To my dear senior sister

Wen Lian felt soft and boneless fingers slipping into her palm, and she held it unconsciously, but the fingertips were a little cold.When he stopped, he also looked back. When he saw the person behind him, his eyes lit up, and he was overjoyed and said, "Senior sister, why are you here?"

"Should I ask you this?" Gu Xianxi stuck out his tongue playfully, "I called you just now, why didn't you answer?" If she hadn't passed the playground occasionally, she wouldn't have known that Wen Lian was walking here .

"Is there?" Wen Lian took out her mobile phone and looked, and there was indeed a missed call, but she usually turned her mobile phone to silent during class, so she didn't feel that there was a call, "Sister, what is the matter with me?" ?"

Gu Xianxi shook her head: "No, I'm just bored and want to play with you."

Wen Lian pursed her lips with a smile, and said aggrievedly: "It turns out that senior sister only comes to me when she's bored."

In fact, Gu Xianxi said it casually, but she didn't expect Wen Lian to take it seriously, so she quickly tightened her hand and explained: "I just said it casually, don't take it seriously."

Wen Lian couldn't hold it back any longer, she chuckled and said, "No, I'm just teasing my senior." After teasing her senior, she felt much better.

Gu Xianxi felt that something was wrong with Wen Lian today, not only was he not as energetic as before, but he was also in a trance.She followed her for a long time just now, she lowered her head and didn't notice, if she had noticed that someone was following her back in normal times.

She peeked at her face, and asked cautiously and tentatively: "What is Wen Lian thinking about?" She was afraid that she would accidentally touch her sad place.

Wen Lian's mood sank again, and he lowered his head and muttered, "We're going to do an experiment today." Then he started walking slowly again.

Gu Xianxi blinked, followed her and asked, "What's the matter?"

"The little rabbit is dead, I killed it."

Gu Xianxi suddenly realized that Wen Lian was blaming himself, "You are doing a pharmacological experiment? The first time?"

"Yes." Wen Lian nodded, "Has senior sister also done this experiment?"

"Of course." Gu Xianxi pondered for a while, "This is what everyone in medical school has to go through."

Wen Lian was too lazy to leave, so she directly pulled Gu Xianxi to the lawn and sat down, let go of her hand, covered her face with her palm, looked out through her fingers, and asked with a wry smile: "Senior sister, what do you think I am Are you murdering the little white rabbit?"

Gu Xianxi said without hesitation: "Of course not." She analyzed it with reason and evidence, "Think about it, if we don't do these experiments, if we graduate and face patients in the future, will you use jerky methods to treat them? ?”

Wen Lian shook his head, and Gu Xianxi continued, "Life and death are what a doctor must experience... In the future, what you will have to face is not those rabbits or mice, but real patients. If you don't pay attention, their Life will flow from your hands."

She tried to ask: "If you are so depressed about the death of the rabbit today, what will you do if a patient dies in front of you in the future?" Although it is a bit inappropriate to say this now, it is something that will inevitably happen. When I set foot on the road of medicine, I was already doomed.

"That's right." Wen Lian shook her head, she didn't know, she didn't think about these things at all now.His fingers slipped from his face, he took a rough breath, closed his eyes and lay down on Gu Xianxi's shoulders, "But senior sister, my heart is so tired."

Gu Xianxi sighed and patted her head to comfort her: "It's okay. This is the first time you have encountered such a thing, and you will be fine in the future."

"Like us, we have not only done experiments on little white rabbits, but also experiments on frogs and mice. If we talk about murder, I have murdered a lot." She said in a playful tone.

Hearing what she said, Wen Lian felt a lot more relaxed.

Gu Xianxi remembered an interesting thing, and said with a smile: "Once, r and I gave intraperitoneal injections to mice. She injected, and I came to grab the little white mouse. Before I was done, the little white mouse took advantage of me not paying attention." Turning my head, my two front teeth bit down on my thumb. I was frightened and hurt..."

Wen Lian opened his eyes a long time ago, but he was still leaning on Gu Xianxi's shoulder, listening with relish, and asked impatiently, "And then? Is there something wrong with senior sister being bitten?"

"Those mice have been quarantined, and they don't carry any germs on them, so it's okay to bite them."

"It's just that the little white mouse was thrown out by my conditioned reflex with a wave of my hand... I didn't know that the little white mouse landed on the chest of a classmate in the next group who was wearing a nurse's uniform, scaring her to death I screamed and slapped the little white mouse on the ground." Gu Xianxi's palm made an arc in the air, and his eyes narrowed with laughter.

Wen Lian smiled, and said in surprise: "This is too coincidental."

Gu Xianxi made an exaggerated expression and said: "Yes, we couldn't believe it at the time. In the end, that classmate and I apologized, pulled the mouse back from the ground, and continued the experiment."

Wen Lian moved his head away from Gu Xianxi's shoulder, sat up straight, clasped his palms together and lowered his eyes, smiled, and said, "Thank you, senior." Thank you for comforting me so patiently.

The night fell, and the surroundings became dark. Even if Gu Xianxi was sitting next to Wen Lian, he couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, so he could only pat her on the shoulder and said, "It's fine." Wen Lian pursed her lips tightly. , hummed.

Gu Xianxi rolled his eyes, changed the subject and asked, "It's my birthday in two days, what gift are you going to give me?"

Wen Lian had never heard her talk about her birthday, so he was taken aback and asked, "What is the birthday, Senior Sister?"

Gu Xianxi calculated in his heart: "Hurry up, it will be NO.17 of this month."

Then there is not much time left, Wen Lian was a little caught off guard and said, "Senior sister, why didn't you tell me earlier?" If she knew about it earlier, she could prepare the gift earlier, but now she has no plans in mind.

Gu Xianxi blinked, his eyelashes trembling slightly, and asked back: "Didn't you say that?" Smiling, he said softly, "Don't worry. You don't have to bring a gift, and remember to give it to me in our dormitory when the time comes." Just a blessing."

"How is this possible?" Wen Lian stood up from the lawn abruptly. This was her senior's first birthday after she met her senior. How could she handle it so easily.

With an idea, she first made a promise, "Sister, just wait, I will definitely give you a surprise."

"Okay, I'll wait." Gu Xianxi narrowed his eyes, looked up at Wen Lian who stood up and smiled.

After that heart-to-heart talk, Wen Lian never went to see Gu Xianxi again for several days.When Gu Xianxi sent her text messages or QQ messages, she always waited for a long time before replying.And when she called, she said she was busy without saying a few words, she had something to do, and she would call Gu Xianxi later.

Gu Xianxi believed it, and kept her mobile phone close to her body all the time, but she never received a call from Wen Lian.It's not that I missed it, but Wen Lian never called at all.

If she hadn't been willing to answer the phone, Gu Xianxi would have thought that something she did wrong made her angry, and felt uneasy.When I was free, I held up my mobile phone, clicked on QQ and contacts and then quit, clicked on and quit again, what I wanted to do but didn't know what to do, feeling lost.

Xu Yajie, who was sitting next to Gu Xianxi, saw her staring at the phone and asked curiously: "Xianxi, whose call are you waiting for?"

"Huh? Huh?" Gu Xianxi was still in a daze, but was brought back to his senses by her, put down his phone to cover up, "No."

"No, what have you been staring at your phone for?"

"I..." Gu Xianxi couldn't find a reason to explain for a while, Xu Yajie looked at her with an expression that I understood and said, "Don't explain, I understand, I understand..."

"Read the book obediently, don't disturb me." Gu Xianxi didn't bother to explain, lowered her eyes, and continued to read the book she hadn't finished.

It was rare for Xu Yajie to say that she would accompany her to the library to read books today, but she never expected that she would start chattering non-stop from the moment she sat down, not at all like a quiet Wen Lian.As long as Wen Lian was reading a book, she would not disturb her by making noise.Gu Xianxi's stomach is full of regrets now, if he had known earlier, he would not have let Xu Yajie come out with him.

After listening to Gu Xianxi's words, Xu Yajie calmed down for a while, but couldn't help but move her hands.I couldn't sit still anymore, so I simply stood up and walked around the table to the floor-to-ceiling windows of the library.His eyes wandered around boredly, wanting to see what scenery there was.

Before turning around enough, she found a familiar figure on the school road below, and when she looked closely, it turned out to be Wen Lian there.She came to her dormitory wearing this gray coat last time, so she recognized it immediately.

I saw Wen Lian standing beside the school road with a thick notebook and a pen in his hand. Whenever anyone passed by her, she would stop her, say a few words, and then put the pen into their hands Come on, let them sign something in the book.

As soon as Xu Yajie saw Wen Lian appearing, her first thought was to call Gu Xianxi, and she greeted the back: "Xianxi, come and see what your Wen Lian is doing over there?" The first time she called, Gu Xianxi didn't respond. Thinking that Gu Xianxi had gone to the bathroom, she turned her head suspiciously, and saw that Gu Xianxi was still there, but she didn't respond.

Xu Yajie had no choice but to walk behind Gu Xianxi, patted her on the shoulder and called out, "Huh?"

Gu Xianxi trembled all over, shut the book in front of him suddenly, leaned back, seemed to be frightened, and asked in a flustered expression: "What are you doing?"

Xu Yajie didn't expect Gu Xianxi's reaction to be so big, looking at the book she closed first, she asked maliciously: "Xianxi, what book are you reading that is not suitable for children, and you have such a big reaction?"