reborn lover

Cui Huanyu didn't know how he got here this year. He lived like a walking dead. If he killed that man, and he is alive now, it is the greatest punishment for him. Only by living well can he know that he has What a pain.

Those who have gone are gone, and those who are alive are still alive.

He was looking for a way to escape, grasping a little bit of hope. When he dreamed back at midnight, he always felt that the person was still in this world, in the same place with him, but when he woke up, he was always alone. until dawn.

To him, that boy was like a kind of salvation...

"Haha..." I couldn't help laughing out loud, raised my head and took a big sip of wine, "I miss him, I miss him so much."

The hot wine slipped down his throat, burned into his stomach, and burned his heart.

Listening to the crazy laughter of the man on the other end of the phone, Xi Le took a deep breath and asked calmly, "Cui Huanyu, where are you?"

There was a "beep" in my ear, and the phone was hung up.

The weather in December in Zhongjing City is very cold, cold to the bone.

The fog and rain wet his hair, Xi Le just stood in the rain without moving, his whole body was shivering with cold, after a while he continued to walk outside, but this time the place he went to was different, he was going to find That man, Cui Huanyu!

After rushing out of the road and stopping a car, Xi Le sat in the back seat, gave the address and asked the driver to leave quickly.

The heater was turned on in the car, but the coldness in his bones lingered.

The soldier in the car parked at the gate of the school put his feet on the steering wheel. He was asleep in the car, and he didn't even know that the boy he sent to the school turned his head and left.

Xi Le looked at this kind of city, obviously this city is so big, but he has been in this place for so many years, but he has no place to stay.

At this time, people feel very sad.

Fog and rain swallowed up the road, and the road outside was so foggy that we couldn't see the road clearly. The car was going very slowly along the way. The radio host in the car was talking about the latest weather conditions, but the funny voice and words made people feel uncomfortable at all. I can't relax.

"Well, this kind of weather is the most annoying thing in a year. If you drive carelessly, you will easily bump into other people's cars." The middle-aged man driving complained about this kind of weather, "This kind of weather is not good for business, those of us The breadwinners look forward to living on this little money, how can people live like this..."

The boy sitting in the back seat looked sideways out of the car window. The curve of his profile was very nice, but his face was as white as paper. He hadn't said a word since he got in the car except for giving his address at the beginning.

When the driver was talking, he glanced at the people behind him through the rearview mirror, and found that this guest did not intend to talk to him, so he closed his mouth and concentrated on driving.

When the car arrived at the gate of the community, Xi Le got out of the car, gave the money, and walked inside in the rain. He had been to this place several times, and he went upstairs and stood at the door of the apartment.

The doorbell was pressed again and again, but no one opened the door. If it was someone else, they would think that there was no one in the room, and would have left long ago. But the young man standing at the door did not. He rang the doorbell once, and continued to press it after a while .

With a "click", the door was opened.

The man standing inside the room had bloodshot eyes and a short beard growing on his chin. He was wearing a bathrobe and his belt was not fastened. His exposed chest showed protruding muscles. He raised one hand to help him Looking at the door frame, he stood there looking at the young man who kept ringing his doorbell.

He listened to the doorbell ringing again and again in the house, and finally all his patience ran out. He ran over and found that it was this boy. The anger in his heart disappeared immediately, and he just looked at him like this.

Xi Le looked up at this sloppy man, standing so close, he could smell the strong smell of alcohol on his body, and he didn't know how much he drank.

When the eyes of the two people met, it was as if they were looking at the same person after two lifetimes. The boy's black eyes were full of sadness, looking at the man in front of him, so familiar, yet so strange.

It took a long time for the man to look away, then turned around and walked into the house with some shaky footsteps.

Xi Le followed the man into the room, and closed the door behind his back. When he entered the room, he saw glass bottles all over the floor. A pile of wine was placed on the table in the living room. The heating in the room was not turned on, and the door outside the balcony was open. It was very cold to walk into the house.

The man who walked into the room sat down on the ground and started drinking again with the wine in his hand.

"Don't drink any more..." The boy with an angry face grabbed the wine bottle in the man's hand and threw it on the table with a bang. In other words, "Do you think you can drink to death like this? Cui Huanyu, do you think that hiding in the house and drinking is the greatest relief?"

"Get out!" The man who was not in a good mood spit out two words with a gloomy face.

"I'm not going out!" Xi Le sat down on the sofa opposite him, and said that he came just now on a whim or something, but now he didn't leave just to see how embarrassed this man was.

If it is said that this man did not love him in his previous life, he would not believe it, but this man's love is far less than his love for him. He gave this man everything, but this man only gave him a feeling.

In addition to feelings, he still has a career, a life, a family and a child with him... Heh, thinking of this, Xi Le couldn't help but laugh.

When the man reached out to get the wine again, Xi Le reached out and knocked off his hand with a "slap". He was making trouble for no reason now, and he just felt uncomfortable. No matter what he did, he felt uncomfortable, and he just wanted to fight against him.

Cui Huanyu narrowed his eyes and looked at the young man who made him unhappy. The sadness and longing in his heart were strangely lightened by the arrival of the young man. He sat on the carpet with his back against the sofa and looked up at the young man. looking at the boy in front of him.

He drank a lot of wine, and now he looked at people in a hazy way. He stood up on the sofa, walked around the table and walked to the place where the young man was sitting opposite him. Saw something familiar.

As if seeing the man from the past, he called out, "Junqing..."

Xi Le's heart trembled, he didn't speak, but just looked up at the man.

"Are you back?" The drunk man stretched out his hand and put it on the boy's fair face. When he touched the coldness, he murmured, "Your skin is very cold, are you cold?"

"I'm cold!" My heart is cold!Xi Le's mouth moved, as if two words came out between his teeth.

The water on his hair was not dry for a while, the clothes on his body were wet from the rain, and the temperature in the room was also very low. He was completely cold, but this kind of cooling was far inferior to the coldness in his heart.

"Don't be afraid, with me here, I will never leave you again." Cui Huanyu rushed over, pressed the person in front of him, and hugged him tightly.

The drunk man kept calling "Jun Qing", thinking that the dead man had come back, "Are you back, Ah Qing, I miss you so much, I miss you all the time, you can't bear me, right? You are finally willing to come back to see me..."

Xi Le was pressed down by the man and was tightly tied in his arms. He couldn't break free, screaming, "I'm back, I'm back to take you away, I've had a very difficult time down there. Lonely, I want you to come down to accompany me, will you come?"

His eyes turned red all of a sudden, and when he met the man's bloodshot eyes, he was full of hatred.

He once loved this man so deeply, but now there is only so much hatred left in his heart.

While the man was in a daze, he kicked him away abruptly, kicked him to the other side of the sofa, stood up from the sofa, Xi Le shook his head and laughed, "Why did I come here? Come?"

As he said that, he walked towards the door. He shouldn't come to this place, nor should he come to see this man on this day.

They no longer have any relationship...

"Ah Qing, don't go, where are you going..." Cui Huanyu came back to his senses after a while, stood up and chased the person who left, but when he went out, the door outside was already gone. There was no one there, and the elevator didn't move. The people who came to the room just now were like phantoms he saw when he was drunk. No one had ever visited his room at all.

"Don't go, I miss you, why don't you want to stay when you come back... Ah Qing, Jun Qing, come back..."

The young man standing at the corner stood there with his head down, his face was a little pale, the corners of his eyes were a little red, listening to the man's words, his heart was throbbing.

After waiting for a while to hear the sound of the door closing, he left.

Su Qian, who was still waiting in the hospital, saw that it was raining outside, and felt a little worried about the boy who had gone out. He called the soldier who sent him back to the dormitory, and when he heard the person at the other end say that he had entered the school, he ordered a few words After waiting for him to send the person back quickly, he hung up the phone.