Religious Faith

I went back to the ward, sat on the chair beside his bed, and looked at him quietly.

After a long time, my fingers gently brushed the ends of his hair, and I sniffed between my fingers, there was still a faint fragrance.

I said: "Jinze, from today onwards, I will help you get back what I owe you." I shook my head and said, "If one day you find that I am not the one who followed your butt Child, I am no longer innocent, will you still like me?"

I laughed suddenly, looking at his eyes almost obsessively, I murmured: "Those things... Did I do it? Maybe Ah Wen did it, not me... In fact, I have always been very good... ...But, why do I feel that..."

I asked him, "Jinze, who do you think I am?"

I turned my head to look out the window, and asked in a daze, "Yes, who am I...?"

It's so messy... But no matter who I am, I can't go back to the past.After being a slave to this body, the mind will become more depraved and depressed.

I walked to the window and stretched my arms facing the afterglow of the setting sun. The setting sun was like little red cherry petals, delicately swaying on me.I closed my eyes and murmured softly: "Let's fall, let's fall, if you have to go to two extremes with beauty, then I'd rather give up automatically... If you don't ask for extravagance, your heart won't hurt..." I Smile, the corners of the eyes and eyebrows are light joy.

I took a deep breath, then opened my eyes, turned around and walked to his bedside, just about to pick up the "Pride and Prejudice" I read to him before, but I threw it aside after thinking about it.I said to him in an extremely flirtatious tone: "I'm sorry, I can't get used to those foreigners' stuff~haha~" There was a smile on the corner of my lips, and I flipped through the pile of books with my hands, saying: "" Farewell My Concubine, I just think this one is pretty good."

I crossed my legs and leaned comfortably on the back of the chair.

"□□He is ruthless, and an actor has no righteousness. □□He should have affection on the bed, and an actor can only have righteousness on stage." I raised my eyebrows and smiled, and continued to read: "Everyone has something to depend on. A baby is attached to its umbilical cord, a child is attached to its mother, and a woman is attached to a man. Some people's charm is only on the bed, and they die when they leave the bed. Some people's charm is only on the stage, and they die when they leave the stage."

I read it quietly, without any haste.

"Master Guan, he hasn't reformed himself, and he still gives up teaching: What does life depend on? It's just the spirit. What does the spirit depend on? Just these two eyes. Come! Don't move your head, and don't move your neck." Don't move, but the eyeballs are rolling sideways. After practice, the eyelids, eye sockets, and eyebrows are all in harmony. The characters who are born, clean and ugly, have to rely on their eyes to express their ideas in scenes with few lyrics. The so-called "eyes" Seedlings for love, hearts for desires. Eyes for love. Once in a lifetime, from then on, the eyes will cooperate, and the heart will be unrestricted."

I looked up at him: "Maybe it's doomed from now on, he has to like him..."

For some reason, I had tears in the corners of my eyes.

At eight o'clock in the evening, the phone rang.I turned on my phone and saw the letter, and there were only three words on it: "Completed".

I replied: Got it.

I put the book on my lap on the edge of the table, checked the page numbers when I closed it, and then put the phone away.Before leaving, I suddenly said: "Xiaodouzi's brother is so kind to him...you are so kind to Jiangcheng..." I laughed at myself and said, "I will read that book again next time, and I hope it ends ...Senior brother will really love him."

Like you love him, Duan Xiaolou will love Cheng Dieyi...

Li Jinze is Jiang Cheng's overlord, Cheng Dieyi regards Duan Xiaolou as the overlord, so what about me?

Lost, sorrow, fear, and desolation are just a momentary thing. I come back to my senses. I know my own position. In fact, I am nothing...

I atone for Jiang Cheng, and I live in darkness for him.To whom do I belong?I don't know, I don't belong to myself anyway.But who am I talking about myself?

I smiled, forget it... In fact, many things are like that.

I walked out the door with my legs open, and then stopped a car to let it go to the QZ bar. QZ bar...they went there last time to clean up old knives.

It was still the familiar basement, the familiar scene, a man was sitting on a chair smoking a cigarette, the cigarette butt flickered, he looked around, and there was a wriggling sack at his feet.Seeing that I was driving, he respectfully said, "Brother Wen."

I nodded and said, "Thank you."

"It's okay, brother Wen, let me go out for a while, it's too fucking boring. I'm right outside the door, call me if you need anything."

……

Jin Ze, I can give you...revenge.If the world does not give you justice, I will give it back to you.

I opened the sack and looked at the embarrassed but familiar face, all kinds of feelings came to my heart.

I smiled, with a strange smile: "Hi, manager, we meet again."

Her face was dusty, her eyes were terrified, her mouth was sealed with tape, and she could only make a "hmmmm" sound from her nasal cavity.

I stretched out my hand to tear off the tape, and she subconsciously let out a cry, it was very painful.She didn't wait for me to speak, and said: "What do you want!! Do you want money!! I'll give you everything!!! How much do you want!!!"

I looked at the red on her lips and sighed.I asked softly, "Does it hurt?"

She cried and said, "Who the hell are you and what do you want to do..."

"Don't cry, it's ugly!" I gave her a disgusted look.

She sobbed softly and said, "Please let me go..."

"Don't you recognize me?" I smiled and tickled her chin.

She shook her head vigorously.

I took out a cigarette, lit it and said, "Strange, have I changed a lot?" Then I took a puff of the cigarette, and the smoke sprayed on her face.

She was choking and coughing, and I said, "What? You can't stand me smoking? Yeah...you like non-smoking...Jinze doesn't smoke..." I looked up at her, I didn't know it was a What kind of mood.

As a man, the person who raped your lover is right in front of you now... I really want her to die, but how? ?

She understood instantly, and she said, "No, it's not me, it's not like this!"

"Hehe..." I asked with a smile: "What should it be like? I still remember you asked him if I was living well."

She broke down: "No, I beg you to let me go..."

"Let you go?" I seemed to have heard a big joke, and I said, "But why didn't you let him go?"

The diary entry flashed through my mind. 8.24...Happy Birthday...

My heart throbbed violently.

I pressed the cigarette butt on her forehead, and she screamed.I said, "Look, there is a dot on the forehead, it looks like a Bodhisattva... So, can the manager Bodhisattva control his destiny?"

She patronizes howling and ignores my words.

"Fuck..." I cursed and dropped the cigarette butt in her gaping mouth.I pulled her out of the sack by pulling her hair, then slammed her head on the ground.

"Are you afraid!" I stared at her and shouted, "You can yell if you are afraid, what if my Jinze is afraid!! He smiles at you!! He fucking fucks you!!! He doesn't Fuck you, you fucking fire him!! You're awesome, aren't you? You're in charge, aren't you awesome! Fuck you, keep being awesome!" I pointed at her and yelled: " I'm fucking right here! You tell me not to have sex with you and you fire me!!!!"

After yelling, I trembled and gasped for a few breaths, and I said, "You like being fucked that much, don't you. Well, today I'll let you be a real bully."

"I beg you, don't..." She cried loudly, "I don't want it! You let me go! Please!! I'm sorry!!"

I said quietly: "I'm sorry, you shouldn't tell me, you are sorry for him."

"I'll go now!"

My tongue burst into thunder, and I said loudly: "Fuck your mother!"

She wept softly.

I grinned grimly and said, "Don't go anywhere today. Do you know what I do?"

She shook her head, and I looked at her seriously and said, "I'm a professional. I'm an awesome guy who satisfies all kinds of desires and dissatisfaction." I said again: "My price is very expensive, and most people can't afford it. But..." I gave her a slight smile. With a smile, he said: "My skills are very good, even if you don't have to fight in person, it will make you very happy."

"Don't...don't, please let me go! I'll give you as much money as you want!!"

"No, no, no," I waved my hand and said, "You must not have as much money as me."

"Just tell me how much you want!" She cried with tears and snot all over her face, and she said, "Let me go..."

I nodded briskly and said, "Sure, I want a villa in Beijing Rose Garden. The location doesn't need to be too good. Just find me a villa next to a celebrity."

She kept crying.

"I can't do it, can I?" I went to the door and told the person outside to bring me a bottle of champagne, then leaned against the door and looked at her.

Ugly, really ugly.

The champagne was brought, and he stuffed something into my hand. I glanced at him and smiled at him: "Fuck, you really have it..." I walked up to her and put two of her The arm was twisted and dislocated, and then her legs were separated again.Her ankles were tied together, so I wasn't worried about her hurting me.

I took off her black dress and asked her: "It's so cold and you wear so little?" I sniffed her stockings, and said: "Oh, I'm going, this smell, I haven't washed it for three days It's over. Who are you playing with now? The person who took Jinze's place?? Your nephew??? No way, you are such a beast... Hahaha..."

"What are you doing...!" she yelled frantically.

"Shut up!" I slapped her with a clear and clear voice, and soon there was a red handprint on her face.I said, "I'm good at slapping people. My movements are neat and my voice is loud and crisp. A few slaps are guaranteed to slap you so that your mother won't recognize you."

I quickly took off her stockings and panties, split her legs bigger, and said: "Don't you want to do it, I'm a professional, I'll play with you. Jinze...he is amazing , but not as professional as I am, hehe. Do you know that after the first time he finished with me, he didn’t even know how to help me solve my physical problems. A clean person, you dived him."

I asked her, "Rough or foreplay?"

"You... let me go..."

"Impossible!" I interrupted her violently: "Why let you go? Say it quickly! Which one do you want!"

She closed her eyes in despair, her short eyes were red and swollen from crying, her face was covered with eye feces, it was so ugly.Are you desperate... I suddenly thought of those few pages of diary paper that were scratched. When you forced him, was he also desperate?

"You ruined his life..." I said.

"...be gentle..." She said tremblingly, "I don't want to die...you should be light..."

"No way!" I glared at her, then stuffed a few ecstasy pills into her mouth, tore open the package of a condom, rubbed the oil on the mouth of the bottle, and waited for her to take effect, I inserted the uncorked champagne into her lower body, and pushed it in hard.

The sudden pain made her unbearable, but because of the effect of the medicine, she was so excited that she had already started to lose her mind.The momentum of the champagne pushed the champagne bottle out, and the champagne spilled all over the floor.

I turned around and went to the door, and asked him for some different kinds of wine and drinks. The drinks were Coke and Sprite, but in glass bottles.Then I concocted it according to the law, but I opened the cap of the Coke bottle by pumping and inserting it several times under her body, and then immediately covered the mouth of the bottle with my hand and then inserted it...

Bark!With a sound, the bottle was rushed out.

I counted the bottles scattered on the floor. There were seven bottles in all.She was already half dead, and there was still a "hmm" sound in her nasal cavity, and her whole body was trembling.I have seen people eat this thing, and after eating, they have to listen to music such as subwoofers for them to shake and vent, otherwise they will really feel uncomfortable and die.

I took a bottle of Sprite and poured it on her face, and I drank the rest, I was really thirsty after working for so long.I moved a chair and sat on it, gently wiped the fine sweat from my forehead, and asked her who was a little sober: "Where are seven grooms in total, are you happy?"

"Ah... ah..." She couldn't speak, and I knew in my heart that she must be useless, and she was lucky if she survived. Even if she survived, she would not be able to walk, and her brain might be affected a little bit.

"You touched my man, and this is what will happen to you." I leaned against the wall and lit myself another cigarette.I smoked one by one, and it took almost half a box before I stopped.After smoking, resting and calming down, I asked the person at the door to come in.

When he came in and saw such a scene, he couldn't help being startled, and looked at me without saying a word for a long time.I gave him a cigarette and asked, "Did you find out, where is her house?"

"Well, I found out, I'm not a local, I'm from the countryside, and I don't have much influence."

I laughed: "I don't want to know this, I mean you need to know the exact location and send her home." What about the locals?So what if it is powerful? ?As long as she returns what she owes him, the rest doesn't matter.

"Send her home like this??"

"Yeah." I lit another cigarette, took a puff and said softly: "She offended the underworld, was gang-raped, and happened to be saved by you, but life will be a little difficult in the future...Of course, those People are too powerful, even the Heavenly King and Lao Tzu can't control them, and even you have taken a great risk to save her. Let them guard her and live with her, don't go out and cause trouble."

"Got it...Brother Wen..." He lowered his head very low.

Later, there was a saying in Taoism: It is better to offend a gentleman than to offend Ah Wen.

The author has something to say: 1. "Farewell My Concubine" is a book by Li Bihua, which was later adapted into a movie. Leslie Cheung plays Cheng Dieyi, Zhang Fengyi plays Duan Xiaolou, and Gong Li plays Juxian.It's really very good-looking, the book and the movie are very good-looking!Strong push! ! !

2. (⊙_⊙) The "A Wen" split from Jiang Cheng's [main body] appeared as an independent personality for the first time. Although there was only one episode, it was Cheng Cheng when he abused the manager.In addition, the voice that always irritated Jiang Cheng was derived from it, and it did not belong to any personality of Ah Wen or Cheng Cheng.

3. (⊙_⊙) This is a novel. I made a hook for it, so please don’t imitate it. If you have any problems, you should follow the formal legal channels, and then everyone must protect themselves.

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