Jinnian

"Lu Chuxiu, let's break up, I can't go on...let go..." Dreaming back at midnight, Lu Chuxiu looked blankly at the empty room, the man was decisive, as if he had fallen into ashes He actually remembered the silent voice so clearly that his body trembled with heartache even in his dreams.Obviously there are so many warm and beautiful days between them, why every time I think about it, the moment when he hurt him by all means, but the moment when Gu Chen resolutely left in despair appeared repeatedly in the dream.

The moonlight shone dimly on Lu Chuxiu's devastated face. This man who was always elegant and indifferent outside was always suffering the pain of lovesickness alone in the dead of night.

"Hey, there is no one in the office, can you put down your tense routine? Are you going to be busy soon? Jiang Tong is going to have a meeting that night, let's go together?" The man leaning against the desk said leisurely Flipping through the magazine, her figure is clear and straight, her skin is like jade, the 30-year-old still has natural beauty in her eyebrows and eyes, she is truly stunning in the world.Lu Chuxiu has seen all kinds of beauties in these years, and all of them have the advantage of age. Qiao Chi is the only one who can't leave people's eyes when he is beautiful in his 30s.At this moment, this monstrous man was looking at him with his head tilted: "Go? I'll come to you in person!"

"When a beauty shows up, it's hard to turn down the kindness." He put down the gloominess he had in the company, and smiled slightly.

"Hey, it's enough to save my brother, and I can make you, chairman of Lu University, smile. It seems that my beauty still has some effect!" Qiao Chi threw down the magazine, straightened his jacket nonchalantly, and immediately The look of getting ready to go.

Lu Chuxiu raised his eyebrows, put away the things in his hands, and was about to take a shower and change clothes, when he just entered the bedroom, he heard Qiao Chi's dissatisfied yelling: "Why is a man so clean?"

He shook his head, after so many years, it really is...

When the two arrived at night, Jiang Tong, Xu Cheng and a few other people who were used to playing games were already in place, drinking in twos and threes. Seeing them coming in, Xu Cheng first waved to him gently: "A Chu!" , before Lu Chuxiu could reply, Jiang Tong held up his wine and whistled: "Yo, blind your eyes! Lu Chuxiu, how can you be so good at attracting peach blossoms!" Tsk, this tone is three parts joking and seven parts jealous, sour.

Lu Chuxiu glanced at him, annoyed: "Are you a bit promising? Qiao Chi appears sour every time, is there something wrong?"

Everyone present laughed, it was no surprise that the two of them had joked for more than ten years, and Qiao Chi shrugged indifferently and sat down to drink.He doesn't stay in China for long every year, and he only stays for Lu Chuxiu. The others are just nodding acquaintances one after another, not deep friendships.But in the end, they are all fun-loving people, and they often appear around Lu Chuxiu these years, so they often attract the attention of his friends. It would be fine if he was an ordinary man, but with such a face that confuses all beings, he will become the focus of attention wherever he goes .

Sure enough, Jiang Tong couldn't hold back his face, stared at Lu Chuxiu and said coldly: "Beauty and beauty are shared, the world is one, can't I keep a pure heart for beautiful things?"

Lu Chuxiu almost spit out his wine, he looked at Jiang Tong amusedly: "Just the little ink in your stomach, can you stop being embarrassing? Is beauty related to you? Get something to eat, we haven't eaten yet."

Jiang Tong hummed and said nothing. After a while, the waiter opened the table, and a group of people chatted while eating, sharing information, exchanging strategies, breaking down barriers, pushing cups and changing dishes, all of which could set off a strange situation at the table. It's not just about having fun.After the meal was gone, it was changed to a poker table. Jiang Tong recruited a few people to accompany him. After the people came in, he winked at Lu Chuxiu and said with a smile like offering a treasure: "There is one in it that I have worked so hard to bid for you two days ago. , Chou Chou, don't say buddy is lustful, I'll keep all the good ones for you!"

After hearing this, everyone immediately became interested, and turned their heads to look at the few young boys who came in. It was not the first time that Jiang Tong had found someone for Lu Chuxiu, but it was such a serious matter, and he was full of confidence to ask him to go there. It's the first time to choose, it seems that I have [-]% certainty!Everyone looked at each other with bated breath, and they were no longer as tight as they used to be in picking someone they liked. They all looked at Lu Chuxiu, and even Xu Cheng and Qiao Chi turned their eyes.

Lu Chuxiu glanced at the boys in the room, seeming to have a vague expectation, he stood up and looked at those young faces, each of them could be regarded as a rare handsome man in daily life, but he I have seen too many beauties in the world, and I have long been indifferent.

Suddenly, a boy caught his attention. His appearance was not outstanding, but he stood upright with a handsome back, his head was lowered, the curvature of his neck and the extension of his shoulders formed a posture of concentration, and his slender and straight legs Standing on the spot forcefully, without looking directly at the front, the familiar back had already pierced Lu Chuxiu's eye sockets, he stood in front of the boy and said coldly: "Raise your head."

The moment they looked at each other, he clearly knew that this person looked nothing like the person in his memory, but he couldn't move his eyes away. The concentration and elegance in the boy's eyes, and the gentleness and dignity in his whole body They all attracted his attention firmly like a magnet, but after a moment's surge, the flame in his eyes dissipated, no matter what, no matter how similar the temperament of the whole body was.

"I'm also studying medicine, how about it?" Jiang Tong said from a distance on the table.

Turning his head, Lu Chuxiu looked at him, smiled peacefully and said, "If you are interested, let's take a seat with you."

Jiang Tong's eyes were shining brightly, and he smiled happily: "Why don't we sleep together tonight! You are worth a lot of money, and you haven't had sex yet."

Lu Chuxiu smiled and said nothing, the others chose their own favorites, Xu Cheng had a family that never participated, he looked at the boy next to Lu Chuxiu, observed for a while, and sighed slightly, Jiang Tong really had a heart, and only Only those who have been with Gu Chen for many years can see at a glance that the meticulous expression and demeanor of this boy are very similar to that of that person.His back view when he lowered his head, his expression when he stared at him, and his posture when he served wine, it doesn't mean that the boy's movements are highly similar, but that the temperament carried by him between movements and stillness is warm and noble, as if That person is still by his side.

Qiao Chi's interest in playing cards was not very high, taking advantage of the gap between Lu Chuxiu and Xu Cheng's conversation, he called the boy over and said a few words.

"I'll drink the remaining glass. I can drink enough." Lu Chuxiu just picked up the glass and was suddenly stopped by the people around him. He turned his head, and the boy's face was flushed, showing a slight embarrassment, but he still wanted to show With a calm and calm look, she was looking at him with anticipation, trying her best to conceal the flash of panic in her eyes.

Lu Chuxiu took the wine glass back calmly, and said flatly, "No need."

Qiao Chi put down the cards and said with a sneer, "Since it's just a show, why don't you do the whole set?"

Both Jiang Tong and Xu Cheng frowned, and the atmosphere suddenly cooled down. Qiao Chi continued: "How can such a warm drama miss the most critical link? Even I know your "three times, five times and two divisions", Jiang Tong How come the young master just forgot?"

Jiang Tong ignored his complaints. After all, Qiao Chi didn't know Lu Chuxiu as deeply as Xu Cheng and he did. Besides, they were brothers and close friends with him, and Qiao Chi, his former bed partner and later friend, now they are together again. It is a relationship that is constantly being cut and straightened out, and the positions are different, so it is useless to talk more.

Lu Chuxiu took a sip of wine expressionlessly, and his eyes turned cold: "Is it a joke? This is my business and has nothing to do with you."

Qiao Chi's hands trembled, and the man who had always been unscrupulous suddenly fell silent, Xu Cheng smoothed things over: "Ah Chu, Qiao Chi came here specially to find you in order not to hurt everyone's peace with an escort, you are most familiar with his temperament , what is this doing now?"

Xu Cheng and Lu Chuxiu were born young, they are modest, and they have been in the officialdom for many years, speaking and doing things are naturally mellow and thoughtful.He has the strongest relationship with Lu Chuxiu, and of course he can understand his psychology the most at the moment. "Three times, five divisions, two" was a fun story that people used to serve and serve at the wine table when Gu Chen was still there. No matter on the poker table or the wine table, as long as it is not an official occasion, it must be controlled to the extent of 3 cigarettes and 5 glasses of wine. When playing with them, one or two of the 5 glasses of wine are often banned. Gu Chen rushed to drink it by himself. Because of Lu Chuxiu's alcohol restriction outside, Gu Chen always snatched his wine to satisfy his cravings. The little interest of "Langqing and concubine" has been complained countless times by Jiang Tong: "Ah, you are here to show off that you have a wife, right? I think you are a "strict wife", and Gu Chen is "three times, five divisions, two things." "Just give our Chairman Lu a post! Hey, don't you think you're losing face!"

When Gu Chen was not present, Lu Chuxiu specifically yelled at Jiang Tong: "What am I willing to do? If you have the ability, go find someone!"

The warmth of the past is still vivid in my memory, but now it is the most naked ridicule to be exposed in public.Lu Chuxiu swallowed the wine in one gulp, even though he didn't want to admit it, but the truth is, he was kicked by Gu Chen, and three years later, he still couldn't get out of that cage, even a word, a memory could kill him in an instant Mood, irritability, irritability, indifference, these sequelae came too quickly.

While in the car, Qiao Chi looked at him: "Lu Chuxiu, you are as timid as you were 14 years ago."

The man's side face was hard but not gentle. He looked at the colorful night scene and said indifferently: "Qiao Chi, people who have never had the sun are not afraid of losing it, but I have it. It's complete and complete." You got it, so you are not qualified to say that."

Qiao Chi smiled, and the stiffness on his face disappeared in an instant. His tone was mischievous and disdainful: "Don't you just want to say that I am unloved? Heh, I have loved you for so many years. Why don't you give me an answer?" ah?"

Lu Chuxiu turned to look at him: "Why do you waste time with me!"

"We two are so suitable. We have the same family background, the same sexual orientation, and similar emotional experiences. You once had a lover, and I also had one. Evening is not counted. Moreover, we are both in their thirties. We have a tacit cooperation in business and a thorough understanding in life. Besides, I believe that you will no longer have the energy to manage a new relationship, so I can't find a reason why we are not suitable." Qiao Chi counted for him with his fingers, his delicate face was a little more immature, Lu Chuxiu With a smile, he asked, "Do you love me?"

"Love."

"Then do you still love Gu Chen?"

"Love."

Qiao Chi's beautiful eyes were reflected on the car window, adding a touch of loneliness. The city's night sky was full of neon lights, and the traffic flashed past their eyes quickly. The past silently passed through the memory like a fast-forward movie tape. The vines, flowers and thorns began to roll in your mind frame after frame. You thought that life is long and you need to open your eyes to discern carefully, but often before you have time to feel it, all the past has already become a fleeting moment. fast forward.

Homecoming is everything to a person, and the rest are all moments of joy and misfortune.

In the afternoon, the hot and bright sunlight poured in through the gaps in the leaves, and when it shone on the medicine cabinet in front of the window, there were a few streaks of golden orange halo. Time flowed slowly in Gu Chen's fingertips flipping through the book, and the bitter medicine fragrance was faintly lingering. floating in the air.Soon, I finished flipping through the few dozen pages left in "The Funeral of Mrs. X", and the chaotic and sad song of love and hatred has long been unable to make this man who has gone through the vicissitudes of life have too much emotional fluctuations, but However, his gaze was still glued to the yellowed thin paper like a magnet, and the few shallow and wild handwriting on the blank and hard paper instantly hurt his eyes.

Tonight evening, see this good man.

Tonight and Hexi, Gu Chen suddenly felt his chest suffocate, and then coughed violently, hoarse and trembling, he closed the book with all his strength, and his youthful memories whirled like a broken windmill, making a piercing and shrill sound , echoing in his chest over and over again.

He stood with his eyes closed, slowly calming down the turbulent emotions, and the memories of the past clearly appeared in front of his eyes.

He still remembered that he was sitting in that narrow room with only a single bed and a simple writing desk on a winter night, and he was solemnly and slowly writing in his diary with excitement and gratitude. Write down those eight words: Tonight and Hexi, see this beloved man.

The wind that night was very cold, but he could smell the fragrance of white peony flowers in spring, blowing in bursts, which made him feel more comfortable than ever. Just like that, for the first time, a rare time, he was happy Into dreamland.In the dream, I enjoyed a happy spring date with that pure and playful girl.For the first time, he took off his cloak of inferiority and self-abandonment in front of people, and bravely took her hand and ran wantonly in the sun and in the flower fields.

What a time!Gu Chen smiled, but now that he thinks about it, the girl's youthful appearance has long faded in memory, replaced by a serious and slightly cold-faced young man who raised his head slightly and said to him: "I want to be with you." The youthful appearance during the "transaction".

Memories broke into my mind unexpectedly like this, and the ignorance of his youth suddenly made Gu Chen start to smile wryly, how could the waves of fate bear their love that was engraved into the marrow of their bones every second.

He closed the book, slowly leaned back on the chair, closed his eyes, and waited quietly, waiting for the tide to fade from his blood.

Those memories, like a kite with a broken string, fly into a dream by chance, unintentionally bring a breeze, which makes you very happy, but no matter how you run, you will never catch up with it.