i gave myself away

Leaving the hospital, Shi Mo breathed a sigh of relief. It was really scary just now. It was the first time he accused others so arrogantly, but after saying it, he felt much more comfortable. He immediately called Xie Jincheng and said nervously : "It's over, it's over, I was so angry just now that I said your father, isn't he the chairman of the Lawyers Association, will he kill me?"

Xie Jincheng couldn't help laughing: "You were so arrogant just now, but now you're cowardly?"

"I said this on purpose to brighten the atmosphere. You think I'm really afraid, but I'm not! It's a big deal, I'll go back to my old job." Shi Mo refused to admit it.

"He also knows people from the Department of Education."

"...I'm going to do business with my dad."

"I know more people in business."

Shi Mo was really scared, and his voice was obviously much weaker: "I'm going to set up a stall to sell soy milk and fried dough sticks."

Xie Jincheng laughed more clearly: "He also knows the urban management."

"Then what else can I do!"

"No need to do it," Xie Jincheng smiled softly, "Be my house husband."

"Go, go, I'm a struggling man in the new century, so I don't do that kind of thing." Shi Mo changed the subject, "Do you know what I said about your father? Do you want to hear it, do you want to hear it?" The joy and anticipation almost passed through the microphone and flew to Xie Jincheng's side. Even if Xie Jincheng didn't want to hear it, he had to give him face and say that he wanted to hear it.

Shi Mo told Xie Jincheng what happened just now, and as soon as his voice fell, Xie Jincheng was silent for a long time, and when all the flowers on Shi Mo's head had fallen, he said slowly and word for word: "Thank you."

Shi Mo said he didn’t know how to read Xie Wen, he was just showing off. He went to the hospital the next day, but this time he came empty-handed and asked the nurse to bring food from the canteen to Xie Wen. He only consulted outside the ward Condition, explain some precautions to the nurse.

On the first day, Xie Wen still refused to eat the food in the canteen. As a result, he was hungry from morning to afternoon, and he couldn't stand it any longer. They are very picky, they don’t eat this or that, and ask the nurse to bring back a lot of dishes at one go, choose what they like to eat, and throw away what they don’t like.

That night, Shi Mo deliberately asked the nurse to beat the dish that he didn't like. A whole bowl of white rice, only a few small pieces of meat could catch Xie Wen's eyes. Xie Wen stared at the dish and became furious. As soon as the nurse put down the lunch box, he started walking as if he had predicted that he would lose his temper. He had nowhere to vent his anger, so he simply shaved white rice, but the rice was tasteless and tasteless, and he couldn't swallow it. Dishes, swallowed with difficulty.

On the third day, after experiencing the pain of hunger, he stopped being picky and wasteful, and the nurses ate whatever they ordered, but occasionally they couldn't help but dislike the bad food.

On the fourth day, when Shi Mo was on vacation, he got up early to make soy milk, added a little sugar, bought a few steamed buns from outside, sent them to the hospital, and when he gave the breakfast to the nurse, he told the nurse some words, I don’t know how the nurse later told Xie Wen. Since then, Xie Wen’s temper has calmed down a lot, as if he has gone through hardships and has been reborn. Relax and bask in the sun.

When Shi Mo saw that Xie Wen was no longer noisy, he took time every afternoon to go home and cook. He made fragrant bone soup and sent it to Xie Wen at meal time.

On the seventh day, one day before Xie Jincheng came back, when it was time for dinner, Shi Mo went to visit Xie Wen as usual, and asked the nurse about his condition. He learned from the nurse that Xie Wen was in a particularly bad mood and might want to be discharged from the hospital. He was receiving treatment Sometimes I would read something fragmentarily, but the nurse couldn't hear clearly.

"If possible, I hope your family can talk to him more to make him happy. The patient's good mood is very helpful to the condition." This is what the nurse told Shi Mo.

Shi Mo thanked the nurse, and couldn't help but sighed. Thinking about Xie Wen's popularity for a while, but almost no one visited him when he was sick. According to Xie Zhanhong, Xie Wen's relatives were either abroad, or they hadn't been in touch for a long time, and the relationship was estranged, and he was well. In order to save face, I didn't tell my relatives and friends about my illness, and only a few cronies in the law firm knew about it.The family that was once warm was also scattered. The wife left, the eldest son was driven away by him, and the younger son was studying abroad. According to the nurse, the younger son called him on the day he returned to China, and he never contacted him again.

No matter how beautiful it is outside, on the hospital bed, it is just a lonely poor man.

Although some words were ugly, Shi Mo had to say that Xie Wen's downfall was due to his own fault, and Shi Mo couldn't be more pitiful.

Standing outside the ward, seeing Xie Wen eat up all the food he cooked, Shi Mo was just about to leave, but when he turned his head, he bumped into a man.

"I'm sorry." Shi Mo apologized in a low voice, and when he looked up, he was facing a strange but vaguely familiar face.

This person was about the same age as himself, with three-dimensional facial features, handsome and extraordinary, this face seemed to have appeared in the depths of his memory, and the facial features were familiar, but it seemed that he hadn't appeared again for a long time and was forgotten by him.

"You... are you Shi Mo?" The other party recognized him first.

"Uh, yes."

Shi Mo scratched his cheek and was about to ask who he was, but he happily hugged Shi Mo and patted him on the back: "Great, great, you are really Shi Mo! I didn't admit my mistake Man, brother, do you still remember me, I am Jiang Cheng!" The excited loud voice almost penetrated the entire corridor, and even the nurse had to come over to remind him to keep his voice down.

The word "Jiang Cheng" turned around in his mind, and Shi Mo's eyes lit up suddenly, and he was shocked: "Jiang Cheng, you are Jiang Cheng!"

"Yeah, you still remember me, brother, that's great!" Jiang jumped up excitedly like a big boy, and he looked funny and cute with his orthodox shirt and trousers.

Jiang Cheng is Shi Mo's playmate since he was a child. Unlike the friends he made when he was rich, Jiang Cheng is Shi Mo's real good friend.It is a pity that after the two entered high school, Jiang Cheng went abroad to study. Due to some objective reasons, the two lost contact and never saw each other again.

Unexpectedly, after ten years, they could see each other again, why are the two not excited.

Jiang Cheng pulled Shi Mo to sit beside him, with tears in his eyes: "I've been looking for you for a long time, but I couldn't find you. I only found out your phone number from an old classmate later. Who knew you changed the number?" , I can’t find you anymore. Let me tell you, I took over my dad’s business, made it bigger and bigger, and now I’m the big boss of real estate. I can cooperate with your family! You don’t know, I’ve been I want to catch up with you, I have worked hard, and now I can walk side by side with you hahaha!"

Shi Mo's smile froze on his face, Jiang Cheng was born in an ordinary family, and he was a child of a rich family, Jiang Cheng was able to catch up with the gap between the two, and worked hard to become a rich boss in the future , standing at the same height as him.Unexpectedly, times have changed, the boy who worked hard back then became rich, but the person who stood at the top fell into the abyss.

Shi Mo smiled very stiffly: "Our family is no longer in the real estate business..."

"Then what's the business?" Jiang Cheng asked curiously as he didn't notice anything wrong with Shi Mo.

Shi Mo joked unnaturally: "Something happened to my family, and now I'm a pauper."

"How come, your family is so rich. Back then, it was a big name on the local rich list. It must be richer now. Don't be modest, brother." Jiang Cheng patted Shi Mo on the shoulder.

Shi Mo twitched the corner of his mouth bitterly, changed the topic and said, "Heroes don't talk about being brave, so let's not talk about it. Why are you here?"

"Really, what are you being modest about? Oh, I get it, you don't want to cooperate with me, right? Brother, don't be loyal. I'm the real big boss now. If you don't believe me, I'll show you around our home when the time comes A branch here." Jiang Cheng was so nervous that he didn't realize that something was wrong with the atmosphere.

Shi Mo clenched his fists suddenly, the big boss, branch, these harsh words fell into his ears as if mocking him, mocking him that his glory is no longer, and now he is just a poor man with debts, Shi Mo's face is even more ugly: "Can we change the subject?"

Jiang Cheng was inexplicable: "What's the matter, didn't we have a good chat? Okay, then let's talk about something else. I haven't seen your parents for a long time. I remember your mother cooks good food. It's delicious. Let's go another day Try your mother's craftsmanship at home, my mother recently traveled with my father and brought back a bottle of whiskey, isn't that your favorite wine? By the way, take it to your house and have a drink together."

Shi Mo's face turned pale in a flash, and he felt that the blood in his whole body was stripped away in an instant, like a mummy about to rot, without a beating heart, leaving only a withered torso and lost soul.The cold corridor in front of me was filled with the pungent and unpleasant smell of disinfectant, and the doctor in a white coat was like Bai Wuchang, who was evoking souls, walking into the ward with a scary syringe.

"Mom", this word that has been dusty in his memory spewed out, the hospital, this familiar place, he clearly remembered the winter four years ago, he was standing outside the ICU ward, looking coldly at the doctors around Mother's bedside, then shook his head helplessly and sadly, walked out regretfully and told him that we did our best.

He was only 100 meters away from his mother's hospital bed, but he couldn't go in, and he couldn't see his mother. He could only hear the cold pacemaker, one sound after another, maintaining his mother's weak life with extremely sad strength.Later, he couldn't remember what kind of voice he used to say the words to stop the pacemaker and give up the rescue, and he didn't remember whether he cried or not. He just remembered that day, the lights in the hospital were particularly dazzling, and the whiteness was as terrifying as heaven.

From then on, it became a taboo for him to mention his mother in the hospital. Once someone mentioned it, he would completely collapse.

"Can you stop talking?" Shi Mo covered his face in pain, "I don't want to talk to you now, I have to go."

Jiang Cheng held him back: "Why? What's wrong with you, we finally met once, why did we leave so soon?"

"I said I don't want to talk!" Shi Mo threw him away suddenly, and said loudly, "Have you said enough!"

Jiang Cheng was stunned: "What's wrong, did I say something wrong? I just care about your family and mother..."

"Enough!" Shi Mo yelled, "My father's company went bankrupt, and my mother died of illness! What else do you want me to say, what to say!" His will completely collapsed, and people who were not as good as him stood tall On the mountain of gold and silver, he was full of happiness, but he fell off the cliff, struggling in the mud of debt and the pain of losing his loved ones. His dignity and strength were crushed in an instant, and his heart suffered unprecedented trauma.

After the family change, he was always smiling, facing the blows again and again with cheerfulness and optimism, because he promised his mother that he would look at the world with a smile instead of her, so he forgot to cry, forgot the sorrow and sorrow. Painful, he even forgot the longing and envy lurking in the bottom of his heart - he longed to get rid of the huge debts and live a normal life with ease. At the peak, the family lives happily.

He is not a saint, he does not have a broad mind to accept his former friends, he appears as an unequal status, and looks at his embarrassment-even if he knows that his friends are unintentional.

"Oh my god, what happened?" Jiang Cheng chased after him in surprise, "How could this happen. Shi Mo, don't be angry, I don't know, I didn't mean to..."

Suddenly, a figure passed behind and hugged Shi Mo violently, blocking Jiang Cheng.