Rebirth: Truth Does Not Dig Coal

tomorrow.

Xu Hao would not deliberately think about tomorrow.

He does have a very frivolous past, young and profligate, it feels like jumping down from the mouth of a well, full of alcohol and intoxicating desires, looking up there may be light, but he feels comfortable in the mud.Sometimes Xu Hao looks back on the past, this is his only growth period, which cannot be repeated or replaced.After all, he was luckier than others, and at the moment he regretted it, he was able to start all over again.

Start all over again.Xu Hao once said similar things to another person, borrowing a line from a movie as a way of borrowing, but he didn't expect that person to look at him like that.Later, in a dream, Xu Hao went back to the plateau and the night lake that day, the sunrise was chilly, and the sun rose like magma surged.Yan Ze looked at him in the wilderness, glanced at him as if he had never known him before, and then said.

why not?

In such a situation, there is really no reason to say no.

The second time I heard this response was during Joseph's hypnosis process, the hypnotized party's tone was cold, still understating, Whynot?

why not?

Sometimes Yan Ze's state will make Xu Hao confuse reality with the past.In my memory, there was a man who was rebellious and cynical, always understating and exposing some past events, it didn't make any sense to go deeper, and Xu Hao really didn't find any meaning.Later, when they met on the sea cliff in Nice, the other's demeanor did not change. That moment reminded Xu Hao of the past.

One night at 20 years old was no different from the nights they had spent together.In the nightclub, Xu Hao broke free from the smoky environment, his brain was slightly dizzy, and his body was full of burnout just after venting his excess energy.He leaned against the back door and lit a cigarette, leaning his head against the wall, the slightly pungent rusty smell washed away the scent of mixed perfume in his nostrils, and only then did he realize that he had taken the wrong cigarette.

The person whose cigarette was taken by mistake pushed the door out, and Xu Hao turned his body to the side to get out of the way.Yan Ze supported the wall next to Xu Hao with one hand, relieved his alcohol, groped around for a while without touching the fire, and was about to smoke the cigarette from Xu Hao's hand.Xu Hao let him go.

Yan Ze leaned against the wall next to Xu Hao and smoked the remaining half of the cigarette in his hand.After swallowing a puff of smoke, Yan Ze suddenly raised his head, and looked at Xu Hao from bottom to top with a bit of ignorance.In Xu Hao's gaze, the smoke slowly faded out from the gap between Yan Ze's lips.

That moment stays strangely in memory, like a downgraded movie shot.People around were throwing up, falling into the rubbish, and laughing shrilly.Behind the door is the frenzied drumbeat, and slight vibrations can be felt through the walls.Two drunk young men were staring at each other at the back door of the nightclub, when Yan Ze said something to Xu Hao.As soon as the words came out, the expressions of the two froze inexplicably, as if time and space were cut off by something, and the chaos of this world had nothing to do with their spirits for a second.

It took Xu Hao several seconds to realize that what Yan Ze said was a line of poetry, which was a line of English poetry that was widely circulated by Byron. At the age of 20, he fell into the well, completely unable to understand why there is poetry in this environment, and why there is poetry.But the surprise left to the subconscious mind at that moment is so long-lasting that after years of thinking about it, there are still aftershocks with unknown meaning.A few seconds later, someone pushed open the back door and walked out. Dry ice gas mixed with the smell of perfume gushed out the door.The time-space link was restored, and the rhythmic sound of the turmoil continued to vibrate in the ears.Yan Ze snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, turned and walked in, as if nothing happened, and indeed nothing happened.Xu Hao followed in.Lights, dazzling flashing lights, crazily twisting bodies, are young ghosts walking at night.They sat back in their booths, and someone continued to chat.

So the poem has only a layer of appearance left, like a layer of light floating on the water.

Later Xu Hao grew up, and a death experience made him grow up at an astonishing speed. This growth is personal.He didn't know what he wanted before, but now that he knows, he only knows what he wants.Later, he experienced a second death, and he actually fell into another person's dream.He began to remember things, and picked up things that he once felt marginalized again.When Xu Hao met Yan Ze again on the shore of Nice, in a sense, Xu Hao felt that this could be said to be their first honest meeting.At that moment the abyss is real, and the light is not meaningless.The other party's demeanor was the same as before, making Xu Hao easily think of the past.When Xu Hao faced the abyss, another person's past collapsed together.

After leaving Nice, they flew back to City S.The journey back from Nice was more silent than usual.Yan Ze's condition was not very good, sometimes he would suddenly hold Xu Hao's hand, as if he was being flicked while walking, the strength of his hand was surprisingly strong for a moment, and then he let go.Xu Hao sat beside him, watching Yan Ze sink his head into his arms, and also didn't speak much.

The wound on Xu Hao's body has not fully healed.Although it is not necessary to stay in a nursing home for observation, it is still necessary to prohibit strenuous exercise and reduce outdoor travel.After a month, Xu Hao finally lay on the bed in his apartment again. No fewer than ten people around him were busy arranging simple medical equipment for him beside the bed. The bedroom was like returning to a nursing home room.Yan Ze sat on the sofa at one side, propped his elbows on his knees, and put his fists to his lips without saying a word.After everyone left, Xu Hao turned over slowly on the bed, sat up with his legs hanging down beside the bed.Yan Ze noticed something and moved his body.

Xu Hao looked at Yan Ze as he approached, and said, "Why do I think you've lost weight?"

Yan Ze walked to Xu Hao's side, walked along the bed to the carpet as if he was powerless, then took Xu Hao's hand and pulled it to his lips.He said, "I was thinking, if even this moment is fake, why don't you just tell me, okay?"

Xu Hao felt strange, "Do you think it's fake now?"

Yan Ze said, "I don't know. I have seen you many times, sometimes you are you, sometimes you become anyone. You can say anything to me but if you don't say it, you can appear in anyone in this world The corner, just without me. Now I can hold your hand, warm and hot. I can understand every word you speak to me. I want to say that if even this moment is fake, then I can’t accept it .Indeed, it's better not to tell me, I can't accept it."

Xu Hao nodded, understanding what he meant, and then began to analyze Yan Ze's words, "You think, if I was fake, I would ask you if you are thin? Most of the hallucination communication is incomprehensible, even if If you can understand, there will be basically no such down-to-earth problems, right.”

They have maintained a very high-precision tacit understanding all year round. Even if the words are ambiguous, they can make the other person immediately understand what the other person wants to express.Yan Ze held onto Xu Hao's hand for a while.Xu Hao reached out to unbutton his coat again, and lifted the inner layer of clothes to reveal the bandages on his body.The indoor temperature is suitable, Xu Hao threw away his clothes with his upper body naked, and continued to analyze, "Think again, if I were fake, would you see such a concrete wound? No way. Consciousness is abstract, even if you I can feel my injury, but you won’t see it so clearly. This is the wound left after my operation. Although it hasn’t fully grown yet, you can see the healing marks. This is in line with the law of realistic development , is an inherent trace that will not change its shape. If you still have doubts about reality, look at it in two days, and the wound will heal more completely. It can clearly tell you that the world is in linear time development, and everything you see, including me, couldn't be more real."

Yan Ze stared intently at Xu Hao's sutured wound that was more than ten centimeters long. He suddenly felt a sharp pain, as if his eyes were looking directly at the sun against the light, and the area around his eyes turned red almost instantly.Yan Ze's fingers touched the skin next to Xu Hao's wound, and he wanted to fall but didn't dare to really fall. Finally, he seemed to be awake and grabbed something, and asked unbearably, "Does it hurt?"

Xu Hao looked at the top of Yan Ze's head and didn't speak for a while, then said after a while, "It's okay." Yan Ze's hand on the bed was clenched into a fist, and Xu Hao asked back like in a dream, "What about you?"

Yan Ze lowered his head, let out a deep breath, and said, "I hurt." Yan Ze paused, his voice was strangely hoarse, like the dull clouds before the rainstorm, and whispered to himself again, "I hurt. I hurt like hell. You don't know how you look at me when you lie there. You have blood coming out of your nose, and you still want to tell me you're okay.  … I'm in so much pain that I can't even think about what's wrong with you Yes. You held my hand, you said something to me, but I couldn’t understand a word. I’ll send you to the operating room for emergency treatment, there’s a door, you..." The memory of that night came flooding back, Yan Ze Raising his left hand, his breathing trembled, and he subconsciously held Xu Hao's hand firmly.Xu Hao took Yan Ze's hand back and exerted some strength, as if he could see someone left in the eternal twilight in his dream when he opened his eyes.Xu Hao lowered his head and said to Yan Ze, "Yan Ze, you know, if I wasn't me, I wouldn't talk to you like this."

Indeed, fate has changed, and the moment when I really hold the fire, I can start all over again.

The following days were relatively peaceful. Xu Hao was young and recovered well.Yan Ze's condition has improved, but he inevitably started to suffer from insomnia at night.For a while, Yan Ze would light a lamp in the living room at night, either smoking for half a night, or leaning against the door to watch Xu Hao sleep and not speak.Sometimes Xu Hao would be startled by Yan Ze's elusive state at night, but he got used to being scared a few times.Yan Ze's current state does not need anyone to take care of him, but he does need some time to adjust.

As for the perpetrator of the car accident, his life has been miserable recently.Originally arranged by the media and public opinion, the overwhelming propaganda of mental patients almost convinced the unreasonable public. Suddenly, somehow, it turned around overnight.First, the details of the accident at the scene were written by "unknown and enthusiastic netizens" in a detailed and long article on the Internet. The contents include: the life history of the perpetrator from the age of five to 19, what school he attended, his family background; Which nightclub did you go to, and what scandals did this store have; what was the name of the young model who was driving the co-driver when the car accident happened, what was the relationship with the perpetrator, and what scandals were there; the list of people who drank that night, and what were they Where did they come from, what kind of tax evasion and tax evasion--all were posted on the Internet with the person and the certificate.Even how many bottles of wine this group drank that day, what time did they start drinking, what time did they end, what brand of wine they drank, and the degree of alcohol content were picked out. The level of detail and rigor is simply outrageous.

The strange thing is that anyone with a discerning eye can see that the drinking list is full of local wealthy second generations who are usually very crazy, and their style can be imagined.But as soon as this news came out, no one stood up to speak for themselves from the beginning to the end, not even one person who accused the article of violating their privacy rights, as if this group of people had been collectively disconnected from the Internet.Immediately afterwards, the major media didn't know what medicine they had taken wrongly, and they rushed to track the news report that happened a month ago, with enthusiasm as if they would be caught if they updated the news late.The family members of the two victims who died in this car accident were almost overwhelmed by the media overnight.The content of the subsequent interviews was also explosive, including how the perpetrator faked the medical history, how he secretly resorted to violence to keep the matter private, and how he bought some media celebrities to control public opinion and so on.Then it involved the Ming Group behind the perpetrator, how it covered up the perpetrator to escape abroad, and how corrupt and absurd the life of the perpetrator after going abroad, which aroused great indignation among netizens for a while.Subsequently, the media successively exposed the family group behind the perpetrators' corruption and bribery, tax evasion and tax evasion.The Ming family was besieged on all sides for a while, facing dozens of accusations at the same time, and even implicated several officials.

And the most incredible thing about all these things is that the perpetrator suddenly ran back from abroad and stood in front of the camera.The perpetrator was 19 years old, very young, and looked like a pampered young man with fine skin and tender flesh, but standing in front of the camera, he was mentally exhausted and extremely haggard, as if he had suffered some inhuman treatment during this period.In front of the media cameras, he admitted in a daze that he escaped drunk driving, and admitted that he was indeed not sick.At this time, the family members of the victims rushed forward.One of the deceased was a 28-year-old woman whose parents were also in their 50s.The father of the deceased first slapped the perpetrator angrily, then tore the perpetrator's clothes and did not let go, and the two fell to the ground.The mother kept crying and said repeatedly, give me back my daughter, she is so young, give me back.Then there was chaos in the TV cameras.This accident has attracted a lot of attention on the Internet within half a month, and it has also been on the top of the hot search, not only because of its dramatic turning point, but also because this incident also reflects a very real social problem.Some sensitive netizens will think about a question: if there is no "unidentified enthusiastic netizen" to stand up later, or if there is no follow-up mysterious force to continue to promote and expose, then the authenticity and justice of this accident will always be in jeopardy. If you don't reach out, you are destined to be hidden in the snow?

Xu Hao, who was sitting on the sofa operating the computer, glanced at Yan Ze next to him.He was dealing with emails, but Yan Ze suddenly sat next to him, turned on the TV as if nothing had happened, and then the TV began to play this show.It is of course good for the truth to be made public, but the pain of the parents of the deceased cannot be adulterated. Without this series of coincidences, they would most likely have no way to appeal for life, and it would be impossible to even slap the perpetrator.Xu Hao watched TV for a while and felt a little heavy.At this moment, Yan Ze asked him, "How about it, is it legal enough?" Xu Hao reacted for a moment before realizing what Yan Ze was asking.Some time ago, when Xu Hao heard Yan Ze talking on the phone, he seemed to mention the name of the perpetrator, and his eyes seemed to have given him the death penalty a dozen times in advance.Seeing that he just hung up the phone, Xu Hao asked, "Is this legal?" In fact, Xu Hao didn't know what Yan Ze was doing at that time, so he just asked casually.But Yan Ze didn't speak after hearing this, and turned the phone around a few times in his hand before saying to Xu Hao, "Try your best."

Then this is the result after trying my best, okay, if you don’t accept it, you can’t.Xu Hao didn't expect that Yan Ze really listened to his casual question, and asked him, "What's going to happen after that?" Yan Ze propped his chin with one hand, continued to watch the interview on TV with a calm expression, and his tone was bored "If you go in, don't worry about it."

Well, as far as Yan Ze is concerned, it can be said that this is an ancestral revenge method, so don't ask.

Not long after, Director Yao's movie was released, and Zhang Xusheng gave Xu Hao and Xu Hao two premiere tickets.According to Zhang Xusheng, how come he is also a group performer who has been on camera, so why not come and see his own performance?Xu Hao hung up the phone, asked Yan Ze if he was okay, and the two drove away.

The premiere can be said to be overcrowded. After the screening, there will be an after-view talk with the main creators. Zhang Xusheng and Director Yao are both present.As the director and producer of the film, they are now in a period of rising career, and their mental outlook is very good.Xu Hao and Yan Ze walked together, briefly greeted Zhang Xusheng, then asked Director Yao to help, and then went to the auditorium to find a seat.Zhang Xusheng was not a producer for nothing, no matter how many stars and famous directors came to the premiere, the seats reserved for Xu Hao and the others were really the best perspective in the middle.

Then the lights went out and the movie started.

The story begins with a funeral.A man goes to another man's funeral.The man who died was a world-renowned piano composer who was less than 30 years old.The two men were high school classmates and had a good relationship.The protagonist once took this musical genius to skip school, taught him to smoke and go to nightclubs.At two o'clock in the middle of the night, I found an unwanted piano for others to play.Geniuses are always easy to fall for ordinary people. Later, the protagonist finds himself bent, and confesses to someone after graduating from high school, but the other party does not respond.Since then disconnected.

More than ten years later, the protagonist did not expect to receive news from this person again that he came to attend the funeral, and received a relic, which was the deceased's handbook, which contained the music scores that the deceased had never made public.He began to delve into the more than ten years that they had not been in touch, and found that things were not as simple as he thought.When going deep into the second half, the screen cuts to a street corner, okay, Xu Hao saw him and Yan Ze appear.He did not show his face. From a distance, two people looked at each other for a while, and then hugged each other.The figure could be seen as two tall men.The main character leans on the street lamp at the other end of the street to smoke, watching them embrace.I don't know if the director did it deliberately, but the protagonist's clothes are somewhat similar in style to the clothes Xu Hao wore that day.With such a treatment, it is impossible to tell whether the scene seen in front of him is real, or a fantasy of the protagonist.

After watching the whole movie, Xu Hao didn't have any synesthesia, only this scene distracted Xu Hao for a moment.Looking at it this way, it seems that he is looking at the past outside the screen, and there are really only two people standing in the past, he and Yan Ze.Later, the protagonist turned the ledger to the last page, where the strokes were scribbled, and there was written the only Chinese character that appeared in the entire ledger, like a poem.

The text reads:

you,

Standing in light and shadow,

flooding the eyes of light,

vile silent shadow,

Standing in silence and indulgence,

martyr's silence,

Indulging in blood as nourishment,

Standing amidst desire and death,

Dreams are desires,

void overflows,

Death without order.

I am in the world,

Just human.

After watching the movie, it was already dark. Zhang Xusheng and Director Yao were busy with other audiences. Xu Hao and the others left without saying hello.The wind of late autumn sweeps over the body with a sense of coldness of reunion after farewell, which makes people realize that winter is coming again.

Xu Hao didn't go directly to pick up the car, but raised his chin towards the side of the street, and said to Yan Ze, "Let's go."

Yan Ze said, "OK."

The two walked on the street in late autumn, the fallen leaves on the side of the road rustled with the wind, and neither of them spoke for a while.

Xu Hao was the first to break the silence, "What do you think of this movie?"

Yan Ze said, "Let's make do."

Xu Hao said, "You're considered an employer anyway, don't you care?"

Yan Ze said, "In that case, you are considered an employer, so please take care of me."

Xu Hao was at a loss for words for a while, and looked at Yan Ze, who seemed to be indifferent to anything.This glance reminded him of the scene in the movie just now, he felt that he had experienced so much, he had changed somewhat, but Yan Ze hadn't changed, no matter before or now, even his demeanor and tone hadn't changed.Xu Hao suddenly asked him, "Hey, do you believe there are ghosts in this world?"

Yan Ze paused, and looked at Xu Hao in disbelief, as if he hadn't expected Xu Hao to ask such a question, and then said, "Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

Xu Hao shrugged, "It's nothing, I just thought of it suddenly. I think there may really be parallel universes in the universe. Let's make a hypothesis, if there is another you and another me in the parallel universe, what do you think we should be doing now?"

Yan Ze thought for a while, then said in a casual tone, "Let's have sex."

Xu Hao: ...

Seeing Xu Hao's expression, Yan Ze twitched his mouth, walked forward, and said, "I don't think parallel universes are meaningful to me. If I don't have memory, then it doesn't make any sense. But if you ask if there is No ghosts? Well, I don't know. You know I don't believe in, I don't believe in an afterlife, and I'm not supposed to believe in a soul. But seriously, those few minutes of your heart stopping in the operating room made me Realizing that death is never a release. Only then did I start to wish there were ghosts and spirits in this world. At least ghosts and spirits have meaning, parallel universes don’t.”

Xu Hao looked at Yan Ze's figure diagonally behind him, and reached out to hold one of his shoulders.With the same understated demeanor, even the eyes overlapped for a moment when they looked over.Sometimes Xu Hao would still think of the hand that covered Yan Ze's head wound in his dream, in the deepest level of consciousness, it was so gentle that it was hardly like himself.It's just that I don't know if there is still a way to go back in the dream of the redbud flower.

Xu Hao said to Yan Ze, "You are right. In fact, parallel worlds are meaningless. After that car accident, I was always thinking about the possible variables in life, and later found that this is actually unsolvable. If regrets are destined to be unavoidable, why not Live every day as if it were your last. Yan Ze, come with me when the end really comes, let’s get rid of technology and industrial convenience, and experience the life of a savage, it’s not in vain.”

Yan Ze suddenly didn't take a step forward, and Xu Hao, who was involved, also paused.Yan Ze looked up at Xu Hao, suddenly shivered, and said, "Fuck, you can still talk."

Xu Hao said, "What's wrong?"

Yan Ze took out a cigarette from his pocket, lighted it not very quickly, and said, "I don't know, I'm thinking."

Xu Hao also picked up a cigarette from his cigarette case and lit it, saying, "What's there to think about."

Yan Ze glanced at Xu Hao, his eyes were rather deep, he smoked a cigarette and did not speak.

The two smoked on the side of this deserted street.

After a while, Yan Ze took the cigarette from his mouth, exhaled the smoke, and said to Xu Hao, "I don't believe in the afterlife, but I believe in the end, you know?"

Xu Hao paused with the hand holding the cigarette, and said, "I don't know."

Yan Ze continued, "I was thinking, if the day when human civilization really collapses, as long as I can see clearly, I won't fall asleep. The time of doomsday can't be measured normally. We can take a long look at this in the last minute. The world." Yan Zechang took a puff of cigarette, and said, "Actually, I haven't forgotten what happened that day, but I didn't mention it. You seemed static to me that day, longer than any doomsday, a shadow that will never disappear I can't turn back. Xu Hao, I didn't tell you, if you stand there and talk to me, even if I die and become a ghost, I will crawl out of hell and follow you."

Xu Hao flicked the cigarette ash in his hand, nodded and said, "You can do it." Then Xu Hao pressed out the cigarette in his hand in the trash can by the side of the road, snatched Yan Ze's cigarette and pinched it, and said, "OK Now, in order for the two of us to live to see the doomsday, start health preservation now and quit smoking."

Facts have proved that Xu Hao's words about quitting smoking are really not just words.

Although the process of quitting smoking is unavoidably frustrating, it is tolerable.Xu Hao was already very self-disciplined, and Yan Zemo was persuaded to stop smoking if he was not allowed to smoke. However, the number of kisses between the two skyrocketed.The reasons given by people are very high-sounding. It must be empty to stop smoking. Isn't this uncomfortable.

Come on, I didn't expect kissing to replace smoking.I really don't know if I haven't talked to a man who smokes.However, it usually starts to deepen without two kisses. If you do it twice more, the opponent's willingness to counterattack will not be as strong as it was at the beginning.Occasionally, Xu Hao would comfort Yan Ze afterwards, hey, man, it’s over if you have fun, why do you care so much.At this time, Yan Ze would look at Xu Hao with that kind of eyes that he didn't really want to talk about.

Then things got back to normal.Andre Matthew has accepted the reality that their partner does have a man, and Wang Haoran is not so optimistic about Xu Hao's relationship as before. After such an experience, it is indeed different from what Wang Haoran thought.As for Zhang Xusheng, he felt a little awkward at first, but then he seemed to get used to it suddenly, and he would make jokes about Xu Hao when he was fine.The most unacceptable thing was He Fusheng. The relationship between Xu Hao and the others was so demonized in the circle that He Fusheng's eyes twitched when he saw Xu Hao for a while, and he didn't know what he thought of.Later, I learned some inside information and calmed down a little.One day, He Fusheng took advantage of the time when Xu Hao was drinking tea, and hesitantly asked Xu Hao, "Well, yours, does he really never laugh?" The implication is that you two can also get along with each other?

Xu Hao was choked for a bit. It seemed that He Fusheng was still maintaining stability, but the movement of drinking water betrayed his curiosity. Xu Hao didn't expect He Fusheng to gossip.However, He Fusheng's words did not remind Xu Hao of some past events.In the past, I forgot how long ago, and he mentioned it to Yan Ze more than once, can you just smile?Don't keep a straight face all the time.You can do all the practical things, why don't you leave the unimportant things behind?

But now that I think about it, do you care whether people laugh or not?No one has the right to limit another person's emotions, and I don't know why he was so self-righteous before.Xu Hao said to He Fusheng, "Hey, he smiled when he was happy." He Fusheng nodded with a very unimaginable expression.

As for how much Yan Ze doesn't like to laugh?In fact, Xu Hao didn't think so either.It's nothing more than a bit of pretentiousness, and Yan Ze was not such an easy-going person in the first place.Others have this kind of virtue, they are not very down-to-earth, and they have a presumptuous soul that is approaching the abyss.There is no need to change, and there is no need to change.

Later, Xu Hao had a dream. In the dream, someone approached, and the road was covered with redbud flowers. When he saw it, it was actually his younger self. 26-year-old Xu Hao and 20-year-old Xu Hao sat down on the side of the road where the Bauhinia climbed uphill, and the two chatted without touching each other.I forgot what I was talking about, but I only remember that 26-year-old Xu Hao felt that 20-year-old Xu Hao seemed to be a fool, and 20-year-old Xu Hao felt that 26-year-old Xu Hao was talking like an old man.The two of them chatted for a long time, but they didn't understand anything.Before leaving, the two also held a more formal farewell ceremony. The 20-year-old Xu Hao looked at the 26-year-old Xu Hao and asked himself, will I become like you in the future?It looks a little bit confusing. The 26-year-old Xu Hao only replied two words, "Get lost."

After waking up, Xu Hao was thinking about this dream.In the dream, I didn't give any advice to my younger self, not only because the other party was so badass that I didn't want to be spanked, saying it was equivalent to talking for nothing, but also because the 20-year-old Xu Hao was such a person, he had never suffered, and he didn't accept preaching. Let alone whether you accept men or not, don't even think about it, it's impossible.Now Xu Hao is hooking up with Yan Ze, and his relationship and sex life are actually going well.He also has a career that he could not have imagined before, and he has even more ambitious ambitions.This obsessive development is beyond the comprehension of my 20-year-old self.

But in fact, there is no need to think about it.

One day the 20-year-old Xu Hao will grow up.He will lie at the crossroads of his life, relying on the bottom line of will, vow to fight against fate to the end; there will also be fire on him, ignite his soul, and then plunge the world into an immeasurable sea of ​​flames.

Destiny will usher in eternal doom.

Together they will take a long look at the world.

until the last minute.

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