To my dear senior sister

On the way back, Wen Lian turned those pages over and over several times, remembering every word and request in her heart.

The requirements are all things that she can easily do, whether it is money or goods, there is no difficulty.

So now she faces only two choices, to go or not to go.

After going there, I can learn more knowledge, and I may have the opportunity to practice it myself, but I will be away from my senior sister for three full years.Three years is too long. When she comes back, the senior has not only graduated but also worked for a year. How many things will she miss because of this?

If you don't go... you will lose a lot of opportunities to get in touch with advanced technology.Wen Lian pursed her lips tightly, pinching the edge of the paper with her fingers harder and harder.

According to the current domestic environment, she knows and sees that a good doctor's life is in danger at any time, and if he doesn't have extensive knowledge and is complacent, the end will be...

In fact, Wen Lian still had another reason in his heart to want her to go.That is, Chinese medicine is still developing rapidly, and it is far inferior to foreign countries in some aspects. Many diseases can be completely cured by foreign doctors, but domestic doctors can only do nothing, or the treatment effect is not good.

Wen Lian just wanted to see more and learn more, and get in touch with those treatment methods if he had the opportunity.

Leaving these things aside, if she doesn't go, she can be with her senior, protect her, see the smile on her face when she takes graduation photos, and not be absent at important moments in her life.And they are in very good condition now, she likes it very much.

So, what about being content with the status quo?Or, work hard?

Wen Lian listed the pros and cons of the two options one by one on the paper and compared them with each other, but he still didn't make a decision.

She looked away from the paper with a stern look, and frowned.

The place where she is sitting now is the bench next to the East Lake of the school, and in front of her is the peaceful East Lake.There is a pavilion in the lake on the surface of the East Lake, and you can walk to the pavilion in the lake through the long wooden embankment.Because few people come here, it is usually very quiet here, and it is a place where people can think about things quietly.

Today, however, there are a group of five or six-year-old children gathered around the pavilion in the lake to feed the koi in the lake with bread crumbs.From time to time, one or two koi jumped out of the water in order to compete for food. The children became even more excited when they saw such a scene, chirping and screaming non-stop.

Two adults who looked like adults anxiously kept reminding them not to lean too far, for fear that they would be too happy and fall down.

Wen Lian, who was struggling, was unconsciously attracted by them. When the children excitedly pulled their companions to share the bread crumbs in their hands after being eaten by the koi, she couldn't help laughing.

Although she was too young, she would no longer be elated for a small thing like them.Thinking of this, she lowered her head again.

When Wen Lian came here, the sun had already converged, leaving only a yellow-orange egg yolk, slowly shrinking to a corner of the sky, replaced by the moon that climbed up unknowingly.When her shoulders were covered with darkness, Wen Lian's eyebrows suddenly loosened.

She figured it out, there are many opportunities to go abroad, but senior sister has only one life.Just like those children, she didn't experience the same thing at a certain moment, and even if she witnessed it with her own eyes in the future, she wouldn't feel that feeling.

Some things, if you miss it, you will miss it for a lifetime.And some things, if you miss it, you can repeat it countless times, and it may be better next time.

Which is lighter and which is more important, you can tell at a glance.

After Wen Lian thought about it, she stood up happily and wanted to go back.After taking two steps, she suddenly turned around and came back. Looking at the information in her hand, she hesitated for a while.

As soon as he gritted his teeth, he crumpled the few documents into a ball in his hand, threw them straight into the trash can next to the bench, and left without looking back.

... If senior sister finds out about this matter, she will definitely let her go according to her personality. Then maybe they will quarrel because of differences of opinion, so she must keep this matter from senior sister. Can't let her know.

"I heard that your counselor asked you to be an exchange student with a foreign country?" Song Yuanju used a syringe to slowly suck up the liquid in the brown-yellow fine-mouth bottle, and the dark blue liquid swallowed up the scales one after another.It had been a long time since he had seen more white hair on his head.

Wen Lian didn't want to admit it at first, but thinking about the things in school that he couldn't hide from him, she nodded: "...um."

"Is that going to go?" Song Yuanju said affirmatively, lifted the syringe filled with medicine, adjusted the dosage, and then flicked the outer wall of the syringe a few times to expel the air inside.

Wen Lian pressed the rabbit on the operating table for him, and after he injected medicine into the rabbit's ears, he nodded first, but then shook his head immediately.She didn't know how to tell her teacher what she didn't want to go to. If she said it bluntly, she would be scolded to death by him.

"What does this mean?" Song Yuanju put down the syringe and glanced at the rabbit's pupils. The medicine hadn't taken effect in its body yet, so he had to wait.

"Is it really good to go abroad? Teacher." Wen Lian decided to test his tone first.

Song Yuanju's eyes widened and he asked back, "Why not?"

The rabbit started to respond, and Song Yuanju quickly grabbed it onto the operating table. Wen Lian helped him fix the rabbit's limbs and teeth, and then pulled out the rabbit's tongue with a hemostat.

This period of time is enough for Wen Lian to make up a reason, and her mind is spinning rapidly, "Is there any difference between overseas... and domestic? Isn't it the same study? Why... have to go outside, Spend so much money?" After she finished speaking, she breathed out imperceptibly.

"Short-sightedness!" Song Yuanju criticized her mercilessly: "When you go abroad, you will have a wider range of knowledge and more people to learn from. If you are lucky, you can try to stay abroad and never come back. "

"Why don't you come back?" Wen Lian asked incredulously, which ran counter to her original idea of ​​going.

Song Yuanju thought of the dead Liu Zhian again, and said with a gloomy expression: "The domestic environment is not good, if you can stay abroad, stay there..."

Wen Lian was afraid that he would fall into sadness again, so he gritted his teeth and said frankly, "Teacher, I actually don't want to go."

Song Yuanju's eyes widened even further, and the rabbit ignored the drug reaction. He threw it aside, looked at Wen Lian, and asked, "Why don't you go?"

There was no fear of him in Wen Lian's eyes, and she opened her mouth. The reason for her refusal was simple, she just didn't want to be separated from her senior, but Song Yuanju couldn't let her know.

Seeing that she was unwilling to speak, Song Yuanju thought she had something to hide, and speculated, "No money? Family conditions don't allow it?"

Wen Lian just wanted to use this excuse, but Song Yuanju directly shattered her fantasy, "You can apply for state subsidies."

Wen Lian was forced by him, so he had no choice but to choose the most unreasonable reason, and said without confidence: "I just don't want to go..."

Song Yuanju was almost blown away by her, and said bitterly, "What a great opportunity this is, do you know?"

"I know..." Wen Lian's momentum was cut by half by Song Yuanju, and he said weakly.

Song Yuanju persuaded her first with earnest words, but seeing that she still refused to go, he scolded her angrily, and then threw her out of the laboratory, telling her to think clearly before coming back.

Wen Lian was so scolded that her head was almost retracted into her shoulders. After entering the elevator, she straightened her back again and gritted her teeth resolutely.Now that she has made a choice, she will not change it, and it is useless for anyone to persuade her.If she will regret it one day in the future, then she will regret it in the future, and she doesn't want to care about anything now.

Song Yuanju, who stayed in the laboratory, looked gloomy, no, he can't let Wen Lian act like this, she has no idea what kind of good opportunity this is!He thought for a while and took out his phone...

After Wen Lian returned home, Gu Xianxi had already prepared a meal and waited for her to come back.

While eating, Wen Lian saw that the food in Gu Xianxi's bowl was not short, and seeing her absent-minded look, she poked her head over and asked suspiciously, "What is senior sister thinking?"

Gu Xianxi was discovered, so she simply put down the bowl and chopsticks and stopped pretending. She really didn't have the appetite to eat, so she thought for a while and said, "Wen Lian, Chang Luo is looking for me again today..." She frowned slightly, as if her heart was very conflicted. .

Before she finished speaking, Wen Lian's cell phone vibrated suddenly, and a call came in.

Wen Lian glanced at the name of the note, and immediately raised his hand to tell her not to wait until she finished answering the phone, and then connected the phone.

As soon as the phone was connected, the person inside immediately asked, "I heard from your teacher that he wants to arrange for you to be an exchange student with a foreign country. Are you unwilling?" Fortunately, Wen Lian's volume was turned down very low, otherwise Gu Xianxi, who was sitting beside her, could hear it clearly.

Wen Lian's body froze, knowing that if she went to see Gu Xianxi next to her at this time, she would definitely notice something strange, so she twisted her body and said to the phone: "Dad, wait a minute." She stood up naturally.

Said to Gu Xianxi in spoken language: "My dad." Then he pointed to the balcony.

Gu Xianxi nodded and allowed her to go.Wen Lian pursed his lips, walked towards the balcony, and asked as he walked, "Dad, it's okay, I'm fine." Trying to dispel the weirdness that he might show.

After Wen Lian left, what Chang Luo said to herself a few days ago appeared in Gu Xianxi's mind again, and she repeated it over and over until she couldn't bear it anymore, and she stood up suddenly, wanting to go to the balcony to get some air...

"Dad, I said I won't go! What's so good about foreign countries?" Wen Lian was talking on the phone on the balcony, "I can study well in China! After graduation, I can be a doctor!" She I was a little excited, so my feet kept walking...