reborn lover

His old mother led him into the room. There were quilts and pillows on the bed, and they were all cleaned up. When Xi Le walked into the room prepared for him, his eyes suddenly became sore, and he turned around and hugged him The old mother he said, her voice became hoarse uncontrollably, "Teacher, thank you."

Mom, thank you, he added silently in his heart.

"Oh, what's the matter with this child, don't be like this, don't be like this, good boy." His old mother said, clapping his hands.

Xi Le just hugged his old mother like this, just hugged her like this, smelling the familiar smell on her body, he knew that this was the smell of maternal love.

No matter how many years have passed, the smell of his mother remains the same, so warm, so familiar, just like holding him in his arms when he was a child, this is the smell he misses.

He can't wait to tell them now, I am your child, Mom and Dad, I am your child, I am Junqing, but he can't say anything, dare not say anything, he can only pretend to be a stranger people, approach them.

His old father was still sitting on a chair to digest his food. Seeing him hugging his old partner, he also smiled, "Xiao Le is acting like a baby, let him hug more."

As he said that, he laughed to himself.

Xi Le felt a little embarrassed by such a smile. Controlling the throbbing in his heart, he slowly let go of his old mother.

"If you want to take a bath, go there, but you may not have your clothes." His old mother said to him, "Old man, do you have any new clothes? Find one for the child to wear."

"Where do I have any new clothes, really, can the old pajamas work, you can find one."

Because of the arrival of this child in this family, the two lonely elderly people suddenly became full of enthusiasm, just like their own children returning home, so happy and joyful.Xi Le could feel the happiness in their hearts. For this, while he was happy, he also felt sad.

It was he who made this family like this. If it weren't for him, this family would have a good life, and it wouldn't be what it is now.

"Son, can I find you some old clothes?" His old mother looked at him with hope in her eyes.

Xi Le smiled and nodded fiercely, "Yes, yes, thank you."

This night, he felt that it was the happiest night he had been in so many years, the first time he felt happy and happy.I hope that this kind of happiness can last forever and continue like this.

"Don't keep saying thank you, you don't have to be so polite to the teacher." The old mother touched his hand and said.

Then he couldn't help but yawned, hammered his back, and said, "I'm old, my back is sore now."

The sound of firecrackers outside has already stopped, and it will become quiet now. In the middle of the night, the family members who are watching the old age are all nestled together to watch the Spring Festival Gala, and the mahjong will be clanging in the lively house.

In a year, this reunion season is the most lively.

"Teacher, go to bed. I can do it by myself. I'll go to bed after taking a shower." Xi Le followed the old mother cautiously, and said with a smile.

"Okay then, I'll find a pajamas for you." After saying that, his old mother walked into the next room, "Old man, go brush your teeth, wash your face and go to bed, don't sit there, it's too late."

"Okay, here we come." The old father said.

Xi Le stood at the door and waited for the old mother to bring out the clothes for him, and then told him to arrange the things at home, and he could call her if he needed anything. He nodded hurriedly, watching the two old people help each other into the room, close the door.

He stood at the door, looking at the overflowing light inside, stood for a long time, the light inside was turned off, and he moved away.

When he went in to take a bath, his tears flowed down uncontrollably. He knew that he might not be able to repay the debt he owed his parents in his life.

When Xi Le went in to take a shower and came out, his eyes were red, looking at the altar with candles, he took a look and went into the room.

He was wearing his old father's pajamas, and when he entered that room again, with his back against the door, his tears could not help but slipped down again, soundlessly.

At a glance, there was a row of trophy certificates on the table. He walked over and looked at the names of those signed: Junqing.

He knew that this room was reserved for Junqing and his old parents, but he never went back to this house or entered this room during his lifetime.After death, with another person's body and another person's name, he entered this house and entered the room reserved for him.

In this family, in the hearts of his parents, no matter what time it is, there is actually a place for him.

No matter what he did in the past, no matter what he did, he was their child. If he hadn't been so stubborn and stubborn at that time, bowed his head and admitted his mistake, maybe he wouldn't have become like that later.

His certificates are framed one by one, placed on the table, and displayed.

Xi Le picked up a Mathematics Olympiad certificate, which he won in a competition when he was in the sixth grade of elementary school. It has been kept until now for so many years.The yellowed paper has recorded so many years, so many years have passed, things have changed.

He remembered that when he got this certificate, his father was very happy and proud of him.At that time, 100 yuan was a lot of money for a child. His father was happy at that time, and secretly stuffed 100 yuan for him as pocket money, telling him not to tell his mother.

After so many years, he seems to still remember the smile on his father's face. At that time, he was still young, and his father was also very young, but now, he is already old.

He is much happier than other children, because both his father and mother are teachers, and they spend more time with him. When he was a child, he was carried by his father and mother. Later, when his father was promoted to director, he started to get busy. There was less time to accompany him by his side, but at that time, he had grown up.

In his memory, the relationship with his father was like that of a friend. The concept of class and seniority in the family was not great, and what his parents gave him was free education, so his thinking later was also very platonic. Pursue freedom and pursue ideals.

If his thoughts were a little more feudal, conservative, and there were more of these things, he would not be able to do such things, and he must pursue his own happiness.

Xi Le stretched out her hand and looked at her empty palm, happiness, you still have to give it to yourself, you still have to be by your parents' side, there is family affection, friendship, relatives and friends, and then let's talk about love.

These things are too precious to him and too extravagant.

Touching a row of trophies and certificates, as well as the books on the bookshelf, the things he left in this house are all old things from the past. After so many years, they are still well preserved here, Xi Le feels very sad in his heart. Sour.

Turning off the light, when lying on the bed, he pulled the quilt to cover his body, his eyes were open all the time, it felt like he was dreaming, and he didn't dare to think about whether it was real, whether he would wake up from the dream, everything None exist anymore.

He couldn't remember when he fell asleep afterwards.

He didn't bring his mobile phone with him when he went out, so he didn't know. This night, his mobile phone kept ringing, and a lot of text messages came, but the owner was not there, and the mobile phone just became a decoration on the table.

Su Qian called him again, but when he found that there was still no one answering, he hung up the phone irritably, and played with the phone in his palm.

A group of people are playing mahjong, and this meeting will definitely last all night. Earlier, he and his grandfather passed twelve o'clock, and when his grandfather went to sleep, he went out. They were all of the same age from nearby homes, sitting together Smoking, drinking and gambling.

He called Xi Le all night, but no one answered. He was a little uneasy for a while, wondering if something happened to him.

"What, you've been calling your little lover all night?" As soon as He Jun came out, he put his hand on Su Qian's shoulder.

These two people are always shoulder to shoulder, and the people inside just smiled when they looked at them standing outside the balcony, and didn't come out to disturb them. As far as their friendship has been for so many years, their relationship is relatively close after all. It's no surprise already.

"No one answered." Su Qian didn't deny it, and flicked the phone.

"It's Chinese New Year, let's go out and play." He Jun was smoking a cigarette between his phone.

The way this man was puffing and puffing, looked very interesting, he always had a sense of stability, and he just leaned on Su Qian's body like this, which always made others feel that they were used to this.

Su Qian habitually reached out and hooked his shoulders, leaning half of his strength on him.

"Impossible." As soon as he heard it, he denied it.

"Hehe... You're so sure, or go find him." He Jun glanced at the people inside, and he felt that these people would never have entered him.

"I want to accompany the old man in the morning, and later, how about you, why don't you go to his place?" Su Qian thought for a while, but now he really didn't have time to go there.

Hearing this, He Jun pressed the cigarette in his hand against the railing, and said with a sneer, "Go with his wife!"

Su Qian listened and laughed softly.