After wearing a book and becoming a stand-in, she became a fan

Because of his career as a screenwriter, Yu Jiu often forces himself to 'empathize' with others——

For example, he would fantasize about the hardships and bravery of the martyrs during the Anti-Japanese War in peaceful times.

For example, he would fantasize about the lack of food and clothing for children in African slums in the bustling city.

......

But there is no real empathy in the world, and fantasy is fantasy after all.

Just like at this moment, listening to Wang Xingquan's almost self-dissection self-report, Yu Jiu felt that his entire brain and even the cerebral cortex were numb.

He had no idea how a teenager got by on days like that.

Sudden changes, father died suddenly, debts were piled up, debt collection companies and seven aunts and eight aunts came to insult him every day, and he also brought an autistic brother and crazy mother with him.

Crazy mothers in particular have a tendency to abuse and self-mutilate.

Yu Jiu finally understood, Wang Xingquan's nightmare, and his scarred arm... It turned out that these were scars from his closest people.

How much pain should he have? Why didn't he say his pain?

"I don't blame you, she won't blame you." Yu Jiu couldn't help but half-knelt in front of Wang Xingquan, looked up at his downcast eyes, in the latter's rarely confused sight, he tightly grasped his slender fingers, Press one by one comfortingly: "Wang Xingquan, I know you love your mother very much."

......

"You are not willing to give up on her, but you can't cure her. After all these years, you can't let go of this matter in your heart."

"But you shouldn't blame yourself for her death, and you have been carrying this burden." Yu Jiu looked at him firmly, word by word, every word: "The situation at that time was almost the same as that of your mother and Zhuo Zhuo. , you have to choose one—do you want Zhuo Zhuo to be killed by your mother himself?"

He asked sharply, and clearly felt the fingers in his palm stiffen.

"You don't want to, and your mother doesn't want to. If it wasn't for illness, who would want to hurt her son?" Yu Jiu squeezed Wang Xingquan's hand hard, and his voice suddenly became severe: "If you don't leave, I will really let you go." Mom killed Zhuozhuo, and when she gets to the sky and regains her senses, she will be so mad at you that she will come back to life!"

Wang Xingquan couldn't laugh or cry at what he said for a moment, seeing Yu Jiu's obedient face pretending to be fierce, his heart was soft and messed up.

"The joys and sorrows of human beings are never the same. I know that when I say this, I feel like 'why not eat minced meat'—but Wang Xingquan, the truth is true." Seeing Wang Xingquan's expression slightly loosened, Yu Jiu breathed a sigh of relief: " Your mother and your brother, you can't have both, you are human, remember that you were a boy in high school!"

"You can't ask for yourself like you did for Captain America, thinking that you can save all mankind."

"I asked myself that when I was seventeen or eighteen years old, I was still a nerd who could only learn, and I was at a loss when things happened. How awesome do you want to be?"

"What's wrong with being weak? What's wrong with being afraid? Can't you forgive yourself once?"

As Yu Jiu talked, he was almost a little angry - for Wang Xingquan's hard work and dedication, and even more so that he was still blaming himself for being dead-headed after doing so many things!

Seeing that he was about to 'cry with anger', Wang Xingquan couldn't help being moved: "I..."

"Shut up, don't say anything, I don't want to hear you!" Yu Jiu interrupted fiercely, wiped his red eyes and pulled him up: "Go eat, I'm starving to death."

I don't want to listen to anything anymore, I can't digest the "listeners" I just heard, let alone the person who opened up his bloody trauma and said it?

Yu Jiu didn't want to let Wang Xingquan say anything more, he was remembering something.

All he wanted was for him to... have a good meal.

It's just that there are not many restaurants open on the first day of the new year. They can't find any good places to go, so they can only rush to the hospital cafeteria.

And considering that Wang Yizhuo's time to fall asleep is limited, he can't eat for too long.

"Don't talk while eating." Before eating, Yu Jiu interrupted Wang Xingquan's eagerness to speak, and said a little bluntly: "Don't talk when you eat or sleep."

——Wang Xingquan had no choice but to take the words back.

A meal of silence.

Yu Jiu sat opposite, chewing the dry rice from the hospital without taste, occasionally glanced at Wang Xingquan opposite, and knew that his food was not good either.

The man's sculpture-like face was as pale as a plaster statue, his brows were dark, his thin lips were slightly pursed...

Yu Jiu thought of the picture of them kissing yesterday when it was out of season.

Wang Xingquan looks so unattainable now that he can't even touch him, but yesterday when he kissed, he was extremely passionate.

In retrospect, at least he was 'alive' at that time.

In Yu Jiu's mind, he flashed back many scenes of knowing him for so many years.

He finally understood the sense of vacuum and alienation that seemed to exist in Wang Xingquan's body - all stemmed from the shadow brought by the trauma of his original family, which made him seem gentle to those around him, but in fact he was inaccessible. Because Wang Xingquan had already sealed his heart tightly.

And Yu Jiu was surprised to find that he was able to go in tenaciously.

What a miraculous discovery.

"Wang Xingquan, I pretend I didn't hear the word break up." When he was about to finish eating, Yu Jiu said in a low voice, making sure that only two people could hear his voice: "Don't say it again in the future."

Wang Xingquan was startled, and when he looked up, he saw Yu Jiu standing up quickly with the plate in his hand, and turned to leave.

That sentence I just heard... is like a hallucination.

But Wang Xingquan found that he was obviously relieved, like a dagger on his head, which disappeared without a sound.

He chased after him.

"Xiaojiu." The two walked out of the hospital gate one after the other. Wang Xingquan held Yujiu's white wrist from behind, dragged him slightly forcefully to an empty corner, and leaned against the wall.

"What are you doing?" The weather was so cold in the twelfth lunar month of winter, and there was fog at the mouth, and the Yujiu jelly hissed in the 'smoke', he squinted his eyes and looked at Wang Xingquan: "Do you still want to talk about the topic just now?"

His tough attitude made Wang Xingquan silent for a while, then he shook his head: "No, I don't want to talk about breaking up."

Yu Jiu raised the corners of his lips and smiled in satisfaction. He thought, Wang Xingquan would be so obedient and listen to him like this...

It feels really cool.

"I want to say thank you." Wang Xingquan stared at him. Compared with the vague and fragile temperament in the ward before, he seemed to have found some kind of 'backbone' now, and he returned to the usual invulnerable Wang Xingquan.

Gentle and firm, clear and gentle, but the feeling of vacuum that was always inseparable when dealing with Yujiu disappeared.

"I don't like to listen to thank you either, it's too natural..." Yu Jiu suppressed a smile, rolled his eyes, and looked at him slyly after a while: "Otherwise, you can give me a kiss, and I won't be angry gone."

A kiss is the most suitable 'wonderful medicine' to ease the atmosphere after a quarrel.

Wang Xingquan was his medicine, the comfort he longed for.

And no matter what happens, Yu Jiu will feel like he is the 'right person'.

"Wang Xingquan, please forgive yourself." Hiding in the corner and quietly kissing, Yu Jiu said vaguely between his lips and teeth: "Stop living with burdens."

After finishing speaking, he felt that his eyes were gently covered by a pair of slender and slightly cool hands.Wang Xingquan's voice was hoarse, and he answered softly in his ear: "Okay."

In the new year, it is extremely peaceful.

I don’t know if it’s because God was too “harsh” on Wang Xingquan before, but this time, he was “merciful” to him in the matter of Wang Yizhuo. After the chemical toxins have been cleaned up, he only needs to take the medicine for half a year, and there will be no irreversible sequelae.

This result made both Wang Xingquan and Yu Jiu heave a sigh of relief.

After all, Wang Yizhuo is already a very 'special' child. If there are any sequelae... then God would have been too cruel to him when he recreated man.

After half a month's absence, Wang Xingquan finally brought Wang Yizhuo home.

When I opened the door and walked in, I was surprised to find that the cramped home can be called a "bright window".

"Well, I asked my aunt to clean it." Yu Jiu explained in the back with some embarrassment: "Because I... am too bad at cleaning."

Since he was a child, he never touched the sun with his fingers. Everything about cleaning and cooking was a mess. Even if he wanted to clean, it was really not a good material.

"It's pretty clean." Wang Xingquan smiled, and casually passed the shoe cabinet next to him with his slender fingers—it was spotless, which shows that the aunt Yu Jiu found was very hardworking.

His voice paused for a moment, and he seemed to scan the entire room unintentionally. When he skipped his bedroom, he suddenly thought of some pictures from a long time ago.

A certain night before, Yu Jiu was drunk, lying on the same bed with him and entangled himself...

It was out of season, and his throat was a little tight. Wang Xingquan was impulsive for a moment, and turned to look at Yu Jiu: "Why don't you move here?"

Yu Jiu was stunned, subconsciously asked: "What?"

"Move here." It was actually easier to say it, Wang Xingquan looked at him, and repeated: "Anyway, it's similar to the state of living together before."

......

"Brother Quan, are you inviting me to live together?" Yu Jiu couldn't help laughing, and said with a tone: "Then you have to invite me seriously, you can't be so unprincipled."

"Okay, how do you want to invite?" Wang Xingquan watched Wang Yizhuo run back to his room to play with the drawing board alive and kicking, then turned his gaze back, and looked at Yu Jiu jokingly: "Candlelight dinner or what? I have never been in love. I have no experience, sorry."

Yu Jiu felt that he was wrong, he still couldn't be compared with Wang Xingquan in terms of teasing.In such a short time, people can say a word that makes his heart beat...

Fuck, I have never been in a relationship before, it turns out they are double first loves!

"No need, I'll promise you directly." Yu Jiu didn't hold back and didn't force it, and he agreed directly: "It's just two days later, I have to go home and pack my things."

By the way, clean up those annoying people.

A few days ago, Xiao Yan came over to "spread rumors and create troubles", but he still hadn't lost his memory. Although in the end, the mistake made him and Wang Xingquan to be more frank with each other, but Xiao Yan played with evil intentions.

Yu Jiu must take revenge. During this period of time, he has been thinking about how to get revenge. It is because of Wang Yizhuo's illness that he has been holding back.

Especially when Xiao Yan found out that the result did not go according to his expectation, and he called Yu Jiu several times to harass him in the middle - Yu Jiu was directly blocked.

He will never take the initiative to answer a call from Xiao Yan in his life, and hearing his voice makes his stomach sick.

But there are some things that Yu Jiu has to do.

For so many years, adhering to the "revenge mentality" from the beginning to the end, Yu Jiu thought about Xiao Yan's character and the author of the original book frequently emphasized his "playful" traits, and he has been collecting sexual news about Xiao Yan.

In the past, due to the lack of ability and money, the plan died due to insufficient funds. After Yu Jiu sold the copyright and had money, he continued to collect evidence in an orderly manner.

Some of Xiao Yan's romantic records are obvious, and some secret ones must be explored in depth.As for how to dig out the 'dream material', it is natural to start with the people around Xiao Yan.

For example, I used to wear a pair of pants with Xiao Yanhao, and I could share all kinds of private things, and then Liu Ke, who was even more at odds after the quarrel.

Now that he doesn't have Xiao Yan's backing, his own company has been hit hard, and he is almost like a bereaved dog.

Ten days ago, Yu Jiu hired a young lady to get close to Liu Ke and made him happy. Naturally, all the secrets could be revealed.

Especially for the current Liu Ke, Xiao Yan is no longer a brother, but an "enemy" with a thorn in his side. Of course, he is not stingy in spreading insults and insults about the bad past of his enemies-in the end, the lady recorded them and handed them over to him. Yujiu.

"Brother, don't ask me to take on this kind of work in the future." The young lady blinked her colorful eyelids, stretched out her hand to tease her big curly hair flirtatiously, and complained to Yujiu without tears The guest: "That man is simply crazy, that is, you give too much money, otherwise I really can't hold on--but the words are all out."

Women in the sensual industry can meet any kind of customers and anything.

It's not surprising that Yu Jiu hired her to wait on other men's "list" to inquire about things. The young lady didn't find it strange, but Liu Ke was too weird.In a hurry, she taught Yu Jiu the USB flash drive that had collected the 'evidence', and then ran away non-stop with a generous reward.

Yu Jiu's slender fingers stroked the smooth and compact surface of the USB flash drive, smiling without saying a word.

There was a cunning and nasty light in his eyes, as if he was going to play badly.

The evidence he holds in his hand is not enough to make Xiao Yan hurt his muscles and bones, and he can really get any retribution.

But it was enough for Xiao Yan to be reported by the major media for a while with a steady stream of pornographic news, for their father to punish him well, and for Xiao Yan to be so devastated that he definitely didn't have the heart to trouble him and Wang Xingquan.

Yu Jiu snorted coldly, and sent the USB flash drive to Yuyang Media without hesitation.

As a former employee there, he has stayed in that media company for two years, and he knows what kind of virtue Yu Yang is - he will explode when there is a strong news, and he will not be bought by money, but he is a "hard-core" that makes everyone Corporate stars have a headache for marketing companies.

This is a great gift from his former employee to his former company.

It is also a 'big gift' to Xiao Yan, thousands of words can be summed up in three words: he deserves it.

Who made Xiao Yan always mess with himself?