Sound of Rebirth

After being reborn, An Zhixiao hardly thought about it.

Her death, and Shen Yanru's death.

Especially the latter, for An Zhizhi, it was a forbidden area that he hardly dared to touch.

Although it may be because of the death of two people that she has the opportunity to come back here and embark on a completely different path from the past, but An Zhixiao dare not say that she will be able to change everything, and she is even more unwilling to think about it until then. One day comes, whether she and Shen Yanru can escape the fateful decision.

Of course, being unwilling to think about it doesn't mean that you haven't thought about it at all.

It's just that at the beginning, to An Zhizhi, everything now seemed to be stolen, and it was already very good, so he didn't dare to force it.As for what will happen more than ten years later, it is even more impossible to take care of it.

She even thought that even if it was only ten years, if she could be with Shen Yanru, she would have no regrets.

In the end, there were more and more things in my hands, and I was reluctant to let go of everything.For An Zhizhi, the only thing she can do is to seize the moment.On the contrary, I dare not think about it more and more, and when the time comes, I don't want to face it.

Sometimes, An Zhizhi would feel in a trance that maybe...all that didn't happen at all, it was just a false dream that he once had.And everything you have now is real.

After all, although the memory is still deep, how can those tense, flustered and lonely years compare to the present?

When they are gradually replaced by everything they are experiencing now, who can say that those memories that have gradually faded away are what really happened?

But today, when she saw Shen Yanru standing on the stage, when she heard Shen Yanru spit out her name, when everything seemed to be the same as before, but everything was different, An Zhixiao suddenly woke up. .

Not a dream.

It wasn't a dream, all of that was experienced by herself, in those memories.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't follow Shen Yanru's footsteps, so she could only stand looking up from a low place forever, out of reach.

That kind of deep pain and despair engulfed An Zhizhi's body again at this moment, how could all this be a dream?How could a dream make people so painful, so sad, so powerless.

For a moment, her mind was a little confused, and she couldn't even tell which time and space she was in at this moment.

So it wasn't until he got on the podium, stood next to Shen Yanru, felt her breath, heard her voice, and was sure that the person in front of him was alive and not an illusion, that An Zhixiao was finally sure that he was still living in the present moment.

She is still by Shen Yanru's side, thank God.

An Zhizhi's tears rolled out.

Because the two are still together at this moment, and also because the farewell may come in the near future.

If it weren't for her sanity, she might not be able to control herself at all.Fortunately, Shen Yanru was beside her, her breath enveloped her, her voice was gentle and calm, she said, "Don't cry."

Don't cry, tears are the weakest thing, they are useless except to hurt those who care about you.

When Shen Yanru wiped away her tears, An Zhixiao had already calmed down.She did not forget that she was still on the podium at this moment. This was a day that both she and Shen Yanru were looking forward to, and she had to use the most perfect posture to deal with it.

Seeing that Shen Yanru had comforted An Zhizhi, the host breathed a sigh of relief.She was really a little scared just now, for fear that An Zhixiao would accidentally say something that shouldn't be said.

"Although I have heard many times that Teacher Shen has a good relationship with Zhizhi, but now I see it with my own eyes, it is better than I thought." The host joked with a smile, "Fortunately, the person who presented the award to Zhizhi is Teacher Shen. .”

There was a sense of humor in these words, and I wanted to say that if it wasn't for Shen Yanru, maybe others wouldn't be able to appease An Zhi so well.

But An Zhixiao didn't accept such ridicule.Although the host did not have any malicious intentions, she still seemed to regard her as an ignorant child who had never seen the world.Now that she is a queen, her status in the music world is not low. Even if her image is not reliable and stable, she can't have this style of "crying when you don't see your parents".

So An Zhixiao immediately smiled and said, "You can't say that, if Teacher Shen hadn't been the award presenter for me, I wouldn't have cried."

"Well, it's all my fault." Shen Yanru laughed at herself helplessly.

Such a witty response also made the audience laugh in good faith, covering up An's gaffe before knowing it.

Then we entered the normal awarding process.

When An knew that he had received the trophy from Shen Yanru, he still couldn't help feeling a little overwhelmed.

She has finally completed the obsession from her previous life to this life.

At this moment, An Zhixiao felt that the whole person seemed to relax.It seemed that something that had been pressing on her shoulders finally disappeared, and her whole body suddenly lightened.

Even though there were other things pressing on him, An Zhixiao couldn't help but smile at Shen Yanru.

Next is An Zhizhi's acceptance speech.

In fact, Zhou Yu prepared a very comprehensive speech for her in advance, and An Zhixiao also memorized it.However, at this moment, when she was really standing on the stage, perhaps because of the trance that happened just now, her heart could not settle down for the time being, An Zhixiao suddenly didn't want to say those stereotypes.

She wanted to speak her mind.

For the self who was so busy in the previous life, he was busy, but in the end it seemed that he had gotten nothing.

"Actually..." She thought for a while, holding the microphone and said, "I am just an ordinary person. If there is no accident, maybe I will grow up, go to school, work, get married, and have children step by step like most people in this world. , spent my whole life in an ordinary way. So I can stand here today because there is one person who changed my destiny."

"She chose me out of thousands of people, brought me into this circle, and made me who I am now."

"On this road, she is my guide and predecessor, and also the goal and direction of my efforts."

Speaking of this, An Zhixiao smiled, "I think everyone should have guessed that this person is Mr. Shen. Six years ago, when I was just an ordinary junior high school student, I was able to sing on the same stage with such a queen as Mr. Shen. It was almost like a dream. She opened a door for me to go another way."

"Now I want to say to Mrs. Shen that I like music, and I am deeply fascinated by all the scenery on this road. I am very glad that I was selected by her, and I lived up to her expectations, and finally got this trophy."

"I would like to dedicate this trophy to Teacher Shen. Without her, I would not be where I am today. Meeting Teacher Shen is the luckiest thing in my life. I will continue to work hard and follow her example to explore the road of music Forward."

"thank you all!"

After finishing speaking, An Zhixiao turned her head to realize that Shen Yanru hadn't left, but had been standing aside and looking at her.

She blushed involuntarily.

What she said just now was the result of her careful consideration of every word.Although it sounds a bit sensational, there are many acceptance speeches that are more sensational than this in the circle, and they are not particularly disgusting.

But An Zhixiao, who said these words, and Shen Yanru, who listened to them, were very aware of the content and meaning hidden between the lines and not directly spoken.

Although An knew that she might not have responded to Shen Yanru's words on the awards stage last year, and also intended to make a veiled confession in front of the public, and these innermost thoughts were indeed intended for Shen Yanru to listen to, but this Being stared at by Shen Yanru for a moment, An Zhixiao still seemed to be found out for doing something bad, guilty and shy, and didn't even dare to lift his head for a while.

Fortunately, she has already walked into the shadows at this moment, and her figure is no longer on the big screen, so that such an embarrassing expression will not be seen by everyone.

And Shen Yanru quickly took a step forward, held her hand, and led her off the stage.

She held on tight.

The two of them have been together for a long time, no matter how much Shen Yanru hides, some small habits will still be found out by An Zhixiao.

For example, at this moment, although Shen Yanru still looks serious and walks steadily, she doesn't seem to be affected at all.But An Zhi knew that she knew that she might have used all her strength to hold herself back and not lose her composure.

That's because I heard what I said before.

This realization made An Zhizhi very happy.

She soon discovered that the way Shen Yanru led her was not to return to her seat.The two passed through the curtain and turned into the unremarkable fire stairs in the corner.An Zhixiao was a little surprised. In her previous life and this life, she had participated in the Golden Melody Awards for so many years, but she had never discovered the existence of this staircase!

The lights in the stairs were dim, Shen Yanru grabbed An Zhizhi's wrist, and walked up in a hurry.

The award ceremony of the Golden Melody Awards was held in the lobby on the first floor of the hotel.The second floor is the banquet hall, where the dinner party will be held after a while.Further up is the hotel room, which is used for temporary rest for the guests attending the awards ceremony.

When they reached the third floor, Shen Yanru led An Zhixiao out of the fire stairs, opened a door casually, and pushed the person in.

Before An Zhixiao could react, she was already pressed against the door by Shen Yanru, and her kiss fell the next moment.

This kiss was eager and hot, with an indescribable ferocity.Shen Yanru even forgot to pay attention to the dresses and hairstyles of the two, and her movements were out of control.

An Zhixiao felt like the gas with the valve turned on, and it exploded when touched by Shen Yanru's fire.