Religious Faith

There are very few pens and inks that can be written about my exodus. If I insist on writing, I think it should be called "China under one step."

I went to the train station, and on the way I kept thinking about where to go, and then realized that I didn't want to go.I looked at the train timetable, then went to the window and bought a ticket to Wuhan.

About Inner Mongolia, I just heard people say that Inner Mongolia is very beautiful, but few people who have been there want to go there for the second time.I didn’t make any preparations when I went to Inner Mongolia this time. When I went there, I realized that Inner Mongolia is really beautiful. There are cattle and sheep in the wind and grass, but the mosquitoes in Inner Mongolia are also very large. It is not an exaggeration to say that a few of them can cook a dish.

Someone told me that they wear boots to avoid being bitten by mosquitoes, so I also imitate them by wrapping themselves tightly and lighting mosquito coils, but the facts tell me that this is of no use.

A week later, I left Wuhan with my dark skin and a bag, and moved to the next city, Yanbian.

At that time, Longjing pear blossoms were in full bloom, and as far as the eye could see, the snow-white swayed slightly in the wind, which was very beautiful.

I prefer to go to border cities, and later I simply travel to gain experience. I know that before traveling, I need to check the local situation, what things need to be prepared, and how to avoid being ripped off by learning from the experience of the predecessors.

I also specially bought a Leica SLR camera to take pictures.

I have been to many places over the past six months.I have been to Xinjiang. People in Xinjiang are very beautiful. People of their ethnic group are really good at singing and dancing. They dance when they celebrate, dance when they are happy, dance when they eat, and dance after dinner... I I was also dragged to dance for a while, but the dance was very lame and ugly.

I also went on a pilgrimage to Lhasa and went to a place full of prayer flags.It is a kind of sacred beauty, like the mountain snow lotus, the pious heart of the people, holy and inviolable.The old woman's vicissitudes of wrinkles can't hide the purity in her eyes.Tibetan dances are also very beautiful. My tour guide named Basang told me that Tibetans like nature the most and admire eagles the most.So they jump high mountains, long waters, and jump sacred eagles.

I was still dragged to dance, and after the dance, Basang said to me: "Your dance has a Xinjiang flavor."

I:"……"

The ultraviolet rays in Tibet are very strong. When I went down the mountain, I really looked like someone who had escaped from famine.I went to Yunnan again to see the wind, flowers, snow and moon in Yunnan. During the half month in Yunnan, I did not lose my temper. I was dying of toothache, but I just couldn’t get used to the smell of mint or Houttuynia cordata.I also went to the legendary Prince Duan’s Mansion in Dali, which was written in Jin Yong’s novels, but later the tour guide told me that it did not exist in history. There is no Prince Duan’s Mansion in Dali in history.Since he finished writing, the tourism industry in Yunnan has been brought up.

The flowers in Yunnan are very cheap, and you can buy a lot of them for ten yuan, which are very beautiful.Among the many places I have been to, Yunnan is my favorite, but the sun here is also very poisonous. I, who was already dark like a refugee after coming out of Tibet, seem to be a little darker than before.

I heard that Heizi is in Guangdong. When I found him, he was already a well-known local businessman.

After he saw me, he laughed badly, and it took him a long time to speak: "Why are you like this?"

"I went to Tibet and Yunnan in a row." I replied.

"Let's go, let's go eat together."

During the chat, Heizi also asked me about the situation in Hongdu, and I said that it was seized, and I didn't work there anymore.Later, I heard that normal business has resumed, but this time, those private businesses may not be so easy to do.

"I think you're fine, you're living quite well," Heizi said.

"I still think you are casual, but you seem to be fat again."

"I eat restaurants every day, and I feel like I have a three-high." Heizi complained.

I laughed and refilled each other's cups of tea.

"Are you still going?" he asked.

"Walk."

"When?"

"Live here for half a month."

"Okay, let's get together more." He said, "You haven't contacted me for so long. I don't want Hongdu, but I miss you a lot."

"It wasn't a good thing to contact you at that time, didn't I come here now?"

"I got married the year before last," Heizi said to me, "she was a pretty good girl, she was good-looking, she had a good personality, and she was a responsible person, but we divorced within half a year. She knew that I used to be a publicist. After that, I will divorce me, saying that I cheated on the marriage, I have no choice but to divorce."

"Are there any kids?"

"Not yet."

"Then you are alone now?"

"I have a girlfriend, but I won't get married."

"how?"

"It's okay for fun, and it's not suitable to marry her. Although I used to be in entertainment venues, it's a bit too much to say that I want to find a good girl, but that's why I want to find a girlfriend who doesn't have a messy life. Now this is a girl." Little model, she looks pretty good, but people are just like that.” He changed the subject and said, “Let’s not talk about me, now that you’re running out and not taking care of your boyfriend, so he woke up?”

"woke up."

"Then why didn't you bring it over to have a look?"

I laughed a bit, a little embarrassed: "Forget it, I don't think I'm good enough for him."

Heizi pretended to take a careful look at me, and said, "Yes, you see that he looks so good-looking, but you are so ugly now, don't you mean you are not good enough for him?"

After I briefly told him about our situation, Heizi was very angry. He knocked on my head and said, "What are you pretending to be here! People have treated you like that, obviously they don't mind, you What are you still being pretentious about?"

I shook my head and said, "I still can't make it through myself."

"Then you haven't missed him for the past six months?"

"Think, why don't you want to."

"I think you're having a good time." When the dishes came, Heizi ate and said, "Do you think you're lucky? I just asked for someone who could live with me, but there wasn't any, you There is still such a person here who misses you so much, wishing to give you his life again, although this is a man, it is really a blessing to be loved so much."

He thought for a while and then sighed, "Forget it, forget it, I won't talk about you anymore, I'm going to get angry when I talk about it."

After staying in Guangdong for more than ten days, Heizi pushed a lot of things to accompany me, and even accompanied me to Hong Kong and Macau once.He likes to go to the casino to gamble, and I have to say that his level is quite good.

After leaving Guangdong, I went to Sichuan. I spent several days in the Land of Abundance before heading to the mountains by car.

The mountain road is very bumpy, and I walked for three hours to reach the village on the map.In fact, I don't know why I came to this kind of place, because there is no beautiful scenery here, and the transportation is not convenient.

This village is very remote and there are not many people.Almost all the children in the village don't study anymore, and they all work in the village.

I found a family to live in and paid him for the accommodation.The owner was an old man, he saw my camera and asked me if I was a reporter?I said no, just people who come here for tourism.I asked him if there was anyone else in the family, and he said he had a grandson, but the grandson liked to go out to play and never came home.

I lived here for three days and thought a lot.

In fact, I have been avoiding it for half a year, living a life of adding salt to plain water, and thinking about it carefully, I got nothing.

I have seen the vast grassland, the vast desert, countless prayer flags, and the snow in Cangshan Mountain.For nearly [-] nights, I forced myself not to think about it, but I couldn't help but miss it in my heart.

I suddenly remembered that Mr. Zeng said that life is a circle, no matter how much you experience, you will return to the original point.So like and miss just be together, don't think about anything else, the purest expectation and happiness are the real ones, right?I have been away for so long, should I face my own heart?

Thinking of this, I was actually a little excited.If it wasn't for the lack of signal in the village, I'm afraid I would have already called Li Jinze.At this moment, the night is thick, the air in the village is good, and you can see the bright moon and the complicated stars.The bright moon is above, please send lovesickness for me thousands of miles away!

Someone came back in the middle of the night, I didn't look to see who it was, but the voice should be the grandson of the old man.

When I went out the next morning, I saw the child sitting at the dining table waiting for food, and the old man was busy up and down the stove.The child was about fifteen or sixteen years old, with a thin body, and the gorgeous wash and cut made my heart block.

"Who are you and what are you doing!" Xie Jianchui asked me with a contemptuous tone.

I ignored him, and he laughed a little: "You look so dark, you crawled out of the mouth~"

When he saw that I didn't pay attention to him, he became even more arrogant: "I'm talking to you two, you just pretend you didn't hear it!"

I just replied: "Your hair is already outdated, Tu Baolong."

"You know a shovel, I'll tell you that this is how we mess around in society, and you, Guier, are a treasure dragon. I just came back from surfing the Internet outside, so you should ask me, who in this village doesn't know my name!"

"The head of the village, Shulin Middle School Xiaosa, was bulldozed by our boss yesterday, do you know?" He was very proud.

"In the past two years, you have been messing around with the society like you are."

"Claw, do you look down on Shuo? Which gang does your turtle belong to!"

I think we may not be in the same society, and he made fun of him for a while, so I can only say: "If you have the chance, let's go see the outside world more."

"Which village are you from? I haven't seen you before."

I ignored him, but I was about to eat something and leave here.

He saw that I ignored him, so he shouted to the old man who turned his head to cook: "You old man, you are so fast! You will be so happy if you starve to death!"

If you say what he told me before, I can count him as young and ignorant, but what he said just now is not as good as offal.I was disgusted and walked away.

When I arrived in the city, I booked a plane ticket to Dalian.

I didn't call because I wanted to go directly to him. As for the result, it depends on fate.

The author has something to say: Thank Goddess Rain for translating the Sichuan dialect!The Sichuan dialect couldn’t be more cute. I laughed out loud several times while reading it, and then I forgot how to write the rest. . .

The finale of the next chapter, those who haven’t slept can wait~