu Biaosheng, just about to find an excuse to refuse, but Gu Biao glanced at his watch and said hurriedly: "It's broken, I was too busy talking about things, I didn't pay attention to the time, I have an appointment , I'm afraid it's too late."

After finishing speaking, the man quickly put on a coat and walked out, disappearing at the corner of the corridor in seconds.

Ye Tang followed Gu Biao out of the office, watched Gu Biao leave, looked at the file bag in his hand, and sighed silently.

Cheng Xing has his own practice room, which is located on the first floor downstairs of Gu Biao's office.Ye Tang carried the file bag and went down the stairs, wondering if he should go directly to Chai Bing and ask him to hand over the file to Li Mingchuan, otherwise he would be offended if he went there so rashly. As for the quality of the newcomer, his opinion is actually not that important.

With this in mind, Ye Tang didn't go to the practice room, but met a colleague and asked, "Did you see Xiao Chai?"

"I just saw him in the lounge over there."

"Thank you."

Ye Tang came to the lounge, knocked on the door, and asked, "Xiao Chai? Are you in?"

No one answered, but the door was also half-hidden. Ye Tang simply pushed the door open, but the next moment, he froze in place.

In the room, Li Mingchuan was hugging a boy and kissing him.

The boy turned his back to him, so he couldn't see his face, but Li Mingchuan was facing the door. He opened the door and walked in, looking at him all over.

Li Mingchuan raised his eyes indifferently, glanced at him, and then made out with the person in his arms as if no one else was there, treating the intruder as air.

Ye Tang quickly moved his eyes away, closed the door, turned and left.

Before taking two steps, he bumped into Chai Bing who was walking towards him.

"Brother Ye, be careful!" Chai Bing helped Ye Tang, and found that the man looked a little flustered, but that was fleeting.

Ye Tang quickly returned to normal, and said, "Xiao Chai, I just came from Mr. Gu, and Mr. Gu asked me to bring this document to Mingchuan. You can pass it to him for me."

"Oh, Brother Li is in the house, I'll take you there."

"No, it's the same if you hand it over to him." Ye Tang said and handed the document to Chai Bing.

Chai Bing looked at the door just a few steps behind Ye Tang, and was about to say something when he saw Li Mingchuan opened the door and paced out.

"Brother Li, Brother Ye is looking for you!" Chai Bing explained.

Ye Tang heard footsteps and knew that Li Mingchuan was not far behind him, but he didn't look back. He smiled at Chai Bing and said, "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

After that, he hurried straight to the stairwell.

Seeing Ye Tang running away in a panic, Chai Bing was a little baffled, when he handed the file bag to Li Mingchuan, he remembered Ye Tang's pale face just now, and muttered: "Is he not feeling well? "

Li Mingchuan glanced in the direction of the stairwell in silence. Behind him, a boy came out of the room. Looking at the boy, Chai Bing felt that there was a somewhat familiar look on his face.

In the stairwell, Ye Tang quickly walked down a few floors, and felt that he was far enough away from the person just now, so he slowly slowed down his pace.

He always thought that he had handled the matter of ending the relationship with Li Mingchuan well. In the past few months, he hadn't been slumped, and he hadn't used alcohol to drown his sorrows. Faster than imagined and more successful.

Even on the day he was dumped, he didn't even drink any wine, so he got through.When he got up the next day, the earth was still spinning, and there was no abnormality because he lost his lover. Everything was so normal, so he also regarded himself as normal, and soon devoted himself to the same trivial life as usual among them.Even if he heard that person's name occasionally, even if some memories were accidentally brought up, he always remained calm, without any loss of emotional control.

Before meeting Li Mingchuan today, he was even thinking that the ending he had been dreading was not so terrible, and he was not defeated. This may be due to his long-term preparations for facing the end For the situation at this step, he was fortunate that he had kept a clear mind from the beginning to the end of the whole past with Li Mingchuan, so that he would not fall too deep, and even had the consciousness to withdraw early, so that when everything was over, he It didn't feel very sudden.

However, who would have known that on such a normal day that could no longer be normal, his emotions almost collapsed without warning.

He knew that if he didn't leave just now, he might lose control of his emotions in the next second. The moment he stood close to Li Mingchuan, he felt a trembling feeling that he was about to be swallowed by great fear.This is what he doesn't want to see, and he doesn't want Li Mingchuan to see his sad and depressed look, it's too much to mention.

That night, Ye Tang thought over and over again, called Gu Biao, and expressed his desire to rest for a while.

Gu Biao: "Rest?"

Gu Biao's tone is obviously not very approving. You must know that artists never have any statutory holidays, especially during the pioneering period. The company can't wait to ask them to be on call 24 hours a day, so that they can arrange work.

Based on Gu Biao's understanding of Ye Tang, men are not the type to casually abandon work and make unreasonable demands. Now that it's so sudden, I'm afraid something unusual happened.

A woman's intuition is always unusually sensitive, "Ye Tang, did something happen?"

Ye Tang: "Mr. Gu, I need some time to deal with my own affairs."

He had to pay more attention to the instinctive reaction of his body when he saw Li Mingchuan during the day. It was a terrible thing to lose his foresight and control of his emotions. He didn't want to experience it again, and he didn't want to cause anything because of a broken relationship. When it comes to mental illness, it's a foreign disease of a nobleman, and he has to support his family, so he can't afford it.

But he still understands simple physiological knowledge. Even if he is not a professional psychologist, he can feel that in his state, it may be difficult to concentrate and work normally.

He needs to adjust, and he is very confident in his ability to adjust himself. He believes that as long as he is given a little time, he can quickly adjust himself and return to the best condition.

Gu Biao could hear the tiredness in Ye Tang's voice. Thinking that this person's father had just passed away, he really didn't have time to adjust his emotions. Loaded with this sudden turn of events, it was indeed a valid reason to take a leave of absence.

Gu Biao: "Okay, I allow you to take a week off, but only for a week, and come back as soon as possible after the holiday is over. We still have a lot of work waiting for you."

Timely adjustments are necessary, but we cannot escape from reality. Sometimes, when people get confused, they will lose their way forward. When encountering setbacks, they will often adopt a mentality of avoiding the world. Gu Biao gave Ye Tang a one-week deadline. Telling him that he is still needed is also a reason for him to get out of his predicament as soon as possible.

Ye Tang: "Okay, thank you, Mr. Gu."

The next day, Ye Tang simply packed his luggage without telling anyone, and left Beijing on an early flight, starting a week-long trip.

Li Mingchuan learned about Ye Tang's "disappearance" from Feng Younian.

Feng Younian asked for his private number from nowhere, and immediately after answering the phone, he asked where Ye Tang was.

"I don't know." Li Mingchuan replied, also impatient with Feng Younian.

"His cell phone has been disconnected, and there is no one at home. You really don't know where you went?"

Hearing Feng Younian's urgent tone, Li Mingchuan felt that it was a little abnormal. Given the nature of their work, it is common for them to go on business trips to make announcements.

Feng Younian: "He doesn't have a job at all. I called Chengxing to ask him. He asked for leave from the company, but no one knows where he went. You really don't know where he is now?"

Li Mingchuan said coldly, "Why do I know his whereabouts?"

Feng Younian also realized that the tone of his repeated questioning was a bit blunt, adjusted his tone, and said, "It's because I was abrupt, but there are too many things these days, and I'm afraid that something will happen to him."

Li Mingchuan's tone was always calm, "What could happen to him?"

Feng Younian: "He always likes to take care of everything by himself and not cause trouble to others, but that's what makes people even more worried."

Li Mingchuan felt uncomfortable for a while, "If you want to confide your heart, you may have found the wrong person, right? I'm not interested in the things between the two of you."

"A matter between the two of us?" Feng Younian paused for a while and said, "What do you mean?"

Li Mingchuan was about to hang up the phone directly.

Feng Younian said to himself, "The person Ye Tang has always liked is you."

Feng Younian's words were not interrogative sentences. He had known for a long time that Ye Tang had always liked someone. During college, he had indeed thought of pursuing Ye Tang, but he knew that Ye Tang had always only regarded him as an ordinary friend. From the very beginning, he knew that he couldn't match the weight of the person in Ye Tang's heart, so he never crossed the threshold for so many years. For some people, a long-term friendship is more meaningful than a short-term relationship with no results , Ye Tang is like this, which is why his concern for Ye Tang can only be limited to that of friends.

However, although Ye Tang never mentioned it, he guessed who the person Ye Tang could not let go of.In fact, the answer is not difficult to guess. After the fight with Li Mingchuan before, the relationship between Ye Tang and Li Mingchuan is almost ready to come out.

Feng Younian didn't know what was wrong, so he immediately said a few more words, "Treat him well, don't disappoint his feelings, if there is someone who is willing to treat me like he treats you, I will never let him go again."

Li Mingchuan frowned, feeling as if he had misread some information.

Feng Younian finally said: "If you have news about him, please let me know." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, leaving Li Mingchuan alone.