In love with Hollywood GL

Jin Qian often thinks of the rainy night with Xu Manxi, and what she said to himself.

She said that a person will face many choices in this life. Sometimes you may feel that God treats you unfairly and cruelly, but you still have to bite the bullet and go down.

She said, I can always be indifferent to anything, indifferent, and isolate myself from the world, but the moment I met her, I clearly realized that I couldn't keep my heart completely.I don't think my feelings are sick, so what if I like the same sex, I haven't done anything harmful, I just fell in love with someone who doesn't like me.In my heart, my love is no less than others.

She said, I fell in love with Li Bingxi, which is the most precious memory in my life.

"After working together for so many years, I still can't see through you."

Li Bingxi put down the script in his hand, looked at Jin Qian beside him: "Really?"

"Manxi, you were accidentally injured." Jin Qian frowned, "Evelyn, in fact, you are more like a mystery than Manxi, you seem to be hiding nothing, but in fact you are hiding everything .”

"How much do you know?"

Jin Qian shook his head: "I don't like to spy on other people's *. It's just that I can't control my thinking, and I can't think about anything or guess like Manxi."

He is her publicist, manager, and friend. Over the years, he has spent more time with her than anyone else. He has seen some things, some people, too many things, and there is really no way for him not to think about them. .

"Manxi is very smart. Maybe it's because she's so smart that she keeps confusing herself. I'm an outsider, and I can guess about your affairs, but she doesn't know. Is it possible? The only one The explanation is that she doesn't want to think about it, and she doesn't want to uncover the secrets behind the appearance by herself. I like Manxi very much, for me, she is a very important friend, just like I like Evelyn you, I hope, even if you We are really strangers, but at least we can live well with each other."

The Bund in Shanghai at night is particularly charming, with brilliant neon lights, towering skyscrapers, and the Oriental Pearl TV Tower is like a long river of dots of stars, shedding bright light. Many tourists from other places click click With the shutter of the camera, I want to freeze the embarrassment of this moment in this colorful and charming city.

This time she came to the Bund to shoot Dior's promotional video, and she had a brief scene with Shen Qingrang's nephew, Shen Rui'an.

"It's cold at night, so wear more." Shen Ruian handed her her coat, stood beside her, leaning on the fence, and looked at the scenery on the other side across the river.

"Thank you."

"I like your gloria very much. I feel that there is finally someone who can interpret the resolute and tenacious side of our oriental people, not just a vase." Shen Rui'an said, "My uncle often talks about shooting with you. It can be seen that he admires you very much."

Xu Manxi smiled politely: "Mr. Shen is also a senior I respect very much."

"After filming is over, do you have time to have a cup of coffee together?"

"What if I say no?"

"Then I'll ask again in a few days. Anyway, you won't have time all the time." Shen Ruian raised his eyebrows, his facial features were set off by the night, and he was really a handsome guy with a perfect appearance. It's the masculinity of my uncle.

"The way you pick up girls is old-fashioned."

Shen Ruian laughed even more enthusiastically: "Is there any? I think it's okay."

Xu Manxi was noncommittal.

"You look lonely."

"..." Xu Manxi was sweating profusely, and couldn't help laughing, "Did you watch Baby Annie too much?"

Shen Ruian didn't mind Xu Manxi's ridicule, and said lightly, "Actually, you don't fit in this circle."

“How come you see?”

"You are a very good actor. You are better than many actors with majors. Many times, your eyes, your glances, and your small movements of tears are beyond their reach no matter how hard they practice. This is a gift from God. Your talent. But sometimes, being talented doesn’t mean you are suitable. It can be seen that you don’t like acting.” Shen Ruian looked at her and said, “I don’t like it, but I still insist on doing my best. I’m a model. Strictly speaking, I’m not a person in the entertainment industry, but I’ve seen a lot of intrigues in the entertainment industry. When I’m not popular, I want to be popular. When I’m popular, I want to win awards. After winning the first trophy, I want to win bigger ones. Trophies. Human nature is such that no matter how pure a person is, over time, they will be tainted by endless greed. But you are different. It’s not that you are completely indifferent to fame and wealth, but every time you look into your eyes, you feel There are many stories hidden in it, maybe what you want is not fame and fortune, but something else. Something you can’t get.”

Xu Manxi nodded, and tilted her head to look at him: "Did Mr. Shen study psychology? Are you so fond of reading other people's minds?"

He shrugged, and the dimples at the corners of his mouth were terribly beautiful: "I only figure out who I'm interested in."

"Then tonight."

"Ok?"

"Come sooner rather than later, if you want to drink coffee, wait until after work is over."

Looking at her back in a coat and turning around calmly, Shen Ruian raised the corners of her lips.

It has been half a year since I saw Li Yingqi, and when we saw him again, he still had the same unshaven appearance, and the thick dark circles under his eyes made it hard to imagine that he was once a high-spirited diamond king.

In fact, every time Li Bingxi talked to him through the glass with the phone, she couldn't control her depression, and she would feel that God was unfair, but so what, once many things happened, there was no turning back, even if her brother What if it is wronged, no one will care.The heartache will always be their relatives.

"It's okay in the future, so don't come here." Li Yingqi lowered his eyes, "You are different now, this kind of place is not what you should come to."

"Do you think I care what those people say?" Li Bingxi curved a forced smile, "You are my brother, no one can separate us."

Li Yingqi just smiled and shook his head: "My life is over."

"I never gave up." Li Bingxi clenched his fists, "Those who have hurt you will definitely suffer retribution."

"I'm afraid I'm afraid of hurting innocent people."

"..." Li Bingxi's heart trembled, yes, she had already hurt the innocent, didn't she.

"I still hate, or in other words, the belief that supports me to live is the hatred in my heart. I hate, I resent, I wish I could go out immediately and give back to the perpetrator double the suffering I have suffered over the years. But What can I get? Who can give me back the life I wasted? Who can erase the stains that have been deeply imprinted on the trajectory of my life." Li Yingqi smiled wryly, her eye sockets flushed and her eye circles turning blue , "Xu Zhiguo and Xu Mengshu, they deserve to be struck by lightning, deserve to be condemned by God, and deserve to die without a place to die. I hate them. But I shouldn't have brought Manxi into this. From beginning to end, she is innocent."

"I shouldn't have used her love for you to hurt her."

"She's the best girl I've ever seen." Li Bingxi rubbed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"If time could be reversed, I would never let you know that she is my sweetheart." Li Yingqi finally raised her head and looked into her eyes, "Because I found that my selfishness not only hurt her, but also hurt you. "

Li Bingxi just shook his head.

"Xixi, it's hard not to be tempted in front of such a girl. She has visited me several times, and every time she comes, she will bring some food for use. At first I said bad things to her, and then She simply disappeared. I think she might have sensed something, so she won’t mention seeing me in the future, but just ask someone to bring me something. She is very good. Really good.” Li Yingqi thought about it for many years In the past, when he saw her for the first time, she sweetly called her Brother Li, her eyes blushed unknowingly, "If you are tempted, brother is willing to forget everything for you, including hatred."

He hung up the phone and got up to leave, tears finally fell.

The days go by day by day, without any surprises, and there may be no surprises.

There are still endless announcements, work, award ceremonies, time flies by, and the speed at which she grows gray hair can be most clearly reflected.

Sometimes after work is over and when she is free, Li Bingxi will think back on her half life, ups and downs, joys and sorrows, she has experienced them all.I have taught, acted in plays, watched from the clouds, and despaired in hell.

It has been seven full years since the [-]th-line starlet who started out as a soy sauce player and now has become a top-tier international movie star who is now able to play the leading role alone and laugh at the situation in Hollywood.And Xu Manxi has been in this circle for more than four years.

Now when someone mentions her, Li Bingxi, few people will associate her with Jiang Chutian or a certain Hollywood male star. Everyone's first reaction will be an actor, movie star, superstar, or goddess of agelessness.Over the years, although it has not been able to win any awards at the Academy Awards, the news of winning the Golden Lion Award at the Berlin Film Festival at the beginning of this year was enough for the media frenzy to report for a while.

Her acting style seems to be fixed, but in fact it is ever-changing. She plays the upright and manages the villain. She can be tender and gentle, and can also be decisive and decisive. Jason Statham, who worked with her, once said , She is the most talented oriental actor he has ever seen, bar none.

"So it's up to you whether you want to fight or retreat." After analyzing the stakes, Jin Qian shrugged and threw the question back to her.

The film he said to fight or withdraw is not a European or American blockbuster, but a romance film co-produced by five famous domestic directors including Feng E. It is not a Mary Su or a romantic romance in the usual sense.The movie is adapted from the literary works of a well-known writer who won the Mao Dun Literature Award. The background of the story is fixed in the 80s of the last century. The hero is not a domineering president, but a lame university teacher. Disability is talked about and ridiculed until he meets the heroine, his student and class representative for the subjects he teaches.The heroine is deeply attracted by him, and can't help approaching this man who is always alone, and warms his lonely heart with her care.But at that time, the folk customs were relatively closed, and people’s minds were not as open as they are now. Reason told him that he could not do such unreasonable things. Her approach, his retreat, her love, his dare not love , her tears, his pain, are vividly interpreted by the author and make people cry.

"The temperament of the heroine is completely different from the ones you played before. She is very persistent and stubborn, but she is also very obsessive, but the beauty is that her obsessiveness is not only not annoying, but also very distressing. I I have read this novel and it is really well written. It would definitely be a good thing if we could accept this film, but the only drawback is that the heroine is too young, only 20 years old, if you accept it ...I don't think I need to say more. But acting, there is always a breakthrough, what do you think?"

"I don't want to act."

Jin Qian nodded, not very surprised. Regarding the candidates for the heroine, Feng E only locked in two people, one is Li Bingxi and the other is Xu Manxi, and he has also discussed with other directors and authors. If Li Bingxi agrees For the role, they can change the university teachers into postgraduate tutors, so that the age gap can be narrowed accordingly. In addition, Li Bingxi originally has an ageless look, with a ponytail and bangs cut, he looks at most twenty years old , "That is to retreat."

"I just don't think it's right for me."

"Coincidentally, she said the same thing."

"..." Li Bingxi was in a daze for a moment, got up and poured a glass of water, "Let's look at the others, if there is no suitable one, I will not answer it for the time being."