reborn lover

The sound of firecrackers outside resounded through the sky for a while, and when I entered the room, it became much quieter. Xi Le's eyes have been staring blankly at the inside since entering the room. There are dilapidated furniture, a small table, and a wooden table. Chairs, an old TV.

This family was even more in decline than he had imagined. He didn't know if they didn't spend any of the money he gave them in those years, and if they never used the money he sent them to the bank on a regular basis.

Compared with the hustle and bustle outside, the inside of this room is much deserted.

"Oh, the glutinous rice balls in my pot." As soon as the old woman finished speaking, she hurried to the kitchen.

Xi Le looked at his mother. He remembered that every New Year's Eve in their family, firecrackers were set off, and everyone sat together to eat glutinous rice balls.

He didn't know, if he didn't go to Zhongjing that year and didn't know that man, would he have a wife and children now? This day of the year in this family is also lively and lively, and everyone is reunited together.

His father and mother's life should be better than now, more happy than now, and they will not end up in such a fate in their old age.

He didn't hate himself more than this moment, he hated himself so much, it would be great if he just died like that.

When this thought flashed through his mind, he was almost on the verge of tears.

"Come here and sit down. Don't be polite to the teacher. Alas, I'm old, and I forgot that you were a student of my class." Jun Liang helped the reading glasses on the bridge of his nose, and looked at the student in front of him carefully. I just can't remember that this is his class of students.

Facing the old father, Xi Le held back the soreness in his nose, pulled out a smile, and made an excuse for himself, "Hello, teacher, I am Xi Le, I went to school here when I was very young, and later my family moved Go to town and everyone will leave, and you may not remember me."

"Oh, it turned out to be like this. You are determined. You still came to visit the teacher during the Chinese New Year, but you came so late. Alas, you should stay at home and spend time with your family. Come to the teacher again when you have time." His old father said earnestly.

He sat down on the bench, and Xi Le also sat down opposite him, and conveniently put the gift he brought on the table.

"It's okay, teacher. My family is abroad. They won't come back here for the New Year. My classmates and I came here to play. I thought of you and came to visit you."

A mouth full of lies, I'm afraid it won't last long, Xi Le has a feeling.

There are many loopholes in his fabricated words, and when others think about it carefully, they will know that there are problems in his words.But now, he doesn't care about so much, he wants to stay here, see his old father and mother more, and spend more time with them.

"Hey, you came to see the teacher, the teacher is very happy, what gift do you bring over, really." Before Jun Liang finished speaking, the voice of the old partner inside rang out.

Xi Le looked at him and smiled, and didn't talk to him about it.

"The glutinous rice balls are great, come over and eat them." Xi Le saw the old mother come out with a pot of glutinous rice balls and put them on the small dining table in the living room, and said to them with a smile.

Xi Le blinked, stood up quickly and walked over, "Let me help you."

"Haha, no need, you sit here." It's been a long time since the house has had any guests, and the old lady looks very happy, treating Xi Le as if she were a distinguished guest.

But precisely, Xi Le doesn't like this kind of feeling very much. This place is obviously his home, and this couple is obviously his parents, but he wants to be with his parents in such a capacity, and can't recognize each other. .

There is nothing more painful than this in the world. Obviously your closest relatives are right in front of you, but you cannot recognize them and you will be treated as their guests.

Xi Le was pulled by his old mother to sit on the chair. He turned around and looked at the old mother who was coming in and out, and looked at her greedily.

"Old man, please sit down and eat glutinous rice balls together. I'm going to bed later. I really can't hold on to this point." The old lady came out with a bowl. It can be seen that her spirit is obviously not too much. good.

Xi Le remembered that the man who sent him here just now said that his mother was not in good health. Now he looked carefully and found that she was not walking steadily.Time passed so quickly, he grew up in a flash, and his father was old.

"All right, here we come." The old man stood up from the chair, walked over, and sat next to Xi Le.

The old lady also sat down now, took a spoon and spooned the glutinous rice balls into each bowl, handed them to them, and kept the last bowl for herself.

"Little classmate, you have a heart, and you came to visit our two old guys." There was some emotion in her words.

They have lived here for so many years, and many students came to visit them. Although many things happened that year because of their son, as time passed, those students were still teachers. When the time comes, I will still come and visit them.

I used to think that those things were so embarrassing, but after the past, I found that it was actually nothing.But what's the use of thinking about it now, people are gone.

There is nothing crueler in the world than a white-haired person giving a black-haired person.

Thinking of this, the old woman's eyes turned red for a moment, she lowered her head and spooned a mouthful of glutinous rice balls into her mouth, and said, "Do you think it's too sweet, there are still a lot in the pot."

"No, it's delicious." Xi Le said, "It's what students should do to visit the two teachers. I'm sorry I haven't come back to visit you for so many years. I'm really sorry."

His apology was actually not enough to make up for his guilt for so many years.

"Don't say such things, what are you sorry for, we are very happy that you can come." The old woman said with an unhappy face, obviously unhappy because of his words.

"Mm." Xi Le responded in a low voice.

He didn't dare to lift his head up all the time, and he was buried in eating glutinous rice balls. After eating the hot and sweet glutinous rice balls, his heart was sore. That feeling was too sad. He waited for this bowl of glutinous rice balls. After so many years, I have the opportunity to eat again.

If he was buried forever, he would never have the chance to see them again and eat the glutinous rice balls cooked by his mother.

In a person's life, if some people don't cherish it, they will never have a chance to cherish it again, and they can only walk away with regrets.For a lifetime, that's it.

"Little classmate, where did you come from? Have you had dinner? Do you want to heat up the food for you? Are you hungry?" His old mother asked with concern.

"No need, I'll just eat glutinous rice balls. I'm from the city. I'm sorry to bother you at such a late hour." Xi Le realized that it was actually too late to visit them at this time, but When this thought came together at that moment, he could no longer restrain the desire in his heart and miss his parents.

"No disturbing, no disturbing, you can stay here tonight, there is no car going outside now."

As soon as the old woman said this, she found that something was wrong, and asked with some uncertainty in her tone, "Did you come here by car? Or are you leaving later?"

"No, is it convenient for me to stay with you overnight, or I'll just go out and stay in a hotel." Xi Le said a little embarrassedly.

"Let's stay here, there is still an empty room here." His old father left him.

"Okay, thank you teacher." Xi Le smiled when he heard it.

"Xiumei, go and tidy up that room, send all the bed and quilts, and let Xi Le stay here for one night." After finishing the glutinous rice balls in his mouth, the old father handed the bowl to his old partner and said, " I also want a bowl, pick some peanut flavors for me, I don't like sesame seeds."

"It's up to you to pick." His old mother laughed when she heard it, and still picked out a bowl of glutinous rice balls for his old partner, and then said to Xi Le, "Let's have another bowl, I made these in the afternoon, It’s much more delicious than the ones sold outside, I’ll cook it if I don’t have enough, and there are still some left out of the pot.”

"Thank you." Xi Le smiled when he took the bowl, "No need, this bowl is enough."

"Don't be polite to the teacher. You can eat. I ate, and I ate a lot of dinner. I'm going to clean up the room right now. Fortunately, I just cleaned it up during the general cleaning, otherwise it will really be uninhabitable." As she spoke, she left the dining table and walked into the next room.

Xi Le's eyes followed her all the time, reluctant to move away.

Turning his head, he found that the eyes of the old father next to him had been looking at him. He was startled, froze for a moment, and said, "The glutinous rice balls made by the teacher are delicious."

"Well, yes, it's been so many years. It's a pity that he has no luck." The old man spoke in a faint tone, as if he was missing something.

But Xi Le knew who "he" was when his old father said it almost instantly, and who he said.

They didn't talk about that person all night. Xi Le thought they had cut him out of their lives before, but when he heard such a sentence suddenly, his eyes suddenly became sore. This night, his eyes repeatedly Straight to the eye socket, he endured it again and again, telling himself not to cry.

That kind of collision deep in his heart, that kind of awakening of the soul, made him almost cry again and again.