To my dear senior sister

Xu Yajie secretly had some guesses, but she didn't know what to say, and continued to listen to them.

Gu Xianxi sat down to rest, the words of Wen Lian and Xu Yajie seemed to open a door to a new world for her, after Chuchu was surprised, she didn't feel anything, she thought for a while and said: "I don't feel sick."

She shook her head and said, "It's all love, what's so disgusting. It's just that the person they love is the same gender as them."

Wen Lian echoed from the side: "That's right. Both men and women are human beings, and men and women are also human beings. Since men and women can be together, why can't men and women love each other?" He intends to open up Gu Xianxi's knowledge.

Gu Xianxi frowned, "Daughter?"

"Since men can be with men." Xu Yajie sat down on the table, scooped up a bag of potato chips brought by Wen Lian, then tore open her mouth, and started eating, "Then girls can be together too, of course. That's Lily."

"Oh." Gu Xianxi suddenly realized, and suddenly asked Wen Lian, "Sister, do you think they are disgusting?"

Wen Lian didn't know where his thoughts were going, and suddenly came back to his senses, "Huh?" After thinking about it, he denied, "No, it's just that many people on the Internet said they were disgusting, and I don't think so."

Gu Xianxi felt that she was a bit lonely and ignorant, she nodded and said: "Oh, I will study it when I have time." What Wen Lian and Xu Yajie said made her suddenly curious.

The first semester of freshman year was approaching, and after taking a few pharmacology classes, the pharmacology teacher arranged an experimental class for Wen Lian's class.When the class committee announced the news to Wen Lian and their class, and gave out the task, the whole class exploded with surprise voices one after another.

When they were taking anatomy, even if there were experimental classes, they didn't have the opportunity to do it by themselves.Instead of holding a set of real human bones and touching the signs one by one on the table, I followed the teacher to the herbarium to look at the white or yellow human organs soaked in formalin.

When they were closest to the corpse, a whole specimen was placed on the long table for them to identify the muscles.If you are not afraid of getting dirty, you can touch it with your own hands...

But this time they are facing a real living creature, a running rabbit!Everyone has to do it, not just look at it anymore.

After getting the news, some people were afraid, some people were afraid, some people were excited, everyone's reaction was different, but what about Wen Lian?

When the class committee announced, Wen Lian didn't notice the class group.After Gao Jingqi saw the conveyance, she realized that she was so excited that she almost jumped up, and kept asking Gao Jingqi, "When do you want the experiment class?"

Gao Jingqi thought about it for a while: "Probably Wednesday of this week, that is, two days of pharmacology class."

Excitedly, Wen Lian took out the white coat from the cabinet, unfolded it and shook it.Speaking of which, she hasn't worn this white coat for more than a month. Since the last experimental class of last semester, she washed it and put it away and never took it out again.

She put on the white coat, tidied it up, and admired it left and right. It was still so neat and there was no wrinkle at all.Although this white coat has been worn several times, except for the first time I put it on, I have never felt more excited than this time.

Wen Lian suddenly realized what he was doing, took off his white coat again, and folded it neatly.There is still a little bit of disbelief that the * experiment is really going to be done this time, so I asked again and again: "Is the subject of this experiment really a rabbit?"

Gao Jingqi was a little impatient when she asked her, she nodded and said, "Yes."

"Do you want to use a knife?"

Gao Jingqi held an experiment request in her hand, browsed through it and said, "No."

Wen Lian was a little disappointed when he heard the words, but he was still excited, as long as he could do experiments with his hands.

On the day of the pharmacology experiment class, Wen Lian got up from the bed early in the morning, and when Lin Xuehui and the others got up one after another, she was already ready to go for a morning run and then eat.

Since the beginning of this semester, she has had the habit of getting up early and running in the morning, exercising and strengthening her body so that she can run quickly when encountering a doctor.

Their pharmacology teacher was an old man in his 50s, probably because he didn't do his hair well every night before going to bed, so the hair at the back of his head was always sticking up, and Gao Jingqi and the others laughed in private for a long time.

While he was still explaining the experiment, Wen Lian's heart fluttered, a little nervous, agitated, almost excited, and he stretched his neck to look around.

There are six people in each group, Wen Lian and others are in one dormitory together, and there are two other dormitory people.Gao Jingqi sat beside her and yawned sleepily. Seeing Wen Lian so restless, she asked, "Wen Lian, what are you looking for?"

Wen Lian looked at her with his eyes wide open, and said, "Rabbit." As he spoke, the fingers of his two hands were still compared into a V, and he shook them.

"Aren't you listening to the teacher carefully? If you don't know how to do it, do so."

Wen Lian carefully prepared for this experiment for a long time. After watching the experiment process more than ten times, he could almost memorize it. He said confidently: "I already know how to do those."

After the teacher finished speaking, let them go out of the laboratory to catch rabbits and start the experiment.Wen Lian followed the army and caught the liveliest rabbit in the rabbit cage.Although it is as dirty and smelly as the imagined rabbit, she is still happy.

According to the request, Wen Lian and the others injected the rabbit with organophosphate, and when the rabbit had a drug reaction, injected it with two antidotes, and recorded the rabbit's reaction and the time of reaction respectively.

Because when the rabbit is injected with medicine, it must be injected through the vein next to its ear.This requires skill and guts, and several others are afraid to do it or the injection is not good.Wen Lian had no choice but to let Lin Xuehui comfort the rabbit and do it herself.

After the rabbit completely returned to normal, they thought the experiment was over.

The teacher suddenly said: "When you are done, just inject the rabbit with air."

A moment ago, the laboratory was full of debates, but after he finished speaking, the air froze.The students stopped making noise, and turned their eyes to him.The pharmacology teacher seemed to have expected such a scene a long time ago, and said unhurriedly: "Hurry up, you can go to eat when you are done."

"Teacher, isn't it fine? Why inject air into them." The person who asked the question looked a little angry, and they all knew what the result would be after injecting air.They are all just freshman students, and they have never lost the life of any small animal in their hands, so they can't accept it at all.

"Didn't I tell you?" The teacher said with the microphone in his hand: "As long as the organic phosphorus is injected, even if you inject the antidote, they will still die after you leave at night, and the death will be very painful." .In order for them to leave without such pain, you should inject air quickly." After finishing speaking, they began to pack things.

Before the experimental class, the teacher never told them about this last step, otherwise Wen Lian wouldn't be so excited.

Everyone fell silent, turned around, and looked at the rabbit instead of the teacher, with pity in their eyes.The rabbit they rescued with their own hands, and now they want to send it to sleep with their own hands... No one can bear to do it lightly.For a sentimental person like Gao Jingqi, her eyes have been quietly reddened for a long time.

In fact, even if he said it, what should be done is still to be done, there is no way at all...

The moment Wen Lian heard that he was about to inject air, his face turned pale.Lin Xuehui felt that her mood was not right, so she patted her on the shoulder and persuaded: "Wen Lian, hurry up and hit the rabbit to reduce the pain."

Wen Lian adjusted herself and nodded, since she started it, let her end it.After pumping out a tube of air, pinching the rabbit's ears, Gao Jingqi sat on the chair and muttered, "The little bunny is so cute, but we have to pump air for it..."

Wen Lian couldn't bear it again, and the hand holding the syringe trembled a little.He simply straightened up, handed the syringe to Lin Xuehui's hand and said, "Come on." He chose to sit on a chair beside him, turning his head away from watching them inject.

As soon as the syringe reached Lin Xuehui's hand, it was snatched away by Hong Manwen who was always eager to try it: "Let me try." Now this tube of air is like a hot potato, and everyone can't avoid it.Since she is willing to let her come, Lin Xuehui has no intention of arguing with her, so she took Gao Jingqi and sat aside.

Hong Manwen tried for a long time, but still couldn't find the rabbit's veins, instead, the rabbit's ears were covered with blood.The other two team members couldn't stand it any longer, and while wiping the blood off the rabbit, they said, "Manwen, you'd better stop trying."

Hong Manwen didn't want to admit defeat, and said stiffly, "I can do it." Several more needles were inserted.

Gao Jingqi heard their conversation and turned around to look, and hurriedly called Wen Lian: "Wen Lian, come here quickly, the rabbit is bleeding a lot."

Wen Lian didn't turn his head, gritted his teeth, stood up, and said, "I'll do it."

Hong Manwen was very unconvinced, but she really couldn't do it, so she had to honestly hand over the syringe to Wen Lian.

Have you ever heard the sound of a rabbit?I've heard the screams.

This is Wen Lian's true inner monologue.After the rabbits in the other group were injected with air, they all lay quietly on the table and died.

As for Wen Lian and the others, just after the injection, there was a sharp and miserable cry from the three lips. With a sudden kick on its hind legs, it jumped out of the rabbit cage and plunged its head under the table. The skull hit the ground. The sound is especially loud.

The few people on the spot were frightened into stupidity, especially Wen Lian, who was holding a syringe in his hand, his expression turned pale.

The liveliest is also the worst.

In the hours after the experiment ended, the screams of the rabbit were still lingering in Wen Lian's ears, and she always felt that the smell of the rabbit still remained on her body.Wen Lian went to take a shower on purpose, and if there was still, Wen Lian knew that it was a psychological existence.

She fell into infinite self-blame, after all, the rabbit died in her hands.If it weren't for her needle, the rabbit would not have died so tragically. Maybe it would have died peacefully in someone else's hands.

In the evening, she walked around the track for a long time, but she still couldn't shake off the guilt that was pent up in her heart.Even if she knew that the rabbit was dead and the matter was over, it would be useless for her to blame herself.

With a gloomy look on her face, she raised her head and lost interest in the sunset, which she usually likes to photograph most.Just when she was about to fall into a deeper predicament, someone suddenly took her hand from behind...