Every confession will be killed

The eldest brother looked unusually calm, and this kind of calm gave me an unimaginable indifference.

At this moment, my heart became tense because of his expression.

"Brother..." I didn't know what to say or how to do it, but my brother's expression made me unable to say a word, as if I had hidden something from him and he would never forgive me.

I thought he would say something, but unexpectedly, the elder brother didn't say anything.

I just looked at him quietly, and he just sat there like a puppet.

"Brother, what's the matter?" I asked suspiciously, but my heart was full of uneasiness, mixed with a trace of unspeakable fear.

This seems to be completely out of instinct, and this instinct makes me curl up subconsciously.

He shook his head, didn't say anything, and gave me a faint smile after a while.

Not the same as usual, with a hint of coldness.

"Does Yuanyuan like elder brother?" My elder brother asked me this way, sitting on the snow-white bed, turning his head and looking at me silently, as if he wanted to get an answer, but he didn't seem to intend to listen to it from me. to what.

"Of course I like it." I replied without hesitation, no one would dislike big brother if he didn't like it.

This is a matter of course, but in my life, my elder brother is the only person I can't let go of in the first half of my life.If Mu Ran didn't show up, maybe this quilt, I would live with my elder brother.

However, things will always change. The world seems to favor me in particular, and has not been able to control the development of my world, but the world has given me a surprise.

Therefore, I am very grateful that Mu Ran can come into my life.

"Brother, I love Yuanyuan very much." The elder brother raised his head slightly and looked at me, but his eyes darkened again, he looked down at the white and slender fingers on the quilt, and muttered to himself, "I love you very much. "

"Brother..." Said so softly, I looked at him for a long time.

In the end, neither he nor I continued this weird topic.

It's just that when we got along later, we became a little less casual and a little more depressed.

When I really couldn't stand this space where it was almost impossible to have a good sex, I went into the bathroom hoping to ease my mood.

Looking at myself in the mirror with a bad complexion, because my elder brother and I look a bit similar, when I saw myself in the mirror, my elder brother's very indifferent eyes appeared subconsciously, and immediately made me stand in the bathroom. They all gave a shock.

……

What the hell is going on here?

I lowered my head to wash my face, hoping to make myself look more energetic, but when I looked up in the mirror, I suddenly froze for a moment.

What's that on my neck?

I tried my best to raise my head, there seemed to be a deep red mark on my shoulder blade, I pressed it and it didn't hurt or itch.

Suddenly, I realized what it was, it was the hickey left by Mu Ran!

Immediately thinking of this possibility, my face turned pale. Could it be that the eldest brother became so strange because he saw this hickey?

For a moment, my cold sweat kept pouring down, and my back felt chills. Just now I turned my back specifically to let my elder brother see this mark.

I silently covered my face, what the hell am I doing.

In the following days, my elder brother obeyed the doctor's arrangement very much, and did every preparation work seriously every day.

The food will also be delicious, and you can do whatever you want without a trace of impatience, just like a child who has just seen new things, and maintains enough patience and curiosity for everything.

However, under this calmness, the feeling of magnificence hidden in the abyss has always left me with lingering fears.

The eldest brother is too calm, calm, as if he is not the one who needs to go to the operating table.

Obviously he was the one who was teasing the god of death, but now he looks more like the god of death. I always find him looking at me so calmly after I inadvertently meet his eyes.

I was terrified, but he was my big brother, someone who would never hurt me.

On the contrary, Mu Ran and I are getting closer. Compared with the situation here that has almost dropped to freezing point, Mu Ran's place is like entering a candy house.

Probably because of the forbidden fruit for the first time, I can't help but do some disharmonious things at night.

When I was young and vigorous, the mattress was very attractive to me, it might even be better to say that Mu Ran was more attractive to me.

What I say is a lad, full of energy.

This body is indeed like what the doctor said, after development and personnel, Mu Ran seems to know all my sensitive points like the back of his hand.

And whether it's on the bed or under the bed, he obediently lets him do whatever he wants.

For the first time, I felt that life can be so comfortable, without having to think about any extra things, just enjoying it quietly is enough.

But there is one person who worries me the most.

Yu Haiwei.

The person I watched that day still lingers in my mind.

The figure of that person left a very deep impression in my mind early on.

For some reason, Yu Haiwei did not appear in front of my eyes for quite some time, this is not like Yu Haiwei's character.

However, my eldest brother's operation is coming soon, and I really don't have the time to take care of that dead child.

And at the moment when my eldest brother entered the operating table, I suddenly felt a little bit broken.

"Don't be nervous." The doctor stood next to me, shook his head and said, "I don't want to come and mess with you after I get your elder brother done."

"I... I'm not nervous." Although I said this, I didn't believe it myself, my hands were already sweating non-stop due to excessive tension, and my whole body was empty.

The doctor looked up at me: "Your state is not right."

"What's wrong?" I asked.

The doctor looked at my expression carefully: "Go and call that brat Mu Ran over."

"No, this has nothing to do with Mu Ran."

The doctor frowned and ignored me, but said something to the little nurse at the side before entering the door. The little nurse looked up at me in a little surprise, then hurriedly lowered her head and nodded to the doctor.

I don't know what they said, but it was clearly about me.

I watched the operating room silently, sitting aside, I didn't even feel the passage of time.

It seems that something is happening slowly, but at the same time it seems that something is changing quietly.

There is a sense of anticipation in my heart that cannot be extinguished, but there is a feeling of despair that has been eating away at my nerves.

There was a tearing pain in my head, and finally my eyes went black.

where is this...

I feel like I'm standing in a completely unfamiliar place.

This is not the feeling of rebirth. It feels like the body is very light, but it also has the illusion of being as heavy as a thousand catties.

here is……

cemetery?

I walked forward dejectedly, as if I had a destination.

I have a definite place to go.

This cemetery seems familiar to me. It is the place where my parents were buried before. Did I come here to see my parents?

Although I was puzzled, I was still extremely afraid. This kind of fear was not like the deep loss and confusion when I lost my parents, but a kind of heart-piercing pain.

I was in so much pain that I even wanted to bend down and hold my chest to ease my aching heart that could barely breathe.

The eyes are blurry.

I was very uncomfortable, I couldn't feel more uncomfortable, and my brain seemed to be tearing at the pain.

I staggered until I came to a tombstone.

The heart-piercing pain suddenly reached its peak.

I couldn't see anything on the tombstone, everything seemed to be covered in a fog.

I try to get closer to the past, trying to see the names on the tombstone, but every word seems to be distorted, and I can't see anything.

however……

There is one I can see clearly.

on the tombstone.

It is the portrait of the elder brother.

Immediately, my breath seemed to be taken away by the world, and despair and pain eroded my whole body. I wanted to get air, but the air didn't favor me, and my life was being pulled away bit by bit.

I looked up and saw a vague figure in the distance, a strong sense of resentment burst out, I wanted to go up and tear, destroy, and make that figure disappear.

However, everything in front of him suddenly disappeared, and the cemetery was gradually becoming transparent.

A moment of panic invaded my brain.

Don't... please don't disappear.

Don't let my last memory disappear, please...

Please……

I opened my eyes suddenly, the eyes were black all the time, I finally recovered my vision, and I realized that my tears had spread all over my face.

No... not just tears.

And sweat.

I raised my head in frustration, and a pair of hands came over to comfort me gently.

"Yuanyuan." When the voice appeared, a strong sense of fear made me push him away subconsciously.

When I realized it, Mu Ran was already standing not far from me, holding his hands up in frustration, with a few traces of surprise and pain from being hurt.

...I... what did I do?

I don't know why I am so impulsive.

But that dream just now...

Still hovering in my mind.