[Qin] Qin Shi

"I'm going to Qin State..." Bai Shu looked at Zhao Zheng, at the hand he stretched out to her, at the sincerity in his eyes, and listening to his quickened breathing because of his own pause, he lowered his eyes and stopped. look him straight.

There is no feast that never ends, Bai Shu has always been aware of this, but he thought the parting was not so early: "Then let's go." When it really came to this time, he found that he was far more mature than he imagined. Calm, even the heart that wants to stay has not changed.

The heartbeat was still the same, steady and slow.

"Look at me," Zhao Zheng stepped forward, and the original inviting gesture changed to grabbing Bai Shu's arm, "Ah Shu, look into my eyes and repeat what you said."

He knew Bai Shu too well, and just now he realized that he knew Bai Shu too well.

She didn't look directly into his eyes, like Bai Shu taught, because the other party was avoiding.The somewhat floating tone, just like what Bai Shu said, was a guilty conscience that he didn't want to admit.The sideways movement of the head is what Bai Shu told him, unwilling to admit and face it: "Look into my eyes, and say it again."

It wasn't until this time that he realized that what Bai Shu had taught him unconsciously had already been engraved in his heart.

"I said," Zhao Zhengli asked bluntly, which also angered Bai Shu, "You are going to Qin, then go." He looked directly into Zhao Zheng's eyes, and his voice was cold and calm, "As I said, Qin is a very good place to develop, he has the future of unifying the six countries, if you want to go, then go."

[It's really ruthless,] If the system has a form, then at this moment he must be watching the show with his chin on his hands, [The kid opposite you really has the determination to take you along. 】

'It doesn't matter. Bai Shu didn't take it seriously, "I don't have to rely on him to survive." Anywhere in this world can grow, and any place in this world can live. He has no roots, and he can go anywhere is his destination. But Zhao Zheng's attitude really angered him.

"Who do you think you are, Zhao Zheng." Informing him so abruptly, even with a bit of arrogance that you will definitely leave with me, "Why did I go to Qin with you?" He stretched out his hand and slapped Zhao Zheng away Holding his hands, he looked indifferently at Zhao Zheng who was only an inch away from him.

Zhao Zheng was extremely surprised by Bai Shu's refusal. He couldn't even react to Bai Shu's movement of slapping him away: "Didn't you say that Qin would unify the six countries in the future? I thought..."

"So?" Bai Shu crossed his arms and looked at Zhao Zheng, "So I must go with you?" He was about to be laughed at by Zhao Zhengli's straightforward attitude, "Who are you to me, Zhao Zheng ? Is it my parents, my elders or my master?" The last description can be called hurtful.

But Bai Shu didn't care: "Do you think you are indispensable to me? Who gave you such a big face?"

It is true that there is a place where the six countries will be unified in the future, but why?

Why should he give up his life around Handan for the past few years and go to Qin with him because of Zhao Zheng's words?

Zhao Zheng is only an eight-year-old child, what will he use to guarantee his life after going to Qin with him?

He didn't owe Zhao Zheng anything, just as Zhao Zheng never owed him anything.They may be 'friends', but this kind of relationship that is so fragile that there is nothing to maintain it, is just a relationship that will shatter after a simple dispute. At that time, he who lives under Zhao Zheng, or owes favor How could he walk cleanly?

In this world, the hardest thing to repay is favor.

Bai Shu is very realistic, even if he has a system, even if he has too much knowledge beyond this era, but now he is just a little kid.He was able to fight fiercely and even pretend to be great in front of Zhao Zheng, but it was because Zhao was a real kid who had no power in his hands and no backing.

He can bully Zhao Zheng, because other people in the city are also bullying Zhao Zheng, so as long as he controls it well, then Zhao Zheng will not hold grudges against him, because someone has pulled a bigger hatred value for him.

He can care about Zhao Zheng, but because Zhao Zheng has a family, he can fill his stomach.The things that were given were just icing on the cake, his existence was a fuel for Zhao Zheng, not a firewood that was indispensable and longed for.

But if Zhao Zheng is not an outcast child, if he is the grandson of the prince, then he will not bully Zhao Zheng.On the contrary, he will be respectful to Zhao Zhenggong, and will not even reveal a little bit of uniqueness, so he will be favored or selected by him.

Because Zhao Zheng could find someone to arrest him at any time, even if he died in Zhao Zheng's hands, no one would defend him, and no one would even remember his existence.Because Zhao Zheng has the right to dispose of him at any time, in this era when human lives are worthless, as long as Zhao Zheng is willing, he can only be a "slave" for the rest of his life.

Even if Zhao is the son and grandson of the prince, then all the gifts, even as items of trade, are a shame to him, not a wind that fuels the fire.

Bai Shu is very sober, and it is precisely because he clearly knows that Zhao Zheng is just the only son of a down-and-out family. Without a father, he can only rely on his mother to make a living as a performer. That's why he speaks and does things in front of Zhao Zheng unscrupulously, and even never Make no secret of his special and out of place.

Because Zhao Zheng can't do anything, because after revealing those special things, it will be Zhao Zheng and not him who will be unlucky.Being able to overlook the forest in Handan is his best hiding place. Zhao Zheng has to work hard to find him every time. Apart from his bad taste, it is also his temptation.

Bai Shu looked at Zhao Zheng indifferently, with neither sad nor happy expression on his face: "Your affairs have never had anything to do with me."

The humanities in Handan and Qin are different. Even if you have never been to Qin in this era, look at the atmosphere in Handan today, and then think about the unification of the six countries. Bai Shu was able to guess the appearance of Qin in this era to a good degree.

That's why he was even more angry, and that's why he was annoyed at Zhao Zheng's self-righteous invitation.

Didn't Zhao Zheng know all along, because everyone in Handan is rich and there are countless princes and grandchildren, how much space is there for him to survive behind the singing and dancing, and how much room for him to move under the wine pool and meat forest?

Zhao Zheng, who had been in contact with him for more than two years and went to a private school with his son and grandson, knew it.

Doesn't Zhao Zheng know that he has been able to sneak into Handan and enrich his life by exchanging fur for money?It is precisely because of the peacefulness of Handan's singing and dancing, and the ease of Zhao's territory, that the defenders are lax in defense and even easily bribed, so he can freely enter and exit without fear?

Of course Zhao Zheng, who often wanders out of the city, knows.

So Zhao Zheng has never considered what Qin looks like?Has he considered the similarities and differences between Qin Tu and Handan?Has he considered that everyone in the four generations of Qin Dynasty is not as tired as the Zhao people in Handan?Have you never considered that he (Bai Shu) would not be able to survive?

Has Zhao Zheng considered this?

Although he yearns for Qin, just like Zhao Zheng wants to return to his homeland, but how difficult it is to 'leave one's hometown'.How to leave without household registration?How to cross the border without RBI?How to survive without money?After arriving in Qin Dynasty, how will he obtain an identity and even be self-reliant?

Has Zhao Zheng considered these things?

Has he considered that after arriving in Qin, will they still exist as equals without interfering with each other?After arriving in Qin, will he still be a free and unruly existence in front of Zhao Zheng?Will he still be the 'special' one in Zhao Zheng's heart?

Of course he would not consider these things, even if these things had been revealed to him, Zhao Zheng would not care about them, just because from the beginning to the end, Zhao Zheng only wanted to think of a way for him to go, and only thought of a possibility for him to live on. sex--

—become his servant.

Prince and grandson, ordinary people, low-level servants, prostitutes and criminals are clearly divided into identities, and the gap between them is so difficult to bridge. How important blood status is to people of this era, even he, an outsider, knows it. Could it be that Zhao Zheng, who was born and bred? people would not know?

Bai Shu was going to be laughed at by Zhao Zhengqi, his righteousness, and his reasoning.

But he felt deeply sad and desolate. What is he worse than Zhao Zheng?He is smarter than Zhao Zheng, has more outstanding insights than Zhao Zheng, and has more outstanding abilities than Zhao Zheng. Even Zhao Zheng himself has to admit this, so he has recruited him four times and three times. .

But ah...

Bai Shu bit her lip, looked at Zhao Zheng, stared at his eyebrows, commented on his facial features, and looked into his eyes: "I'm never worse than you, Zhao Zheng."

But, just because he doesn't have the birthplace of this era, just because he doesn't have the ID card of this era, is he destined to be handed over by the other party?Was he destined to be someone's servant?Is he destined to be unable to control anything and have nothing?

It's always been like this, right?

"You are also aware of it, so you don't want to let me go, because you realize that I am the wind that fuels the combustion, and the wings that help to fly." He looked at Zhao Zheng, and bit by bit erased his face from the bottom of his heart, "So you don't want me to leave, you want to control me, you want me to obey you."

Bai Shu looked at Zhao Zheng's astonishment of doing nothing and the sudden surprise after he was surprised, and suddenly realized that maybe even Zhao Zheng himself didn't realize what was really hidden after his invitation, so let's take it as a farewell gift: "Would you like I will help you, but you are afraid that I will abandon you, so in exchange for your identity, I will exchange Qin, who I often talk about."

The surprise on Zhao Zheng's face slowly changed, he looked at Bai Shu, and stretched out his hand again.

"But I refuse." The anger in my heart gradually dissipated, and Bai Shu looked at Zhao Zheng with no familiar and pleasant eyes, but as if he had met a stranger for the first time, as if he had never met before, as if he had never met in the past years, "I Reject, Zhao Zheng. I never owe you anything, you owe me a lot, but I don't want these debts."

"If I go with you, I won't be the me in your heart." Bai Shu raised the corners of his mouth proudly, "You didn't settle my household registration because you wanted me to be your school boy, and life and death were tied to you." Together. Then in the future you will be my master, my sky and my land, and the light source I need to revolve around."

He bluntly punctured something deep in Zhao Zheng's heart: "But that's not me." How proud, this is the cub he raised, "No matter how you pretend, admit it, for you, I'm the one who's different, the one who misses it and never comes back."

"For you, I am the only sun."

Zhao Zheng's pupils shrank, and he looked at the proud and confident Bai Shu standing under the tree: "Then what if I can give you something more?" He thought of Lu Buwei and his father Yiren, "If I could give you something more." Is yours an equal identity and an unlimited future, is it going forward hand in hand, or sleeping together (here refers to the kind of good brothers who trust each other)?"

Then will you go with me, will you return to Qin with me, will you help me win my father's favor, will you support me forward, will you help me win that position?

"You can't give it." Bai Shu turned around and stopped looking at Zhao Zheng. "You have nothing, and you can't give anything." Everyone can draw cakes, but not everyone can turn the things in the paintings into reality , "Until you can achieve it, until you are capable enough, you will get nothing."

[It's cruel,] The system has seen enough drama, [Will you send him away? 】

'Since just now, his affairs have nothing to do with me. Bai Shu walked towards the depths of the forest, leaving all the past and memories behind, "I will take what I want, and only what I get is really mine." '

He will not go to Qin, or before he has enough strength, he will not go to Qin.

That was the Neverland he longed for, the ideal land he fantasized about. Of course, there is darkness and conspiracy there, and there are also dark tides, but until he has enough power to touch the future, he will not do anything.

He must have the freedom to be himself, and the ability to dare to be himself.And before that, he would lurk in the shallows, waiting for his growing body and growing wings——

Then it soars into the sky.