Sound of Rebirth

Putting aside Shen Yanru personally, to please someone, you naturally need to do what he likes.Give what the other party likes, and it will naturally be pleasing.

So, what does Shen Yanru like?

Apart from music, An Zhizhi can say shamelessly that Shen Yanru likes herself.

On the road of music, even though An Zhizhi has ten years more memory, Shen Yanru can still be her teacher, so using this method to please her is obviously just a trick.An Zhixiao had thought about expressing his love in public places such as award ceremonies or concerts, but obviously he didn't have the conditions now.

So after much deliberation, there is only one choice left.

The way couples please each other, even if An knows that he doesn't have much experience, he can immediately imagine what it will be like.

An Zhixiao once saw a small joke on the Internet saying: "What kind of gift do you want?" "I want you."

But to move it to reality, I always feel that it is too shameful.In this kind of matter, An Zhixiao is relatively passive. She only has a few experiences now, most of which are Shen Yanru's initiative, and she will give a response halfway, but at that time, most of them are already in a daze. Able to act on instinct.

Therefore, it is really difficult for An Zhixiao to try to please Shen Yanru from this aspect.

But——An knew it and thought about it again, it was because of the difficulties that it seemed rare for him to do so, right?Otherwise, he would not be able to show his sincerity in currying favor with Shen Yanru if he could get anything casually.

So An Zhixiao thought it over and decided that's it.

She secretly encouraged herself in her heart, and immediately went upstairs to make preparations after eating.

As a star, it is inevitable to take care of yourself, so that you can meet the pickiness of the media and fans with your best appearance.Although the requirements for singers will not be as harsh as those for actors, if this advantage can be maintained, no one will find it troublesome.

Moreover, in An Zhizhi's perception, every word and deed of a public figure is guiding, so extra attention should be paid to self-cultivation.And "self-cultivation" also includes both internal and external aspects.The inner part is conversation, temperament and connotation, etc., and the outer part is naturally makeup and clothing.

So daily maintenance is also very important for them.Although An Zhixiao and Shen Yanru are not the kind of people who would go on a diet for their figure and spend four or five hours a day on skin care, they still have the basics.

An Zhixiao tossed and tossed in the bathroom for nearly two hours, and finally dressed herself up white, tender and fragrant, and then came out wrapped in a bath towel in satisfaction.

Shen Yanru didn't know what she was going to do at first, but after she stayed in the bathroom for so long, even if she didn't think of it before, she guessed it now.In fact, what she said was just casually, somewhat wanting to see what An Zhizhi would do, but she didn't think about it.

But since An knew that he had thought of it, of course Shen Yanru would not refuse.

In fact, while she was laughing in her heart, she couldn't help feeling a little bit of anticipation.What step will Ann know?

In a book by French writer Milan Kundera called "The Unbearable Lightness of Being", the protagonist Thomas believes that the soul and the body should be separated: he loves his wife, but at the same time maintains a physical relationship with his mistress.

Shen Yanru disagreed with this.For her, if there is no love, then there is almost no physical urge.In the past 20 years of her life, she kept her body like a jade and lived like a Puritan.Zhang Chongyuan even laughed at her face-to-face for being frigid.

At that time, she couldn't imagine that in the future, she would be crazy about another person, and even seeing her or touching her would cause her body and soul to tremble.However, when all this came, Shen Yanru accepted it without much hesitation.

It was as if fate had chosen this man for her, and there was no choice but to accept it.

Unlike An Zhizhi, Shen Yanru seldom suppresses her desire.

An knew that she was sensible very early. She knew at a very young age that what she wanted might not be able to get it, so she knew how to restrain herself and know not to ask for it, because only in this way can she be pleasing and get a better life.

But Shen Yanru lacked almost everything, on the contrary, she herself abandoned those things that were at her fingertips.But this kind of life experience has also brought her a huge impact. For her, there is only whether she wants it or not.

So she never hesitated to express her desire.

——this is reflected in her resolutely leaving home to devote herself to the music career.

It's just that in the past so many years, there were very few things that could attract her attention and make her actively want to get them.And her silence is often misinterpreted as unwillingness to express, so that even family members will inevitably be a little more cautious when getting along with her.

Shen Yanru didn't grow up in that family, she was already separated from her family, and she couldn't get along well when she was able to see each other in rare times, and she gradually gained her reputation of being "cold and cold".

But Shen Yanru himself didn't think so.

She often felt that there was a dormant volcano buried in her heart, which could wake up at any time.

And when it erupts, that power is enough to annihilate all restraints and obstacles, destroy the dead, and run amok.

And An Zhizhi set her on fire.

It's also interesting to ignite this statement.It stands to reason that the sleeping and awakening of the volcano should be an internal mechanism, but Shen Yanru felt that she was touched by the outside.An Zhixiao came to her with sunshine and rain, wind, frost, rain and snow, and all the principles of natural cycles.

It's like the crustal movement between the plates happened to run to this place, and then the volcano erupted.

She longed to get close to Ann to know, touch, kiss, hug, and even deeper intimacy.But she longed for the intimacy from An Zhizhi even more.

So she just pretended that she didn't know anything, took half of the book she had read before, and leaned on the bedside to read it.It's just that the book has turned a few pages, but I haven't read a word of what is there.On the contrary, the corners of his eyes that glanced at the bathroom door from time to time seemed more energetic.

Then the door opened, and An Zhixiao walked towards her covered in wet mist.Behind her was a room of steaming mist, hazy and ambiguous, which seemed to cover her whole body so that she couldn't see clearly.

An Zhizhi was a little nervous.

She walked to the bed almost on the same hands and feet.

——It is inconvenient to have a bed that is close to the wall at one end. She has to step over Shen Yanru to get to her place inside.

Because it was wrapped in a bath towel, An Zhizhi felt that it would fall if he moved a little too hard, so he inevitably took a little care in his movements.The mattress is too soft, and I always feel unstable when stepping on it.An Zhixiao finally stood up staggeringly, but when Shen Yanru changed her position, she was immediately thrown off balance and fell.

Shen Yanru opened her arms to catch the person.

The half-dried hair was stuck on her face, carrying a moist temperature and a faint fragrance.

Shen Yanru leaned close to her neck and sniffed it, only to be sure that it was the smell of rose essential oil, which was light and very pleasant.

"Very fragrant." She praised in a low voice.

An Zhizhi's face turned red.Fortunately, the hair is loose, and no one can see it from this angle.

She struggled lightly, but Shen Yanru hugged her tightly, this struggle not only failed to free herself, but brought her closer.

"Sister, I'm done washing, you go take a shower first." An Zhixiao quickly grabbed her towel.

"I've already washed it." Shen Yanru tried her best to maintain her calm, and said, "I washed it downstairs."

Now that she guessed what An knew what she was going to do, how could she really just sit here and wait?After all, it would be a waste of half an hour for An to find out before going to take a bath.Most importantly - who knows how long An Zhizhi's courage can last?What if she falls asleep when she comes back from taking a shower?

So Shen Yanru simply took a shower in the downstairs shower room before going upstairs.

An knew that she hadn't noticed before, but now she realized that her hair was also half dry, and she had already put on a nightgown.

The Dafa of delaying time lost its effect, An Zhixiao was a little at a loss for a while, but quickly put his thoughts back.You can't give up halfway, isn't it already decided?

Thinking of this, she slowly calmed down her heartbeat, and sat up propped on the pillow.

But now this posture is quite strange, she is like kneeling and sitting beside Shen Yanru, and the two are very close.

Shen Yanru didn't speak, but just stared at An Zhixiao quietly.An Zhixiao licked her lips nervously, "I've figured out what to do."

"what?"

"That's—that's right, don't be angry with me." She said with little confidence, "I just don't want you to worry about this kind of thing. I can't bear to..."

In the end, the confession words almost turned into muttering to himself, if the room was not quiet enough, Shen Yanru's ears are also very sensitive, maybe she wouldn't be able to hear at all.

"In my heart, you are like a fairy who eats the wind and drinks the dew, lives high in the clouds, and does not eat the fireworks of the world..." So how can you be bothered by such mundane things?No matter how glamorous the surface of this circle is, the dirt hidden under it is even more unsightly.

I'm afraid Shen Yanru has never seen such an ugly and despicable thing before, right?

Shen Yanru only felt that her heart seemed to be in the hands of An Zhizhi, and she could only say a word whether it was good or bad.

She stretched out her arms and pulled, and An Zhixiao fell into her embrace again unprepared. Shen Yanru went up to meet her and kissed her lips.