Sound of Rebirth

In fact, An Zhi knew in his heart that he was not particularly nervous about this matter.Probably Shen Yanru's calm aura at school affected her. She was still full of uneasiness at first, fearing that something would happen to her because of this incident, but after seeing Shen Yanru's handling, her heart miraculously calmed down. up.

Even Zhang Geng, after many years, was not unscrupulous and no one could suppress it. Most people in the circle turned a blind eye to it, mostly because it was someone else's business, and they didn't provoke themselves, so they didn't want to intervene.

What's more, now he is just a student with no foundation, and his methods are too young.As long as the studio gets serious, there are many ways to easily solve this matter.

Even if An knew about herself, she could still come up with two or three plans in her mind.

She is nervous now because she doesn't know what Shen Yanru's attitude is.She looked as if she was very angry and wanted to settle accounts with herself.But An knew that after thinking about it seriously, she didn't know what she was angry about.

She didn't even know what she was guilty of before.

The "unresolved" state is the scariest. If there is already a result, then it is nothing more than the difference between voluntary acceptance or forced acceptance, at least there is no need to worry.On the contrary, this kind of inconclusive time is the most tormenting, because the unknown.

An Zhixiao sat nervously in the co-pilot's seat, carefully looking at Shen Yanru's face.

However, her face was calm, and nothing could be seen from her expression.

The carriage fell into silence for a moment, and this "calm before the storm" made An Zhi feel restless, as if the chair was stuck with a piece of glass under it, and he couldn't sit on it at all, and couldn't show it, his whole body was tense to the extreme, just In order to meet the "unknown" that does not know when it will come.

At the moment when the atmosphere was extremely oppressive and An Zhixiao was about to blurt out begging for mercy, the car body suddenly shook slightly and stopped.

An Zhixiao was awakened from his own thoughts, and looked up with a bit of astonishment, only to realize that it was not home, but a traffic jam.

One of the specialties of the metropolis, it is not impossible to be stuck on the road for an hour or two during the morning and evening peak hours.This meant that Shen Yanru's punishment could be delayed by an hour or two, and it also meant that she would have to endure this constant torment for another hour or two.

An Zhixiao couldn't tell which option was better for a while.

God probably sensed her hesitation and didn't give her a choice.Because this time it was only blocked for a short period of time, probably less than 10 minutes.After Shen Yanru turned onto the elevated road, the road became much smoother, and he only encountered three red lights all the way home.

When taking a seat on the sofa, Shen Yanru chose the seat opposite An Zhixiao.Sitting like this felt especially like an interview or interrogation, and An Zhizhi subconsciously straightened his back, and his fingers were twisted together due to tension.

"Why didn't you tell me before?" Shen Yanru finally spoke.

"I..." An Zhixiao only felt that her mind was filled with mud when she was nervous, and she tried hard to find words to describe her mood at that time, "I just think that will cause you trouble, and it's not an important thing ..."

What's more, she didn't know how to speak about this kind of thing.Said, "There are rumors about me having an affair with another boy at school"?I always feel that it is not a big deal, but telling Shen Yanru solemnly is a bit like showing off and demonstrating.

At that time, she thought that this matter would be easy to solve. How could she have imagined that such a matter would also have the situation of "mantis catching cicadas, and oriole behind"?

After realizing that things couldn't get better, An Zhixiao immediately took the initiative to call and explain.

It just looks like it's still a bit late after all.

"There is nothing unimportant about your affairs." Shen Yanru said with a straight face, "Although these are trivial matters, they are likely to affect your star path and cannot be ignored. If you encounter such things in the future, you must Tell me in time, understand?"

"Understood." An Zhixiao nodded hurriedly.

Only then did Shen Yanru feel a little satisfied.

She didn't understand the lack of people's hearts until now.In the past, she seemed to have no desires and needs, and the huge family business was waiting for her to inherit, but Shen Yanru would rather give up the opportunity to her cousin, and make the music she likes by herself, which can not only make the family relationship harmonious, but also be herself. There's nothing wrong with being interested.Later, she managed to gain status and fame in the circle, but she said that she turned around after turning the scenes, and she didn't have any nostalgia for it.

Shen Yanru once wondered whether she really liked music that much.

Maybe she really likes it, but it's not important enough to influence her.

Good or bad, she didn't really care.There is no one or anything in this world that she wants to hold onto and never let go of.

Although such people live very free and easy, they often feel that their whole life seems to be floating, unable to step on the ground, and have no destination, just drifting with the current.

But since meeting An Zhizhi, Shen Yanru has repeatedly broken her previous principles and boundaries.

At first, she just wanted to cultivate An Zhizhi, but later she developed feelings for her unknowingly.She originally thought that this feeling could only be buried deeply, but God bless this is not her unrequited love alone.Now that the two have formally established a relationship, she hopes to get closer to each other...

She is approaching An Zhizhi step by step, but when one goal is achieved, a new one will be born.

This heart seems never to be satisfied.

For example, at this moment, although she is stern and acting angry, the object of her anger is not An Zhizhi, but herself.

She knew early on that An Zhizhi was so good that once she appeared in front of everyone, there would definitely be many people who would like her and love her, and would be obsessed with her and crazy about her. I hope that I can hide An Zhixiao well so that no one can see her.

Keeping her out of her sight, filling her world so completely that she can only see, hear, and feel herself and nothing else.It seems that only in this way can the relationship be safe.

It's not that Shen Yanru doesn't believe in An Zhixiao, in fact, she understands An Zhixiao's feelings for her, and it's impossible for her to change her mind so easily.It's just that seeing so many people walking into her world one by one, distracting part of her attention, I can't help being jealous.

There is a sentence that she will never say to An Zhixiao: When she encounters such a thing, she would rather call Zhou Yu than tell herself that Shen Yanru is very, very unhappy!

She also has such ugly moments, if An Xiao knows, will she be disappointed in her?

Naturally, Shen Yanru would not analyze such inhuman thoughts in front of An Zhixiao.Occasionally, as an elder, she needs to maintain a certain dignity and face in front of An Zhizhi.In An Zhizhi's heart, she must be a capable and dependable older sister. As for other things, she doesn't need to know.

So after An knew that he had admitted his mistake, Shen Yanru thought about it and said, "Since you know you were wrong, you should reflect on it. I am very upset about this matter. When you are in a good mood, it depends on your performance." .”

——She won't admit it. In fact, An Zhizhi didn't make any mistakes in this matter, and she couldn't find any more words to teach her, so she simply kicked the ball directly to An Zhizhi.

An Zhixiao was slightly taken aback, this was the first time Shen Yanru expressed "I'm not happy" in front of her.

Although every first time is a happy breakthrough, which means that the boundary between two people is gradually broken, and they are no longer "outsiders", but—how should Shen Yanru deal with it when she is angry?She has no experience at all!

After Shen Yanru finished speaking, she got up and went upstairs directly.

An Zhixiao thought about it and decided to take the initiative to prepare dinner. Is this also an item of "good performance"?

When she finished cooking, she went upstairs to call Shen Yanru, but she couldn't find anyone.After going around twice, I found her in the dark library.Shen Yanru was sitting on the bay window behind the curtain, reading a book.

An Zhixiao lived in Shen Yanru's house for so long, but she didn't realize that there was a hole behind the curtain.

There are soft cushions on the window sill, and the small foldable table can be used to put tea and snacks after unfolding. In the afternoon, make a pot of tea and buy a few snacks. Sitting here basking in the sun and reading a book, killing time, I don’t know how it will be How pleasant.Looking out from the window, you can also overlook half of the city, which can be described as an excellent view.

"Sister, you hid it so deeply, I didn't even know it was like this." An Zhixiao said softly, if Shen Yanru hadn't responded when she opened the door to call for someone, she would never have found this place.

Speaking of it, although An Zhixiao was fascinated by Shen Yanru's library, in fact she had hardly entered it herself, and always felt that it was a very sacred place and could not be easily set foot in.Except that I went in once at the beginning, even if I want to read books afterwards, I only read the ones that Shen Yanru took out and put in the bedroom.

Shen Yanru was a little surprised, and laughed in a low voice, "I thought you regarded this place as your own home, and had already inspected it."

There was a bit of ridicule and a smile in these words, but she put it away as soon as she let it go, and she quickly put on a straight face and asked, "What are you looking for me for?" She almost forgot that she was still in the "angry" state.

An Zhixiao also came back to his senses, "Oh, dinner is ready, do you want to go down and have some?"

"Okay." Shen Yanru put down the book in his hand.

When she came out of the library, she had already adjusted her expression, her face was calm and serious, and she seemed difficult to get close to.This is the expression that Shen Yanru only shows when she is outside, and it is very convenient to use it now.

On the contrary, An Zhizhi was a little uneasy by her expression, and was absent-minded about the meal.

How to make Shen Yanru happy?

An Zhixiao thought about it for a while, and realized that he had absolutely nothing to do.Because in her heart, Shen Yanru should always be the omnipotent image, and she doesn't need to worry about things like adjusting her mood.

In fact, An Zhixiao once doubted whether Shen Yanru would really be angry?

She seems to be calm and indifferent at all times, and nothing can shake her.

How can such a person please?