reborn lover

When I woke up the next day, the sun outside was gloomy, and the wind blowing over was mixed with coldness, and my bones felt a little ache when it was blown into my body. When Xi Le woke up in the morning, he stood outside the balcony and looked at the heavy The sky was dark, and there was a burst of sadness in my heart for no reason.

It's like walking into the memory, and he can't get out all at once.

"It looks like it's going to rain, so don't go back today. If you want something, I'll send someone to bring it to you at home." Su Qian noticed that the person was outside, so he hurried out and pulled the person standing outside in. , He remembered that the teenager told him last night that he would go back to get things today.

Pulling the man into the room and holding the young man's hand, it was cold and bruised, and he felt distressed, "I'll get someone to bring it to you, okay? Look, your hand has become like this after standing outside for a while." .”

"It's okay, I'll go back and I'll be back in a while." Xi Le shook his head, not in the mood to argue with the man on this matter.

The two exchanged a few words, but Xi Le still wanted to go back.

Su Qian had no choice but to send Xi Le back. He wanted to send him to the car below, but Xi Le quickly asked him to stay in the room to prevent him from following, "You wait here for me , I'll be back soon."

Xi Le spoke quickly, but he went out for a whole day.

When he called Shi Lei from the car, he knew that his person was in the school, so he asked the car to take him to the school gate, "I have an appointment with a classmate, you send it there, go back first, I will take a taxi back later , thank you for sending me here."

"Young Master Xi, I'd better wait for you to come with me first. Young Master San told me to keep an eye on you so that nothing happens to you." The person who sent him here was a soldier arranged by Su Qian, and they were also their own, but they were not the same as Xi Le. Not familiar with him, he only listens to Su Qian, what Su Qian asks him to do is a task for him.

He said so, Xi Le had no choice but to let him send him there, and then enter the school.

Because he hasn't been to class for most of the semester, and the progress of some things can't keep up. Where did Shi Lei take notes? Shi Lei said before that he asked him to review and ask him for notes. After thinking about it, he decided to borrow notes All right.

The things with Shi Lei before made him distance himself a little bit from him, but after he separated from Su Qian, his relationship with these people around him became better again, the main thing is that he let go of his heart For a while, I didn't pay too much attention to these things.

In fact, Xi Le cherished these friendships with his classmates from the beginning, and now he likes to have fun with them.

It's just that after being with Su Qian again, and because of Su Qian's injury in the hospital, he never came back, took care of him in the hospital, and rarely contacted these people in the school.

The car sent him to the gate of the school. When he got out of the car, it was raining outside. The person who drove him asked him to wait in the car, got out of the car and brought him an umbrella. He couldn't say what was on his mind at the time. Feeling, looking at this young soldier with a simple smile on his face, he said, "Thank you."

"You will find a place to have lunch later, I may not come out later." When Xi Le got out of the car, he was afraid that the person who brought him had no money, so he took out 200 yuan and handed it to him. He wanted the money When it was returned to him, he hurried away.

When getting out of the car, a gust of wind mixed with rain blew over, and Xi Le's body shivered all of a sudden.

Walking into the school with an umbrella, looking at the familiar trees on both sides of the campus, turning his head to look at the gate, everything here is so familiar to him, after he left here, he came back to this place again up.

Looking up at the thick gray sky, suddenly as if thinking of something, he took out his phone from his pocket and looked at it.

Today happens to be December 12rd...

The day he died last year.

On the same gray day, the cold wind made people's bones ache, and the umbrella in Xi Le's hand fell off all of a sudden, and he couldn't hold it.

Xi Le suddenly felt very bewildered, looked around the surrounding environment, suddenly the familiar place became unfamiliar, he didn't know where he was standing for a while, as if walking in a dream, he was in a nightmare in.

Those nightmares that can't come out...

The fire devoured him, and the pain burning in his body still felt so painful and so clear after such a long time.

The big black umbrella was blown not far away by the wind, and flew to the heels of the boy who came out of the school, and was picked up by someone. When he saw the boy standing not far away, he walked over, not understanding why he threw it away. Umbrella stands in the rain.

"What's the matter with you, classmate?" Passers-by saw the boy standing motionless in the rain, so they walked over and touched him. Before they could ask, "Is this your umbrella?", they were screamed by the boy. sound startled.

"Ah..." The boy who was touched suddenly screamed.

As if awakened from a nightmare, his scream scared the boy.

In the cloudy and rainy weather, I met a young man whose face was so pale that there was no blood in the aisle in Xiao Yuanli. In this kind of weather, there was no admiration for his exquisite face, but he felt a little Like a ghost walking in school.

When the boy was frightened by the scream, he was frightened by the boy's lifeless eyes. He took a step back unconsciously, and said tremblingly, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

The umbrella fell from the boy's hand and rolled to the ground again. The man who brought the umbrella had already turned his head and ran into the school screaming as he ran.

Xi Le, "..."

He blinked, not understanding what happened. What was the name of the boy who ran over just now?It's just that his head hurts a little right now, and he doesn't really want to go into the school.

He asked Shi Lei to borrow notes...

Then I invited Lu Mingtang to have lunch...

Go back to the dormitory to get the books.

He found that he didn't want to do these things, and suddenly lost his mind to do these things again. He wanted to go back and go back to Su Qian.

Then he turned around and walked out towards the school gate. He wanted to go back, he didn't want to stay in this place, he just wanted to go back to find Su Qian quickly.

When the phone rang, he was startled. Seeing a familiar phone number, the moment he pressed the phone, he picked it up unconsciously. He heard a man calling his name in a hoarse voice. , "Xile."

Not Junqing.

"Xi Le, my heart hurts so much, it hurts like I'm about to die, chi chi, do you think I'll be able to see him if I die like this..." The man on the other end of the phone sneered , "If I die, will he be willing to see me?

But I think... even if I die, he won't want to see me anymore...

His last sentence was like a sigh, filled with endless sadness and remorse.

The beauty of the past is only left with endless pain. He ruined the past that belonged to them, and ruined the happiness that belonged to both of them. He killed that man, "He won't forgive me, he won't Forgive me."

After Cui Huanyu finished speaking, he dropped the bottle in his hand, and it fell onto the wall with a crisp sound.

Standing in the rain, Xi Le gradually listened to the man's words, his heart throbbing, his eyes filled with tears unconsciously, and they slid down his cheeks, and asked, "You also know that he won't forgive Are you?"

It's a pity that he was still thinking about seeing this man until the moment he died, and wanted to see him at the last moment, but he didn't see him until he died.

He suddenly remembered that when he woke up that day last year, he was thinking of this man at that moment. Cui Huanyue went to see the man.

"Well, I know he won't forgive me, I never dreamed about him...he didn't want to see me even if he died..." The most painful thing for people is to know how precious that person is to you after losing , but that person is no longer there.

Cui Huanyu felt that this was the greatest punishment that fate had given him. He didn't know how to cherish people when they were by his side, but when they were gone, he would miss them. look.

"So you know it too!" Hearing what he said, Xi Le stretched out his hand to wipe his face, took a deep breath, only the corners of his eyes were red, and he could see something strange, and his tone of voice was a bit ferocious.

If it were an ordinary person, they probably wouldn't know who the "he" in the man's words was, but this young man did.

If Cui Huanyu was not drunk, he could also hear the strangeness in the boy's words, but now that he is drunk, he just wants to find someone to pour out the pain in his heart. At this moment, he didn't think of anyone, but he remembered A boy with the same eyes as that man.

It's not because they look alike, but because they have the same look in their eyes, they are so alike.