To my dear senior sister

Gu Xianxi took a deep breath, stretched out his hand, gently grabbed Wen Lian's sleeve, and said with a choked voice: "Six years ago, I chose to break up with you...it was my fault... Maybe what I say now is all about you. Pale and feeble. You won't listen...but I'm doing all these things just to..."

Some are incoherent, and some are anxious.She didn't know how to express what she wanted to express.

Everything she does now contradicts the past.It was a fact, and she couldn't argue with it.

"Just what are you thinking?" Wen Lian looked at her and asked, "Do you think you can make up for me for what you have done? Hehe, what do you think of me?"

Gu Xianxi kept shaking her head, trying to deny something sharply, but all the words were stuck in her throat.He clenched Wen Lian's sleeves in his palms, clenched tighter and tighter, as if he was afraid that he would lose her from now on.

"Let me tell you, don't ever think that I'll forgive you in your life... I will never, never forgive you! How much I loved you before, now I hate you!" Wen Lian's eyes were red, biting Gritting his teeth, he spoke with difficulty.She has reached the brink of collapse, and this conversation is like uncovering her scars again.

Gu Xianxi burst into tears, shook his head, and said indiscriminately: "I never thought of asking for your forgiveness. But please let me make it up to you..."

Wen Lian was almost insane.At this point, she no longer needs to hide anything.

For the past six years, all the emotions hidden deep in my heart surged up in one brain.

Her mind was chaotic, her emotions completely manipulated her words, and she said hysterically: "Compensation? Hahahahaha... Compensation for me? No need, no need! I don't need it, I want you to always feel guilty, always guilty!"

At the end, she laughed like a madman while weeping.The sane man is long gone.

Now that Gu Xianxi knew how much he had hurt her, he said in a hoarse voice again, "I'm sorry..."

"I'm sorry..." "I'm sorry!" Gu Xianxi lowered her head and said over and over again.Among the few words left, only this sentence can express Gu Xianxi's guilt at this time with difficulty.She took a step forward, wanting to hug Wen Lian, but she shook off the sleeves she was holding tightly together.

"I don't need your pity." After temporarily losing control, Wen Lian quickly regained his senses.Take a step back and keep a certain distance between yourself and Gu Xianxi.

"What exactly do you want to do?" Although Gu Xianxi had already given her the answer, she still asked again and again.

"I have my own life now, please don't bother me anymore!" she begged.

When Gu Xianxi heard this sentence, she suddenly raised her head and asked, "Is what they said true? You really..." Her eyes were red, tears were all over her face, and she cried so much that it rained like pear blossoms. See you pity.

But Wen Lian didn't have the heart to feel sorry for her anymore, but couldn't wait to get rid of her, affirming repeatedly: "Yes, yes, yes!"

"I still love you! Wen Lian. Do you know that these years, I have been living in the fantasy of you coming back and us reconciling?! Do you know that I hate myself so much, why do I have to go to you so cheaply?" Love you?! I have become nothing like me!" Gu Xianxi choked up and broke down in sobs.

Wen Lian watched coldly, and suddenly sneered again and again, as if watching a good show.Finally, she smiled and said lightly, "But, I don't love you anymore."

"But... I love you, Wen Lian." Gu Xianxi tried to touch Wen Lian's sleeve again.

Wen Lian was silent for a moment, took a long breath, and said with a light smile, "You just said you love me now? It's too late...it's too late. Do you know? Gu Xianxi——I used to always think that if you Willing to give me an explanation. Are you willing to say it again, you still want me, and I can run to you without hesitation..."

She looked up at the sky, tears were rolling in her eyes, and the smile on the corner of her mouth seemed a little calm, "So... I can't do it, Gu Xianxi." I can't do it, forgive you.I thought I could do it, but it turns out that I really can't...

Seeing that Gu Xianxi was flustered and unable to answer.There was a faint smile on Wen Lian's face, and his eyes were narrowed, as if he was recalling something far away.It was so far away that she almost forgot about it.

She still remembered that when Gu Xianxi first broke up with her, she thought that Gu Xianxi was lying to her.She thought that Gu Xianxi would suddenly appear in front of her one day in the future, kiss the corner of her mouth lightly like in the past, and tell her with a smile: "Wen Lian, I lied to you for those words!"

However, she waited from full of expectation to despair, but she didn't wait for Gu Xianxi's words.

"I thought we could really last forever..." Wen Lian muttered to himself.It turned out that her original thought was just her original thought...

As if describing something unrelated to herself, when she said these words, she did not have the slightest emotion.

The voice was slightly hoarse, and it was so bitter that it was indescribable.To Gu Xianxi's ears, it was heartbreaking.

Before she could come to her senses, Wen Lian suddenly took out a ring box from her pocket, spread out her palms, placed it in front of Gu Xianxi and said, "What do you think this is?"

"Ring?" Gu Xianxi opened her eyes wide in surprise: "You still have it?" She wanted to reach out to touch it in disbelief, but Wen retracted it.

In fact, until today, I can't believe that my senior sister and I are together... It's not the confession of both parties, it doesn't count as being together! ... It's been so long, and I haven't confessed to my senior sister once, is it too late to say it now? ... I love Gu Xianxi, and I want to have a long relationship with her.May I ask senior sister Gu Xianxi to accept her, this humble but persistent heart that loves you? ...Then from now on, Senpai will be mine...

The memory played back bit by bit in the mind, and finally in an instant, all the past came back to reality.

Now in front of her, there is only Wen Lian who doesn't love her anymore.

Wen Lian opened the ring box and glanced inside.Inside were two silver-white rings side by side.One was given to her by Gu Xianxi, and the other was given to Gu Xianxi by her, but was finally thrown back.

About the fantasy she always thought they could put on again...

Wen Lian laughed at herself and said: "But I forgot, the past will not reappear..." Before Gu Xianxi stared at the two rings and hadn't realized it, she closed the ring box abruptly and threw it out of the window.

Outside the window is a flower garden, not far from the flower garden, there is a small artificial lake.What falls into it can never be retrieved.

Gu Xianxi didn't have time to stop her, the outstretched hand was frozen in the air.

After watching the ring box fly out, Wen Lian turned around slowly, patted his palm, spread it out, and said indifferently, "Okay, it's clean."

"Why did you do it?!" Gu Xianxi withdrew his hand, raised his head, looked directly at Wen Lian, and asked hoarsely, "Because I don't love you anymore, can you hurt me wantonly?"

"You forgot, how did you tell me, can you not want mine?" Wen Lian said in a low voice, "Did you forget, why did you ask me to go?"

"You said I hurt you wantonly." Her expression suddenly became ferocious, and she roared heart-piercingly, "Then how did you treat me back then?" dig it out.

"You told me to love me forever, and then abandoned me. Now you tell me, you still love me. Gu Xianxi, which sentence is true and which is false?" He said to himself: "Only me... only me... I will be fooled by you foolishly, and I firmly believe that it will really be forever!"

Suddenly, her face changed again: "Have you really considered my feelings?"

With blue veins on her forehead, she asked angrily: "When I couldn't leave you the most, you tore my heart in the most tragic way and walked out. And now you say that you want to tear my heart apart again Wound, come back. Do you think I can do it?"

She questioned each sentence, pushing Gu Xianxi into a corner step by step.

Gu Xianxi couldn't refute, the corners of her lips twitched, and tears rolled down her reddish eyes.She couldn't even utter a word of rebuttal.Why, how could she refute it?Every word Wen Lian said, every sentence, she knew that it was the pain she had brought to her, and her heart was crying drop by drop.

"Gu Xianxi, I really don't want to be a fool and be played by you in the palm of your hand!" In the end, Wen Lian slammed his fist on the wall behind Gu Xianxi, slammed every word, and gritted his teeth and said: "What do you say?" You love me, I believe it. You say you don't love me, I believe it. Now I don't know what you mean by doing this. But it doesn't matter, no matter what it means, I will never believe you again!"

"Wen Lian..."

Facing Gu Xianxi's wet eyes, Wen Lian didn't feel any emotion, and almost whispered in her ear: "Don't you know what you want? I can't give you what you want. I can give it to you Yes, you don't want it. Then why did you come back to me?"

"I don't care." Wen Lian returned to Gu Xianxi the harm she had done to him.

Her words were obviously very soft and weak, but when they fell on Gu Xianxi's ears, they were like thunderclaps, deafening.

Wen Lian stepped back abruptly, waved his fingers, and said viciously to Gu Xianxi: "Please disappear from my eyes! Disappear completely! I don't want to see you again!"

"When I see you, I will think of my miserable past!"

"I feel disgusting! Disgusting you! Even more disgusting, the self who loves you!"

Gu Xianxi was slumped, as if letting go of something, with tears in his eyes, he looked at Wen Lian with blank eyes.Time seemed to be frozen on her body, and it stood still for a long time, long enough to hold the gentle look deep in my heart.

She said slowly: "Then, don't worry, I won't pester you anymore." She gave Wen Lian the answer she wanted, and she alone had to bear the bitter fruit she caused.

She knew that her extravagant demands were too shameful, how much she used to disdain such pestering people.But she lost to her own heart, she was such a shameless person, while hurting Wen Lian, she was expecting Wen Lian's forgiveness.

Now she has completely realized that it doesn't matter that not all sorry can be exchanged, not to mention that she still thinks about that sentence... I still love you.

I love you and it's useless.Wen Lian yelled "I love you" to her hoarsely, didn't she cruelly plunge the knife into Wen Lian's heart?Now that Wen Lian is paying back, she should bear it.

Gu Xianxi wanted to laugh, but she raised the corner of her mouth but tears fell.

I'm sorry, I will give you back your freedom, I let you go, and from now on... you won't be entangled anymore.