This situation

On the next consultation day, Xuan Ming continued to sit in the consultation room after hesitation. Just as Guan Ning said, no matter whether he decides to continue the consultation or not, he should communicate with the consultant face to face.About liking this point is also one of the tasks of consulting.Comparing your heart to your heart, if someone else is heartbroken by Xuan Ming's words, turns around and leaves silently, how will Xuan Ming feel?

Therefore, Xuan Ming continued to discuss the issue of liking with Song Jiayan.What do you like about Song Jiayan?It must not be a seemingly boring reply. Sometimes Xuan Ming would send text messages to Song Jiayan, and Song Jiayan's reply would be: "Hehe", "We can discuss this issue in the consulting room next week."

Xuanming knew that this was a very professional reply as a consultant, but he still found it boring.She really wanted to smash Yalong's "Gift for Psychological Counselors" on Song Jiayan's head. Everyone said that there is no problem in properly exposing the counselor's privacy. Why is she so cautious, for fear of overstepping the threshold.That's right, Song Jiayan found a reason for this. She is still a young consultant, and she is not good enough in many aspects.But God knows how furious Xuan Ming was when she heard this sentence, but she still only realized this after she walked out the door, with a hehe.

In this regard, Xuan Ming felt that she was haunted by a bad ghost. She was full of annoyance but couldn't deny it to Song Jiayan, she liked her appearance and her hair.Her curly hair looks soft.As she spoke, she wished she could cover her face.

Why do you feel so ashamed?

Song Jiayan just asked, "Reminds you?"

Xuan Ming followed the question and continued: "There is a classmate in college..." Then he stood there stunned and stopped talking.

Song Jiayan seemed a little happy, she felt that she had found a breakthrough, "Is there a classmate in college? Can you share it?"

Xuan Ming seemed to be bewitched, and searched out the fragments of the past from the depths of his memory.That college classmate was called Bai Qi, Bai Suzhen’s white, wolfberry’s Qi—these were the exact words she used when she introduced herself on the first day at school.There is a delicate girl with soft and curly hair, which makes people want to wrap it around their fingers a few times.Bai Qi is a girl as gentle as her hair. At that time, Xuan Ming knew that there was only one way out for her. She didn't want to accept her fate, but she couldn't accept her fate, so every day she was like a black-faced Bao Gong. Bai Qi would kindly talk to her.Once Xuan Ming told Bai Qi that she liked her, but Bai Qi said that she liked the opposite sex.

"I don't want to do anything, just express my liking, there is no lust//desire or other requirements in it. I just think she is very free and casual, like the kind of person I always wanted to be." After many years, her tone was angry, and she stared at Song Jiayan to express her dissatisfaction.

Song Jiayan was slightly taken aback, not knowing how to respond to her emotions, so she changed her sitting position and asked, "What about after that?"

Afterwards, Bai Qi had a boyfriend outside of school.That person met her on the Internet, looks*1 good, and lives abroad.Exotic romance.

After the sophomore year started, Bai Qi didn't come to class.Some classmates said that she dropped out of school, some said that she got married, and some said that she went abroad.On the whole, it is probably to get married and then transfer to another school.

"No contact after that?" Song Jiayan asked.

"No more contact... Her previous mobile phone number has long been changed. I don't know the other classmates well, so I don't know if they still have contacts. You also know that there were so many Internet social platforms that were easy to use. My family But there is still a lock of her hair, which is her memorial to me, the last memorial?"

When it came to hair, Song Jiayan felt a little strange.She couldn't imagine what kind of emotion would make a person send a lock of hair to another person.Qingsi, Qingsi?It was also hard for her to imagine how that girl told Xuan Ming that she liked the opposite sex.

Back home, the conversation with Song Jiayan brought back a difficult past.Finding the bundled hair inside the envelope from the depths of the drawer, Xuan Ming's tears fell without warning.She couldn't feel the existence of the hair-rubbing owner. Usually, the most likely situation was that the girl was no longer there, dissipating between heaven and earth.

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The waiter of Doulaofang put the bottom of the pot away, lit the fuel, and took a sneak peek at Xuanming. These days, it's not too little to eat alone, and it's not too much to eat hot pot alone.The woman sitting at this table is very familiar with it. After ordering the bottom of the pot and the dishes, she looks like she doesn't know what she is thinking. Now her eyes are fixed on the bottom of the pot. Still the one who got dumped.

What Xuan Ming was thinking at this moment was that Guan Ning had told her that he liked Song Jiayan most likely because she was too lonely, and usually there were few people who could understand her, but when he met one suddenly, he rushed towards her in a hurry.Thinking of the phrase "You are too lonely." It is inevitable that his expression will become gloomy.

Loneliness, in life, always come and go alone, this is inevitable.Even Grandma Klein said that this kind of inner loneliness is "a result of the universal desire for an unattainable perfect inner state." Because of loneliness, we will devote ourselves to nature and gain a kind of self-integration in nature. a feeling of.Man integrates throughout his life.

Heh, a fortune teller still remembers the words in the object relations book, thinking that if it wasn't for the mother and the damn mission, would he be a good psychological counselor now or would he have published a book on criminal psychology portraits?

God knows.

Only when I was feeling sad, I heard a gust of wind bringing a familiar smell, and a "Hey", the alarm bell rang in my heart.Generally, she has the consciousness to feel the danger, and she can only meet that woman.Strictly speaking, that familiar smell is not a real smell, but something similar to an aura emanating from that person—the smell of disinfection//potion.

"Hey, big fortune teller, eat hot pot alone." Saying a good sentence in a weird way, and being so mean in a weird way, except for Guan Ning's little lady——Guan Shiyun, don't be two people think.

This is the first time we met after graduation?You can count on one hand.Xuan Ming looked at her sideways, "Hey, you're not alone? Oh, yes, I almost forgot that Dr. Guan Da is a clean freak and can't accept eating other people's saliva. Now, do you want to go together?"

A trace of disgust appeared on Guan Shiyun's face, Xuan Ming was not angry at all, but smiled: "Little pot, one pot for each person, you despise such a ghost's saliva. Oh, it can't be because of a guilty conscience?"

"Joke, what can I feel guilty about?"

"You have a crush on me."

Guan Shiyun sneered a few times, and said, "Your mental illness has become more serious. The paranoia has recurred? Didn't you take the medicine or the medicine didn't work? If it doesn't work, ask me to give you an electric shock."

The waiter at the side was a little impatient when he heard the two people chirping, so he couldn't help blurting out "Don't block the way if you two are flirting".Another waitress hurriedly asked him to leave first, and smiled and suggested to the two of them. Since the two of them are eating hot pot alone, it is better to sit together.They waited on the side with the menu.

"Your treat?" Guan Shiyun hesitated for a while before asking this sentence.

Xuan Ming rolled his eyes, asked the waiter to add a mushroom soup base first, and then responded: "Okay, I'll treat you. Your habit of eating other people is always the same."

"Do you want to eat or not?" Guan Shiyun took off his coat and sat down, wiped the cups, chopsticks and dishes one by one, and finally wiped his hands with a wet towel. "You are in a good mood today, and you are willing to treat me." This is a typical nonsense with your eyes open, and you follow the waiter in and see the sad face of the person in front of you, as if you have lost a lot of money.

"Seeing you makes me feel better."

"Heh, but when you saw me, it was clearly written on your face that 'I met the red guy*3'."

Can you see this?Xuan Ming was silent.At this time, the soup in her small pot was boiling, and she threw some yams, lettuce, bamboo fungus, shredded konjac, quail eggs, yuba, and baby vegetables into it, and cooked a lot of meat.Guan Shiyun was also not polite to her. Seeing that the fat beef and luncheon meat in her pot were cooked, he just stretched out his chopsticks and ate them.

"So you don't dislike my saliva?"

"You haven't eaten yet."

Xuan Ming ruthlessly stuffed the luncheon meat into his mouth with a chopstick, and deliberately slurred*4 chopsticks, and then put it into a small pot to pound it.

Guan Shiyun stared at Xuan Ming's pot and asked, "Is the yuba delicious?" She laughed at her childishly.

"Not yet."

"Oh, the meat is edible anyway." Guan Shiyun simply scooped up the meat in Xuanming's pot until the mushroom soup pot that Xuanming ordered for her came out.She doesn't have any tricks in ordering dishes, and she doesn't like to try new things, but the bottom of every small pot is just a mushroom soup pot.

"I've already eaten." Xuan Ming gritted his teeth.

"High temperature can sterilize."

"Then leave a piece for me anyway, ahhh!"

"Here you, you, you." Throwing a few pieces of fat beef into Xuan Ming's pot, and pouring the rest into his own pot, Guan Shiyun gave her a disgusted look, "You are so grown up, why are you still acting like a child?" .”

"...Huh! Waiter, add more vegetables!" Xuan Ming added a few more fat beef, shrimp smoothies, cuttlefish smoothies and tofu skin.

Guan Shiyun glanced at the newly added dishes, "You don't like tofu skin?"

"You love to eat. Oh, I also eat now. Besides being easy to get full, it's also quite delicious."

Guan Shiyun's chopsticks did not pause for a second, and his gaze swept over Xuan Ming's indifferent face.

In fact, when she saw Xuan Ming today, she also felt that she had seen a ghost, the probability of meeting someone half-acquainted in the huge Shanghai is really not high.If she knew that Xuan Ming felt that she was dangerous, she would definitely laugh at her, because she also felt that Xuan Ming had a sense of danger.This feeling was there from the moment she woke up in this body and saw Xuan Ming for the first time, Guan Shiyun attributed it to a natural incompatibility.It wasn't until she heard her parents inadvertently mentioning Guan Ning's congenital deficiency and Xuan Ming, a fortune teller, that she suddenly understood.How could the soul occupying her human body not be frightened by the natural fortune teller?

In particular, this numerologist has a comparable eating speed to her.

"This is the first time we have dinner together, since you recovered from your illness." Xuan Ming said suddenly, with some embarrassment in his words.

"You're just sick. You ate at Ningning's house before, and even ate hot pot with Ningning."

"I mean just the two of us eating together."

"Crazy, who wants to eat with you."

"Well, yes, crazy. I don't know who is eating with me now." Xuan Ming shrugged with a smile, got up and went to the seasoning table to get some fruit.

When she came back and sat down, Guan Shiyun looked at her, raised his eyebrows, and said with a blunt smile: "Your tone just now seemed very regretful. Liu Cong, you probably have a crush on me, right?"

"Ah, I was discovered by you." Xuan Ming pretended to be shy, and lowered his head to peek at her.

"...Crazy." Guan Shiyun felt that it was not enough for her to roll her eyes out of her sockets when she met Xuan Ming, at least four more eyes were added.

"It's been diagnosed just now, doctor, what should I do about this... sickness?" The doctor's sickness is so vivid, it sounds like he is asking about something bad.

Guan Shiyun believed that if the two of them were not sitting face to face now, Xuan Ming might have rubbed against her.

What kind of numerologist is shameless at all.

"*5 faces!"

Xuan Ming laughed, and suddenly felt a sense of honor as a slave turning himself into a master.

After paying the bill, the two walked out of the hot pot restaurant.Guan Shiyun frowned as he smelled the indelible hot pot smell on his body, with a troubled expression on his face.As much as she loves hot pot, she hates the smell on her body after eating hot pot. She thought that she would take a bath when she got home, but Xuan Ming looked at her and gave her a feed.

"Huh?" she answered her with her nose.

"Did you throw away the letter I gave you on graduation day without reading it?"

"What letter?" Guan Shiyun didn't remember this at all.She thinks Xuan Ming is dangerous, so she has always been fierce to her in school, the kind of fierceness that she will feel vicious in retrospect.Besides, she felt that the interpersonal communication in college was based on this body, not herself, so she never took it seriously. "It's not for me."

"Why isn't it for you! It's for you! You! It's you!"

The appearance of Xuan Ming almost jumping in exasperation is a bit ridiculous.

Guan Shiyun felt that this person was probably a jerk, who was so fierce to her and still wanted to write a letter to himself, to make her treat her kindly? "Okay, since it's for me, I'll go back and look for it, okay?"

"Really?"

"Really. I'll go home and look for it." A little soft-hearted while being funny.

"That's all right."

"Well, it's settled."

Hearing her repeated promises, Xuan Ming finally smiled with satisfaction.Guan Shiyun also laughed, this fortune teller has been living like a pig all his life, why is he still acting like a child.Her nieces are all more mature than her.

Everything that belonged to the soul of the past was at her parents' house. When Guan Shiyun was driven by a feeling of guilt and returned to her parents' house with the smell of hot pot, she couldn't laugh anymore.The previous soul didn't have much. I heard people said that that person had always been weak and had no friends.It was easy to find the letter written by Xuan Ming.Guan Shiyun thought about it, stuffed it into his bag, and didn't plan to read it right now.

She came in a hurry to rummage through the boxes, and left in a hurry without saying a few words. The mother looked at her back and said straightly, she must find a blind date for her, and take care of her temperament.But the father said, looking at her absent-minded appearance, she didn't seem to be for the patient, but probably in love, or the kind that people don't like her.After thinking about it, the mother felt that it made sense. The two of them were talking to each other, denouncing the unreasonable object, who is not good at looking down on their daughter.

The daughter they were talking about returned to her home, washed from head to toe, made a cup of tea and sat down before opening the letter.Say yes, but just a few words:

"Hey, I like the way you are now. No one can bully you. You are full of vitality. If you feel hard, you can talk to me. I have a strong understanding of things that others can't believe."

The teacup he was holding was shaken slightly, and some water was splashed on the paper, which melted the pen writing on the paper. Guan Shiyun came back to his senses and quickly blotted up the water with a paper towel.

It turned out that Xuan Ming not only discovered his abnormality so early, but also saw the clues.Fortunately, I was worried about being exposed, so I was always careful.

"I really don't know what a dog's nose is." Guan Shiyun smiled wryly.

The author has something to say: *Note:

1. Sell appearance, meaning appearance;

2. Dingyangyang, which means to be straightforward, a little dazed and apathetic;

3. When you meet Chi Lao, it means you have seen a ghost;

4. Suo, meaning to suck, commonly used Suo snails;

5. 覅, fiao, means not to want, and 覅面 means shameless