Jinnian

The second half of a poem by Xu Zhimo says:

Let’s love first, let’s cover this pair of shoulders with a little regret, let’s love first, it looks like a pair of wings hide and hide in the darkness already,

Love first. People don’t understand this. Once you are dissatisfied with your desires, love first, then you will be sad, and then you will count, and then you will count...

If love comes so intensely, even the most calm and indifferent person can't hold it back.

Lu Chuxiu never thought of getting this person in such an unbearable way, but at the end, the smell of blood and tears made him unforgettable in his life.

Gu Chen's hand knocking on the door was still slightly wet with sweat, even though he had given himself a strong psychological hint on the way here: it was just a thank you from a friend, nothing to be nervous about!Don't panic...no need...in fact, his mind is still blank.

Unexpectedly, Xu Cheng opened the door, and the other party was not surprised to see him. Gu Chen was a little embarrassed, feeling like a clown holding the fruit.

"Ah Cheng, who is it?" A lazy question came from the bedroom.

Xu Cheng looked at him, smiled and said, "Well, say hello to him!"

The tone of coaxing children.

When Gu Chen entered the room, he was surprised when he saw Lu Chuxiu. The handsome young man suddenly turned pale at this moment. There was a high intravenous drip hanging in front of the bed, and the long needle was tied to his slender and elegant fingers. But under the slightly messy hair is no longer the calm and aloof gaze of the past. The moment the two looked at each other, Gu Chen clearly saw the flash of disgust in his eyes.

"What are you here for?" The boy on the big European-style bed stared at Gu Chen arrogantly, although his expression was fragile, he looked like a monarch who looked down on all sentient beings.

Gu Chen suddenly felt nothing in his heart, neither happy nor sad, neither embarrassed nor embarrassed, he just said lightly: "How is your illness? Thank you that day."

Lu Chuxiu sneered, picked up the water glass in front of the bed and took a sip of water slowly, spitting out his thin lips with a sharp breath: "Don't worry about it."

Xu Cheng sighed slightly in his heart, and he quickly changed the topic: "Gu Chen, don't stand still, I'll go pour some water." After finishing speaking, he got up and walked outside.

Gu Chen said lightly: "No need, I'll leave right away."

Lu Chuxiu's hand rubbing the cup stopped immediately, and his chest seemed to be suddenly filled with anger. The cough that had not been slowed down and the anger just now broke out suddenly, and he coughed violently.

That kind of lonely and fragile package suddenly made Gu Chen feel that this unknown Lu Chuxiu was so real and reasonable.He just stared blankly at Xu Cheng going up to pat the man on the back, but he himself stopped turning around.

The rapid ringtone of the mobile phone in the living room broke the chaotic situation of the three of them, Gu Chen saw that Xu Cheng had no time to go out, so he brought it in for him.

Lu Chuxiu drank water for a while, closed his eyes and lay quietly on the bed, Xu Cheng was talking on the phone in the living room, Gu Chen glanced at the boy on the bed, turned and left.

The boy looked at his back and his eyes darkened.

"Gu Chen, can you do me a favor?"

When he was about to leave, Xu Cheng said suddenly, and he immediately explained: "I have a temporary problem at home, can you stay? He is sick, and has lost his temper these days, and sent all his aunts back. I don't worry about him alone. people."

Before he could answer, Xu Cheng said again: "I know what Ah Chu said just now hurt people, but please understand that he is currently having a fever, and," Xu Cheng paused, then said softly: "You are very important to him. It is indeed a thorn. For the sake of the patient, I hope you will accommodate him once, okay?"

Needless to say, Xu Cheng's sincere request at the moment was for Lu Chuxiu's sake of saving his life, so Gu Chen had no reason to leave.

It's just that the solitude of two people seems to be a test for each other.

Gu Chen sat in the quiet living room for a while, and after sorting out his mood a bit, he walked into Lu Chuxiu's bedroom. The young man's peaceful resting appearance brought out a bit of rare tenderness and elegance.He went to the bed and poured hot water for him from the empty cup.

Hearing the sound, Lu Chuxiu opened his eyes. Gu Chen, who had his back to him, didn't know how complicated and uncomfortable the boy was at the moment. He was happy when he came, and smiled wryly when he was happy, sad when he left, and helpless after sad.All the pain is as painful as the medicine poured in continuously.

In the end, he closed his eyes and said indifferently, "Why don't you leave?"

"I know you don't want to see me, I'll leave after you finish the infusion, you don't need to rush." ​​Gu Chen put the poured hot water on the bedside table.

Neither of them spoke anymore, and the room was too quiet.Only now did Gu Chen have time to sit down and take a closer look at this man's room.Rao knew that his family was in a good family, but the furnishings in the room were a bit more tongue-in-cheek, and the room was not as clean as a high school boy should be.

He was in a deep trance, but he heard a sharp sarcasm from the bed: "How about Lin Zijin's house?"

Gu Chen raised his head, Lu Chuxiu sat up on the head of the bed at some point, and looked up at him lazily and with disdain.

At first he didn't understand, but when he understood, Gu Chen sneered in his heart: "What do you mean?"

"Every lady is hard to chase, right? Why don't you weigh your own weight first if you want to do it? Do you deserve to be a hero in front of everyone?" Lu Chuxiu glanced at Gu Chen coldly, but his tone was indescribably indifferent.

"How to chase people is my business and has nothing to do with you! Besides, I didn't ask you to save me, so you don't have to put on such a look to judge people!" Gu Chen frowned, looked at the boy on the bed and spoke in anger.

"Who said I was here to save you! Don't be so fucking affectionate! I'm just helping Ah Cheng."

Gu Chen thought, he was really worrying so much for nothing, the other party didn't treat him as a human being at all!So, looking at Lu Chuxiu's cold and handsome face, he said without emotion: "That's just right, I don't have to be sentimental like a fool."

After finishing speaking, Gu Chen got up and went to the living room. He didn't know why he was always easily irritated by this person, maybe they really weren't suitable to be together.

"If Lin Zijin knew that you were an illegitimate child, do you think she would still be with you?" A lazy voice came from behind, and Gu Chen quickly stiffened his back.

He turned and stared at him coldly.

Lu Chuxiu leaned against the bedside table in his spare time, and he also looked at him directly, without any emotion, like a mature businessman negotiating without any emotion.

Gu Chen's heart was beating violently. It was like an apple that he had buried for a long time was suddenly bitten open and exposed to oxygen nakedly. The smell of corrosion and decay soon permeated the air.

Fear, fear, and unwillingness crowded together in the chest.

Lu Chuxiu pulled out a slight smile, very faint, with a cold light under his pale complexion, his reaction to seeing Gu Chen had preliminarily confirmed this conjecture.At first, he only saw someone's oldest son with him once.

One bosses around, the other glares.The quarrel appeared at the school gate with rich expressions.Although he didn't know what they said, Lu Chuxiu faintly felt something unusual.

And now, it seems that the conjecture has been confirmed.

Inexplicably, he wanted to make this person suffer right now, as uncomfortable and helpless as he was.The pain of unrequited love is always the fragmented despair of holding a true heart but being trampled by others.

"What do you want?" Gu Chen asked angrily.

"I just think that your status may be more worthy of Lin Zijin! Not everyone can climb enough officialdom..."

"You are a hundred times dirtier than I thought! Lu Chuxiu!" Gu Chen interrupted him coldly.

He had heard this title countless times, but he had never felt so unbearable at this moment.

The more he grows up, the more he understands the meaning of these three words, so the feeling of disgust is so strong that he cannot allow others to use these three words to summarize his mother's life and his future.

The boy's eyes on the bed quickly turned cold. He looked at Gu Chen's flushed face and said lightly, "Really? Congratulations, you finally see clearly."

"Let me tell you, I like Lin Zijin, no matter what kind of family background or status she has, I like her. You can doubt but you have no right to interfere! Maybe you will never know how to respect a person, but I hope, you don't think that everyone is like you!" Gu Chen approached, staring at those indifferent eyes and said word by word.

Looking at those firm eyes, Lu Chuxiu felt as if a huge black hole was slowly being torn open in his heart, and the cold wind was pouring into it like a knife. His life hurt, his head was dizzy, Gu Chen That kind of direct and enthusiastic confession was like a bomb that exploded in his mind in an instant, making the person tremble all over. At this moment, a bold and crazy idea appeared in his mind.

Lu Chuxiu smiled slightly, pulled out the needle on the back of his hand forcefully, and walked towards Gu Chen.

Gu Chen was taken aback by his actions. When he saw the tall boy's figure slowly approaching and the abnormal spark in Lu Chuxiu's eyes, he walked away belatedly, but was grabbed by the other party and held him against the door. along.

"You like her? Can you tell me how strong an illegitimate child's love is?" Lu Chuxiu held the boy's shoulders. The heat he emitted was like a flame that was about to explode. When he saw the panic in Gu Chen's eyes, he felt sick pleasure.

The two were so close that Gu Chen could clearly see the contempt and mockery on the other's face, a nerve in his mind was quickly ignited, and those words blurted out: "I just like her! So what if I'm an illegitimate child What right do you have to obstruct others! Do you think that everyone worships power as much as you do? Lu Chuxiu, you only look down on others, but the most timid one is yourself!"

The tense atmosphere needs an introduction to detonate it!

And this sentence is undoubtedly the best thunderbolt. Lu Chuxiu's head was hot and cold after being bombed. Who said that the truth should never be told in a quarrel, because it must be the beginning of a world war!

He stared at the boy viciously, and said in a low voice: "See if I am qualified!" Gu Chen was completely stunned when the quick kiss bit his lips, and he pushed him reflexively when his lips hurt, but, The brute force in the time of passion can only be turned into a catalyst for passion forever.

Lu Chuxiu kissed the boy under him indiscriminately, and said with a triumphant tone: "Don't you like her? Heh... I make you like it...!" What Li saw was a beast that lost its mind, and no matter how he resisted, he could not avoid the man's attack.

Lu Chuxiu kissed the slightly trembling lips and the thin collarbone vigorously, his blood boiled a little, his rationality told him that he should not continue, this is a dangerous game, but he seemed to be bewitched, and he heard a slight The panting sound was released infinitely, he wished he could knead this person into his bones and blood and turn it into a part of his body.

Lu Chuxiu thought desperately: "Do it, after I get you, I won't have to suffer so much..."

Lu Chuxiu didn't know how strong he was, Gu Chen's shoulder was almost scratched, he watched the blood dripping from the back of his hand onto his coat, the bright red dazzled his eyes, he used He shouted at him with all his strength: "Lu Chuxiu, are you crazy?"

What responded to him was Lu Chuxiu's vigorous push. He grabbed his wrist and threw him down on the huge bed. Gu Chen fell face down on the soft pillow. Before he straightened up, he could feel the man's tall body overturned.

Without giving him a chance to resist, Lu Chuxiu quickly took off the jacket of the person under him. He tore off his nightgown and hugged him naked like that. Gu Chen felt that one of Lu Chuxiu's legs was touching Between his legs, the naked embrace with no clothes on finally made him resist fiercely.He struggled vigorously, and shouted loudly behind him: "Lu Chuxiu, what on earth are you trying to do? Let the fuck go of me!"

What responded to him was the deep tooth marks that the other party bit on his shoulder, and the boy's evil and unemotional moan made him almost despair.

"I want to fuck you!"