Sound of Rebirth

SideA Ann knows

"Then, the winner of the Best Female Singer of the Year tonight is—An Zhizhi!"

When the spotlight hit her, An Zhixiao still hadn't recovered.So much so that the expression on his face was completely blank at this moment.

For ten years, she has walked alone in this circle, never daring to stop for a moment, and now, she finally got the reward she deserved.With this trophy, she has officially established her position in the music world, and from now on, everything will be different.

However, An Zhixiao was not happy.

Because one thing was beyond her expectation.

She had heard people say that Shen Yanru was invited to participate in this year's Golden Melody Awards and would appear as an award presenter.And the person who told her the news revealed that she is very likely to be the guest of honor for the best female singer.

However, it is not her who is standing next to the host and announcing that the winner is her.

An Zhixiao didn't know what went wrong.Is my message wrong, or is there something wrong with her?

So ever since the award presenter came to the stage, she has been in a daze. Even when she heard her name at this moment, she didn't seem to be elated or even weeping with joy as expected. Instead, she still couldn't recover.

She walked onto the stage mechanically, got the trophy from the award presenter, and then said a dry acceptance speech--actually, she had memorized the thank-you draft before, but now her mind was blank and she couldn't remember a single word.

She thought she would be able to take this trophy from Shen Yanru.

In recent years, Shen Yanru has faded out of the music scene and moved abroad, and has less and less appeared in front of the media and the public.This time she will accept the invitation of the Golden Melody Awards, which surprised many people.

Missing this opportunity, An Zhi wondered whether he would have the possibility of contacting her again.

It's not for any reason, it's probably just a little obsession in my heart.

She entered this circle because of this talent.However, by mistake, they were not able to go to her side, and even for a whole ten years, the intersection of the two people was pitifully rare.

Even so, Shen Yanru was still different to An Zhizhi.

This difference may not even be clear to her, but she knows that Shen Yanru is a benchmark on her way forward, so lofty and clear.As long as she keeps walking in this direction, she will be right.

As for what to do after getting to the point?An Zhixiao didn't think about it.

Maybe it was just to get a chance to stand upright in front of her and tell her that even without her help, I would have come this far.

So from the moment she got the news, she was full of anticipation.Sometimes An Zhixiao couldn't tell whether he was looking forward to winning the prize or meeting Shen Yanru more.But in fact, the two are the same, because only by winning the prize can she stand in front of Shen Yanru.

So she knew about this Best Female Singer, and she was bound to win it!

She got it.

But Shen Yanru did not appear.

In a thing that should have been perfect, there was a huge shortcoming, so much so that An Zhizhi was a little bit unmotivated.

At a certain moment, she even thought of what she missed ten years ago.Could it be that there is no fate between her and Shen Yanru, so they are destined to just pass each other?

When stepping off the stage holding the trophy, An Zhixiao heard two staff members beside him talking in a low voice.

"Didn't you hear that the award presenter for Best Female Singer is Shen Yanru? She doesn't seem to be here tonight?" one of them asked.

"Don't you know?" another exclaimed.

"what do you know?"

"Oh... You may not have heard of the news just now." The man said, "I heard that something happened to Shen Yanru."

"What?" An Zhixiao asked before the staff member. She walked quickly to the two of them and grabbed the person who spoke, "What did you just say, something happened to Shen Yanru?"

She didn't notice that she looked pale, her voice was hoarse, and she even trembled slightly, and she couldn't even use the strength to grab the other's hand.

Fortunately, the staff knew her, "Queen An Tian? How do you..."

"Tell me!" An Zhixiao tightened her fingers, "What happened to Shen Yanru?"

"It's...the plane crashed. I heard that she was going to catch the plane today to attend the awards ceremony, but I didn't expect..."

There was a bang, as if something exploded in her ears, and she completely lost all five senses. She couldn't see, hear, or feel anything. Only the words echoed in her mind, "It was a plane crash..."

The plane crashed.Falling from a height of tens of thousands of feet, it is impossible for any survivors to survive.

She will never get another chance.

As if a string that was getting tighter and tighter suddenly couldn't bear the huge pressure and broke, An Zhizhi's eyes went dark and he lost consciousness.

But, I'm really not reconciled...

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SideB·Shen Yanru

Before Shen Yanru decided to quit the entertainment industry, she had a short but in-depth conversation with Xuan Zihang.

At that time, she had just finished the contract in her hand, and Xuan Zihang brought several newcomers who had just entered the circle to choose for her, but she rejected them all.

Ever since she terminated the contract with Zhang Tianjie, she has been only bringing in newcomers. When they have achieved some results, she will terminate the contract and go to find newcomers.For this reason, she was once nicknamed "singer training camp" by the media.

Because of this, many newcomers even came to her to recommend themselves.Even other friends in the circle couldn't help recommending newcomers to her when they saw potential newcomers.

However, this time, the previous contract had ended for three months, but she still hadn't picked out a satisfactory newcomer.

"I don't know what kind of person you are looking for, but you are too picky." Xuan Zihang said, "I think the kid recommended by Louis is good. He has aura and understanding, better than the previous ones." , what else are you dissatisfied with?"

"That's different." Shen Yanru thought for a while and said.

"What's the difference?" Xuan Zihang asked her back.

Shen Yanru was slightly taken aback.This question was like a key, which made her mind suddenly clear, as if she had finally seen her thoughts clearly.

She used to just subconsciously look for some people, but after contacting them, she gradually felt that something was wrong, and then gave up and started again.But why, Shen Yanru had never thought deeply about it.

However, at that moment, after hearing Xuan Zihang's question, the answer to this question suddenly appeared in her mind.

Yes, different.Because none of them are her.

She knew what she was looking for.In other words, this answer has always existed in her heart, but before that, she seemed to have been avoiding it, so she was caught in it and couldn't see clearly.

In Shen Yanru's life, there was only one regret that she could never let go of.

That year, Zhang Tianjie finally won the trophy for the best female singer. After she proved that she really has the ability to become a producer, she couldn't wait to go to that unremarkable small town, wanting to take a person away from there .

But she was late.

Only later did she realize that she was actually only half an hour late.

Maybe there is no fate.Louis, who knew a little bit of inside information, once persuaded her like this.

So Shen Yanru had no choice but to bury all the regrets deep in her heart.There is no fate, since this is the case, it cannot be forced.

So later she began to discover other newcomers, hoping to find the one who was destined for her.

But now, Shen Yanru understood that it was impossible.She is her, and it is impossible for anyone else to replace her.

In fact, Shen Yanru didn't know why she was so attached to An Zhizhi.Even if she once saw her own shadow in her, and even saw the hope of breaking through the predicament on the music road, after all, the two of them had never gotten along with each other, and only had such a verbal agreement.

But she just remembered this person.

It's funny to say that although she tried her best to avoid meeting An Zhixiao, and she was unwilling to mention her or comment on her in front of outsiders, in fact, Shen Yanru had An Zhizhi's most complete collection in her hands. Any fan will probably scream when they see it.

But she never listens or reads, just collects.

She didn't even know what she wanted to do.He just subconsciously followed such a person with his eyes.

If there is another person in this world besides An who knows herself, and understands everything she has experienced and endured, that person must be her, Shen Yanru.

It's just that the most senior paparazzi would not be able to dig out such a secret.

It was only after being reminded by Xuan Zihang that Shen Yanru realized that she had been escaping all these years, but she never escaped.Even if she stayed in this circle and worked hard to find newcomers, she just hoped to find her shadow from other people.

But can't find it, of course, can't you?

After thinking about this point, Shen Yanru lost interest in this repetitive work.

She locked herself at home, took out all the things that An Zhizhi had collected, and unpacked them one by one.After reading all these things, Shen Yanru made a decision that she would fade out of the entertainment circle.

As for why she just faded out instead of quitting, she thought, maybe deep down, she might still be a little bit unwilling to give up.

Just stand in a place close to her, and watch her go down this road with her own eyes until the day she leads to success.

——Of course, An Zhizhi would definitely succeed, Shen Yanru never doubted this.

Then, that day finally came.

She received an invitation letter from the Golden Melody Awards as an award presenter.The organizer also thoughtfully attached the shortlist, reminding her that she can choose which award to award.

Best Female Vocal Performance, of course.

When her fingertips slid across that name, it was already doomed that there would be no other answer.

On that day, she will personally give her the trophy that symbolizes the achievement in the music world, and then give her a hug.

In fact, Shen Yanru is not sure whether An Zhixiao still remembers herself, and whether she still remembers the agreement that now seems like a child's play.But for seeing An Zhizhi again, she was full of expectations.

However, at this time, her grandfather fell ill and was admitted to the hospital, and she had to stay in the United States to fulfill her filial piety, so the idea of ​​returning to China early had to be shelved.

Fortunately, it's no problem to carve out a day or two to attend the awards ceremony.

But fate may have been playing tricks on her.Just as the plane flew over the Pacific Ocean, it encountered fatal turbulence. The plane was severely damaged, unable to continue sailing, and fell into the sea.

During the period, the stewardess gave everyone paper and pens in a panic, asking them to write suicide notes.

Shen Yanru thought about it calmly, and found that she actually had nothing to explain.The family members all have their own destinations. Even if she loses her, she will be sad, but there is always a time when she can come out.There is no need to worry about limited property.

Perhaps at the end of the day, there was only one person left who made her brood and regret for the rest of her life.

Maybe there was no fate, but she remembered what Louis had said, so fate made people, and they were destined to always pass each other like this.

However, I am really not reconciled.

……

Humans are the most amazing creatures in this world.The vast majority of people may only live a mediocre life, but when they are in a desperate situation, they often burst out with huge energy.

In the news, there are often stories about well-meaning people catching people falling from high altitudes, old ladies breaking out faster than world champions to save their granddaughters, and mothers using their own bodies to prop up a space for their children during an earthquake. It is a miracle created by human will.

Perhaps An Zhizhi was able to break through the limitations of time and space and return to the time before everything had never happened, because of too strong obsession created a miracle.

The Buddha said: Looking back five hundred times in the previous life, only in exchange for passing by in this life.

If this is the case, then it must not be because I am too pious that we can meet and know each other now, but we all turned our heads at the moment we passed each other.

Double obsession, there's no reason why it can't bring miracles, isn't it?