how to love fast

"You know everything, don't you?"

When he said this, Ji Yunchu had already walked in front of Gu Ming.

From such a close distance, Ji Yunchu could almost see the reflection in the man's eyes, and clearly saw the waves in his eyes.

Finally he was no longer calm.

"Tell me." Ji Yunchu looked at him and said.

The sky did not know when it began to gradually darken.

The whole street fell into silence and darkness, no one passed by, and there was no sound of cars passing by.

Gu Ming was silent for not a long time, but every minute and every second, Ji Yunchu's heart beat faster.

He didn't know what answer he would hear, and he didn't know what answer he wanted, but at this moment, Ji Yunchu knew that he could no longer evade this question.

He didn't even know how this feeling of uneasiness that could almost be called fear came from. His mind was in a mess. Sometimes he felt that he had grasped something and figured everything out, and sometimes he felt that he didn't understand anything.

This might be the reason why he was so nervous, Ji Yunchu thought.

Ever since he came to this world, the rationality and calmness he had always had seemed to have weakened a lot, and now he couldn't even calm down and think about one thing.

Gu Ming raised his hand suddenly, stroked his face lightly, and spoke in a low and soft voice, "I never lied to you."

Ji Yunchu's throat seemed to be blocked, he gasped for a while, and said hoarsely after a while: "...I know."

He paused, raised his hand to grab Gu Ming's hand, and said word by word: "I want to know the truth."

Gu Ming sighed and said, "Okay, what do you want to know?"

"Bai Xiao, Yan Jue, Lei Meng, Cheng Lie, Xiao Jin." Ji Yunchu said the names that made him unforgettable one by one, "Are they..."

"They are all me." Gu Ming said.

Ji Yunchu suddenly suffocated, his eyes were almost unbelievable.

After his first life with Bai Xiao, he met Yan Jue in the second life again. Ji Yunchu was deeply attracted by that man in hesitation and uncertainty, until he finally separated from him. It is confirmed that Yan Jue is Bai Xiao from his previous life.

In each subsequent life, he met men again and again, which made him gradually understand that men were always by his side and never left.

In the life between him and Cheng Lie, he also told him everything, but as a result, Cheng Lie exhausted all his strength and gave him a flat and stable life for nearly 30 years.

In the last life, it was Xiao Jin who found him, and he said that he remembered many things from the past.

But they have never admitted that they are one person.

When this sentence came out of Gu Ming's mouth, it was completely different from the definite meaning in Ji Yunchu's heart, so although he knew this fact a long time ago, when he heard Gu Ming say this at this moment, he immediately felt a little unbelievable.

Ji Yunchu is almost sure that besides knowing all the things of the previous lives, Gu Ming in front of him also knows many things he doesn't know, and it is even possible that he is even clear about his lost memories.

"Yunchu..."

Ji Yunchu stared at him blankly, his beautiful eyes were dizzy with water mist, making his eyes look wet, his lips were slightly opened, as if he wanted to speak but didn't know what to say, so he could only stare blankly like this he.

This look reminded Gu Ming of the time when they were first together a long time ago.

At that time, Ji Yunchu was still a teenager studying in school. He was pampered and grew up at home. He had never experienced wind and rain, and his personality was much more sensitive than other people of his age. In terms of taking care of the younger brother, but in the eyes of others, he has completely surpassed the normal feelings for the young man, because Gu Ming has never cared so much for anyone, it simply does not fit his personality.

He has been suppressing this special feeling for fear that it will scare him.

At that time, the boy often looked at him with such blank and ignorant eyes. His eyes were clean and pure. On the one hand, Gu Ming loved and doted on him, but on the other hand, he had a secret and cruel feeling towards him, wanting to disregard him. Everything gets him.

It was the past, but it seemed as if it happened not long ago.

Gu Ming looked into his clear eyes, which were full of heavy and sad love.

"You lost a lot of things, but it doesn't matter, let's find them all together."

He leaned down and kissed Ji Yunchu lightly on the lips, "We will find it back."

His voice and kiss were very gentle, as if he was treating his most precious and fragile treasure.

The moisture in Ji Yunchu's eyes accumulated more and more, and tears suddenly fell down.

"What did I forget?" Ji Yunchu said tremblingly, "You and Xiao Chuan are my closest people, aren't you?"

"Yes, we are all your dearest people." Gu Ming said softly, "We are also the people who love you the most."

"Then why did I forget..."

"Because you were hurt."

Gu Ming's eyes darkened slightly, and he said in a low voice, "I was seriously injured."

Ji Yunchu stared blankly at him, tears rolling down his thin and beautiful face.

Gu Ming gently wiped away the tears on his face.

"...But it doesn't matter, I will cure you."

The blocked sunlight fell down again, covering them.

Ji Yunchu's whole body was warmed by the light, and he couldn't help closing his eyes.

In a trance, he saw many pictures again, some were two people, some were alone, various places and scenes were obviously unfamiliar, but they felt so familiar, and the familiarity made his heart tremble.

But he is no longer in pain like the previous few times, those scenes are almost all relaxed and happy, without a trace of oppression, this feeling is full of filling his heart, almost overflowing.

However, this relaxed and joyful feeling came to an abrupt end after a sudden flash of a picture.

Ji Yunchu's heart trembled violently, and an indescribable panic spread throughout his body.

"Don't be afraid." Gu Ming's deep and gentle voice resounded in his ears, "I am here."

Ji Yunchu opened his eyes, only to realize that he was subconsciously holding Gu Ming's hand tightly, because the tip of his big finger sank into his palm because of too much force, and when he let go, he could still feel how much strength he had used. Even his hands are stiff.

But Gu Ming gently held his hand as if nothing had happened, "Let's go back first."

"where to?"

"Go home." Gu Ming smiled, "Xiao Chuan should be thinking about us."

Gu Xiaochuan's lovely figure seemed to appear in front of Ji Yunchu's eyes immediately, and his heart softened all of a sudden.

Sure enough, Gu Xiaochuan had been waiting for them eagerly, just like when Ji Yunchu came back for the first time, he was watching him from the upstairs window.

As soon as he saw their car drive into the gate, Gu Xiaochuan jumped off the sofa happily.

When Ji Yunchu got out of the car, he saw Gu Xiaochuan running towards him happily, he smiled, knelt down and put his arms in his arms.

"Dad, you are finally back, I miss you so much."

"Daddy misses you too." Ji Yunchu buried his face on the child's small shoulders and closed his eyes.

Gu Xiaochuan has a child's unique milky fragrance, which is sweet and sweet, and he is so cute, it makes people's hearts melt when they look at it.

"Dad, what's wrong with you?" Gu Xiaochuan felt his body trembling, and said distressedly, "Are you crying? Did your father bully you?"

Gu Xiaochuan raised his head, narrowed his eyes and looked at Gu Ming, his eyes seemed to say, are you bullying me, Mama?

Gu Ming: "..."

"No, he didn't bully me." Ji Yunchu took a deep breath, raised his head with a smile, "I didn't cry, and your father wouldn't bully me either."

"That's good." Gu Xiaochuan heaved a sigh of relief. In fact, he knew that his father loved them so much that he was reluctant to bully Ma Ma.

"Let's go, let's go home." Ji Yunchu took Gu Xiaochuan's hand.

"Go home."

When Ji Yunchu was about to push open the door, a gust of wind blew past his body.

He suddenly froze for a moment, then turned his head to look at Gu Ming.

Gu Ming stood behind him, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Ji Yunchu lowered his eyes, "I just... thought of something again."

He took Gu Xiaochuan's hand and entered the house without looking at Gu Ming again.

Therefore, he did not see Gu Ming's complex eyes at that moment.