To my dear senior sister

After that quarrel, Gu Xianxi, as she said, never "harassed" Wen Lian again.Occasionally meeting each other in the hospital, she acted as if she hadn't seen Wen Lian.Even if they passed by, the two would not say a word.

After completely breaking up with Gu Xianxi, Wen Lian vented all the hostility accumulated in his heart for six years at once.My mind and body have never been so happy. Even when I used to face patients, I used to put on an expression of bitterness and hatred, and I would also put on a smile.

The little nurses who didn't know, thought she had some happy event, so they came over every now and then, trying to pry Wen Lian's mouth open.They didn't get an accurate answer from Wen Lian, so they guessed by themselves, and the more they guessed, the more outrageous they became.

"Doctor Wen, you have been proposed?" "Doctor Wen is going to be a mother?"

When Wen Lian heard these speculations, he took a mouthful of tea and almost sprayed it on the computer screen.I have to admire the rich imagination of these little nurses, who can think of anything that is beyond the horizon.

But they don't know that not only did they not have any happy events, but they also had a big fight with their former lover.That's why the previous gloom was swept away.

Although these little nurses were a bit noisy, they also brought Wen Lian a lot of fun.When there are no patients, she listens to their gossip.I know a lot of unknown things, and I can also recognize some colleagues in the hospital who seem to be different from each other.

She was more careful when interacting with them.It is no longer that simple campus. People in the workplace, who were chatting and laughing with you one second, may trip you up in the next second.

Now in this hospital, the only person she can trust and trust is Gu Xianxi.Even if they hurt each other so much, even if Wen Lian didn't want to think about anything related to her.The person is still the same person.The character is there, Wen Lian wants to deny it, but he can't.

And the matter between the two of them, there is less resentment that blinds the mind.Wen Lian sometimes makes himself a cup of tea, sits down in the office, and thinks quietly.Reflect on what you said, isn't it very cruel?

Some inhumanity?Merciless?However, at that time she had already lost her mind and could not control herself at all.

Although it is a bit harsh, it is also good, and it is clear.If both of them give up, everything will be clean.

Gu Xianxi no longer needs to compromise and deliberately please himself.I am not entangled in how to treat her.

Is it okay to start over? ...Wen Lian jerked violently and came back to his senses.What are you thinking about? !Hastily cut off this kind of thought, let yourself be sober.I've said all the heartbreaking words, I threw away the ring, and I can't get it back, so what's the point of starting over.

But once she had this thought, how could it be so easy for her to forget it.

Joyce lived with Wen Lian, and was supposed to go back to China with her to play.But Wen Lian was so busy that he even spent his basic vacations in the hospital, where he had time to wander around with Joyce.

The adventurous spirit in Joyce's heart was at work, so he packed his bags and went on a trip alone.Without Wen Lian's knowledge, she first took a stroll around the surrounding scenic spots, and then went further afield.In the end, she dared to leave Wen Lian only a small note, and went to the capital alone.

Wen Lian had no choice but to let her go.

Without Joyce's noisy interruption, Wen Lian had more time to think.

That thought would pop up from time to time, disrupting Wen Lian's thoughts.

Wen Lian's originally calm heartstrings trembled unknowingly, and only needed a wave of force.

The department temporarily arranged for Wen Lian to treat a patient.With a stethoscope hanging around his neck, Wen Lian took the patient's medical records and a pen, and hurried to the ward where the patient lived.

As soon as she opened the door of the ward, Wen Lian saw a person who didn't want to meet her.

There are several people in the ward.A patient lying on the bed, two nurses standing at the head of the bed, and several family members of the patient, but she saw the nurse standing inside at a glance.

At the same time, Gu Xianxi also raised his head, following the others in the ward, he cast his eyes on Wen Lian who was standing at the door.

Looking at each other for a second, the two looked away in tacit agreement.

Wen Lian remembered her responsibilities, clenched her fists, coughed, and walked in.I asked another nurse about the situation, listened to the patient's lungs and heart with a stethoscope, and performed two or three more checks.

During the whole time she was doing this, Gu Xianxi didn't even look at her, and went straight to the patient's family and asked about the patient's physical condition in the past few days.

After Wen Lian's examination, Gu Xianxi also inquired clearly, made a record, and handed the list to another nurse.The nurse combined with the record sheet in her hand and handed it to Wen Lian.

Relying on the record sheet and the patient's condition, Wen Lian made a diagnosis.She filled out the medical records, and then explained to her family a few precautions and the medicines that needed to be increased.

When this is done, their work is done.

Gu Xianxi and another nurse left first, and Wen Lian wanted to leave behind them, but was held back by the patient's family members, asking questions endlessly.

Gu Xianxi had already opened the door to go out, without even looking at Wen Lian, as if Wen Lian had never appeared in her world.

Wen Lian hesitated for a moment, watched her leave, then turned around and calmed down, explaining to the patient's family.

After returning to the office, Wen Lian sat blankly for a few minutes.

In a trance, everything seemed to return to the moment when she first met her senior.

She doesn't know herself, and she keeps staring at her.

Wen Lian was lost in thought, got up from the back of the chair, casually opened the drawer of the desk and rummaged inside, unexpectedly found an anatomy book from the freshman year.

Because the profession of a doctor requires constant study and review, so after she entered the office, she brought some books in need.

The freshman's anatomy book is the basis of clinical practice, so she also brought it with her.It's just put in a drawer and never turned over.

Wen Lian didn't take it as a big deal, wanted to see what knowledge he had forgotten, so he flipped through two pages.Just as I was about to pick it up to read, a photo suddenly fell from the pages of the book to the ground, with the back facing up.

Wen Lian frowned, she had long forgotten when she had put a photo in this anatomy book.

Bending to pick it up, when she turned the photo over and looked at the front.She froze suddenly...

That was the first time she took a picture of her senior... It was also the evidence of her idiot's crime... Under the shade of the tree, the girl's long skirt was fluttering, her smile was like a flower...

Wen Lian's eyes turned red, and he hurriedly put the photo back into the book, then stuffed the book back into the drawer, and put his hands on the edge of the table to stabilize his emotions.

Many pictures and thoughts flashed through my mind as if I was watching flowers on horseback.Without exception, these pictures are closely related to one person, Gu Xianxi...

From first meeting, to crush, to entanglement, and then because of Senior Xin, she flinched, confessed, and fell in love.

From the passionate love, to the ambiguous inquiries and hints from the senior sister, to the disagreement caused by going abroad, and then the breakup after going abroad, and the six years of separation, and then the reunion.

Finally got here...

Ups and downs, it turns out that they have experienced so much together without knowing it...

Maybe it was because of the unforgettable pain later, so the sweetness before it seemed extraordinarily precious.

Whenever Wen Lian thinks about what happened in the past, his heart will be touched.She almost wavered the decision she made before, and never had any contact with Gu Xianxi again.

No!Six years of pain, can't just forget it!She gritted her teeth and made up her mind.

No matter how good Gu Xianxi was to her before, the things that hurt her later were all true.

The fragility of feelings, sometimes just a little injury can cancel the results of years of hard work.

What's more, Gu Xianxi stabbed her twice in a row, the most vulnerable place in her heart.

Say goodbye to her when she didn't expect it.He ignored her regardless, and refused to even give her a reason to break up.After she had waited for a year, she finally returned to China, which dealt her another heavy blow.Etc., etc……

The countless scars on her heart were all caused by Gu Xianxi.

None of this can be forgiven!Therefore, it is even more impossible for them to get back together!

She kept reminding herself that she kept tearing up the scars, just to not let herself forget the pain and compromise.

She forced herself to calm down for a few minutes, waiting for those messy thoughts to stop.She knocked on her forehead inexplicably, how could she expel this thought of compromise from her mind?

Wen Lian racked his brains, but couldn't come up with a solution.

When she was about to become irritable, someone suddenly called her and came to see a doctor.Wen Lian immediately calmed down, and without thinking about it, he threw himself into work.

In addition to the usual doctor visits, Wen Lian also went to the operating table to perform operations on patients.

She is not yet qualified to be the chief surgeon, but the job of assisting her is not easy.

The doctor in charge of the operation, she must follow what should be done and what should not be done.

A simple operation may take only a few hours to complete.But if you encounter a major operation, it is uncertain. It may take more than ten hours, one day, or two days.

On the operating table, whether it is a doctor or a nurse.During this period of time, I had no choice but to eat, drink, or sleep, and stood all the time without blinking my eyelids, and I had to maintain a high level of tension and concentration.

In order to maintain sufficient physical strength, before they went to the operating table, they had to eat and rest before going up.In order to avoid unnecessary trouble, they cannot drink water.

Sometimes, the situation is urgent and there is no time for the doctor to rest.The doctor could only stuff a few mouthfuls of biscuits before going up.

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