Religious Faith

"Sea water, what are you talking about?"

"It's an eternal question."

"Sky, what is your answer?"

"It's eternal silence."

—— Tagore "Asuka Collection"

……

I knew that our fight would not end here, but I never thought that the facts would develop in this way.

The phone rang, I picked it up, looked at the number, and pressed the answer button, holding Li Jinze's hand with the other hand.His hands were long and pale, and his fingers curled up naturally.I held it gently and rubbed it repeatedly.

"Hello, Sister Yan."

"Awen, do you have any other plans for the evening?"

"Going to Hongdu at night, what's the matter?"

"You don't need to go to Hongdu. Let me tell Ali that you come to my place tonight and see you at the old place."

"Well, all right. So what time is it?"

"Eight o'clock."

"Okay, Sister Yan, I understand."

"I haven't seen you for a few days, I really miss you a little... my dear baby Ah Wen... haha~"

I smiled slightly, and then said, "You too, see you tonight..."

After I hung up the phone over there, I put the phone on the bedside table and looked at him with a silly smile: "You are still so young, I feel like... I am a lot older."

He was always quiet, with black hair and jade skin, and his slender eyelashes curled up, as if he might wake up at any time.I said: "Wake up soon... I'm still looking forward to you waking up..."

"Then we went to the countryside to buy a piece of land, built a small house, raised fish in the yard, planted flowers, and set up a grape trellis... We put a stove under the grape trellis, and we baked things by ourselves in summer..." I laughed and said : "It's great...then there is no one else, only us...there is no one else... so good..."

"So you have to hurry up and wake up quickly. It's very popular to farm by yourself now, get a three-acre land, and open a bottle of wine when you are leisurely... that's great."

The doctor said to talk to him often so that he could wake up better.I say it every day, and when it comes to it I really don't know what else to say.I can tell what I know and encounter, but I can't tell him, he will remember, he will be sad, and he will not like me.But what I can say is almost finished.

My voice was a little hoarse, I looked at the time and it was almost time, so I went out to eat and went to the place Sister Yan said.

The so-called old place is where they hold Sexparty.It was a villa, in a certain villa area, the location was remote, but the environment was very good.They bought it and used it exclusively for Sexparty.That is their circle, which is full of people of some status or influence in the society.Sometimes I really feel that this is a group of people dressed in savage clothes, full of ideas outside, but here as long as they are individuals, they can be hugged together, like an animal... Fuck, how can there be such a dirty person and thing.But I am not qualified to speak of them, I am the same as them, I will do anything for money, and I still rely on these animals for food.

The doorbell rings three times, press it three times, twice, three times, this is the signal between us.

Soon someone opened the door for me, the room was full of the sound of making love, there were eight people doing it in the hall alone, including Ah Song.I think the total number of people in the other rooms of the villa should not be less than the hall.

"Oh my little baby, you really miss Mommy!" A naked|naked woman pushed the man on her body and walked over from the sofa, hugged me affectionately, and put her hand into my pants, Gently teasing and rubbing that place, my tongue unscrupulously stuck into my mouth, stirring.

"Sister Yan... I miss you too..." I said vaguely.I also held the back of her head with my back and kissed her passionately. Then I put my arm around her back, then bent slightly, and put my other hand around her knee to lift her up, ready to go upstairs. Room.

"It's right here." She ripped off my underwear, and then we did it with that man in a BAA way.Sister Yan was at the front, I was in the middle, and the man was at the end.

After a long time, everyone almost stopped, and Brother Feng said mysteriously: "I took some good things..."

The other woman leaned against another woman's arms, kissing vaguely, panting and asking, "What?"

"This." Brother Feng took out a bag of □□□ from the bag, I know this, it is called□□□.

It’s not uncommon for people in our venue to play it without cheating. Sometimes I do it as a live guest, but I never do it, and I refuse to do it with various excuses.But they're okay, they didn't force it.

"Hehe..." Sister Yan took the bag, looked at it and said, "I don't quite understand this..."

"Try it, it's very cool."

"Okay."

I excused myself to go to the bathroom.We don't close the bathroom here, and when I was washing my hands, a person came in. I looked through the mirror, and it was Ah Song.

"Brother Wen." He said.

"You're here too?" I took a towel and wiped my hands.

"Yeah, Brother Wen, won't you come and play with us?"

"No, I'm not feeling well, come on."

"...Brother Wen, tell me, everyone is playing...how can you not play?" He smiled at me, and I felt something was wrong.

"Awen, what are you two doing! Come out and try!" Master Zhou urged.

"Brother Wen, let's go." Asong's smile deepened: "Try it, it's very cool..."

I asked coldly, "A Song, what are you going to do?"

"You have someone very important in the hospital."

My pupils narrowed sharply: "What the hell are you doing!"

"Simple, if you go out with me, I will do nothing; if you don't go out with me, he will be the first thing I do."

"You belong to Brother Xian."

He smiled, slightly sarcastic.

"Awen, Ah Song, what's the matter with you?" Master Zhou stood outside the door frowning.

"Master Zhou... Ah Wen doesn't play."

"Sorry, I'm not feeling well..." I said softly.

Can’t smoke, my intuition tells me that I really can’t smoke, but Jinze... No, they won’t do it so quickly, as long as I go out and take Jinze away immediately, there will be no problem.

"...Awen, what do you mean?"

Gradually, others also noticed the situation here, and they came over and asked, "What's wrong?"

Master Zhou took the gun from Brother Feng and handed it to me. The atmosphere of the audience changed and became very tense.

"Don't make me say it a second time." Master Zhou said.

All the people here are people with status and status, but I am just a duck. Now they all smoke, but I am the only one who doesn't...

"Awen, just try it." Sister Yan said quietly, threatening more than admonishing.

Obviously he won't die... But this kind of coercion is more terrifying and uncomfortable than life-threatening.

I know that I can't refuse, because if I refuse, what awaits me is a consequence worse than death.

My fingers were cold and my body was shaking all the time, but I had to be calm and not express my dissatisfaction.

I've seen that move many times, and now it's my turn...

Put the paper in the palm of your hand, pour out three white threads, then block one nostril and suck it in with the other.I wasn't used to this method, so my body shivered a bit.

After inhaling more than [-] mouthfuls, I became excited. Along with the excitement, I also felt nausea and wanted to vomit.I started talking gibberish, I wanted to shake my head and listen to the music.The subwoofer kept ringing, and after a few hours, my head became more dizzy and my mouth kept foaming.I feel like my throat is very dry, like something is stuck there...

They were all in the living room and it was just me in the bathroom, tossing and turning on the cold tiles.

I'm excited, excited.

Taking drugs will produce a kind of pleasure, your nerves will jump for joy, and you will forget all your troubles...

I am very happy, very happy...

happy to despair...

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